My Shitty Attitude

Till' Death (prod. + ft. Aiden Hilton)

Perpetual States of Boredom

trust the process
you'll be fine there
trust the process
ill be right here
YOU GOTTA LIVE A LITTLE BIT!
trust the process
your hearts right there
trust the process
i know you're scared
relatable kind of pain
let the day wash away
i know you'd like to say it stays the same
but every single day you learn to change   
and ill be the first to say 
"its been a little different without you here"
and ill be the last one 
to say that "I'm okay with how we turned out"
cause I'm not
were burned out in a knot
6 days in a cycle
and i think love is vital
i guess lifes a movie but I'm clearly not the main part
fly, fly by, time really flies by
die whenever
just the weather
say its alright 
but its always whatever

trust the process

follow jolst

trust the process (jolst x splashgvng)

Talk 2 Me (feat. Stroodge)

whispers in the end ft. Judd Hëxx

♡ mixed & backed by @1m1x (ily bro)

❀ AMV by karma :) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b2Cdh-YkrqU

✤ all-plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/wyfy/fall-feat-mix-2

❀ [prod. everest]

✤ [lyrics]
i like to think that nobody knows
and despite what I say, I doubt it shows
and that's on me
i let it go

I let it go
now no one knows
i'd seek out help
but i'm all alone
my life's a mess
i have no home
i would've followed you
i don't know where to go
if I called your name
would you hear me now?
or like every time
would you just shut me down?
made me hate myself
you made me hate it all
you claim that I'm your son
so why'd you plan my fall?

i'd say I'm sorry now
and that I messed up bad
but when we moved
you left yourself with dad
and since then you've changed
from who you were
you used to really care
now you just make me hurt

but I let it go
now no one knows
i'd seek out help
but i'm all alone
my life's a mess
i have no home
i would've followed you
i don't know where to go
if I called your name
would you hear me now?
or like every time
would you just shut me down?
made me hate myself
you made me hate it all
you claim that I'm your son
so why'd you plan my fall?

fall w/ mix (AMV)

Lyrics🎱

I got blood in my bedsheets
 I can't wash out
My existence obsolete
in hell, I climbed, untill I got out
The next time around
I may take you my life
I don't know about you
But Ion wanna die
Baker boulevard dreams
strumming on a six string
bring the love back
how it was when you kissed me
Fuck the violence
Baby come and save me
her love is timeless
it's been growing on me lately
and no, I can't get behind it
I'm so sick of this shit

I sat with my anger so long
till' I could finally accept what I couldn't see
and I hate the sensations inside of my chest
and I cry from the thoughts that bring anxiety
From overthinking, overdrinking
cause I can barely seem, to get sleep
wish this shit was fiction, and thank your for listening, to exactly who I wanna be
I strive for the best
I end up depressed
I'm so lost, bad ADHD
I know that I struggle
I'll figure this puzzle out
This thing we call life, it goes deep

Not fucked up for fun no
this shit is genetic
If you see your dream life
why don't you go get it
I feel that we're broke up
though she never said it
I wish I could know what
caused her to forget it
the love that there once was
this shit Is pathetic 
now I'm having deep cuts
i keep out the tension

I don't fit in whatsoever
but at least I know it gets better
at least that's what they say to me
I guess it's whatever
I'll max out my pen just to breathe
can't function without it
it's coping, no addict
but I'm deeply saddened
And It shows 
Everyday I wake up and I feel like
Life blows
Every time I see myself
I wonder why I'm broke
I wonder why I'm ugly
Wonder why I feel alone
I hate im an addict
My body stay static
Inside my room
I'm so problematic 
but living life lavish
(Im so problematic

problematic (prod. jissa)

Tell me everything 
Tell me what you really mean 
Just sit back watch the love retract, love retract 

Carve it in my hand 
Spread the blood on the sand 
Tell me what you feel don’t tell me not to feel what’s in my head 
Pine trees line this old coast 
As the shores rip the tide back, you whisper don’t go 
Don’t go take hold 
Burn the sage let it go 
Talk to the unknown 
Protect the ones you love 

Tell me everything 
Tell me what you really mean 
Just sit back watch the love retract, love retract 

Prepare the cycle of never ending suffering 
the moons are aligned with my inner self 
Is this a test of my will to live or a test of the unknown to trap me in another living hell 

Sink or swim 
Suffocate another suffocation
Sink or swim 
Suffocate another suffocation
Don’t go take hold 
Burn the sage let it go 
Talk to the unknown 
Protect the ones you love 

Protect the ones you love 
Protect the ones you love 

Fuck you I’ll never let you go 
Fuck you you live inside my soul
Just rip apart my mind take me home 
Just cut away at the fear I forever hold 
Resurrect the love that I gave 
Resurrect the love that you take 
That you take, that you take, that you take

whispers in the end ft. Judd Hëxx

jaixj

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