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Vomit on the Stairs

Vomit On The Stairs  (prod. Caleb Apollo)

lyrics;

i know im not perfect but im tryna make it work
everytime you look at me im doin circles and it hurts
just goin round and round
just tryna figure out who i am
i am shutting down

and i been tryna go a round with you,
and ive been waiting forever for u to make a move 
on me, its cool, im not enough for you, you're red im blue, 
i wish u loved me too
hop up in the benz and grab a knife inside, 
im going crazy i might die tonight
and if u called me up like ive been feeling stuck, 
i wont give a fuck no i wont give a fuck

i jus want to be loved
but i will never be enough
im not good at this, at expressing shit,
but its mightnight now haven't heard from you,
in a bit, it's cool, im used to it
i jus wish you loved me too

prod by @irby314 and @nate2timez
mix and master by @itsokayroses
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find your solace, find your peace, heal your pain. 
you are important, no matter what.

prod by @nate2timezz
features by @lilskeleskrrt and @ripkais --  luv u guys

round and round ft. skele (prod. by nate2timez x irby)

i can't breathe under all this flesh

+++  

lyrics:

I got my girl next to me, but i wish she was you
an empty pill bottle sea, strewn across my room
And every song I ever wrote, don't mean shit, they not true
and I think it's finally time that I go tell the truth
I'm not the one that you know
At least in that I have confidence
I'm in the background
Like the sound of the faucet drips
I'm more than a ghost
I'm someone who got problems yeah
I need you to know
I'm running low on my oxygen
That's the only one reason why I ain't been talking
Ok that's a lie, but you know that for me, it's so hard to be honest
From this moment on I won't lie to you, not at all, that shit I promise
I'm finally coming to my senses that you're what I wanted
I was fucking dumb, we were only 15
only cared about my art, girl I hope that you do miss me
I don't wanna let you down, just like I did without thinking 
Would you look around, if they said that I was missing
I wanna somehow let you know that I'm more than a ghost
but you never answer your damn phone when you sniffing the blow
your mascara lines they run down like the blood from your nose
the chamber of secrets gripped in my hands I feel the chrome
but no you don't know how to hurt me
because you're an angel descended
your heart it got cold way too early
like winters in northern new england
i wonder why you didn't curve me
once you heard all the rumors your friends spread
I'm sorry please show me some mercy
I hope you do better in heaven

milk carton angel // prod. capsctrl

Prod by @imgeist
Mix/Master @Farhantnvr

Available on the following and more!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1nV1j4dmzEafHuwDyAswxd?si=iUKa5LuUTEKc6j_2i4rVFA

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I'm Geist
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Lyrics -
Ill figure it out sometime
I wonder if you're alright

I figure it out sometimes
I wonder if you're alright
You drop me like the sun and the moon
We shift waves pushing me and you apart

Oh god
Blame me from the very start
Uh huh
Wish we didn't fall apart
Ha

Times have been hard on you
But you shouldn't do whatcha you do
You been around since '93
You'll always be a part of me

You say that you're always right
But you know that's such a lie
Ashamed of your own mistakes
I know you'll take it to the grave

I know you'll take it to the grave
Ya I know you'll take it to the grave

I've been so trapped in this moment
Just falling for you
And I can't hold back these emotions
That I feel that's true

It's like a rainstorm tearing through my soul
Through my soul through my soul
It feels like I got no where else to go

So I'll sit here waiting
I'm waiting x2
For us to make it work ya
I'm waiting x4

I figure it out sometimes
I wonder if you're alright
You drop me like the sun and the moon
We shift waves pushing me and you apart

Ohhh
You blame me from the very start
Ohhh
I wish we didn't fall apart x3

The Sun & the Moon w/ Alainite (Prod. I'm Geist)

I'M SM BETTER [WITHOUT YOU] +PROD. MONGOBOI

prod. @metlast
mix/mstr @ashbybby

spend 100 on the pakk jus to make me feel good 
get it when i want it know u can’t but i could 
carve it in the tree i’ll put our names in the wood 
at the park in ur old neighborhood 
i always feel like shit, i never understood 
will u tell me that’s okay even on the worst days 
put in the ashtray speedin on the highway
i learned fast that it never goes my way

u can lick the bottom of my boot bitch 
i’m up now everybody hop off my dick 
ride alone hear it pop an watch me flick 
fuck friends, backstab an watch them switch 

beanie baby on my wastye i like stay cute
ik i didn’t text don’t mean to be rude 
u said ur friend told u not 2 like me 
u taught me to like it when i bleed 

spend 100 on the pakk jus to make me feel good 
get it when i want it know u can’t but i could 
carve it in the tree i’ll put our names in the wood 
at the park in ur old neighborhood 
i always feel like shit, i never understood 
will u tell me that’s okay even on the worst days 
put in the ashtray speedin on the highway
i learned fast that it never goes my way

weight on me while i’m in my room
i got bud on me, u got dirt on my shoe 
it’s always the best but with u i’m the worst  
can’t leave me down 
u can’t leave me hurt  

beanie baby on my wastye i like stay cute
ik i didn’t text don’t mean to be rude 
u said ur friend told u not 2 like me 
u taught me to like it when i bleed

i like to stay cute (+metlast)

