lyrics:
why wont you run
away with me
because you got me feelin somethin
i feel nothin
till you come
yea you just
come and lay with me
i feel your touch
want nothin more
i feel your love

it make me fuckin forget
uh
the stupid things you always said
you woke me up to say you hate me
the next day noticed you left
but this always fuckin happens
you’ll be back up in my bed
and i’ll be back 
to fuckin dreadin your presence
i cant believe that i said it
you said 
that you not comin back through the door
but my door is always open
you’ll be back before 4
you say you want nothin to do with me
but come back for more
you always gotta argue back
then you get mad i ignore
i been noticin that lately
you ain’t kick up a storm
but i been thinkin
maybe
i just found some peace in the storm
i tried givin you my heart
but you threw it on the floor
you rip me up and sew me back
but i just always end torn

when did it turn so cold
i been feelin dead
so sorry if i go ghost
you burned my body
and the ashes look just like snow
if this is love
then i don’t think i can hold you close

i’m feeling this type of way
but now it won't be the same
i’m followed by a cloud of rain
the sun will shine through the snow
you take a toll upon my soul
but now I'm losing my hope
I'm losing track for every minute
now i’ve lost my way home
now i’m alone
but now i can't hold on
alone i’m singing these songs like

when did it turn so cold
i been feelin dead
so sorry if i go ghost
you burned my body
and the ashes look just like snow
if this is love
then i don’t think i can hold you close

when did it turn so cold
i been feelin dead
so sorry if i go ghost
you burned my body
and the ashes look just like snow
if this is love
then i don’t think i can hold you close

staywithme...

ashesremindmeofsnow (ft. Maliikai) [p. siemspark x ayoleybeats]

you don't seem to care at all
but i don't think i'd mind the fall
i don't believe you when you talk
i got too weak for standin tall

what did you do to my soul
cuz now i can't let go
and now i can't find home

oou
i been stayin up too late
oou
i just can't forget your face
oou
your voice is always on replay
oou
i wish i had the strength to hate

late nights
late drives
leadin nowhere at all
i hate
goodbyes
so i just ignore the call
i hate 
your lies
say pointless things just to stall
we say
goodnight
but we know we'll never talk

woah
woah
woah
woah

oou
i been stayin up too late
oou
i just can't forget your face
oou
your voice is always on replay
oou
i wish i had the strength to hate

awakefornothing [p. Mélomanie]

decided to reupload this song...

It's been the same old shit for the past eight weeks
Razor blade be tucked while I am fast asleep
The voices said "we're fucked"
But said it happily
They said "our time is coming"
So casually
Uh
Bitch I'm playing chess not checkers
Nigga say it with your chest or say it never
I said "if you was in my head not doing better"
They ask "how long its been like this?"
I said "forever"

All these thoughts just leave a hole inside my head
six feet deep
Its where I lie to rest
Don't tempt me
Then hide when I'm upset
I'm empty
And I'm surrounded by a mess
My mind just make up all these different fucking instances
They paint a picture
Uh
One that I'm always the villain in
I can't keep up with a conversation
I'm too vigilant
I pay attention to the subtle changes
All the little shit
Yeah
And my girl be steady tripping over little shit
She don't like that I do what she can't
Call me a hypocrite
We argue day and night
And honestly this shit is sickening
It's sickening
Relationship is draining
Might get rid of it
Get rid of it
The voices telling me
I should get rid of her
Burn her up
But make sure that I take her out to dinner first
At the end of the night
Hope that she know I'm in love with her
It has to happen
Whisper to her that
"Sometimes the love will hurt"

It's been the same old shit for the past eight weeks
Razor blade be tucked while I am fast asleep
The voices said "we're fucked"
But said it happily
They said "our time is coming"
So casually
It's been the same old shit for the past eight weeks
Razor blade be tucked while I am fast asleep
The voices said "we're fucked"
But said it happily
They said "our time is coming"
So casually
Uh
Bitch I'm playing chess not checkers
Nigga say it with your chest or say it never
I said "if you was in my head not doing better"
They ask "how long its been like this?"
I said "forever"

lovehurts [p. hills]

You just
Expect me to bite my tongue
You wish
I'd forget bout all you've done
I wish
That you'd think that I'm enough
Cuz I been
Tryin
Even though I never was
You just
Expect me to bite my tongue
You wish
I'd forget bout all you've done
I wish
That you'd think that I'm enough
Cuz I been
Tryin
Even though I never was

I guess
I wasn't enough in the end
I said I'm sick of pretend
But did it over again
I said I'm sick of your scent
But you came over again
I get too sick to exist
And then roll over again
Time it flies
And I'm late to show up
Try to hide
And find a place to throw up
Already tried to fight
So now I hang the phone up
No point to try and try
When you can't notice the effort
Look at the sky
Remember when you said forever
All of the times
Forever really just meant never
All of the lies
Manipulatin' me for pleasure
But
But I didn't mind
I thought it meant we'd be together

