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produced by kassgocrazy & thislandis
mixed and mastered by kassgocrazy
vocals performed by sewerperson

Modern Day Idiot (feat. sewerperson)

Track 1 "rainy summer"
prod. heydium

lyrics: 

go ahead and say the things
i know that youve been thinking all along
i dont wanna hear it all 
when you come crawling right back
when he lets you down
i know you never come around like anymore
thats okay cuz i never arranged for all of this to last
the way you thought it would, yeah...yeah...

damn you really thought that you were something
how's it make you feel to know it was all for nothin'?
damn you make me laugh, woah ho wo, yeah
and i been trying hard to figure out
how to turn this all around
but i think im giving up now
ima go and let my hair down, yeah...

damn you're so fucking deluded 
yeah you never take the blame at all
but we all know that its all ur fault, yeh
and when he fucks you up
i wont be there
to pick you back up...no, no no no no

i wont be there to pick u up
i dont care i dont give a fuck, no

ima go and let my hair down now
things are much better without you around...

yeah...

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eh, i give up

you tore my heart apart 
now I try to put it back together 
you’re my only love 
I wish that I could be with you forever 
Yeah I fucked up and now you’re gone 
and I don’t know what to do with myself 
Every days the same 
I can’t wash away the pain
so I switch up my meds 
can’t sleep in my bed 
cause I’m always wondering if I’m in your head 

wakin up every day to this life it Fuckin sucks 
Always having you on my mind and I wanna wish you luck 
wish we could’ve worked, I’m always drinking now, I’m fucked 
im going days without eating and only filling up my cup 

I’m running on empty 
cause I don’t have you here anymore 

I do the same thing every day 
Getting high is my escape 
so I don’t have to think of all the problems 
how I couldn’t solve them 
so I write these poems 
singing how I feel so numb 

nothing works anymore 
I’m so empty down to the core 
you closed up all of your doors 
left me here on the floor 

I’m feeling so anxious 
Cause I be fighting this depression 
I never learned my lesson 
always waiting for a message 

God don’t even listen to me 
answer all my questions 
I am always fuckin stressed 
living without any direction 

You were such a blessing 
gave so much affection 
just enough attention 
a beautiful connection 
I always see your reflection 
When I am looking for perfection 
writing songs about you 
fuck, I’m feeling so depressive

everyday's the same (prod. Afterlife)

Goblin Kid

Next to You

Don’t Tell My Mom I’ve Been Drinking

your soft breaths remind me that i still love you.

lyrics vvv
yeah
money, materialism 
got the whole world corrupt
the state we live in
the shit we give in
its only profiting them
shit here we go again..

money, materialism 
got the whole world corrupt
the state we live in
the shit we give in
its only profiting them
shit here we go again..

its a cycle that i cant break
but i love it when u call me ur girl
its sad to say but i think ive lost my memories
but you still mean so much to me..
im sorry that its hard..
i think im in love, yeah
sleepless nights and adderall
miss you more than i think i ever have
your soft breaths remind me that i still love you

materialism (wisssery x lavendertxwn)

@qawikamri
both of my friends doesn't have soundcloud
buzzhead
mylo ping

Lyrics:-
QAWI KAMRI
i can't change my ways
demons in my brain 
im trapped in my own cage
always end up in pain

ice cold got the temperature dropping
my heart has a space but no feeling
i feel like my friends are slowly leaving
ive been searching for a meaning

my mum said get off the bed
i can't move a muscle i feel like im dead
well i got some shit inside my head
slowly fading i feel like im on some meds

useless, i feel useless all the time now
holding all my tears back, and you know now
fighting, ive been fighting for years now
no one even cares so i dont even try now

sorry, sorry for the love i can't give
sorry for the times i've wasted
sorry for all my mistakes
im sorry for everything

BUZZHEAD
I can turn down my voice
So just follow your fantasy
But I wouldn’t be me
If I keep on holding it

Let me show that i care
Show me that you fight fair
Stuck in my own nightmare
I need you but you’re not there

I dont wanna fight all night
I dont wanna cry all night
You say you’re alright, alright
Bitch i be alright, alright

MYLO PING
nauseate
nauseate
so much shit inside my head
in my wake
ive been tryna elevate 
prototype
ive been up tryna be great
no mistake
ah ah

i dont wanna miss her but  i can hear her calling
sorry for the way i am but i have never bothered
petty shit not caring sorry i misscalled and 
like my wraps around my racket whack it like its nothing

pull it back pull the strap on my ashaway
flick my wrist as i place it you can go away
in my back as a space for my short escape
nauseous i feel nauseous i dont wanna change

stuck in my own nightmare (feat. buzzhead, mylo ping)

payphone ft shinigami (p. recycleBin)

Thank you for listening <3 
Legend @alainite prod @tnvr555! 

