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a deep song about love that I've lost and how it makes me feel, lyrics below.

Feeling lost thinking back to when we in love thinking back to when she the one thinking back to when she fucked up damn, 

Thinking she innocent I wasn't thinking I'm ignorant, I had a vision to finish it but I was into it, I had a million thoughts to finish it all but I couldn't live with it, I couldn't picture it all finishing, but I had the thought I'm sick of this, I wanted more so give it me, 

Give me your love give me it all I'm feeling like I got no feeling at all, feeling like I wasn't being enough but I was enough damn, 

I had a plan to become a man and give all I have but now I just wish I can take it all back, wishing and praying for that but I know I can't, I used to listen to chat but it was an act it felt like a trap but now I can sit with the facts, damn, 

Feel like I was going down, 
Feel like I was going down, 
Feel like I was going, down,
Going down, Going down, 

Gave her the time of day and gave her a life we made, but now I just hide away coz nothing can hide the pain, I wanted to try and wanted to find the light inside her brain but we only fight and fight again, damn 

Wishing the truth wasn't a cruel one, wishing that you can move on I'll never move on I'll never choose one, coz I'll never lose to true love, I'll never do what you done I'll never cheat but I'll never be what you love, never again damn, 

I'm still in love with her still wanna look at her, still wanna fuck with her still wanna be the one in the night that's up with her, still wanna cry still wanna fight still wanna try be good to her, still wanna find the good in her, but I'll never find it, damn 

If I could change it it would be fake and wouldn't be true so I don't want change I don't wanna break the part of the truth that makes me insane but partly in tune with all of the ways that people can move, ways and what people do I'll never relate I couldn't be you, damn 

Feel like I was going down, 
Feel like I was going down, 
Feel like I was going, down,
Going down, Going down 

I'll never make it up never betray the love never be fake I trust too much maybe my brain is fucked, maybe I'm trained to love too much but I couldn't make it up, maybe I'm breaking away the trust to save me the pain in love, damn 

I'll never change but I'll never see replacements, I can't replace all of the pain your making, all of the pain it breaks me, all of the pain it makes me, need to be saved from all of the pain your making till the pain erases





A lost love (going down)

A dark track capturing a dark mood. The struggle to keep fighting from the lowest point, themes of ideation, reflecting on the need to do better.

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The End

“The Last Rodeo” is a ghostly farewell, an emotional cowboy funeral ballad wrapped in electronic minimalism. I wrote it to honor the idea of a final ride, whether literal or metaphorical, a reckoning, a departure, a soul letting go. The lyrics blend the grit of an old Western with surreal echoes, haunting harmonies, and the feeling that something sacred is slipping away forever. It’s both a confession and an ascension. My goodbye to the arena. My echo in the dust.

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The Last Rodeo

You tell me 
You love me
Isn’t it crazy
Cause the last one said the same thing

You’re slowly
Just falling
For a guy that you love
But it’s not me

I’m just a placeholder
Just in case you meet someone
Who makes you feel
There’s a swarm of butterflies
As mine die of pesticides
Their ashes fade and float away within the fucking wind of the night

I’m just a placeholder
Just in case you meet someone
Who makes you feel
There’s a swarm of butterflies
As mine die of pesticides
Their ashes fade and float away within the fucking wind of the night

I fell slow
You let me go
I'm down below
Buried in snow

Tell me what you want from me
I'll cut my hair or grow some wings
I'm fractured in my head
So tell me why I've been
Here crying in silence
While are just lying with him

You use me every chance you get
Hold me close until you hit the switch

I’m just a placeholder
Just in case you meet someone
Who makes you feel
There’s a swarm of butterflies
As mine die of pesticides
Their ashes fade and float away within the fucking wind of the night

I’m just a placeholder
Just in case you meet someone
Who makes you feel
There’s a swarm of butterflies
As mine die of pesticides
Their ashes fade and float away within the fucking wind of the night



Placeholder (p4ra)

I write all my lyrics—this is my therapy, my outlet.
I use Suno to bring my music to life, crafting the sound I hear in my head.

I’m new to music, but not to feeling. After burnout, heartbreak, and unprocessed grief, I picked up the pen—and this is what came out. Every song is a step through my story.

First release: 15/07/25. Be kind 🖤♥️✌🏻

Drop a follow if you’re ready for the ride, and send a message—I love hearing what you think.

The End

Jamie C

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