You just
Expect me to bite my tongue
You wish
I'd forget bout all you've done
I wish
That you'd think that I'm enough
Cuz I been
Tryin
Even though I never was
You just
Expect me to bite my tongue
You wish
I'd forget bout all you've done
I wish
That you'd think that I'm enough
Cuz I been
Tryin
Even though I never was

I will never know how we maintain
You just trip over your words to say the same thing
How you say this the end
If I'm still here for you girl
We can't say this pretend
I'm tryna be in your world
Yeah
That should be the last time out
No need to cry again we on the ride now
On the go we on the road to be
And I got you seeing why you just fell for me

You just
Expect me to bite my tongue
You wish
I'd forget bout all you've done
I wish
That you'd think that I'm enough
Cuz I been
Tryin
Even though I never was
You just
Expect me to bite my tongue
You wish
I'd forget bout all you've done
I wish
That you'd think that I'm enough
Cuz I been
Tryin
Even though I never was

Even though I never was
Even though I never was
Ooou woah
Ooou woah
Never was

whatisenough (ft. Jany Green) [p. Sir KoolAde]

Garden Of Remembrance

lyrics:
last night
was the first time i’ve felt alive 
in months
my mind
never quiet til i’m by your side 
i hide
how i feel i wish i was alright 
just once
my mind
never quiet til i see your eyes

15 minutes spent starin at this empty wall
15 days spent waitin for your call

i need you to know
that i’m in love you
i want to hold you close
you keep me comfortable
the words stuck in my throat
cant cough it up for you
i wish the more i wrote
the more that would come true

last night
was the first time i’ve felt alive 
in months
my mind
never quiet til i’m by your side 

staywithme…

pandemonium

you and i
weren’t posed to last as long as we did
but i’d never take that back
and i’d never change that path
these are just words that i had lacked
you and i
ran from the truth that was our end
but i’d rather take that lap
a million times i’ll play your laugh
before i turn to face that fact

i sing the same damn song
so you know all the words oou woah
i right the same damn wrongs
so every little thing gets worse
i’ll fight but can’t stay strong
i’m tryin but it hurts oou woah
you’ll come but can’t stay long
but a night with you is worth

the pain from when you go
cuz when you hold me close
forget the world we know
i made mistakes i know
you should’ve stayed alone
i’ll give you what i owe
im reapin what i sow
just know i love you so

cant help but blame myself
i’m sure you blame me too
just put the blame on me
it’s time to face the truth
just put the blame on me
just put the blame on me
just put the blame on me

penitence [p. idly blare]

i found my heart 
at the same time that i met you
and i can’t pretend
i don’t want you close

the black of my eyes
but hate when i start to miss you
so i’ll just pretend
i don’t feel your ghost 

(staywithme)

but i won’t turn off the lights
in case of you passing by
try to go back to the time
you said don’t worry tonight
cuz everything will be fine

so why is nothin ever fine

we kiss
make love
get pissed and cry

and i can’t find a reason why

im even keepin on the lights

im sick of keepin on the lights

(a song about love, loss, and introspection)

pretend

pteradon

tell me what u see in me

scratches on my back
and in my head
i’m gettin crossed again
try to keep me safe
i’ll isolate
and won’t get lost again
maybe it’s my fate
or i’m too late
and just get tossed again
tried to stop the rain
and by mistake 
i made that thunder boom

difference between us
is in the end i wish that i was you

difference between us
is in the end i wish that

4x
you’re just a slave in the end
you’re just a slave to me

earned myself a picture on that wall 
and wish i never did it
searchin for lost time
you realize
there’s no way you can get it
haven’t gotten sleep
in like 3 weeks
it get my stomach kickin
silhouette of me
could watch me bleed
and still i’m not forgiven 

still waste too much time
lie after lie
i can’t keep up

gravediggers or robbers
pick a side
you one of us 

8x
you’re just a slave in the end
you’re just a slave to me

gravedigger

faces on the walls
above the door inside my head
i could try and fix it
but i know you won’t forget
trapped between the chapters
and the story never ends
why do you revisit 
every time i make amends

just get revenge my dear
just get revenge

just get revenge my dear
just get revenge 

just get revenge my dear
just get revenge

just get revenge my dear
just get revenge

rather a distraction
i can’t stand to be alone
subject in my lab
i never meant to harm your soul
puppet in my act
you’re better off if i just go 
take the knife i left
inside your back and slit my throat 

just get revenge my dear
just get revenge

just get revenge my dear
just get revenge 

just get revenge
just get revenge
just get revenge on me

just get revenge
just get revenge
just get revenge on me

just get revenge my dear
just get revenge

november

never thought to sit
and watch the people walking past me
but as time starts to pass me
i envy other roads

never been the type to dim a light
i hope you’re happy
i won’t let you catch me
just focus your own

40 different faces everyday 
(mine isn’t different)
it’s all copacetic
if you look through the right lenses
take my final breath and
hope you don’t pay me attention
i’ve seen it through my visions
new begins when one is ended

i hope one day you get it
people watching through prescriptions

jakhiy (@jkkhiy)

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