my tongue is tied up.
and i'm thinking about cutting it out.
my head is in a rut.
and i feel i can't carry on without taking in a deep breath.
my lungs are on fire and i'm fueling it. fueling it.
they tell me i should give it a rest.
but i love how it feels when i'm killing it. killing it.

take your time. hurry up.
make up your mind. that's quite enough.
i do what i do and i do it shameless.
that's why i'll never be famous.

i don't wanna plan ahead.
and i don't wanna pretend i give a shit.
all i ever really think of doing is making music until i'm dead.
i don't wanna hide who i am.
cause i don't care who's judging me.
all i really know is that i'm ok with all the petty little names that you give me.

(THIS IS NOT A "JAKEWOLF" SONG. WE ARE CALLED "ELUSIVE KEYS" facebook, twitter, soundcloud /elusivekeys)

I'll Never Be Famous

i don't want to feel it anymore.
take me to another world.
i know i'm not much help at all.
but at least i get the job done.

when worst comes to worst, i know i'll be able to brush the rust off of me.
you may say i'm an emotionless robot.
but at least i got heart.

flip the switch to start.

don't feel much at all.
pull me under the water and watch my skin crawl.

(THIS IS NOT A "JAKEWOLF" SONG. WE ARE CALLED "ELUSIVE KEYS" facebook, twitter, soundcloud /elusivekeys)

Tinman

There is no other me but a sad me without us. I love and trust you. Love and trust. I only love and trust us. And every moment on my mind I only see your face in my face. I'm out of place in any place that I'm not in your lips range.

So sunshine please be with me.
I'm your sunflower diseased without you. Without us I'll wither into dust.

An open wound on my heart. An open mind for a new start. It starts with you and ends with you. I end for you only. And when we die when we've grown old, I only wish to have you to hold. Only us. Only you. I'm yours only. True.

So sunshine please never leave.
I'm your sunflower diseased without you. Without us I'll wither into dust.

And all I've ever wanted is you and I. God knows it. And every little word that I speak and spell out, I hope to god you feel it.
And all i ever needed was for you to just be there next to me through it all, thick and thin, short and tall.

So sunshine please be with me.
I'm your sunflower diseased without you. Without us I'll wither into dust.
Sunshine please never leave.
I'm your sunflower diseased without you. Without us I'll wither into dust

("here's your new album" on itunes.com/jakewolf soon)

your sunflower

wipe out and die. you know why. sick and stoned. all alone. die at home.
living in a cage. no way. i don't wanna be here tonight or today.
don't bother me. emergency. who are you? i'm just me.
don't bother me. emergency. who are you? oh, that's great.
violently toss and turn. gonna get burned either way.
i don't wanna lie. you're gonna die.
wipe out and die. you know why.

on my new album "here's your new album" soon 
itunes.com/jakewolf
and other stores

Emergency

helpless victim. who's pulling your strings?
must be all you believe.
wipe the distasteful sick from your quick to shit lips.
you quit.
control it. own it. be it. have you had enough yet? welfare checks. they know it. you not know bliss. ignorance.
fake. hardly awake.
fake. i pray the lord my soul to take.
comfortably under thumb. numb.
comfortably under thumb. all one. undone.

(download it for free.
new album soon.
tell your people.)

I Can't I Won't

pealsnap unbuttoned half way.
what are you trying to say?
pitiful. you're so cool.
BFFL. marry me.
all i see is...

Shucks

you and me forever unless something goes sour i guess.
i'm alone without you. but that's ok.
every day is a new day of passive aggressiveness.
oh, how you love me so.
no.
you're on fire baby. get it. hit it. quit it,
i'll be alright if i can just kill it.
kill him.
end it.
i'm so lost without you. hate to break the bad news.
i'm already all alone.
oh, how you love me so.
no.
just try and love me.

dark blue.
ocean.
rolling.
coasting.
far away from you.
and it counts this time.
not like the (several) other times.
april fools.

Lost Em

fire on the mountains.
erupt. hot stuff. cover it up.
you know i been counting.
and now she pouting.
chest. boom. boom. like a drum. pounding.
fire on the mountains,
you already know.
gonna blow.

Got Em

bedsheets. breathe deep. can't sleep. so welcoming.
cheek to cheek. told you come over and watch movies.
lying blatantly. mounting t.v.
hope it's everything you want to get out of your system.
bedsheets secrete secrets evidently.
all these things seem kind of funny don't they?
allowing you to get that feeling.
hope it's everything you want to get out of your system.
how fun. (hot cum)

[new song from my upcoming split with my pal wolfman chuck. check him out at ukulelehorror.bandcamp.com. there WILL be physical copies this time!]