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Lyrics:
Well, March comes in like a lion, yuh 
Still sad but I’m trying
Lights off when I’m crying, I stay strong when I’m dying, yeah
I’ll figure it out, heads been lost in the clouds
Can’t find myself in the crowd

But I’m Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face,
Tryna save face, honor
Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face, I’m a disgrace

Yeah cut the lights when I'm flying, yeah
Psilocybin I'm tryin, yeah
See all the colours now, yeah we're not coming down
I guess I'll figure it out, heads been lost in the clouds
Can't find myself, I just can't find myself in the crowd
I feel like I'm walking alone down this empty road 
And you come down for only a moment to sell yourself 

But I’m, staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face,
Tryna save face, honor
Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face, I’m a disgrace
But I’m, staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face,
Tryna save face, honor
Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face, I’m a disgrace

No one ever stays
These days can’t even speak what’s on my mind
Can I tell you how I feel inside?
No one ever stays
Didn’t expect you to leave, but it’s fine I’m sick of searching for the reason why,
I’m always faded, you’re always jaded
I don’t want to say goodbye, want you stay the night
I’m always faded, you’re always jaded
I don’t want to say goodbye, want you stay the night

But I’m, staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face,
Tryna save face, honor
Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face, I’m a disgrace

Staying on Pace w/ Alainite [Reimagined] (Prod. TNVR)

prod. me and soundcloud.com/cay2o

<3

lyrics:
sleepy eyes
and a tired face
u cant tell that its worth it thats why u spit in my face
I dont care what u think
I was there, probably
but that really doesnt matter
I know that I was better than him

why the fuck u hate me
why cant u feel me baby
im strugglin to be honest
wanna knock myself unconscious for u

sleepy eyes
and a tired face
I don't care if you hate me you could spit in my face
I dont care, I'll be fine
I know I say that all the time
but that really doesnt matter
I know that I was better than him

sleepy eyes

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Begin (Prod Splashgvng)
Key C Major
Bpm 160

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nv
prod. xyv (@prodxyv)

drop me u cant drop me
i came down all by myself
top me u cant top me
i work silent by my bed
(x2)

grabbin on my nuts from under belt u wouldnt get it
its a funny ting
thats comedy but jokes i say bring messages
i built my shit myself these new threads dont cost a penny 
and my thoughts dont weigh a gram got no regrets im somethin heavy
 
u thought that u were influencing us
but ur not
i said fuck ur intuition, join the club
get in line

these is bosses that u fuckin w 
no little shit
im hungry for this spittin shit
it stinks the most, legitimate


drop me u cant drop me
i came down all by myself
top me u cant top me
i work silent by my bed
(x4)

new sayings
i said
more bread
say less
thats all
fuck askin questions
take mine when i said
hands off
already some clones
already made bones
already been pissed off like a couple times in a row
aint turnin back no way
too deep to be lookin for new ways to escape
i invented this stage
final boss of this small shit
and u look alive when i talk shit
and i live or die by my nonsense
and im do or die or dishonest
and im swimmin by like a shark fin

SAY LESS! (prod. xyv)

feat. https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7
prod. https://soundcloud.com/user-597676997

Lyrics:

I've been waiting for the day when I fall apart
I've been steady grinding in room no I don't care
working in the silence, I can't help but feel the stare
looking right upon me
smoking palm trees in the air
I don't know where to go, where you at babe?
I can't get their quick I'm stuck up in the traffic
up a couple days making tracks now
turn up the attack think I'm gonna snap wow
thats shit hit, jump in crowds getting lit
like down another bottle of the gold bacardi quick
pop out to your party but I'm sad asf
I can't find no fucking end I never get enough
~
I cannot fight that
feeling so I sit and zone by myself again
In love with creation
Taking my mind to a different location
Fill up the spots in my chest that lay vacant
It's like a drug cannot refuse to take it
Exhale all the vapor I've been holding in ...
Use it as my Medicine ...
Frequency Irrelevant
Vision going black, back to the past now
Got all of our pictures on the wall
Slowly watch us fall
this winter the end of it all
~
Unknxwn
I've been waiting everyday but you don't call
I don't think I can be saved from the snowfall
I don't feel no love inside of my heart no more
If this only the start than I dont' want to know more
All I really wanna know it where you at babe?
Got my heart trapped stuck inside a damn cage
I don't like that baby don't you damn play
This getting old, Don't hit me up anymore
bullshit again I can't take this
Fucking with me and I hate it
Can't give a fuck no not no more
In the cold I've been stuck I done got so cold
Lost all my trust I can't cope no more
Mind filled with love that I can't show
Anyone what I feel inside
Anyone get what that feel like?
I can't let no one get inside
Of what I like to call my mind
I've been waiting for the day when I fall apart
I've been steady grinding in room no I don't care
working in the silence, I can't help but feel the stare
looking right upon me
smoking palm trees in the air
I don't know where to go, where you at babe?
I can't get their quick I'm stuck up in the traffic
up a couple days making tracks now
turn up the attack think I'm gonna snap wow
thats shit hit, jump in crowds getting lit
like down another bottle of the gold bacardi quick
pop out to your party but I'm sad asf
I can't find no fucking end I never get enough

where you at babe? w/ unknxwn [prod capsctrl]

