Been called Lou Bird ever since 2-3. I am no role model, this is my lifestyle. I can only write what I know. I am in methadone recovery and off 7 xmnxx milly-phili buzz moment black drop. Namaste.


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Lou Bird - Speed Dialer [Prod. neoteens]

And its all over now
You were singing it proud and now you're taking me down
Radios on television wolves on TV
I guess I didn't understand you didn't want me
So I went back to another one 
Its all the same right if I'm the buddha I'm the only one
Teaching dharma to the chosen one
It ain't me babe, you know i could never be the one because I sleep with a guitar instead of a gun like I used to and what are they used for 
Had to ask myself what I wanna live for
You got a kid, and that's some real shit
Imagining me as a dad right now is unrealistic
I'm fucking back on my bullshit, 9 months out of rehab but at least I ain't shooting it
Two friends died last week i met em in rehab

It's All Over Now

Lou Bird - It's All Over Now (prod. Beachboyy)

if im not enough for you
i guess im not enough
i dont tell you how i feel
it would break your heart
make you feel guilty, not giving love to me
if you have none to give just take all you need
I just hope you never know the pain you cause me
because i know I'm not t he only one who'd give you everything
please don't listen to to me
It doesn't matter if it hurts, i'll love you all the same
I have no right to be feel hurt
I have no right to love you  
i have no right to be writing this song feeling sorry 
for myself, 
I imagined us together for weeks
and you call someone else
who fucks you like they wanted to 
you waited so long to be loved and you get used by those you trust
do you believe you're worth being loved?
any sorrow I feel for myself is outweighed by the 
pain that you feel while you're reduced by someone else
maybe you thought of us 
all I think of is you 
but I can never tell
If I couldn't make you love me 
If you want embrace
if you want to be   accepted
if you want me the same way


I could go away  if thats what you want
living in uncert    ainty you keep me hanging on
the only thing Im sure of is what you deserve
I can't numb the feeling, this pain inside my love
if you tell me how you feel would it break my heart?
its broken now, do it soon, you're teab ring me apart.
every waking second spent on everything you are
you just fall deeper away no matter how I built you up
but its been weeks since we've really talked


I don't care if its my time you're wasting
I don't care if its my heart you're breaking
just lie here in pea ce you don't need to love me
I'll hold you so tight you forget everything
everything forced and taken until you just give it away
did you tell me to push me away
were you shocked when I said I would stay 
  
you were taken for granted and left lying there
we feel so low but I lift you up
while i stay down
and you go away
do you think you don't hurt me that way
or do you think you have nothing to say
I hope that you never hear this song
know  
you don't realize the pain when you string me along
but the pain you put me through doesn't compare
to the idea of a future where
you still don't love yourself

Can't Feel Love No More

Cant Feel Love No More

wereinindis

The unrealest day
I wanted it this way
Feel the texture of your skin
and I'll never say I love you again
The unrealest day
I wanted it this way
Feel the texture of your pain
and I'll never say I love you again
Yesterday we talked about the way that you wanted a change
Feel the texture of my skin and never say I love you again
The unrealest day
I wanted it this way
Feel the texture of your skin
and I'll never say I love you again
The unrealest day
I wanted it this way
Feel the texture of your pain
and I'll never hear I love you again
Yesterday we talked about the way that we wanted a change
Feel the texture of our skin and we'll never say I love you again

Jeremy

Baby we've both been falling to pieces
Hold me till I'm better cause it's keeping me together
Baby we've both been through better or worse
Ignoring our reason and it sometimes works
Baby when we're all strung out in the sunshine
When the light in your eye is light a burning building
Wake up sometimes with a relatively clear mind
and all I can think about is jumping back in
and I've just been floating away
It's just so damn easy on a good day
Grab my hand and drift downstream
One day we'll wake up and it'll all have been a dream
Baby we've both falling to pieces
No way around it, our situations pretty desperate
Baby we've both been ignoring our reasons 
I just can't feel ok without something in me
Baby I'm just floating away
It seems impossible not too on a terrible day
Baby I don't mean to take you with me
It's your choice to come, and if you do we'll float easy
Until we fall to pieces again
it's unsustainable to be a drug addict
It's a big ol' black hole inside of my soul
and I know I need to change or it'll swallow us both us both
I've been swallowed whole before
I've spent whole years crawling back for control
I've seen the bottom and I float back up
I've only survived by sheer dumb luck
I've hurt so many fucking people I love
When left by myself I just wanna be numb
it's amazing you've stuck around this long
Even if you decide to leave, that's still real love
Baby I'm just floating away
It's so seductively easy on a beautiful day
Nodding away, listening to the rain
Ten feet from my problems while Chet Baker plays 
Until I fall to pieces again
If I really hit the bottom I can't take you with
Nobody deserves someone elses problems 
If you think you could save me well I just wouldn't bother
I'm not worth your happiness in the end
If I can be saved it'll be by my own hand
And if I float away I'll have a smile on my face
Cause I'll be weighed down by the one life I waste
And if I float away I'll have a smile on my face
Cause I'll be weighed down by the one life I waste
And if I float away I'll have a smile on my face
Cause I'll be weighed down by the one life I waste
Baby I pray I don't fall to pieces
You're holding me together and I hope that there's a reason
Maybe we can make it, I desperately want it
I don't wanna be numb, but I desperately need it
I don't wanna need you but I desperately do
It's a desperate situation that you're pulling me through
But if I drag you down just leave me behind
I've made it this far alone
and I'll make it this time
and I'll just float away
It's so easy to do on a perfect day
I'll just float away
It seems impossible not too, in a terrible way
<3

Jake Noel

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