dropped ft. @kqhw

im retarded

kant look at my reflection *all plats*

prod mac demarco
lyrics:
might go die tomorrow i cannot lie
its like anything i say or do is just a way to say goodbye
fuck all of her friends and there shitty lies
if they heard the things i say you wouldn't be surprised
if the anger gets to me its time to get the knife and  kill everybody that has made mistakes in my life ::((

die 2morrow #benadryl *this song is so ASS bruh*

prod nujabes *rip*
lyrics:
why am i always ignored
what are all those sounds that i hear when i am bored
everyone ik is way too adored
im so retarded my brains unexplored
am i way to uninformed
everyone around me is a stupid fucking whore
in life there is zero reward
ion ever use the info that my brain has absorbed

i hear sounds prod. nujabes

lyrics:
i hurt others so i needa teach myself a little lesson
im a fucking nerd and have geeky little obsessions
if i fucking die i dont wanna go to heaven
i hate all of me and my little imperfections
end up in the boonies doing 10 mg injections
robo trip in prom cuz its my only correction
im  a fucking loser i want everything perfected
when girls talk to me i act like i disconnected

stop prioritizing girls over your friends

https://open.spotify.com/album/1HhDXKOXyD8fEmbOgvelef
lyrics:
(@jamesahh)
leave my body i just wanna disappear
hatred ruined me why tf am i still here
livin life happily knowin the end is near
im so retarded il never have a career
i been praying to god that one day ud be near
but i think my social skills are here to interfere
if i die use my body parts as souvenirs
drowning in my thoughts bitch im drowning in my tears
cant pull a bitch everyones a fucking thot
i cant step outside without looking like a bot
bitch i wanna try but i cant my mind is locked x2
cant leave my room its like im stuck in a box
if u kill me leave my body all up on the rocks
bitch i wanna try but i cant my mind is locked x2
(@morguee)
im in the pen locked up for doing nothing
so i grab the pen and write away line dumping
dk y u assume that im always up to something
im unproblematic prolly way too fucking trusting
yea this girl said that she thinks im the one 
i might fuckin jump the gun idk what im doin here
drifting through this shit like a fuckin c1
but i cant see anyone through their fake ass appearances
pistol grip pump on my lap at all times
burying the hatchet one step at a time
run up on me i promise ill make you sit
deep sea surgeon catch me operating on my wrist
ima do myself and coexist wit u wannabes
quantities in the pen takin large quantities
break inside ur crib taking shit in large quantities
on another plain fuck all your ideologies

npcs w/ morgue

https://open.spotify.com/album/5wJZvCF5baLjpuYWfcX23U
deleted at first bc it didnt do good
swv beat

minds glued together *all plats*

prod nujabes rip king
lyrics:
hit out on myself its not suicide it them
i hurt 2much people i will never make amends
soon ill take a rest n the world will be one again
always been ignored its like i have 0 friends
luv sickness that shit will never end
my mind is exhausted yea my minds overspent
one day ill be drugged up livin inside a tent
i wish i had superpowers i wish i wish i was godsent

hit out on my self

lyrics:
cut my throat shoot my brainz all onna pan
lasso to my neck logan paul in japan
after high school ion think ill have a plan
cuz in my shitty head everybody is a scam
sippin tea shootin guns wit the taliban
idk whats goin on i feel like a fan
chillin wit my homies at tha flushing tanagram
that might be the last time i see them u never know man
(mid song ik)

logan paul in japan #benadryl

no lyrics im lazy asf il do it later
i broke up w my whore ass gf ik shes gonna see this idc

im sorry i know that i'll never get a girlfriend

i kinda hate this song idk man 
https://open.spotify.com/track/1AbwwKNO75NaCtEoOz3ugZ?si=b7564c287bb24080
6 melatonin just to sleep im sick and tired
awkwardness got me so fucked up im so wired
losing sanity come burn me with a lighter
wait to see if things change but i am just tired
mentally im way too fucking uninspired
happiness aint shit its something you acquire
ima kill myself and say that i retired
all my guts gon run out my head with that fire

