Lyrics:

well it seems to me you only ever see the mistakes
never about how many nights he battle tryna keep all of this pain away…((always, a way, away, escape))
popping pills until I no longer can feel my endocrine
but it still all hurts the same, 

and is it even worth the strain
smithing words first cursed to reverse the shame
been through the worst immersed thirst a verse to change
simply matured allured now I work to reach game 
and I will not keep to my self about it 
only speak when it’s self undoubted 
my volume is peaking higher than that of the self around it 
fuck being weak I’m tired of drinking venom and drowning 
hope extended momentum while the wisdom keeping me grounded 

And How many times, 
Must I sit In my head AND let it rewind
In the pit pf my stomach living a emptiness wide
I got an abundent supply
So why am I cutting ties
If these feelings I’ve realized 
And I keep on asking is this real life, 
Or is it my, mind, 
I know that I’m fine, 
such a finite line, I ride, behind times, 
Simply defined, light, I’m dimming
But only in another line of sight
But again they don’t even know me so what a the fight for?
I pour a lot of my love into a hope that it might form
Said that I wouldn’t head into that direction, a light storm
But before I knew it integrated into a life norm.

Knowing Risk

Know Risk - Kuba

Apocalypse Return - Kuba

I am so sick of this shit
The battle conflict with my Witts	
time to get ready n sadlle up       
there is no bliss in this bitch
fragile a life as it is
agile i keep to my list
lag while sing in abyss

feels like im weighted down, 
wait it out swinging my fist… 
try to keep focused, 
im swinging my weight around,
funny how irony is…  

sware by the light, 
but its demons i twist 
all that i hear, in my ear 
is a ringing high pitch	
up then im down like a flip a switch 
one moment flying then falling so quick
try to remain in sky but its hard to stay fly once your wings have been clipped 
praying that god will forgive
for rall of my seams have been ripped

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Rest In Peace
The best piece of me
Tossed it out like a piece of meat
Know the score but can’t replace the week so I’ll zone out till I find a place to sleep
Kinda feel like I’m hungry but I just Can’t eat
looking everywhere for a receipe
secret ingredient set me free, 
cuz I dont want to wake up and just press repeat
 
ride the wake of this stress release
best believe smoke the best of weed
imagine life being stresser free
Yeah thats how the fuck it was supposed to be
pull up a bolster seat, and grab a bowl to eat
what a low blow about to buckle me
so low when in limbo feel the wind blow 
all of my demons away from me…

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Everyday I try my best to escape 
put it to ya less a lesson learned ey.
confess to the mess that arrest my state
knowing that i got the finesse to rest my case
even when im under distress
imma put everything under the sun and then ill progress 

never really been the one to run away from a test 
just supress, i guess, yes, 
I run around in circles inside of my head  

try to address 
then i try to repress
then I tried it with sex
then I tried it with this
pill, which made me ronly wanna go up that hill
lately I been feeling alot less real
thats the irony
locked me inside so I write advisory
not alot of time but im refinery
doing work while i fight that side of me

Kuba

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