Bezkwit 1

I did not know that you would choose
To leave me so, having the blues;
And as these news I softly muse,
I did not know that we could lose.

I did not know that you, so smart,
Would choose, so clear, to let us part;
And, as you dream a brand new start,
I did not know you'd break my heart.

I did not know I'd think of you
After all this time, which so fast flew;
I did not see - I wish I knew
How fragile be what's real and true.

I did not know that, dearest Muse,
I did not pick up on your clues;
And, as I tremble at the news,
I did not know that we would lose.

I Did Not Know

Composed and performed by Megan Jennifer Lewis
Mixed and mastered by Chris Adams

I don’t feel in control of my destiny, I am restricted by responsibility for others.  And after a day of over exposure to the News, and all the bad things in the world that are happening, or might be happening, I felt low.  

So I wrote this piece of music.  I felt intense and sad, I wanted to see what music would flow from me.

Intensity

это было пять катастроф назад..

я здесь но не вернулась

нам 
будет что вспомнить
..

как ты взял себя в руки а не меня
так надо.
допустим ..

не бывает два июнЯ
и ты загорел 
на ярком солнце уже без меня

и нами весь Львов исчерчен прошлым
вдоль вдоль вдоль

и звёзды светили днём..
но ты не верил..

смешно рисовал меня
эти листы - вырвать -надо
вычеркнуть будет мало ..

так внимательно слушал
и мои  слова не в мою пользу..

зря .
видела в тебе себя
ты отрёкся не отрицая

сказал что отпустил 
но не обещал 
что не будешь ходить рядом ..
как
необходимое зло

и

я здесь но не вернулась

приклоняюсь пред теми кто знает -
так надо.

а теперь - 
ты иди иди - иди 

иди-нственный ...

и нам будет что вспомнить


мои слова все в твою пользу

иди ..

Explicatus 1

Obtained from: YT Jam Tracks
YouTube site: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCdMqonsla0BK21Fnf9Qx5Wg
Backing Track Title: Deep Melodic Rock Backing Track in G Minor
YouTube Track channel: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lysdbc1eGlU
Bandcamp website: https://ytjamtracks.bandcamp.com/track/deep-melodic-rock-backing-track-in-g-minor

Date: 7/30/24
Song Title: I’m Broken, But Still Believe 
The lead, improvising over the track was done with the following;
Picture with Track: Is what the Guitar looks like.
Guitar Used: 91 Ibanez RG550 with HSH configuration
Color: Purple Metallic 
Strings: Ernie Ball Super Slinky 9-42 and Hybrid 9-46
DAW: Reaper
AmpSim: JST ToneForge Jeff Loomis
Preset: 
Interface: Focusrite 2i2 2nd Gen

Raw: What does RAW mean to me, not having undergone processes of preparing, finishing, refining, or mastering: It is what was recorded at that time in its current state.
Comments: Please follow if you like, comment if you like and I’m opened to feedback to improve my playing, recording, mixing etc.  Thanks for listening \m/.

Encounter_00X

I'm Broken But Still Believe

Three years abroad, I feel that my life is like a "Long Journey". At this point, I can see the sea of Greece from far away, and I realize it is something very far that I miss. The sea has its own sound, a journey near sea has it own sound. If you like traveling, you will discover that every journey has its own purpose. A "Long Journey" is a journey that lasts more than a small journey like the ones we make in summer. My journey in Poland is one of these long journeys, and I have learned a lot from it. Therefore, a long journey is a journey that help us to explore ourselves.

The photo is taken by me.

Long Journeys

The Queens Crown

The Queens Court

This is a song for anyone who has ever lost or failed at something. Someone out there feels this way for you, and you should too. 

Forfeit Fights     

I know you hate them
For saying its true
But you don’t belong here
I know it too

It’s no ones fault
It’s no ones answer
For where we go from here

But I’m with you
Thick and through
Every time
We lose

You don’t owe anybody
Anything
But you don’t believe that
You were raised to think

Your bleeding heart 
Was all the world's to see

But I’m with you
Thick and through
Every time we choose
Sleepless nights
Forfeit fights
Burnt out lights
And shoes

You chose the narrow path instead
Of ones that led to lighter trends
When I fell down and broke the skin
On every hope we didn’t win
You put my arms around your neck
And carried me until the end

So I’m with you
Thick and through
Every time we lose
Sleepless nights
Forfeit fights
Burnt out lights
And 
Sleepless nights
Forfeit fights
Burnt out lights
And shoes

Forfeit Fights

Classical and not so much (Triptych - Arranged Improvisation)

Here's a little something about childhood toys, imagination and dreams…

I heard that old Geronimo 
Went looking for a friend
He had a pipe full of peace
In the wind around the bend
He was looking for a sign 
Or a star in the sky
No wagon trains in sight
On this clear and moonlit night

So ride on Johnny West
Ride on through the night
Put up old Thunderbolt
Just before first light
Lay your head down easy
So many miles to go
No scuffs on your hat
Nothing that would show

Geronimo kept moving
Through the valleys and the plains
Memories of battles
Echoed in his veins
He thought about the people
And the land they called home
With every step he took
He felt the spirit in his bones

So ride on Johnny West
Ride on through the night
Put up old Thunderbolt
Just before first light
Lay your head down easy
So many miles to go
No scuffs on your hat
Nothing that would show

The spirits whispered softly
In the rustling of the leaves
They told tales of honor
Under burned out ancient trees
Johnny felt their presence
In the silence of the night
He knew his path was sacred
As he held his reins tight

Geronimo found solace
In the calm of Johnny’s eyes
A silent understanding
Beneath those endless skies
Together they would journey
Through echoes of the past
Across dreams of their fathers
And the long shadows they cast

So ride on Johnny West
Ride on through the night
Put up old Thunderbolt
Just before first light
Lay your head down easy
So many miles to go
No scuffs on your hat
Nothing that would show

I Did Not Know

James Delsono

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