music video: www.youtube.com/watch?v=4XymQsQtn-M

NASCAR ALOE - HEAVEN PT 3

softcore - the neighbourhood

u were hoping i'd cave,
i heard u say it but you'd never say that shit to my face
'cos ur a leech baby taking trends and riding the waves
while im above put myself first i'm up and away
ur left overboard piecing back together the frame

got these fuckin people tryna talk to me, yeah
i don't wanna know where u've been or what girl ur with
i don't wanna know that your friends are so rebellious
i don't fuckin know why? i guess ur shit at picking 'em

Got you madder than me
You got your hands on my sleeves 
You try to put me to sleep 
But I will stay awake 
Don't tell me things wont change 
I always hide my face 
You never break so easily 

Take the pain you never had 
You wanna feel for me 
You set a target on my back 
I barely breathe for me 
Been drinking seven days have passed 
I barely live for me 
I feel addiction coming back

I feel this devil on my shoulder
And my eyes been going black 
I don't lack composure when I'm reading through these texts 
You never reply to me 
I never reply to you 
I don't even like these shades of black mixed in with navy blue

i been so lost i cant focus
bring me down now i dont want this
i dont stare much but youd notice
everytime i look at you im on edge

notice how my eyes stay frozen
i keep tryna run but you keep calling
everytime you speak to me its always
turning out the same its fucking boring

being here without you im much happier now
bury my emotions 60ft in the ground
taking my advice ill slap the bitch in the mouth
so the bullshit that shes spewing will stop fumbling out

waves w/ sinxi & erxn

Lyrics:

bitch you made a monster, im a fiend, ima get mine
used to be so docile in the crib while i was still fine
now im saying fuck it ima slide and hit the big time
if you hit me up a couple years i prolly been died

put that on my suicide, now i know its do or die
is he gonna live or is he gonna bump and do a line
bitch i said im fuckin fine, homie this is 29
i could give a shit if i aint never make the pain subside

bitch know if i want it ima get it, huh
drowning deep inside and all this pain it got me spinnin, huh
i aint know much longer ima live so im just spittin, huh
get all my thoughts up out my brain and all my feelings, huh

on the block they call me emo dont condone this
Ruger in my hoodie put the dot up on they throat bitch
i been through some shit since we talked and you know this
all went out the window im just puttin you on notice

i aint really care bout nothin
i could die any day while im stuntin
put the glock to my brain just for fun bitch
im a pro not the first time i done this
so fuck it all

think that im startin to forget your face
got laced lean so i jet into space
its more like the gutter, same shit anyway
when youre dying real slow plus you hooked on the K

ever since you went away, i been high like every day
struggle with my demons had to stop, making me insane
now i dont got nothin but myself just to ease the pain
perkys out the window and the bottles they all look the same

i cant even hit that THC, man that shit just bothers me
cause it send me straight to hell, bitch i rather face the beam
put that shit up to my face, i dont wanna die disgraced
so im out here pushing through, since somebody took my place

i aint gonna lie, i still hope that you alright
but im moving on with life, pick my shit up say goodbye
going crazy on the low, i still feel it you dont know
why you cant just understand, im tryna dip with the pole

Notice

It's alright

Written and Composed by: Zaei Rex Cabe 

playing with 'em' a lot

Anime and depression (prod.crcl)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v-rYrUgMuzw

XXXTENTACION - Save Yourself!

XXXTENTACION - Orlando

this song is made by (broly 500) when i first found it I thought it was x I was a big x fan still am  just enjoy the song, no matter who it is. just listening to the fucking song my niggga

Runaway

9tails - 1242am

(kindmile)
And I hate your guts but I love your bones 
And I love you more the more you break down my hope 
Oh beauty is pain so the devil must reign 
Oh loving you to death it would end in vane 

I couldn’t give a fuck it I tried 
Cuz someone out there piping the love of my life 
Nah I couldn’t give a fuck if I died 
But I bet there’s someone out there thatd gladly trade lives 

I don’t fear sharks and I don’t fear drowning 
Once ur heads below the surface it’s just another day 
I don’t fear heights and I don’t fear flying 
I just fear the day to come where I forget your name 

You’re so fucking different now 
You’re like everybody else in this shitty town
You don’t like me you don’t believe in me
I fucking hate that I gave you a piece me 
I bet you think about me like you never ever knew me 
Bitch you dumb fake like a shitty toupee 
I’ll rip a page from your book I want you no where that I look
id do anything it took to get you out my minds nooks 

and I hate your guts but I love your bones 
and I love you more the more you break down my hope 
oh beauty is pain so the devil must reign 
oh loving you to death it would end in vane

(sewerperson)
cold winter nights
in your arms
the blood inside of her is keeping me warm
i promise im just checking if ur alright
baby i dont wanna fight like last time
could you heal me
of my damage
i feel so alone on this planet
i lay awake at night in your mattress
baby open up i need access

crows fly off my window sill
she told me draw my blood so she can tell if im real
blue seeps out from my open wound
she said as long as you love me i can love you too
and she cant be replaced ah
baby kiss me slow i miss the taste
she look me in my spirit everytime i grip her waist
she pushing back against me while she hold me by the face
if its true love we could always power thru the hate

(kindmile)
And I hate your guts but I love your bones 
And I love you more the more you break down my hope 
Oh beauty is pain so the devil must reign 
Oh loving you to death it would end in vane

playing with 'em' a lot

Jai Yeong

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