feel like the beauty of a sad cartoon so real it hurts

remember the first time i heard this 5 years ago. revisiting it now cuz it perfectly describes my life rn

EVEN WHEN IM WITH NY FRIENDS AS TO FEEL ALONE

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a friend of satan is a friend of me [postcard boy rmx]

james ivy - act like that (this time)

i got the lyrics wrong but i have a new microphone and its a new year i hope u have a good one

XO (BEYONCE COVER)

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EDEN - eyes fixed on the ground (unreleased)

Lyrics:
feels like we talk less and less each week
do you still any future in me?
or are you hanging on to something that we used to be?

feels like you don’t ever text back now
did your friends convince you to finally cut me out?
am i too directionless to stay around?
I’ll head towards you now

Not sure if I lost you or if i’m quiet quitting
I could have changed myself but i don’t like where we’re heading
I don’t think that even if i did everything
you’d be good to me

not sure if i fucked up or if I’m quiet quitting
it seemed like at one point we just stopped connecting
but you could bite me over and over until i bleed
but id still miss the sensation of your teeth

When we first met, couldn’t let me escape
I Liked the collar on my neck, loved the rope around my waist
i dont hate you, i just need my space
is that okay?

Turns out i miss the pull on my neck even more
than i hated the irritated skin and the sores
but i wish you let me wear a longer leash
never traded curtesy for honestly
but i wish you were a little nicer to me 
Not sure if I lost you or if i’m quiet quitting
I could have changed myself but i don’t like where we’re heading
I don’t think that even if i did everything
you’d be good to me

not sure if i fucked up or if I’m quiet quitting
it seemed like at one point we just stopped connecting
but you could bite me over and over until i bleed
but id still miss the sensation of your teeth

but you could bite me over and over until i bleed
but id still miss the sensation of your teeth

QUIET QUITTING

written, performed and produced by James Ivy

lyrics:

you act like i wasted your time you wasted mine
i try to call you back before he's on the line
if he's your friend then why the fuck's he in your bed
what should i do when you don't love me like you did

i stay in bed till 4
i'm lying on the floor
you're lying through your teeth
about how you needed me

i cant get out of bed
you're stuck inside my head
but summer's about to end
and i'll be better then

you waste your time i waste mine
you need me over facetime
you wrote the book on fake cries
don't trip it's-
don't trip it's nothing

and if i told you something
would it mean anything to you
did i mean anything
i don't wanna do this anymore
even when i'm with my friends i still feel alone
even when i'm in my bed it doesn't feel like home
and even though i know you're gone i still wait for a call
i still wait for a call from you
i wait for a call from you

if you're gonna leave then let me go

you waste your time i waste mine
you need me over facetime
you waste your time i waste mine
you wrote the book on fake cries

i stay in bed till 4
i'm lying on the floor
you're lying through your teeth
about how you needed me

i cant get out of bed
you're stuck inside my head
but summer's about to end
but summer's about to

Boxcutter

composed & performed by aidan peterson

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Hand to Hold (Feat. Lontalius)

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hand to hold (feat. lontalius)

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Blue Eyes

Cover Photography by Solomon Gutteridge
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Boxcutter

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