In My Mind w/ Hxstage (buckx2)

Lyrics:

Beat my soul into submission
Hope I’ll learn by 80
To hate yourself, it’s like a drug
I’ve been consuming lately
You keep your secrets
Are you lyin?
Why this got me doubtin?
It’s like I can’t explain my feelins
Through these words I’m shoutin

You kiss my neck until I crash
My heart just skipped and fell out fast
I overthink the shit I should
You fret and bleed the way I would
If I found you alone
Couple men in the past
But you tell me you know
I’m a fortunate soul

(Hook)
I’ve been up dyin
For like 20 nights
I keep my head up 
When I heard you died
I need you please 
To just give me enough
Cause I’m imperfect
When I open up 

Just how I act
Lonesome thoughts
Keep me intact
I’m in the wrong town sleepin all day
I put up with this shit just to have my way
And im really In the back of it
An when I hear my sin
Its what I rap about and why it bring me in
So why you reading on my mind 
for the millionth time
I told you I aint give a sign 
Your ego raisin the bar bitch

Red hot 
Ya burnin my nose
Too close for love
I hate those!
On my own shit
Makin time I hate the lines you wrote in
Everybody hatin
But i know we steady growin!
Lust touched at first I’ll admit
Your tone rings soul across my abyss
Imma damn void
Fill me up and take me up a road
I fought a couple demons 
just to find my golden ghost

We in a war zone
An we fighting for are lives
Some mothafuckas pussy callin out
these blatant lies
Like how you gonna benefit from shit like this?
You talk so low
So pathetic!
I need to serenade my peers
Drown my act with crystal tears
Fuck your friends
And fuck you too!
I hate your cries
Your lame excuses

Cause!

(Hook)

words dont work (prod. erlax)

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LYRICS
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I JUST WOKE UP TALKING TO SOME DEMONS
I FUCKED UP AND NOW I REALLY THINK IM SEEING THINGS
I DON'T KNOW HOW ELSE TO HANDLE ALL OF THESE FEELINGS
MY LIFE A MOVIE BUT I'M NOT LIKING THE ENDING
THE FILM STILL REELING
MY SKIN IS PEELING
MY HEAD IS SEETHING
I THINK IM FEELING BORED CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO FEEL SHIT
ALREADY EVENING
WHERE THE FUCK THE DAY WENT
THE STORY GOES ON BUT I DON'T LIKE THE DIRECTION

I NEED MY PEACE BITCH
I NEED NEW LENSES
MY POINT OF VIEW IS SO ASKEW I'M TIRED OF SEEIN' SHIT
THERE AIN'T NO SIMPLE FIX
I'M AT MY WITS END
FUCKING DISORGANIZED, I CANNOT KEEP LIVING LIKE THIS
MY VIEW LOOKS BLACK AND WHITE
ITS ALL A BLUR IN MY SIGHT
ALL OF THE DAYS KEEP ON BLENDING, CAN'T KEEP TRACK OF THE TIME
CAN'T TELL WHAT'S EVER RIGHT
I'VE BEEN OUTSIDE MY MIND
FEEL LIKE I'VE BEEN IN A LIMINAL SPACE FOR ALL MY LIFE

I BEEN STUCK IN THE SAME WAYS, SAME SEQUENCE
MY WORLD A MESS, EVERYTHING SEEMS SO UNEVEN
PACING ROUND INSIDE MY ROOM, AND I CAN'T LEAVE IT
EVERYTHING FEELS SO DAMN SORE, MY BODY'S WEAKEND
OLD HABITS NEVER DIE, I'M STILL SAYING THE SAME SHIT
I'M TALKING OUT LOUD SO I DON'T GO FUCKING CRAZY
ALWAYS KNEW THAT I WAS ROBOT, BEEN WIRED LIKE THIS
BUT I BEEN TIRED OF HAVING TO DO THE SAME FIX

I JUST WOKE UP TALKING TO SOME DEMONS
I FUCKED UP AND NOW I REALLY THINK IM SEEING THINGS
I DON'T KNOW HOW ELSE TO HANDLE ALL OF THESE FEELINGS
MY LIFE A MOVIE BUT I'M NOT LIKING THE ENDING
THE FILM STILL REELING
MY SKIN IS PEELING
MY HEAD IS SEETHING
I THINK IM FEELING BORED CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO FEEL SHIT
ALREADY EVENING
WHERE THE FUCK THE DAY WENT
THE STORY GOES ON BUT I DON'T LIKE THE DIRECTION

THE FILM STILL REELING

COVER ART BY FIENDACIDE
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LIGHTS OUT (EMOTIONALLY DETATCHED REWORK) - BLCKK