Bedsheets

pull yourself together.
that's what they always say.
things will get better day by day.
well i've been waiting so patiently.
scattered across states.
no way you feel the same.
and everything that you do still gets under my skin.
and yeah, i look when i can. just to see how you've been.
but you'd rather tell me to leave than to let me in.
so, i leave again.
and you were talking to him while i was in our bed.
saying a lot of things that you shouldn't have.
but you were over me. clearly.
and now i see that.
was i really that bad?
i guess i wasn't enough... or maybe too much.
i gave you all that i had.
did they make your heart race when they said all those things?
is that what kept you away from me?
you said i made you lose someone you cared about a lot. i'm sure.
you should have cared about me more.
and i was a fool only for you.
i knew what you do.
and you do what you do.
i wish i could be ok with it as you.
but it all felt wrong.
you'd turn on a song and sing along about love and loss.
oh, what sweet tragedy.
you wanted to lose me so someone could be your new love story.
you weren't thinking of me looking at your phone screen.
smiling at what you were hiding.
and now i sleep all day in an empty place.
oh, how i wish you'd've asked me to stay. fix everything.
come out. communicate. love me the same.
so what can i do? well, what can i say?
when everything i love about myself is everything that pushes you away.
someday i hope you love me the same.
no more mistakes. please, no more mistakes.
someday i hope you love me the same.
someday.

your escape

last time. if you can't decide, i ride.
and "why?", you may ask me.
but you know if you can't keep me, i'll go.
and every little reason that you give ain't worth a damn, ain't worth losing this kiss.
so is that why you keep quiet? so you can go and try it?
well i'm not one to be a back up plan.
you may think i'm safe, cause my love never fades.
but if i never knew you then who'd i love anyway?
i'd say, if you can throw me away, i'd go back to saying i've never loved.
cause the woman i'll love, she stays.
never strays away from our family.
never plays these games that tear at me and my heart.
so if you want a fresh start with someone else, go to hell.
and i won't have any part.
and every little reason that you give ain't worth a damn, ain't worth losing this kiss.
so is that why you keep quiet? so you can go and try it?
well i'm not one to be a back up plan.
when it fails. you know it will. with someone else. you know it will...

Back Up

waiting for my love to come home to me is tragedy.
and everything i said i'd once known bleeds. like ink on sheets.
and i've been trying so hard not to FREAK OUT.
but living in my own head, i struggle to speak out rationally.
casually.
i just want to be your everything.
don't tell me to leave. don't tell me to see other people.
you know that can't be me, or my soul.
oh, my soul...
burns heal. get real.
i've been burning for 5 fucking years.
when did you stop? why did you stop?
did i put you out? or did your temperature drop?
well, i'll warm you up if you'll let me.
i've got enough heat for our whole family.
i'm sorry, but this just upsets me.
i can't believe that you're so over me...
but you're not. you're not... i know that you're not.
so i still give it my all.. all that i've got.
but you hardly talk. and i cry a lot.
i clench my fists not to choke up when i'm at my job.
oh, god...
if there were a god listening, i'd pray to it to begin again.
but we've been god to me since i first held your hand.
so now all i can do is wait and know that your soul has a home in my soul.
and if you ever feel for me again like i do, you know i'm for you.

I'm For You (Heroin(e))

free download. if you would like to donate to jakewolfcrunk@yahoo.com thanks.

sunflower

free download. donate to jakewolfcrunk@yahoo.com on paypal if you would like.

i fell in love today

this is a track from a demo recorded, intended to be a band. we couldn't figure out a name. we lost our practice space. and now who knows where the hell we are. if you really want more. contact me. however. you know how. you fucking creep<3 ily

trevor - drums
zack - bass
jacob - vocal

fuck. I just got this feeling that I can't explain. and it's driving me insane. I cant sleep at night. and I fight with myself in my brain. what the fuck is wrong with me? I feel like I wanna be put away. well maybe I'm wrong. needless to say. i'm all alone motherfucker. in my own way. fuck with me. you'll end up fucked up than you could ever possibly be. i'm like a hollow casket. I'm only filled when you fail. I fucking hate your "purpose". i'm just not there. I feel no connection. no, I don't dial in. I wish you'd all just piss off.  but then again, you could help me win. I play god. fuck with me. I could play god. my decision. a little bit more motherfucker. I'm about to unhinge, and you're not gonna like who I'mma let in. gotta blend. can't forget. I gotta blend. so I just stay in. go out to pretend.

maybe i'm wrong

get me to quit

yeah, i fucked her (out of what?) [this dick]

i admit to this: free rides (free meals) free shit (never dick)
never ever intimate (never ever intimate)
image (image)
i want you to think i fuck bitches (pimpin)
some girls get privileges to buy me shit
other girls get metaphorical dick
i'm so sick of image (image)

yeah, i fucked her (out of what?) this dick

maybe i could give it up if she was my only slut
but that girl has given up so all i give is image (image)
i don't do a fucking thing but all these girls say the same
all because i explain image (image)

mc hammer said it best when he said "can't touch this"

Yeah, i fucked her (out of what ) [this dick]

tits out (mating call) [get pregnant]

all i do is sit at home and write about sex.
all she does every day (what?) expose her breasts
cheapening (cheapening) every intimate act
just to find a new guy to put her on her back.