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/31zQPeXzSBzl5DxmkZdopX
AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qvXQl0WEsjI

Artist:
@lilskeleskrrt

Produced by
@afterlife66

Lyrics:
say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

i keep getting worse
i know it's not what you want
to see me cold in a hearse
but i keep
losing my fucking mind
i'm off the sedatives
lay down, head cold
now where my medicine

i don't even really want to talk about it
i feel it now
i probably shouldn't keep on deciding
that i need you around
i don't even really want to think about it
i'm breaking up
probably shouldn't keep on pretending
that you'll just stick around

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

bought me flowers
but does it really matter
i know you'll be gone in an hour
we can never have a happy after
it's drilled into my head, love disaster

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

skele - i know i'm not what you want

Produced by @horoshavibes
Additional guitars by @sainttomorrow

LYRICS
I left flowers at your grave
As if just to say
Though you may be long gone
Your memory remains
Wish that you were still here
Wish I could take your place
But I'm in need of closure
So I've decided not to stay

They say it was an accident
You can never really plan for them
So when all your friends left mass exodus
You stayed behind like my happiness

All of the trauma she endured at your hands
Was it enough to push her over the edge
Many nights I laid awake
Soaked with regret
For the love that I had left
So today I'm leaving these

I guess that bastard got 
What was coming to him 
They read your diary and saw all the things he did 
But that won’t bring you back no
There’s no solace here in that 

I wish someone had listened 
When you said you wanted to leave 
So now I’m taking the last bus out of this town 
And I’ll keep your memory with me on the breeze

Said I'd come back for you
But I never did
I turned my back on you
I'm such an idiot
But I can't be held to promises
That I made when I was just a kid

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I've Decided Not to Stay (Prod. Horosha & Saint Tomorrow)

THIS AIN'T MY FIRST RODEO
.
.
.
now if any dumb fucks wanna talk shit
go on and talk a bit, then suck my dick
cuz im straight fucked as it is no need for klonopin
thanks, depression!
im a cold heart in a bad kid
without a fuck to give
that’s how it is
fuck this earth
if you eat dirt
no need to panic
that’s just my whip

imma end myself before i hit 30
(yeah imma end my fuckin self bitch)
in too deep, my drink too dirty
i got 20 unfinished tracks on me
(imma end myself bitch)
and none of ‘em will ever get released
yo where the goths at?
no really, where the fucking goths at?
cuz they the only real ones
bring the goth back
why everybody so fake?
that’s a setback..
nobody i can relate to
fuck that

i take 
a sip
my hits
they lick
i cut
my wrist
it bleeds
a bit
my bitch
i miss
she want
a kiss
i bite
my lip
and give
her it

full force & a bottle of JDT
dysmorphia when im on MTV
haven’t ate in about three whole weeks
the fuck..
oh shit..

GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY ROOM IM PLAYING MINECRAFT
☆*:.｡.o(≧▽≦)o.｡.:*☆

now if any dumb fucks wanna talk shit
go on and talk a bit, then suck my dick
cuz im straight fucked as it is no need for klonopin
thanks, depression!
im a cold heart in a bad kid
without a fuck to give
that’s how it is
fuck this earth
if you eat dirt
no need to panic
that’s just my whip

KLONOPIN

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trash

Lyrics:
we're at a party but i never seem to get the fact that everyones an enemy theyll take what they cant give you back
im on my own im feeling low youll never know why im retracting from your touch id rather just sit here and be alone

stay away cause we'll fight then ill break down
no other way i dont care im in space now
i can float far away in my brain now
think im safe but im not its too late now

its just a body, its not me, its not me, its not me
and im not here cause, its not me, its not me, its not me
im on my own and its lonely, its lonely, its lonely
they dont believe so its lonely, its lonely, its lonely

it always happens in the middle of the night

how could this happen please not me, please not me, please not me
how could this happen its not me, its not me, its not me
im on my own and its lonely, its lonely, its lonely
they dont believe so its lonely, its lonely, its lonely

Not Me

not me

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