COLLABS & PROD BY ME

lyrics:
all this talk
but they wont look me in my face
tryna act like you my friend
my nigga what you got to say?
beef aint really real
i might just lay yo ass to waste
everybody on the internet
my nigga where you stay?

i gotta go
i do not fit in your roles
thinkin bout taking yo soul
you do not fuck with the folks

want all the money
i want all the cheese
look at my bank account
ima go eat
uh
you been irrelevant b
why are you pockets so empty?

im feeling manic
hit the wall, god damnit
my chest hurt
i might panic
went from an angel
to a savage

[hook]

lay em to waste 8x

im exhausted
no more talking
ill get out of here
no longer crawling

[hook]

Listen

LAY YO ASS TO WASTE(PROD.JAMES GORCZYCA)

lyrics:
i just be doing me
whenever
they tryna talk i ignore
it whatever
im doing fine
never been better
go get ya bitch
cuz im getting her wetter
look at the bag
ya i am a getter
riding around with the
plague on my sweater
osama my bro
and he up in my header
every nigga cant up
in the center

ya 
i be chasing 
the diamonds
like minecraft
you aint made 
out of stone
i see fine cracks
man im washed up
how the time pass
but still they never
rapping like that

uh
i just be grinding to get it
ya
never gon put on a image
uh
crip walked in the game and i shitted
uh
joe biden stuter 
when im spitting

what he do with it?
spend it! x8

slide up on the beat
then i rap like dat
i feel like im yeat 
cuz im sorry bout dat

now they finally
tryna pay some attention
while im tryna 
rap and clean me some dishes
i aint never 
care bout money and bitches
now im older
feeling colder than frigid
now im just havin fun
you could go flex with a gun
whatever they do its already been done
no reason to hate cuz we already won
and none of these niggas be 
running the ones
stupid ass nigga you look like a bum
no more running round my head 
to find a reason to exist
know they stay mad cuz they know
i never miss
if you cant take the heat then you should
prolly go and quit
fuck school fuck a job tell em smd

WHAT IF YEAT WAS IN MINECRAFT MINING DIAMONDS(PROD.JAMES GORCZYCA)

niggas mad im focusing like im autistic
see the bag how im running cuz you missed it
2022 im rocking black lipstick
run up and i smack a nigga on my will smith shit
plague what im rocking i dont need that energy
sittin in the crib why the fuck they hate on me
rock balenciagas while i browse the louis v
bump the death metal while im looking thru my beats
ridin round in cali
with my bitch 
and she a baddie
walk around with so much
weight
dont know how much more i can carry
do not disturb
dont want no calls up on my iphone
soon as i catch this fucking check
you see how im gone
i demand a rack 
if you wanna get on my song
if you ever think that i will switch
then you are quite wrong
[hook]
woo walkin in new york
how i drip
bb diamonds on my wrist
white girl like the nigger rap
but she aint heard of this
i aint never slip
at the function im equipped
bunch of labels tryna use me but
they never gettin shit
we aint fuckin with them lame ass jack boys
gather up these rappers just to dump em in 
a black void
get back boy
catching all these ghosts like dan aykroid
im not listening, gon get a bag boy
[hook]

PLAGUE(PROD.JAMES GORCZYCA)

MENACE(PROD.JAMES GORCZYCA)

lyrics:
everynight i wanna 
run away
daydream 
thinking bout a better place
cant look me in the mirror
cuz i fucking hate my face
i bet if i died it would be 
a holiday
giving my all to be better
but whatever 
niggas want me to be lesser
everyday i feel
more pressure
to the lyric down to letters
insecurity
inside of me
im sober just
in spite of me
no human can inspire me
and i wanna retire please
i been doing all this shit
for years
just to fuck up my own 
life and spending nights
in drowning tears
everybody tryna hate me
but i made it a career
battle suicidal thoughts
and demons talking
in my ear

i 
am so tired

why
do we desire

i try
live life with liars

if i died
one more time ill get higher 

bitch im done from working all day
bitch i grind so i could get paid
you put on a front cuz you lame
all you got a pussy ass brain
i cant take it you are the same
i just wanna go learn a trade
get off the mic and go run a fade
hate yo life cuz everything fake

i thought music was so fun
flexing bitches totin guns
should known
from the day i started 
doing it won
but 
now im getting older
and one day ill have a son
and before i die like you
i wanna win and then be done
i cannot be a statistic
younging was a misfit
lost a lotta friends
’17 yeah i miss it
they could never do 
it how i do while doing dishes
been sold out shows
go and buy a ticket

