Went through a difficult time this year and this is how I got it out.
(Prod. by Jakub Powers)

9 Years

Jakub Powers - 9 Years

Jakub Powers - Break Me Down

Jakub Powers - Apathy (Instrumental Guitar Beat)

Lyrics: 
I've been searching.
I'm not the same I was then.
Then maybe I'll forget all the things that I regret.
Throw them out of my mind. 
So I take another sip.
One thing that I'll admit,
I'm not hard to find.

Jakub Powers - I'm Not The Same

Lyrics: 
"It's funny how my mind can change.
I made my own world and I was in the center.
And then I felt so empty,
and now I don't but I feel so damn bitter.
Everything seems to crash around me.
My heart turns cold as I fall into winter.

What's the point of me?
If I'm so tired then why can't I sleep?

Am I all alone?
Where has my time gone?"

Jakub Powers - Contemplate, Create

Lyrics:
Trying to escape from my memory.
It's hard to say if I would change,
 or if I would just stay the same.
It's so easy for me to just take the blame.
Stuck in my mind.
I'm here.
There is no escape.

Maybe it's too much or not enough me time.
Times got tough, now I'm throwing up the peace sign.
Thinking about the future, I can't see mine.
Staying out every night 'till my health starts to decline.
Stuck moving forward, 
I cannot hit rewind.
Always tell myself that I'll be fine.
Don't know what I've been doing with my free time.
Wanna catch up but I'm so behind.
Stuck in my mind in the past tense.
Asking myself, "What happened?"
Damn shit changed.
Damn shit changed.
And I cannot go back then.
It's every night and the pain it never ends.
Cannot talk to anyone of my distant friends.
Trying to find a peace in this crazy world of mine.
Looking for a light but there's no eternal sunshine.

This is how I feel,
It's how I come alive.
We're all on borrowed time,
And the clock is ticking.
Felt like I hit my lowest low.
There's nowhere else to go.
The search is never ending.
If you let it, 
it will pull you apart.
I'm trying so damn hard,
just to not remember.
Repairing myself one day at a time.
God please give me a sign.
It was a hard December.

Where am I?
I'm somewhere in my mind.
I am not afraid to die,
or to lose it all.

Where am I?
I'm somewhere in my mind.
I am not afraid to die.

Jakub Powers - Spotless Mind

Jakub Powers - "Isolation, Realization"

Just letting some pain out, making music, and throwing it out into this space we call internet.

Jakub Powers Music