Diary + Pluggnb vol.2

the word sorry wasn’t enough

sayuhh +kin +caponeti (jannah)

[lyrics]

pull up on you
its like 5 in the morning
who you got thats so important
bentley coup got it imported
you got a nigga get it sorted
i serve the os i dont get shorted
i caught a opp in brand new jordans
if im not walkdown ask what i did uptown
dis draco scorched em
my bitch bad she wan drive black truck 
cuz she wan feel important
me and twin ran up like 20 
off the black web using torrent
you popped out wit a nigga on yo instagram yea i was torn
how i buss you down balenci from yo neck down to the floor

im stuck in my mind i cant do it
yea i still love you but we go through it
twin love striking said he go stupid
post wit yo friends you feel included
i know you cheated and you thought i was clueless
and when i go to court my case gon get disputed
I was young wit a bankroll all off my computer
i could ride wit dis glock how i hit a maneuver

Its no passing im jus shooting
The foreign you hear the zoom
She whoring we off the shroom
Wan see me Im coming soon
I hit you tryna keep it cool
Im tryn see how you move
Im tryn see what you do 
Control you like its Voodoo
I put you and yo friend in a column
Twin gone shoot it like cj mccolum
You dont hit my phone send a text den you holla
You dont want hibachi you want benihana
You been working in school so i know you a scholar
You a dog onna leash i put you on a collar
Lil roy get em gone slime bout my dolla
You pull up hyundai you love the sonata

I cant shoot it dis fully k hot
Wont post where im at but ill send you the drop
New rick owen jeans dis not kpop
Knew you was hype when you came to the spot
Bad wit a attitude nicki minaj
Knock onna door but dats just a mirage
Ima slide thru the back den go thru the garage
Pop three deep like its barrage
And i know she need me she calling for god
Warzone guns like dis shit cod
You catch a opp you knock one down
What you do when im not around
I need yo body need it now
Look at you i count my vows
Walk inna kickback unannounced
Dior yo dress damn is that celine on yo blouse
Kay jewellery im like what is that about

hyundai hoes (hollons royal)

no evisu (jannah + ikari)

era6lude (symelz)

overwhelmed (chaosysl hollons)

dohalux (symelz)

no one understood (jannah + bxxngan)

breakheart (symelz)

break me down! (symelz)

Lyrics :

Skai Jackson skai ai Jackson 
She have ha a kid so done with this 
Skai ai Jackson I can’t forgive 
Look what you did you trusted him 
No no problem , parasocial relationship
Skai always acting 
skai in my head 
Skai want ha dead 
skai broke my lens 
skai betray ha friends 
Skai hurt her friends 
I ain’t have no friends 
I ain’t have no hug 
I ain’t have no love
Kill me im dumb Kill me im dumb
Why you fuck that dude 
Girl why you so dumb? 
You the reason I’m like him 
You’re the reason I’m fucked up 
Yeas she bad she look like skai 
Yeah she bad I can’t deny 
Goin crazy in my room 
Goin stupid I’m so dumb 
Acting pussy I can tell
You so pussy I can tell 
Now I think I don’t like skai?

Skai Jackson 3 (sn1ku)

My life hasn't been the best I know that bc I'm just not like the rest. I'm feeling blue inside cuz I'm so depressed, I dunno how else I'm being so upset. Gotta put a smile on my face I don't want no one to know, I know that I'll die one day but I just wonder how I'll go. Will I kill my self, or will I die unexpected? Yeah she broke my heart, that was sum expected, what did i do wrong? Bitch u left me for dead. I just hate her guts, now I know where we stand.

I can't eat no more, cuz I feel sick. Anxiety it took over my body now bruh I feel sick. I relate so much to Travis cuz these girls are all the same. they don't care about me, yeah they're all the same. I was high on the streets and it was 3 AM, was high asf on the streets and they were worried man. 

I could've died that night, it was just one of those damn nights. But I always get back to my demons, I'm positive that my shadow is my mfing demon. Bleeding cuts and stitches, dying's on my wishlist. Bro I don't like college, it feels like prison. I don't want a future job no I just wanna make that music, that's all I wanna do I really wanna make music. 

No im not satisfied (x2) I just wanna escape, I  wanna escape this life. I'm in my bedroom I don't got no friends bro. I'm in my bedroom I don't got no friends no, I'm in my bedroom I got no friends no. In my bedroom I gotta record yuh. Huh.

my shadow is a demon

SPOTIFY

my shadow is a demon (prod dimpleb + backxster)

degrassi high! (tminus&1da)

get out my head! (symelz)

claymore (meta)

crystals (seanpotter pettyheaven)

dubai love (symelz)

[Dummy, why why why why why. why]

I know it's a new year but I'm still suicidal, used to pray to god and I used to hold the Bible. I've never been okay I've never been alright tho. Stopped giving her attention now she's calling to my iPhone. 

[why, why, why, why]

Why have people done me so dirty cuz I'm full of rage, these people hate my guts I might as well call them the KKK. I'm bleeding too damn much, but don't call the ambulance ok. I guess that I deserve this pain.

[Ah , ah, my hand. Ah]

Cuz of my breakdowns I'm full of them damn lines, cuts on my wrist bro  don't worry cuz I'm fine. Bro she had played me she stole my heart that night, I'm crying on the floor cuz bro I'm not that guy.

[Ah]

It doesn't get better I want to end my life, it doesn't get better I just want to get high. I keep growing up but I don't want to, ion fw her no more I don't like how she moves. Shouldn't have worn white now my cuts they are see through, you saw my wrist now you're staring I see you.

I'm different I'm different I'm not for the people, I'm different I don't belong here no. I keep on thinking bout how I'm gon die now, it wouldn't make a difference cause I got nobody now. 

[you're so stupid, they called me an animal I'm not an animal. I'm not that guy]

mental breakdown

mental breakdown (prod shyne + jannah)

nolego (symelz)

megan good (me&chaosysl&9smjay)

Diary + Pluggnb vol.2

Jazzy