IM SCARED TO BE 30 AND STILL RAPPING LIKE YOU NIGGAS(PROD. JAMES GORCZYCA)

lyrics:
i really dont care im tired of doing this i want to go to school and get my life together

I STILL LISTEN TO FREAXXX BY BROKENCYDE(PROD. JAMES GORCZYCA)

https://youtu.be/_FzNuSLEOVE

lyrics:
grabbing the mic
i dont think they really wanna fight
all this fucking barking but 
they never wanna bite
my middle name is sir
so im sliding like a knight
knock em out right
now he seeing bright light
im the master
wit a black belt
yo shit white
back in long beach
i was higher than a kite
hotter than the sun
fight niggas like a dyke
pussy think he cold
but im froze like ice

now im finna talk to em
what the fuck he think he doing

stay in silence how we moving
been quiet like a buddhist

nothing to be proving
know im never fucking losing

bouta make a plate of food
james sittin down producin

talk like you want war
promise you dont want that

in the crib ibored
i dont even like rap

if you want smoke
pussy boy fight back

i dont need a bodyguard
i got my - bruh

feel like that nigga cell
you microsoft i excell
i aint finna suck dick
to get on xxl
if they coming at me 
crazy we finna send em to hell
yall bitches tryna hit me up
nigga im doing well
i dont need the attention
i dont need to get mentioned
if i did then i would cause
a geneva convention
i dont need a position
but im still doing my dishes
you need to leave my dimension
before you needing that pension
oooo

now im finna talk to em
what the fuck he think he doing

stay in silence how we moving
been quiet like a buddhist

nothing to be proving
know im never fucking losing

bouta make a plate of food
james sittin down producin

how the skeleton rap
how he counting up racks
why the opps so sad
nigga go and get a bag 

if you want smoke
pussy boy fight back

i dont need a bodyguard
i got my - yuh

EVIL CATHOLIC CRUSADER(PROD.JAMES GORCZYCA)[VIDEO LINK IN DESCRIPTION]

lyrics:
ya
i been living my life in a different color
uh
been looking at it different
they could never manage
what to do in my position
lookin in the mirror
thinking im the opposition
too afraid to scream
cuz i know god listens

but i had to let it out
pressure from a night of
broken bottles
gotta sweat it out
break another promise
i cant say that
you would never doubt
we gotta go a different way
cuz i know theres a better route

[mental breakdown]

they tryna take me out but i dont got the time for em
[x4]

[breakdown continues]

COLORS(PROD.JAMES GORCZYCA)

AGORAPHOBIA(PROD.JAMES GORCZYCA)

THE GRASS IS ALWAYS GREENER...

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BLEEDING

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THIS WHAT YOU GET
I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU SAY MAMA
THIS WHAT YOU RAISED
I'MA THROW MY LIFE AWAY
I'MA KILL MYSELF ONE DAY
I'MA KILL MYSELF ONE DAY
THAT'S OKAY
I GOTTA FANTASIZE BOUT SUM
I JUST LIVE FOR THE EXCITE
I DON'T WANNA TAKE A BREAK
I DON'T WANNA EXERCISE
AND ALL THESE NEVER WANTS PILE IN MY MIND
MAYBE I'M BETTER OFF DYIN' IN THE LIGHT
THAT'S ALRIGHT
I WON'T PLAY THE VICTIM
I WORK ALL DAY TO GET SUM
I THINK I NEED A PICK UP
I'M SELFISH AND VINDICTIVE
AND NOW MY WORK IS OVER
AND I'M UP ON THE POSTER
I LEAVE THE CHILDREN BROKEN
NOW THEY AIN'T EVER SOBER
INTERNET IS BLEEDING THRU MY EYES
I WANNA BE LIKE YOU, I'M BLEEDING OUT MY ARMS
GET SOME MONEY THEN WE GOIN' UP TO MARS
FOR SOME HAPPINESS, IT'S CLOSE, BUT NO CIGAR
GETTIN' REST
I WON'T EVER SEE YOUR FACES AGAIN
SHOUTOUT FRIENDS
THEY DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT'S UP IN MY HEAD
WHAT'S THE POINT
IF EVERY SINGLE TIME I WAKE UP ANNOYED
I'M IN THE VOID
FLOAT AWAY, IT SOUNDS LIKE SUM I'D ENJOY
CLOSER TO MY HEART
OPEN MY CHEST WITH A BRICK
GOT SO MANY GIFTS
BUT MY PASSION DON'T WANT TO STICK
TAKE ME OFF THE SONG MY FRIEND
JUST TAKE ME OUT THE MIX
YOU CANNOT FIX SOMETHING
THAT DOES NOT WANT TO BE FIXED
DON'T GIVE UP
DON'T GIVE UP
DON'T GIVE UP
DON'T GIVE UP

