Name: Insider by jaketurneerr
Duration: 2 min 55 s
Description: Credit due to Shane Koyczan and the Short Story Long. All rights reserved by Shane Koyczan 2013.

Shut Up And Say Something

Insider

10 Changing My Major

An original phan song I wrote about Dan and Phil.

Our IRL Story - Original Phan Song

How To Be A Person - Shane Koyczan

This is my album, 2004. It was released on August 14th, 2016.

Interlude

i am in love With this song. i hope you all think so too! go support Molblargio on youtube for making this!

Welcome to the Phandom - made by Molblargio on youtube

This is an audio recording of my poem “The Trans Slam.” It portrays the horrors of gender dysphoria and of the absolute desperation for top surgery. 

Written: September 20th, 2010
My surgery was finally on January 5th, 2012, over a year after writing this poem.

WORDS: 
Inside of me, a monster fucking and sucking out my energy 
Leaving me blessed with no spirit and I'm restless to find hope 
I'm messed and I fear it, I can't clear it, I can't cope 
In jeopardy, moving weatherly, and everyone is after me, after me
The importance of the character that I've become, what I once was,
Is altering and fading, there's no naming and I've been shaming 
I'm turning shades of yellow and red and I'm trying to cope 
But my mind says rebel and all I find are thoughts of rope  
Still I'm lugging my bones through the path of life crying
Turning sluggish and dying, wishing I was flying 
But the win is so far and my insides another star not shining 
Burning and hurting when they go up and die 
Loosing flight, loosing mind, turning blind 
And can't find any aspiration but temptation for this alteration 
of my body to please my mind, can you please help me to find?
I need a doctor for the double incision, seeking no revision
Just a bilateral mastectomy and then I'll feel revised and free 
Can you blame me for the hatred boiling up inside of me? 
Can't tame me of the pain that's making my pride flee 
You say set this aside and the guilt will subside but I've been taking the strides 
and my mind still collides, pulls me under the tide and my mouths open wide 
would you be able to push the shame aside? 
Am I ready to die? 


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The Trans Slam (Spoken Word) by Ryan Cassata

Who You Deserve - George Salazar (By Joshua Stackhouse)

shane koyczan is very intelligent and extremely talented.  

Shane Koyczan "this is my voice" benjamins remix of his spoken word

Le slameur / poète Canadien Shane Koyczan (de Penticton, B.C.) livre une émouvante performance lors d'un évènement pour amasser des fonds pour une banque de denrées, à l'approche de Noël, à Vancouver.
Extrait de l'émission "As it happens" captée le 11 décembre 2012 à CBC Radio One.

Insider

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