Written after Wolfs Bane con, since I got feels. Derek's POV after leaving Beacon Hills (S3).

I've lost my way
and I'm fallin down again
and I've lost you once
I don't need to lose you again
and my eyes turned blue
yeah my heart turned black
and I'm losing you
but I'll pull you back

Oh my sister, from your brothers broken heart
we gotta skip town, we need a new start
It's time to get right what I've always gotta wrong
cuz I trust in you, and you belived in me all along

I've found a home
but I've never been so alone
an Alpha, without a pack
can't go forward, couldn't find my way back
and my heart turned cold
yeah my eyes turned red
everyone I love
always ends up dead

Oh my sister, from your brothers broken heart
we gotta skip town, we need a new start
It's time to get right what I've always failed to see
cuz I loved my pack, but I need a family

and my eyes turned blue
yeah my heart turned black
and I've lost you
and you're not coming back

Jake Edwards - Leaving

In the spirit of JR's shipping and beer comments at the Wolfs Bane panels, I have accidentally spawned a song. Sorry, not sorry?

Come in, sit down
I swear I won't fight you
we're here in common cause
as long as you don't bite me

now, Scott, I know
that you like my daughter
but don't you forget
i'm the one who taught her
everything she knows

let's have a few beers and see where this goes x2
(hmm, maybe to the bedroom)

hey sheriff, what a surprise
it's so nice to see you
I see it in your eyes
that you're glad to see me too

you know how it is
when your wife brutally dies
but we're not alone
at least not for tonight

let's have a few beers and see where this goes x2
(maybe we can just hug?)
let's have a few beers and see where this goes x2
and maybe we can take off our clothes

(Also please take note I recorded this with tonsillitis... so it's kinda poopy)

Stargent (The Beer Song)

This Is Gospel (Cover)

a dorky little thing i just wrote, might perform it sometime who knows

dream

Wootwoot!! Kind of totally in love with this song and had a hella rad time recording it :)

Jake Edwards - Pompeii (Bastille Cover)

Cover of Damien Rice - Delicate. Because I felt like it.

Jake Edwards - Delicate (cover)

I accidently ate too much pizza and drank too much wine and someone thought it would be a good idea to let me near a guitar and microphone. Thus, this.

LYRICS (I THINK);
Can't stop, it's the end of the line			
only god knows I'm losing my mind			
Wake up in the middle of the night			
can't tell which part of me I have to fight		

Cuz I used to be the brains			
Everyone else had their claws			
I'm a danger to myself				
and I've lost everything I was			
And I'm dying from the darkness		
Yeah, I'm hiding what I feel			
there's no cure for these nightmares		
when my nightmares are real			
						
There's no cure for the sickness in my heart		
When she's screaming fire, and watching me fall apart	
I'm losing my mind	

Breathing in and I'm waking up
Not sure what it is but I've had enough
Fall asleep and I'm screaming out
Don't know who I am, I feel your doubt

Cuz I used to be myself
Now there's nothing left inside
There's a danger in my mind
And it's something I can't hide
I can't tell what's really happening
And I can't trust my hands and eyes
When he pulls the strings tied to me
And doesn't pity when I cry

There's no cure for the sickness in my heart		
When she's screaming fire, and watching me fall apart	
I'm losing my mind					

Can't stop, it's the end of the line
You and me know it's in my mind
And I don't have long left to decide
I'm taking the bite

Jake Edwards - Losing My Mind

Sunshine

Just a little Finale poop song. IGNORE ME.
 
Pull up a chair, my friend
the drinks are on me tonight
my brother’s no sacrifice 
and now we’ve got you

You may now be graceless
and fallen from paradise
But we never cared ‘bout
how righteous you are

I know how it feels
to have your home broken
And I know how it feels
the loss goes unspoken

And now, tonight
we’ll watch as the sky
comes fallin down
around us, around us

And angels are fallin from grace
and I’m callin you down
to help me fix this mess

We both kinda failed
but it doesn’t matter
now we’re together at last

Team Free Will, will stand up tall
tonight

Give me your hand now, Cas
I’ll pull you up to your feet
We’re lookin to the skies
and know how lucky we are

‘cause it could be so much worse
I know they’re your family
at least you still have them
and you’re still alive

I know how it feels
to have your life stolen
and I know how it hurts
to see it in flames

And angels are fallin from grace
and I’m callin you down
to help me fix this mess

We both kinda failed
and it doesn’t matter
now we’re together at last

Team Free Will, will win in the end
of it all

We’ll rise up tall
from the ashes of the night
you know we’ll win this battle
even though we lost the fight

Angels are fallin from grace
and I’m callin you down
to help me fix our mess

We both kinda failed
and it doesn’t matter
now that we’re together at last
Ooh, now we’re together at last


Jake Edwards - Finale

A response to Night & Day, in the form of Derek being a butt. (Yes the howls are me, sshhh)

DEREK'S POV:
You’ve got your sarcastic wit to shelter you
when the rain starts to fall
I’ve got nothing but my solitude
when the nightmares come to call
You’re everything you wanna be
So human and so sure
I’m nothing but breakable
A beast without a cure

And I’m the fire that took away all I had
I’m the fire that drove the wolf mad
You’re the flood that pulled me up and made me drown
And you’re the anchor that called the rain down


We’re like fire and floods
I burn to the ground
And your rain washes down
We’re like ashes and seas
I’m washing my hands of who I used to be
And I ain’t got a single spark left in me
And you’re the opposing force within me
Oh, Stiles Stilinski

I’m leaving the walls that are blazin’ down
and I’m moving on
You cleaned the wounds still bleeding
and made me strong
And we’re nothing without each other
I thought I made that clear
I need all the pack I can get
when the Alphas get too near

And I’m sorry for dragging you into the crossfire
and I’m sorry for drowning underneath your skin
if you turned water into wine, I’d be drunk on you
and loving you is my greatest sin

We’re like fire and floods
I burn to the ground
And your rain washes down
We’re like ashes and seas
I’m washing my hands of who I used to be
And I ain’t got a single spark left in me
And you’re the opposing force within me
Oh, Stiles Stilinski

Art: http://www.deviantart.com/art/Hurt-Stiles-Sterek-343622969

Jake Edwards - Fire & Floods (Polar Opposites Part 2)

Yet again, I was struck by the Stiles/Derek dynamic. I promise this is the last one!

I know it's hard, it's like hell
just keep going, you'll make it out alive
we could live, or we could die
you know the moon with help us make it out alive

And I don't want the bite, don't want the bite
don't wanna fight the calling
You don't wanna heal, don't wanna heal
don't wanna stop this feeling

How many times have I saved you?
Have you saved me?
It's this codependency
It's your Lycanthropy vs my Humanity
Humanity vs your Lycanthropy
Lycanthropy, stupid codependency

You know me, you know I'm smart
I've got this covered, I won't ever leave you on your own
and I know you, you've got me too
you won't let them hurt me, you'll fight tooth and bone

And I don't wanna get, don't wanna get
don't wanna get too close to
you don't need me, you don't need me
you don't wanna need me like you do

How many times have I saved you?
Have you saved me?
It's this codependency
It's your Lycanthropy vs my Humanity
Humanity vs your Lycanthropy
Lycanthropy, stupid codependency

You try to pin me down, you try to call me out
and I'm sorry, I don't scare that easy
you want me to be afraid, you want me to run away
and you say it's for my own safety

How many times have I saved you?
Have you saved me?
It's this codependency
It's your Lycanthropy vs my Humanity
Humanity vs your Lycanthropy
Lycanthropy, it's this stupid codependency

Jake Edwards 19

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