KILL YOURSELF (PROD. JAMES GORCZYCA)

produced by @jamesgorczyca1

i hate my life
i love my life
i can't decide

ambivalent (prod. JAMES GORCZYCA)

produced by @jamesgorczyca1

i break the mind
i waste the time
the low, the high
the cult, the vibe
i kill myself
to come to life
i trade my eyes for parasites
i leave behind 
the heir, the right
to wear the crown
i tear it down
i feel myself
the crumbling wealth
i'm just alright

will i ever feel alive again?

anything wrong with me couldn't be real
and i push it deep in my soul

break a muthafucka into stardust x4

everything is perfect, everything is great
and i don't have no complaints, i know you all can relate
everything is dismal, everything is blank
everybody is complacent, and ain't nothing change
life so full of love, head so full of strain
i've committed, no time to hesitate
i'll be just another speck along the plane

i got the option to eat
i got the privilege to dream
i got the balance to reach
all of my obstacles leaped
i'm never lost in the sea
and i'm so poppin it reeks
don't pay no college, no fee
i'm keepin my brothers fed
shoutout to my brothers dead
i love my hoes and my checks
i'm on the boat and i flex
but i can't help but resent
can't help but lose my respect
when everything is the same
desires have nothing left

i break the mind
i waste the time
the low, the high
the cult, the vibe
i kill myself
to come to life
i trade my eyes for parasites
i leave behind 
the heir, the right
to wear the crown
i tear it down
i feel myself
the crumbling wealth
i'm just alright

will i ever feel alive again?

everything is perfect, everything is great
and i don't have no complaints, i know you all can relate
everything is dismal, everything is blank
everybody is complacent, and ain't nothing change
life so full of love, head so full of strain
i've committed, no time to hesitate
i'll be just another speck along the plane

anything wrong with me couldn't be real 
and i push it deep in my soul

break a muthafucka into stardust x4

stardust (prod. JAMES GORCZYCA)

artists are always falling like flies

prod. https://soundcloud.com/jamesgorczyca1
art. https://soundcloud.com/c3of

its like tick tick tock
another problem off the clock
everytime they start it, everytime i stop
always catching silver.
its no use.
bitch is like a pokemon.
i choose you.

work
bitches gets excited baby start to squirt
no amount of money can get u off the front grass
you just mad cuz you a hoeass
swear i need the solace, swear i need more cash
everytime they get excited it's their whole world
i swear these artists living up inside wayne's world
afraid of showing feelings but they loving feet
everytime you show the numbers they say they all from the street
(whoa)
that's kinda cringy
money on the fence see
no you will not make it till you get to ripley's
you so woke but your eyes be staying closed
am i suppost to care? tell me how that's fucking fair

realestate
everyone mate
keep making babies, make em all hate
inside taught
outside rot
industry a phase, yes you've been caught

artist industry is getting pretty awkward
let me give you a list of what i've conquered
ableton, fruityloops, sony vegas
adobe, mixcraft and writing all this
shaving my hair on camera ain't enough
i gotta lynch myself off a suicidal cuff
odds are your favorite artist fkn know me
odds are your favorite artist fkn loath me
he tells me everything, he tells me im the king
(oh well)
he tells me everything, i swear he's like a fiend
(oh well)
he tells me everything as he looks me in the eyes
(oh well)
he tells me everything as if i'm suppose to fly
(oh well)