sick and tired *all plats* (@grimgardx)

bronem sellin every rock
tried to stay up i could not
i guess sleepings not a lot
mentally i straight up rot
i promised that i would try but i fuckin lie a lot
everybody makes me mad so dont talk to me a lot
bad memories got a lot
no one cares i am a bot
write away block it all off
lost my battle gotta jump
if you think that i would not
then your fully fuckin wrong 
hide away inside my room
like a fucking discord mod

sleepyhead zzz

https://open.spotify.com/album/18jGfj3M4LJJ2cZQvgh5qS
understand i think ima abt to hurt someone
tried to keep it to myself but i js gotta talk a bunch
overthink abt the randomness someone rip out my guts
my head and this glock are gon collide if u keep actin up
do not care abt ur life il beat you with a golf club
all my bad decisions makes my brain start fuckin crackin up
ion think this thuggin shit gon work i need a fuckin hug
if i die chop my body n cook it like a fuckin duck
detrimental gonna jump offa the whitestone
swag from my head to my feet belt is rhinestones
take a wiff of this towel now your stuck inside my home
brain gonna turn to gaza that shit gon be mind blowin
hatred thru my veins i will pop out ur collarbone
js like world of warcraft to get home i needa hearthstone
r u lying n i am js stupid idfk
maybe il js cool it in a alley tripped off methadone

hurt someone

https://open.spotify.com/album/2VJFsUQVzsE7lZBwRkhRMG
nobody is real sleep away all of my pain
im starting to think you hate like tf thats not okay
rambling about sum bullshit js so you dont get away
pls stop showin all these lies one day i will find a way
one day i will fly away 
one day i will be okay
but instead i am not bc you wanna get away
i hate everything you do i hate everything i say
thats why i keep my mouth shut n thug it all away
maybe im just too afraid 
or you rlly dont like me
if i fuckin kms your on the note thats okay
glock 19 gonna blow away my pain
find my body on the floor of your room on 30 8s

keep my mouth shut

https://open.spotify.com/album/2WJvumwSQWu8MtH3ddHkDX
blair used this beat first btw
reprod by gio
@sleepmethods
fool u 2wice now the blames on u
nigaz alwayz luv to lie now i see right through
stakin my money have greed like a jew 
skinny ass nigga so i like big boobs
all luv gaf ab the hate
way 2 much ppl tryn to eat off my plate
stay alone bc evry1 fake
i coud make 1 call that will seal ur fate
ima crush rocks js to make my day
and im chliin in ur attic wit a new ak
im the man in the wall so u bettr be afraid
i dont never ever larp bitch i do what i say
woke up so blessed and im based
said im the one gtfo my face 
try me u get stabbed in yo spleen
ya this bitch luv my swag like its 2016
and nothing would b here if it wasnt for me
ya nothing would be here if it wasnt for me ay

@jamesahh
my gen5 finna make u pay
these bullets gon make u pray
shell shock dont know what 2 say
like tayk ima go do the race
sellin sum crack that is laced
dont be a hero bitch u are not brave
made a good point so i said touche
sometimes i wish u were in the grave
everyone hurts one point atta time
dont feel a thing unless its a crime
dont ttm unless u my slime
real psychic like i am mr mime
wait what if i needed sum time
2 schizo gonna blow up n fight
lowk short gotta gain sum height
all of u suck dont give me advice

see right thru *o* w/ sleepmethods

https://open.spotify.com/album/6fHaz67lUhWka4dc3sE0ZT
prod blair
nothing i do ever satisfies u
whats next in ur life do i have to kill u
one pierce to ur neck and ur seeing white n blue
sorry 4 caring ab what happens 2 u
living ina cycle its like nothin is new
try my best to stay put i js wanna split in 2
i am so fuckin submissive i think u lost ur view
hopefully we meet amends and we stick like we r glue
i feel like ur hiding cmon man ik u
just tell me whats wrong ion wana have to force u
nothings gonna save this
tell me nothin but the truth
this could set us free but collide w the old u
nothing i do ever satisfies u
whats next in ur life do i have to kill u
one pierce to ur neck and ur seeing white n blue
sorry 4 caring ab what happens 2 u
living ina cycle its like nothin is new
try my best to stay put i js wanna split in 2
i am so fuckin submissive i think u lost ur view
hopefully we meet amends and we stick like we r glue