LIFE HARD :'-)

LINEUP:
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@JAMESGORCZYCA1
@PLAYTIMEWITHBENNY
@STVRFIRE
@SNIPZTEA
@KYLESLOW

PRODUCTION BY @SSJCXRPSE
ART BY @JAMESGORCZYCA1

BLEEDING

i’m back :)

prod. dead yami

with @vandalinvain

lyrics <333

luna:
so tell me did it go to waste?
the smile on your face has faded
and i grew up so anxiously
is it history in the making? 
is it what i’m supposed to be? 
i’m not done with this shit
i wonder why i’m so impatient
i bang my fist upon the wall until i’m bleeding
sun up to sun down, i wish you would take my life
cause i want it all to end tonight.
is it what i’m supposed to be? (x6)

vandal & luna: 
goodbye, i don’t know myself anymore
i still try, but i can’t erase your face
it always looks the same in my head when i think of your name.
where will i find a place where i can feel all alone, completely safe?

luna: 
(so tell me)
so tell me did it go to waste?
the smile on your face has faded
and i grew up so anxiously
is it history in the making? 
is it what i’m supposed to be? (x5)

ecl!pse - hillhouse

GET WEEZERD LOL

LINEUP:
@LUCYWYNTERS
@LVSTFORPAIN
@BRUHMANEGODDD

PRODUCTION BY @ZYROM
ART BY @C3OF

VIRGINTRAPCORE

@bruhmanegoddd

i can't lie baby you are so enticing
always got me thinking did i say the right thing
got a party but you won't think to invite me
at this point i think you're just trying to spite me

progress
for the sake of the process
honest
for the sake of the fallen

obsessing i'm messing with everything
i think i just lost our wedding ring
can't tie me down i can't be your king
there's always one little thing

if you try me 
i think you should that i am afraid not of dying
lying to me 
honestly at this point you should go ahead and shoot me

she bring me down
I dont think I mind it at all
she just tryna see what’s in my pocket
stackin till I meet the only constant

I’m a goddess
comin in without a warning
to be honest
I dont think you want me honest

bent on the screen all night I’ll just sleep in the morning
let you defile me whole and pretend that I want it

nothing in your time is fair
humiliated and embarrassed 
I’m unconfident in my awareness
rip off my face dont wanna wear it

progress
for the sake of the process
gotta keep on top it
for the sake of the fallen

spotify

enticing (ft. BRUHMANEGOD)

PROD. ME

LYRICS:

I, ONLY MAKE SOMETHING DIE QUICKER
COULDN'T FUCK WITH ME 'CAUSE MY BLOOD THICKER
FUCK, EVERYBODY I'M FUCKING BITTER
I'M NOT FINISHED BITCH I'M A FUCKING SINNER

GO TELL THEM FUCKING PEOPLE GIVE IT UP
YOU COULDN'T KILL ME IF YOU HIT ME WITH A FUCKING TRUCK
TWO HUNDRED FIFTY FIVE AND I FORGOT TO FUCKING JUMP
SAID I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I PROMISE YOU I'M GETTING UP

I MAKE MY FUCKING PROFIT OFF OF TELLING YOU YOU SUCK BITCH
I JUST KEEP WINNING OFF THE ALCOHOL AND LUCK BITCH
ALL YOU FUCKING EVER WANNA HEAR ME TALK 'BOUT DUMB SHIT
TRUST ME 'BOUT THIS SHIT SAID IF I CATCH YOU FUCKING RUN BITCH
X2

FUCK, WHAT YOU HEARD 'BOUT ME
BET I COULD CATCH A BULLET WITH MY FUCKING FRONT TEETH
AND Y'ALL DON'T KNOW SHIT, TELL 'EM LIVING NOT FREE
AND NOBODY I GOT, GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ME

BACK TO PUTTING PEOPLE IN THE FUCKING GROUND
PUSH HIS FUCKING HEAD UNTIL HE FUCKING DROWN
CAN'T FUCK WITH ME GO FUCK 'ROUND WITH SOMEBODY ELSE
SAID I DON'T GIVE A FUCK AND FUCKING GO TO HELL

I MAKE MY FUCKING PROFIT OFF OF TELLING YOU YOU SUCK BITCH
I JUST KEEP WINNING OFF THE ALCOHOL AND LUCK BITCH
ALL YOU FUCKING EVER WANNA HEAR ME TALK 'BOUT DUMB SHIT
TRUST ME 'BOUT THIS SHIT SAID IF I CATCH YOU FUCKING RUN BITCH
X2

THE FILM STILL REELING

JAMES GORCZYCA

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