[i hope my scars are pretty to you]

lyrics:
go get my nails painted
put my choker on
am i pretty girl?
is this what you want?
(i hope you do)

cause my soul ugly as fuck!
and my mental is horribly fucked
so my brain falls out into mush...

and i know i'm delusional but i'm craving your touch
it feels like everyone around me are just shadows formed by lust
i take that blade into my psyche so i never think of us
i feel us drowning in the deep but i'm sinking tryna pull you up

(and i'll)
go get my nails painted
put my choker on
am i pretty girl?
is this what you want?

(somebody help me)
on my wrist there's just nowhere to cut
i done torn and ripped so much
and all i smell is blood
(i need your help)

i know you're delusional but you're craving my touch
you feel like everyone around you are just shadows formed by love
you take that blade into your psyche so you never think of us
you feel us drowning in the deep but you're sinking tryna pull me up

pull

[maybe she misses me as much as i miss her]

i just inhale another bottle of gin
i remember all the sorrow and the pain that i give
is it fantasies or lies that i've been wallowing in?
i still miss the taste of your bloody tongue kissing my lips
is enough not enough?
you're just covered in drugs 
just the cold metal touch of your dagger in us
am i something or nothing to you?
you could find other tools to use
i'd slay everyone in here just for you
without us what am i to do?

i hate when i'm sober
i love it when i'm drunk
i hate when i'm sober
i love it when i'm drunk

i just inhale another bottle of gin
i remember all the sorrow and the pain that i give
is it fantasies or lies that i've been wallowing in?
i still miss the taste of your bloody tongue kissing my lips
is enough not enough?
you're just covered in drugs 
just the cold metal touch of your dagger in us
of your dagger in us
tearing me up
(oh i love it)

inhale

there's nowhere else to cut
(i'll be the poison)

the way you drug me through the mud
(all the prettiest voices)

if you ever let me up
(i feel like i'm annoying)

you'll put that dagger in my lungs
(you tell me all of these stories)

cause there's just nowhere left to cut

if you call me, something wrong
but i feel you, in the dark
never wanted, us to fall
now i'm dying, on the walls
on the walls, on the walls...

dying on the walls

lyrics:

said i miss your cigarette
leak blood and your wrists sore
it's not over yet

aww
i'm addicted too
i still stalk your page
i'm a creep for you

blades
tears
cuts
deep in my
skin
skin
i'll let ya meet the pistol
don't think i'll ever miss ya, right
now you're all crippled
crop you out the picture
blades
tears
cuts
deep in my
skin
skin
skin
skin
skin
skin

leave you with your wrists bloody
won't you let me pull it out of you
hate it all of the sudden
something i cant ever stomach
even if i ever could
i dont wanna fall apart
lord knows i ever should

then you'll meet the rifle
nothing left to cry for
wasn't my fault
now you're all gone
aww

blades
tears
cuts
deep in my
skin
skin
i'll let ya meet the pistol
don't think i'll ever miss ya, right
now you're all crippled
crop you out the picture
blades
tears
cuts
deep in my
skin
skin
skin
skin
skin
skin

skin

prod. lucille

oh god, i fear i'm way too involved
i put it all on the line
i'll be awaiting your call
said this shit a million times
guess you don't listen at all
i'll take a shot from your gun and blow my brains on the walls

i might just lose it for you baby
hold my hand
i'll be the loser for you maybe
in the end
i'll still be here when it gets crazy
god damn

i never seen this side of you
how do i get through
defiled, lie in you
and your cold
cold

shoot me dead
what's the point
a million rounds
fill the void
slay me down
kill the noise
watch it all fall down
paranoia

hate you
i wanna break you
i'm scared too
face you
i swear i'll find you
phase through
all your lies

oh god, i fear i'm way too involved
i put it all on the line
i'll be awaiting your call
said this shit a million times
guess you don't listen at all
i'll take a shot from your gun and blow my brains on the walls

i might just lose it for you baby
hold my hand
i'll be the loser for you maybe
in the end
i'll still be here when it gets crazy
god damn

i never seen this side of you
how do i get through
defiled, lie in you
and your cold
cold

shoot me dead
what's the point
a million rounds
fill the void
slay me down
kill the noise
watch it all fall down
paranoia

paranoia

lyrics:

waited a while, i don't see you around
life feels so unfamiliar, my heads in the clouds
oh i'd save you from hell if you wanted to salvage
the torture and torment that you left around

oh i, love you so
let it decay on my skin & bones
my head is plastered with you i know
(oh with you my darling)
so irrefutable
your scars are beautiful

you'll be my poison
ill be your cure
know death is certain
i'll be unsure
poke and pry, tears out my eyes
stab and lie, i'll be just fine

i hate the summer but winters alright
lost my purpose in spring, but in autumn it's perfect
i'm so damn demented, your closing the curtain
decline in my mental, i never was worth it

i still waited a while, i don't see you around
life feels so unfamiliar, my heads in the clouds
oh i'd save you from hell if you wanted to salvage
the torture and torment that you left around

oh i, love you so
let it decay on my skin & bones
my head is plastered with you i know
(oh with you my darling)
so irrefutable
your scars are beautiful

you'll be my poison
ill be your cure
know death is certain
i'll be unsure

you'll be my poison
ill be your cure
know death is certain
i'll be unsure

oh i, love you so
let it decay on my skin & bones
my head is plastered with you i know
(oh with you my darling)
so irrefutable
your scars are beautiful

you'll be my poison
ill be your cure
know death is certain
i'll be unsure

you'll be my poison
ill be your cure
know death is certain
i'll be unsure


unfamiliar

The words you speak are so nefarious
What's your intentions
I feel like you're tearing me apart
All i ever wanted was some clarity
Now I'm twenty three in a bar
With the bottle up
Grab the kerosene, let's start a fire I

Don't think that I matter to you
I'm so unimportant I
Wish I could be normal like you
Where's the party, blowing candles out
The riots and the smiles around me
And all my friends are gone
Like oh what's that about
There's not a banner with my name
I'll turn this smile around
Like fuck I'm signing out
I'll end up falling on my head
Don't feel bad for me
I've given up, can't walk with broken legs
I can't speak up anymore
You pull my heart up out my chest
i think I'm better off just dead
I know I 

Don't deserve this
I feel so alone
I don't know why they all desert me
Are you better off?
Is it worth it?
Am I such a burden I remind you of the worst days?
I'm not even happy I'm alive here on my birthday
Breaking down
Open my wrists till I need first aid
(Man, fuck)
I'm not even happy I'm alive here on my birthday

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