when will you be satisfied 😆🔫

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@jamesahh 
lie 2 me n i will resort to violence
i can see the truth right thru ur chemical eyelids
everything sucks but ik il be alright cuz
i have everything that i would need in my life bitch
inject blood into ur iris
stickin to my brain but i cant u like a virus
air inside my head looks like i have dermatitis
chillin w my bro they call him ebola virus
@stray66
w my yayoy niggas we movin in silence
causin all these accidents cz i dont have my license 
she like why u speakin like that cz yk im high btch
doin all this commentary i feel like im cyrus
they be askin y u sad cz i dont like my life btch
u b talkin crazy like u wont get sacrificed btch
niggas actin like they dream cz ik they js like kids
slices on her wrist n im js drinking cz i like this
cheating on that btch n she's like "stray y r u like this"
idk btch i js wanna cope in my life crisis

u like a virus w/ stray

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@jamesahh:
do not like ur past
heavy on my chest cuz i wish i never had
thoughts inside my mind there so mfkin bad
shuld i chalk it all god this is js such a mess
i can never win ur my failure n thats facts
ima kill this bitch put her body in a bag
i can sense ur brain yea ur hidin smth bad
am i superstitious or is that actually facts
overthink alot like its gettin rlly bad
@imrllypt:
getting really bad little bitch you left me sad
i pop sum percs n lay in bed
i kno it rlly hurts ur head 
like bae im srry that im dead
i tried to kiss u in ur bed
n now ur cutting off my head
n all the things that i regret yuh
all alone laying in my room
rlly hope she kills me soon
bitch i hope i meet my fuckin doom
cut off ur head yea leave u in the shed
ill skin ur body leave u dead
n now im walkin like im in the walkin dead

cant win 🏆 w/ P.T. #yayoy

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nun i can do nevr thought that i ws cool
il just fuckin kms bleed more den a pool
ik im such a tool but sometimes u can be cruel
if i disappear will i still end up a fool
failed me a lot ig i got used to u
took away my trust bitch u greedy like a jew
dont fw me bitch il kill u w my tools
rot in my room sippin soda eatin food

theres nun i kan doooooo :( (HAPPY BDAY TO ME)

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she said u so cool n based
wish i was erased
yk i cant feel shawty all i do is hate
bitch i cannot stay
w my bro stray
i wanna be happy but i kant if i stay
i js need sum top w my bro we catchin ups
i said that i ws okay but i lied i wna cut
if u said u needed luv cmere n gimme a hug
if u said u needed luv cmere n gimme a hug

give me a hug (o_O) #yayoy

made this song early july
prod. sleepmethods the goat my little nipple tickler
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thinkin bout my future
ik im a loser
ik im a faggot
shoulda nevr choosed her
y do i feel like this
i feel uninvited
its like u dont care but i have hope that ur trying
wake me up im crying
hopin that ur dying
ik that ur lyin but i cant give up trying
i cant give up trying
i cant give up trying
i cant give up trying
i cant give up trying
i cant give up trying
i cant give up trying
i cant give up trying
i cant give up trying

shoulda never chose her (╥﹏╥)

shoutout my mom for the yayoy tag
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..
im writing this in the shower
brains not fried its devoured
you cant read all of my texts but ur on ur phone for hours :^(
used 2 care ab my life care ab what happened
but now it seems like everytime i try i get no power
ur voice voice is getting louder
u do not deserve flowers
yeah im writing up like cower
my god ur such a coward
make me wanna disappear 
i could compose for hours
god its all i wanna do
clears my mind its overpowered :*)