Lyrics

I don't mean to be but I been pissed off
Seems like everyone except me just hits off
If you don't accept me then get lost
I don't get life, it's a dumb cause (x2)

Jealous of everyone doing better than I am, cause I can't keep up
Helpless, I don't think this fun, I feel so alone, I don't got no one

It's so dark in my mind
Now the light just makes me blind
I wish I knew love, I don't know what it's like
Cause if it really was, you'd be here with me tonight

But you're not, you're out there
Fucking on some niggah while he's pullin on your hair
I hope that he breaks your fucking heart
How did I get bad? I don't know where to start

Was it when you cut me off?      
We could start a home but you're sleeping in his car
You ain't knew I know so it hurts more hard
That you lied to my face when you didn't need to start

Moonlit rose I fucking hate you
You're just a hoe, I fucking hate you
Where did you go? I fucking hate you
Fucking hate you, fucking hate you

I don't mean to be but I been pissed off
Seems like everyone except me just hits off
If you don't accept me then get lost
I don't get life, it's a dumb cause

Why in the fuck would you hit me up just to block my ass when I show I give a fuck?
I should of let you wreck that car that night you called me off 6 bars
Take note, this is what a hoe does, you'll be better off leaving them to rot and rust
Don't you ever fall for a bitch that need saving, she left my heart so broken and tainted

Don't you call me when you're falling
I can't care anymore
I'm walking off
I'm out of the door

spotify

IHY! | Produced by klimlords

im so used to pain i search for it
like i dont think she love me
but ill make sure of it
tall cans fill my hands 
i cant hold no bitch
hold me down? 
nah
just keep me around to fuck quick

fuck what they say
drinking does fuckin help
too much ice in my veins
hoes dont wanna stick around
rock bottom break my fall
crack my head against the wall
fuck up
fuck me
fuck this
something aint right

swervin on the wrong side of the road
face some pills forget the dose
fuck yo girl n drop my hoes
im too bored to stay on hold
im not scared im suicidal
help me get a hold of my life tho
fuck me
help me
this aint right

im so used to pain i search for it
like i dont think she love me
but ill make sure of it
tall cans fill my hands 
i cant hold no bitch
hold me down? 
nah
just keep me around to fuck quick

tell ur mom im single in need of rent money/emotional support (prod. crcl)

Shout out @swainesworld @swainesworld @swainesworld

Lyrics:

What you say tho
My word spit hella fatal
Burning all these tires
Ice meltin like its fuego
 drippin like im naval
Republic like im plato
Ill Rip your shit apart
I dont need a drako
Ill spray u like its nasal
Puncture like a staple
If you got a verse just leave it on the table
Im servin pretty with it
Triple double 
Bitch you know im winnin
I got nv on the track 
aint i aint talkin envy
Swaine up on the track
And thats just one of many
Save your 2 cents
I dont need your fuckin pennys

deadboymike x swaine - plato (eric godlow)

prod: @caustyk

I can't talk to anyone, anyone its so cold

Lyrics:
Ive been up real late
Thinking bout mistakes
Fingers through your hair
But i know you dont care

Why am i so broken on the inside
Years go by
No time to cry
Bottle up these feelings so finite
Tension high, anxious and my chest tight


I died when i realized that nothings ever changed
Always on the edge, every week its the same
And im so insane
I know its not healthy but i think i love the pain
I hate feeling empty, so theres liquor in my veins

She the one i want, but the one i cant save
Pictures that i cropped, shawty your my cocaine
i feel overclocked, i can feel my heart race


I dont like this
Overwhelmed and tired of it
I feel like im losing everyone
Everyone thats close

Since the time skip
More burdens that i cant fix
And i cant talk to anyone
Anyone its so cold 

Ive been up real late
Thinking bout mistakes
Fingers through your hair
But i know you dont care

Why am i so broken on the inside
Years go by
No time to cry
Bottle up these feelings so finite
Tension high, anxious and my chest tight

I thought i died last night 
Ashes fall its like
Everytime im in a dream
I can see it slowly bleed

I cant let go 
But i might break my bones
I wish i could know
But this my only road


Crashing down with my potion
Losing feeling in my body like its stolen 
So why you down, tell me why u feelin hopeless 
So much shit in life left me feelin so broken
x2

she's the one i want, but the one i can't save (prod. caustyk)

someone else (remix) w/ vist (prod. sketchmyname, vaegud & vist)

you don't gotta worry about me 

https://soundcloud.com/crackxlizard
https://soundcloud.com/caspr

i just wish that you'd talk like you used to
is it too much to wish that you want me too
is it too much to wish that you'd follow through 
and it kills me 
i just wanna see you in the morning 
i keep feeling down, and i'm sorry
i just keep breaking, you don't gotta worry 

no you don't gotta worry about me 
you don't gotta worry about me 

oh oh
baby don't go 
i just wish that you wanted me a little more
oh oh 
baby don't go
i just that you wanted to hold to hold me close

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