KEEP YOU CLOSE

IN THE NUDE

THUNDER

wassup people, I decided to release this fun song in spanish called VENENO which means "VENOM" in English, It's a story I made about a man loosing himself to drugs. I've always wanted to make one song fully in Spanish to step out of my comfort zone as an artist to try out new things and pay respect to my latin roots.

Lyrics:
Me ahogo en tu veneno
Y es realmente lo que quiero
No verte partir
Te quiero para mi
Tengo que intentar hacerlo 
Varios dias que no duermo 
A eso fui
No te dejo ir

He perdido
El sentido
Y no lo quiero
Y no lo quiero
He perdido
A mis amigos
Y no los quiero
Y no los quiero

"Buena vida"
"Que alegria"
"Baño de sabiduría"
Una mentira
Que lo inspira
Es pura mierda la que tira
Perdiendo el tiempo
Es un ejemplo
Tengo boca seca
Y la mente altereda
Movimientos controlados
Y no quiero nada
No puedo sentir
No quiero morir

He perdido
El sentido
Y no lo quiero
Y no lo quiero
He perdido
A mis amigos
Y no los quiero
Y no los quiero

Un segundo
Esta mierda corre por tus venas 
Un minuto en otra vida
Mente se envenena
Ni te gusta lo que haces
Solo corres
En respuesta a tus traumas
Y errores
Esta mierda a los que amo ha matado
Jure nunca hacerlo y me vi afectado
Y ahí partí

He perdido
El sentido
Y no lo quiero
Y no lo quiero
He perdido
A mis amigos
Y no los quiero
Y no los quiero

Ustedes no han sufrido ninguna tentación que no sea común al género humano
Pero Dios es fiel
Y no permitirá que ustedes sean tentados más allá de lo que puedan aguantar
Más bien
Cuando llegue la tentación
Él les dará también una salida
A fin
De que puedan resistir

VENENO

lmaoo so this demo was for the river ep that was scrapped long ago! i forgot about it until rn that i was looking through my files and said yoo this song is kinda catchy lol, it never rlly got finished imma just accept that i was mad and js wanted to make a song ab it lol so i did then moved on so if im never doing anything with it imma just post it to soundcloud plss. I kinda wanna post more random songs that are never releasing on soundcloud bc then whats the point of making music if its never gna b heard by anyone!!! i remember i was mad and made this song ab an ex friend who used to ghost me and was so fkn rude and negative with everyone for no reason and with me too even after i would give them my alllll. Anyways noo ranting so heres the lyrics:

Dang, I showed more than a little bit
Of what was going inside
You’d get annoyed and call me insufferable
Why do I have to hide?

Pretending you can’t See me
Ghosting so freely
Baby don’t you worry cuz know I can see you clearly
I see past your lies
Past your elaborate disguise
Past how you feed your ego 
By judging everyone’s size 

You ghost your ghost
Its really funny
Cuz I’ve been everywhere you’ve been
I could destroy your reputation
Cuz baby I can also play pretend

Any time something would make you mad
You would push me away
Id take out my hand 
You wouldn’t shake it
Why are you playing games?

Pretending you can’t See me
Ghosting so freely
Baby don’t you worry cuz know I can see you clearly
I see past your lies
Past your elaborate disguise
Past how you feed your ego 
By judging everyone’s size 

You ghost your ghost
Its really funny
Cuz I’ve been everywhere you’ve been
I could destroy your reputation
Cuz baby I can also play pretend

Just cuz I forgive you
Doesn’t mean I need you
Why do you insist again?
I don’t need you anymore
Im not who I was before
Even if you changed
Can’t forget you dragged me in the floor

You ghost your ghost
Its really funny
Cuz I’ve been everywhere you’ve been (everywhere, everywhere)
I could destroy your reputation
Cuz baby I can also play pretend (pretend, pretend)
Ghosted by your ghost
It’s really funny
Seeing how the tables have changed (they’ve changed, they’ve changed)
I could destroy your reputation
But baby I’m not a bitch like your friends (No, no)

Ghost

i'm trying my best

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the greatest

one day we were recording a collab of a song of braup called por el bien de ambos and got distracted working on other of his songs then ultimately got extremely distracted playing with an ukelele and guitar he had in his room and started singing covers of random songs and i secretly recorded this one lol

heather x braup

Tongue Tied is a deeply personal piece that I made which talks about inner conflict, guilt, spiritual yearning, and self-discovery. It captures a moment of vulnerability, reflecting on mistakes, lost potential, and the struggle to reconnect with one's own light. This song was produced, written and recorded by me, It is arranged in a way to reflect the emotional highs and lows of life and self discovery. It's mainly Alternative Pop with a blend Dark and Indie Pop.

Lyrics:

Slipping, I'm fading
I'm tying my tongue
Cause’ what I've seen
Can't be known by no one
Oh, beautiful man came
And called me his son
I had so much anger
So I grabbed a gun
Oh, what could it be?
What is wrong with me?
When I scream to the sea
Am I heard or seen? 

Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah

Tongue tied
Tongue tied
Every step forward
Feels like a fight
Tongue tied
Tongue tied
I've been so blind
Covering my own light
Used to have it all
Such a beautiful glow
Everything I've done
Has dragged me so low
Need to be more slow
Don't know where to go
I've been moving so fast 
Cause' I was forced to grow

Oh no 
Where'd I go?
All I've learned
Unused gold
The clock is ticking
The water is drumming
Time is running
I feel it coming
It calls me
It breaks me
It drowns me
It holds me
Oh father
I'm sorry
I'm sorry

I want more
I want more

I want more, I want more
I want more, I want more
I want more, I want more
I want more, I want more
Beautiful man that one day I neglected (I want more, I want more)
That showed me his love that I madly rejected (I want more, I want more)
Open my heart, I surrender my lord (I want more, I want more)
This time I know I’ll make good use of my gold (I want more, I want more)

Tongue tied
Tongue tied
Every step forward
Feels like a fight
Tongue tied (I want more)
Tongue tied (I want more)
I've been so blind (I want more)
Covering my own light (I want more)
Used to have it all (I want more)
Such a beautiful glow (I want more)
Everything I've done (I want more)
Has dragged me so low (I want more)
Need to be more slow (I want more)
Don't know where to go (I want more)
I've been moving so fast (I want more)
Cause' I was forced to grow (I want more)
Bridges I burned 
Cause’ I condemned my own soul
Felt so ashamed
Never thought I’d have control
Hey, hey, where’s your faith?
Oh I’m crying, I’m weeping
Your presence I’m seeking
Imperfect, I’m bleeding
Oh father, I’m pleading
Hey, hey, where’s your faith?
Oh no, where’d I go?

James Lares

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