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Song written & recorded today for Film/TV use

"Even There And Even Then" ©2015 (02-27-15) James Kocian, Jax Trax, LLC

I’m afraid to go to sleep ‘cause I might dream of you
And I can’t face the truth yet ‘cause you busted me in two
No, I can’t handle seeing you again 
even there and even then

I’m trying to ignore this aching emptiness inside 
I don’t allow my memory to go too far back in time
But no matter what I do, I can’t forget and I don’t think I’ll get over it

I try to keep myself distracted, but my mind goes back to you
Try to keep my heart from feeling all the pain you put me though
But I’m left with regrets
And a million unanswered questions

I lost my only anchor when you abandoned ship
Now I’m lingering in sadness in a fog that never lifts
I still can’t breathe without you, just like it’s always been

Even There And Even Then

Happy In A Small Town(instrumental)

Pop for pitching to major label artists.
copyright 2012 (August), James Kocian

V1:
it's not like you're a bad guy
You're nice enough to me
It's not like you're annoying
Although  you can be
It's not like I'm unhappy
You don't ever put me down
It's not like I'm ungrateful
I just gotta shop around

PRE:  
You should know by now
 I'm always gon' hold out
For the best guy I can get (yeah)
That's just who I am
It's how I've always been
and I'm not gon' change that (no)

CRS:
So long, I'm gone
we're done, we're through
It's you, it's not me
You're like Hugh Grant
And that's not my kinda man
I can't help it that you're
not Robert Downey 

V2:
Man, that just came out wrong
too harsh, and frigid cold
I meant it in the best way
but I guess there's no good way to be told
you're stiff and just too boring
Too square and just too plain
I need some thrills and passion
but you're not that super high octane

BR:
I guess this is it, boy
the end of the line
I would say I'm sorry 
but i know you'll be fine

Not Robert Downey (f/Jeanna)

Pop Song - my nod to Bruno Mars for a young, male pop artist. 
copyright 2012, Jax Trax, LLC
words/music/production/performance: James Kocian
September 12, 2012

vs.1
Everyone has dark days
we all feel hurts and pain
It's hard to make it through those times alone

But you don't have to fear
'Cuz baby I'm right here
I got ya' and I'll never let you go

pre:
Everything you feel, I'm always gonna' feel it, too
My heart is hitched to yours, that's what love will do

Crs:
Every time I see you cry, I cry
So don't cry babe, it's gon' be alright
And I every time I see you smile, I smile
So keep smilin,' it's gon be all right

let your cares and worries go
relax and go wit the flow
you make this dark world brighter
when your spirit's lighter

Every time I see you cry, I cry
So don't cry babe, it's gon' be all right
It's gon' be all right
(ohhh, oooh, ohhh) it's gon' be all right
(ohh, ohhh, ohhh) it's gon' be all right

Vs2:
There's nothing you could ever say
To make me turn and walk away
We can work it out, no matter how big the mistakes

'Cuz everyone stumbles and tumbles down
But I won't leave, I'll stick around
I'll help you get back up somehow, whatever it takes

Br:
(rap)
I'm like your shadow,wherever you go I go
However you move I'm always gonna be wit you
you can't shake me, drop me, lose me or hide
'cuz no matter what, I'm gon' be by your side

We're made for each other, two peas in a pod
there ain't nothin' we can't do between me and you
so let's make it great, live life as large as can be
You'll never be alone babe, you always got me

It's Gon' Be Alright

An upbeat guitar driven pop/rock cue for film/TV with a hint of Coldplay and Joe Satriani

Rays Of Sunshine

A new female girl-power cont. pop song. f/Hannah. 

(I won't) cry myself to sleep tonight

Professional Songwriter/Producer writing for major label artists & film/TV. 

2013 Note: I haven't posted any new material, as the songs are in the pipeline for artists. I will post snippets, as well as songs that are slated for film/tv. Thanks for understanding!


Even There And Even Then

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