The talented artist Heavy Bleak created this Synth-Pop Remix of my Song "LOST MY MIND".

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Lost My Mind (Heavy Bleak Remix)

lyrics:

When autumn leaves the night gets cold
The wind is gone and snow is falling down
To the ground
Don't wanna go outside and feel this cold
That was inside me on my nose now
Instead of outer warmth

I can't
I can't go
Back to the time
When all the leafs turned red
I can't
I can't go
Back to the time
When you were still here

When autumn left you flew away
To a place I can't imagine
In my head
Far away
But sometimes I just
Feel a stroke of wind like it's the touch
Of your hand
As I hope

I can't
I can't go
Back to the time
When all the leafs turned red
I can't
I can't go
Back to the time
When you were still here

'Cause everything
Around me
Reminds me
'Cause everything
Around me
Reminds me
'Cause everything
Around me
Reminds me
'Cause everything
Around me
Reminds me

I can't
I can't go
Back to the time
When all the leafs turned red
I can't
I can't go
Back to the time
When I was still here

When Autumn Leaves

Verse 1:
Empty eyes
Shutdown
The world in a grey disguise
I thought being dead inside 
was just an overused phrase
I've heard so much before
but you really are 
when you're going through this hell of nothing
And I really am
But I can't escape on my own 

Chorus:
I am left in the dark
Feeling so alone
Missing that one hug that could
Change everything for me
So rescue me from myself
I'm trying so hard to not break down
So rescue mee 

Verse 2:
I fade away
Into 
The fog that eats me up
My heart is so frozen from this cold
No wonder 'cause 

Chorus 2:
I am left in the dark
Feeling so alone
Missing that one hug that could
Change everything for me
So rescue me from myself
I'm trying so hard to not break down
So rescue me 

Bridge:
But you never would 
And I never could
Even if it was my only wish
But you never would 
So I never could
Escape this misery of life
Oooh
Escape this misery
Ooh

End:
But the hope is struggling to breath 
And so am I 
(give me a reason to live, give me a reason to live)
And honestly I think my hope is dying
A painful death
(give me a reason to live, give me a reason to live, give me a reason to live)

Rescue Me

Sleeping Beauty

Lyrics: 

VERSE 1:
mortality is inescapable 
hits me like a brick
why is it that mostly
we are blind for it
we push the thoughts away - far away
-
it's way too comfortable 
to ignore death
until it's messing with your life
and you have to realize realize 

CHORUS:
Evanescence and demise
are what I fear most
How should I stay sane?
[when noone can stop it's invincible]
push away - suppress
push away - suppress
push away - suppress
Noone can stop it's invincible 

VERSE 2:
sometimes it's so present
the fear of losing everything
because we don't know when it's time to go
it just haunts me
creeping through my veins
-
the worst is the thought of
losing your loved ones
'cause what should be 
the reason to live 
when they're gone (when they're gone) 

CHORUS:
Evanescence and demise
are what I fear most
How should I stay sane?
[when noone can stop it's invincible]
push away - suppress
push away - suppress
push away - suppress
Noone can stop it's invincible 

BRIDGE:
Keep marching on
till death do us part
'cause we have no choice
Keep marching on
There's no way out
[no way out] 

CHORUS/ENDING:
Evanescence and demise 
{HEEEEY}
are what I fear most 
{Push away}
How should I stay sane?
{'cause noone can stop it's invincible}
Evanescence and demise
are what I fear most 
{Push away suppress}
they're killing me
{noone can stop it's invincible}
literally

Final Enemy

[Verse 1]
There's no way you talk to me like that
voice like sugar but your words are salt
my head is getting red, my hands are shaking
that disrespect is overwhelming
how do you dare

[Chorus]
RAGE - I can't escape
RAGE - there's nothing I can-
RAGE - I'm struggling not to burn this all down
RAGE - You're here for this
RAGE - So I listen up for
RAGE - Your last few words but
don't say sorry

[Verse 2]
You twist the words in my mouth
looks like I'm the bad one now
your fake grin makes me want to throw up
that disrespect is overwhelming
how do you dare

[Chorus]
RAGE - I can't escape
RAGE - there's nothing I can-
RAGE - I'm struggling not to burn this all down
RAGE - You're here for this
RAGE - So I listen up for
RAGE - Your last few words but
don't say sorry

HEEEY

[Bridge]
Calm down and hold my breath
I remind myself who I am
but you bring out the worst in me
tell me how am I supposed to stay calm
when there's so much

[Chorus]
RAGE - I can't escape
RAGE - there's nothing I can-
RAGE - I'm struggling not to burn this all down
RAGE - You're here for this
RAGE - So I listen up for
RAGE - Your last few words but
don't say sorry
Your last few words but
don't say sorry
don't say sorry

RAGE

mh the thing that's killing me
is inside my head
vultures all above craving my flesh
I stand near this cliff with one foot in my grave
can you see this stone with my name written on

searching for the purpose in my life
trying everything
to break out but only running against walls
breathing into collapsed lungs
aching pain consumes my brain

there's something that pulls me inside
this f**** mess
just want to break this cycle
trapped inside my darkest thoughts
can't escape this living nightmares
won't try to hide

searching for the purpose in my life
trying everything
to break out but only running against walls
breathing into collapsed lungs
aching pain consumes my brain

Purpose

Memories

[Verse 1]
I wake up and the darkness has
Already filled up my mind
No light no joy just suffocating thoughts
And my will to survive is screaming at my face
Hello get up - it‘s time to shine

[Chorus 1]
I found peace in the shadows
Melancholy is my home
This is the place for the broken souls
So take them to their rest
I found peace in the shadows

[Verse 2]
Was haunted by these parasites
That are now my friends
My tired body is their perfect home
Cold enough for them to get in
And stay right here with me
By my side

[Chorus 2]
I found peace in the shadows
Melancholy is my home
This is the place for the broken souls
So take them to their rest
To their rest
I found peace in the shadows
In the shadows
Melancholy is my home
This is the place for the broken souls
So take them to their rest
To their rest
I found peace in the shadows

lyrics: Janina Draxinger
music: Janina Draxinger, Simon Reitinger

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