octobersveryown- pop style (demo)

huge thanks to https://on.soundcloud.com/Md3Q225TDkZ26hko7 for some of the sounds used🙏

octobersveryown- popstyle (i gave in)

He sweats through all of his clothes
He forces himself to sleep
And only thinks of me
It seems like nobody knows
About this new kind of free
Where I am the only girl

When I make the tides change
And tell you I want you
Come crashing

When I make your life change
And rid of the past
Boy I'm the future
You told me so

You don't know her
You don't know her
You don't know her
You don't know her

Waves crashing onto me
Waves crashing onto me
He's crashing onto me
He crashes like a thousand waves

Waves crashing onto me
Waves crashing onto me
It's crashing like a thousand waves
My love is like a thousand waves

Waves crashing onto me
Do you think I'm afraid?
Do you think I'm afraid?
It's like a thousand waves

Ghostholding

Spider

You hold me like a lover
You tell me that I'm yours and you're mine
I scaled the city with your shapes on my neck, and your breath in my ear
A guest in my mind

We laughed off when I told you
The night before, in the taxi, I cried
Fucking strangers making fun of me

And you know they're hard to hide
If I'm the one, get me high
And I stay high

Loving you is just another excuse to lose my mind, and I paid the price
Cleveland, I cry profusely in a hotel room
And it's been paid for two, but it's all mine
Day drinking downtown
I'll still see you tonight

You know why
I can't stay mad at you for my life
Every feeling feels like the first time or the last time
And then you run away
It's the first and the last time

Baby, I waited by the phone
Said you'd be home in an hour or so
Then the sun left my apartment
Then the sun left my face

Tell me I'm not the only one
I wait for my friends to pull me aside
Even when your soul leaves your body
You're still sleeping next to mine

I can't keep loving you on borrowed time
And I stay high

Loving you is just another excuse to lose my mind, and I paid the price
Cleveland, I cry profusely in a hotel room
And it's been paid for two, but it's all mine
Day drinking downtown
I'll still see you tonight

You know why
I can't stay mad at you for my life
Every feeling feels like the first time or the last time
And then you run away
It's the first and the last time

Guesthouse

I saw God in your arms, I took him to sleep
And it's not much faith that I have, so I play it for keeps
Jesus don't like bitches
I was floating down stream, baby believe in me
Baby believe in me

Did you see God when you say you felt lucky lately?
And it's not much faith that you have 'cause it's suffocating
Fuck about praying, I just wanna see you naked
Watch you undress me
I believe everything, do you believe in me?

Don't think twice 'bout the sides you don't get to see
And it's not much faith that I have
But you're dancing with me
When I play that song, know you'll go to sing along
Have your mind on repeat
Baby believe in me
Baby believe in me

I saw God in your arms, I took him to sleep
And it's not much faith that I have, so I play it for keeps
Jesus don't like bitches
I was floating down stream, baby believe in me
Baby believe in me

Good things come easy, blessings come hard
I don't get lucky twice but I've come so far
Does Jesus miss me? I've been moving so smart
Baby believe in me

Don't think twice 'bout the sides you don't get to see
And it's not much faith that I have
But you're dancing with me
When I play that song, know you'll go to sing along
Have your mind on repeat
Baby believe in me
Baby believe in me

Believe

I've been wrong
It's not mine to tell
Pills in my system
And you open up your hands
I can’t complain

If you like what I've done with the place
You can tell me all the things
Won't make you lesser of a man
You can't complain

So where are we buying now?
‘Cause nothing in this life’s that free
No harm, no foul, no sleep
Everything’s right where it’s supposed to be

Days blend when you’re next to me
Days blend when you’re next to me

You’re right about the way I move
I’ve been scanning all across the world for you
Some things don’t dry the same way
And the world against you turns a shade of blue

So where are we buying now?
‘Cause nothing in this life’s that free
No harm, no foul, no sleep
Everything’s right where it’s supposed to be

Days blend when you’re next to me
Days blend when you’re next to me

Lights turned off
I’ve been keeping busy
Fresh new sheets, I’m a portrait in his bed
He can’t complain
Baby, you've got so much sweet to say

You’re right about the way I move
I’ve been scanning all across the world for you
Some things don’t dry the same way
And the world against me turns a shade of blue

No sleep

500K

yall finally have it. enjoy fellas




production and mixing. Mr fs

Gaming Mode

hey man just finished that one song i was showing you how i was making it, like, last month. srry not showing how i finished it tho, u still motivated me to finish it, which i say thanks for that.
ily cro ❤️‍🩹

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important tracjs here ig not very active here BUT im doing what i can so,,,,,,,,,,,,hya

(some tracks from 2021-2023 were deleted/privated for self disgust and discomfort. apologies if anyone liked those. they no longer represent my current style. they're still on the youtube channel if anyone still wants some of them. the ones that aren't found anywhere are [or rather WERE] way too edgy/corny for me to even exist. might delete some more of these with time, sns ig)

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