got no power #yayoy

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im ina dire situation i kannot make up my mind
the things that u did 2 me should be considered crime
yet i sit here n stay yet im wastin all ur time
now i think ab continuing w my life
nothing has a purpose
i ws never worth shit
yeah u r my curse u the reason i been hurtin
got my stomach turnin
blood is fkin churnin 
last strike one more time n u gna be burnin
im ina dire situation i kannot make up my mind
the things that u did 2 me should be considered crime
yet i sit here n stay yet im wastin all ur time
now i think ab continuing w my life 
im ina dire situation i kannot make up my mind
the things that u did 2 me should be considered crime
yet i sit here n stay yet im wastin all ur time
now i think ab continuing w my life

dire ˙◠˙ situation #yyy

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@sleepmethods
whole life ik i couldnt win
wont see the gates cz everyday i sin ya
n im sorry for how i am
dont look dumb il take ur shit ya
n im sorry for how i am
dont look dumb il take ur shit ya
i luvv when she choke
grabbing her throat
dont even sleep i js sit n float 

@jamesahh
if i said that i ws lyin yea i wasnt
tm in my head so i js keep on bluffin
oh idk y i keep thinkin ab something
wake up everyday n expect js for nothin
i js wna sleep dont wna be awake
u said that u rlly cared o wow that shit was fake
slowly disappeared frm me u didnt wna stay
my actions reflect on others so its my fault anyway
my fault anyway yea im lying ur a monster
im not tryna become someone who js dosnt bother
walkin don the street wna blow my fkin brains
reputation ruined but im movin anyway

dont wanna be awake 💤 w/ sleepmethods

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your doin that cuz ur coping
hutt man bitch im chokin
idgaf say the n word in the open
tried so hard 2 forget well atleast i ws hopin
coolin w the bro u alr kno we loafin
said that u were jokin
dick is what ur strokin
n it is not mine bc u were fkin hoin
say that im controlling
is ur brain unloading
respect n thats dif
ur super unknowing

obama have dih #yayoy

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my old typa shit
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@jamesahh
learned 2 rely on myself n it hurts
got nobody here in my realm in my earth
sometimes i dont wanna wake up when i fall asleep
it is my peace yea its my only worth
u wanna feel how my presence gon lurk
hate how u did 2 me oh that shit hurt
wake up exhausted frm sleepin all day
holy fuck i cannot correct my words
@imrllypt
yuh cant correct my words
caress her body she killed me with words 
tell me she luv me ik how it hurt
heard a little voice comin back from the hearse
yuh i think that its my baby but i think that its a curse
all these fuckin thoughts im given i js mourn yea
really thought i loved her but shes js a stupid whore
yeah js a stupid whore bitch 
everything we've been through how can you js switch 
tell me that u hate me now my bodies in a ditch 
i pop perkies when im sad anytime you have to bitch 
now im laying in the coffin right beside my old bitch 
killed her right before i went n died my dying wish
hope her body rots n she ends up with the fish 
#yayoy the gang if u diss it u get ditched
i cant give a fuck bouta hoe thats not my bitch

rely on myself ꩜ ᯅ ꩜ w/ P.T.

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(made this early august btw)
your radioactive i shoulda never tried
y did i continue i wasted all my time 
struggling to hold on to my fuckin life
man i feel like i cant do this gut out all my insides
ooooo yea i waited to long
i let all of it happen i let u stay wrong
u act like u hav coped but ur blowin up my phone
blowin up my phone
blowin up my phoneeeeeeeeee

radioactive 😢😢 #yyy

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i tried u lied well ig that its fine 
we all move on w life but i still have that feeling that
i want to die you rlly made me realize that 
i shouldnt try i shouldnt try 
someone get a turnaquet this bitch blood gon boil 
count all of ur slip ups 
u walkin on oil 
i want what i want 
u gon spin like a coil 
spin like a coil 
spin like a coil

jamesahh

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