(get pregnant) tits out (mating call)

she parties hard (plays her cards) looking for a dick that's hard
all i do is sit at home and write about sex (sex)
i guess she thinks that she'll find another guy worthwhile
but i know she knows all they want is tits (tits)

i'm your biggest fan. you'll never find a man like me.
so when you fall for smooth taking try to prevent pregnancy.

smooth talking. they say they want kids.
all i do is sit at home and write about sex.
cheapening (cheapening) every intimate act
just to find a new guy to put her on her back.

Tits out (mating call) [get pregnant]

i said i put my shoulder out, so cry.
i wanna kiss you on the mouth, you're mine.
we couldn't be another romeo and juliet, we'd never have the time
so we'll just fake it for a little bit.
pretend that we're in love and kiss and touch like we're so into it.
i know it's a lie but baby girl it feels so perfect.

shout

sometimes i'd rather die

i hate the fucking phone. i hate the fucking internet. i hate the people that put it above everything else. sometimes i wish since they are so obsessed with it all they should just become like it. metaphysical. haunting one another for as long as 0 and 1 can be written in pointless sequences. yeah, physical life isnt all that great when you're probably a parasite posing as anything helpful to your surroundings. but breathing sure beats choking yourself with a belt to a recording of someone else getting laid. i'd say get a life but that's too open-ended these days.

connected?

i'm not bitter. but i'd say the bitter taste of expectation is a pale tongued reminder that you try until you die. no matter who you are or claim you will be. fucking cunt supremacy praise. a temporary reward that melts away like ice when it's hotter. what's hotter? what's the next best thing? gotta have it. gotta be like it.
gotta matter. oh wait. fuck everything.

bitter

why don't i care to go and mingle? it's so sickening to me to rub elbows with desperation like that. i guess if im ever in the mood for by chance cheap interactive comparison i can always just hit the nearest social excuse. feeling so slimy with piss washed hand residue. trying everybody on in a classy tactful order. does this glass look half empty or half full to you? id say it could use a few more washes through...

dirty glasses

people fucking talk a lot and i dont understand why nothing every makes a motherfucking difference. heads up eachother's asses while theyre shaking hands about some bullshit sentiment on which they have a relatable basis. fuck faces. chitter chattering like wind-up toy teeth. i wish they'd fall off the edge of whatever platform they've been placed to entertain. spread brains on the hard surface. a hard reality. so to speak.

so to speak

i bought a green lambo. too much green to handle. i'm burning cash like candles.

i have an olde tyme candle chandelier in my lamborghini

ben frank, andy j, alex h. i roll em up and smoke all day. toke on money.

take all the money in your wallet and smoke it or you ain't G like me

i bake all day. i bake all night. my sweet bread baby got jelly thighs. show me your bank roll.

bread makin' at the bank roll bakery

Pushing teeth out my head. I'm dead. Fill ya pill container up with my nut. Stuck fucking ya lunch. Ham sandwich. Bitch gnaw on my dick. Termite stick. Wood chips in your teeth crevices. Gum disease please, I'm waiting til you have no teeth to release. Semen cheese on your nerve endings. She's bleeding on my jeans. Bleach blonde sleeze, knees' are on concrete. Sheets down. Ground hound. She's sleeping in the pound. Imma wipe her down and make her swallow mr clean. Choke on paper towels. All in your head, the dentist's dead, grab a tool and cut your gums instead, force fed, cum blood gargle it. Spit. Bullshit. Toothpick dick. Dip it in some cleaning agent. Mouth wash it. Air pocket, your throat's got bubbles in my cock socket. Hock it. Loogie gooey spoogey. Contusion on your uvula chewing. Spewing up guts on my louie vatton. Fuck ya throat with a baton. I'm turned on. Aren't you? Screw loose. Squeezed fruits. Juice my tube on your boobs. Natural lube. Tie you up with your shoes. Lace your face with sprays of shades of white bright like drops of sunshine. Tight. mouth hole. You blow chunks in my trunks. Vomit like drunk punks from my spunk filling up your lungs. Tongue's got fun bumps to taste my nuts. Don't touch, I may cum a bunch. Again with with lunch breaks? You could still get employed in any state. Rape mouth gape. Tape your nose closed. Suffocate. Now I got a body on a plate. Teeth FIRST I'll wait to take rest lateER. Make her put her lips on my membER. Pretend her mouth is a blender. Scrape. Scrape. Scrape.

jakewolf

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