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If My Heart Could Talk (feat. Yung Summa)

Heart In Despair [feat. Yung Summa](prod. HXRXKILLER)

surprise song, had a bit of creativity tonight.

whats the problem go and live a life you hate
loose ties
almost threw up
saw your face
yeah theres memories that keep me far away
but reality it puts me in my place
ive been thinking bout your words
how you say
if you mean it
would you stay
give me a chance 
let me prove
i could do
everything that he could do
what could he do I couldn't do


got a feelin in my stomach
how you say
useless felt like i was in the way
got a history of feeling out of place
but you knew that
said you loved me 
never went out your way just to prove that

x2

what's the problem go and live a life you hate (prod.cobalt)

with hope that this wasn't how you’d leave us
it’s still cold. is this what the future brings us? 
without the sun the reason drowns and now you’re gone

i saw what it held but never found the light
you’re one with the clouds, there’s still no help
you were forced to give up alone in the poison arms

however far the fall was down still wasn't far enough somehow

with every tear fell a sense of peace
i still thought that this wasn't how you’d leave us
without the sun the reason drowns and now you’re gone

i saw what it held but never found the light
you’re one with the clouds, there’s still no help
you were forced to give up alone in the poison arms

how was the fall to the other side?
i wonder what the feeling is like

prod/mix/mst by me
artwork by me

‎▶ video

sodus void

lyrics:

foreign forest:
when you're next to me
feels like destiny
kill me, rest in peace
feel invincible
baby you're all I need
all the stars in the sky 
shine for you and me
where'd your man go?
girl did you leave him at home
good you better off alone
come through baby
let's get sentimental
take some photos
let you take them home
ayy, you look prettier without your clothes
strawberry skies
she got kiwi eyes
smoke 'til it's dry
buzzin like a fly
blown like a blizzard
feeling like a fucking wizard

corey slabs:
ima kiss you
I feel like pepe le pieu
ask me what im into
even when you know it's you
lets remember all these pictures
taking polaroids, girl, and shots of liquor
yeah i'm fucked up
off the drugs yeah
all these endorphins yeah
they got me fucked up woah
yeah i'm fucked up ohh
my heart so frozen it's oh so cold

foreign forest:
when you're next to me
feels like destiny
kill me, rest in peace
feel invincible
baby you're all I need
all the stars in the sky 
shine for you and me
x2

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strawberry skies ft. corey slabs (prod. jody x righter)

Lyrics:
I've got so much left to say, you wont hear this anyway
you've been gone for ninety days, no more trial till I pay
You wont pick up your damn phone, it's okay I'll stay alone
With my thoughts without my home, my heart has no place to go

I hope you stay safe
Take care while I'm laced
Don't know where my place is I'm just here for the drinks
I hope you stay safe
While you're gone always
You'll never come back so I guess I'll just hang up

I just thought if I left you a message you might learn a lesson and then learn to call back
I just wanted you always forever but now it's like never I hear from you all that

I just wanted to trust, the things we discussed
I'm riding a train, to get on a bus
A ride to the airport cause now I'm in love
But I never told you, you already run

Away, for good
You're gone, for good

Staysafe

staysafe

produced by eric godlow

featuring @wethher

thanks for listening <3

this song isn't about you, don't flatter yourself (ft Wethher) [prod. eric godlow]

Not Sorry

No auto-tune or voice correction used, poured my haert into this one, love you Minivans <3
Lyrics-
Oh, Where do I go
No direction in my heart nor in my soul 
Oh, Where do I stay
I feel like I’m not meant to fit in any place 
I never knew what I wanted to be in everybody else’s mind
I don’t know why I ever try again
Maybe if I make up a new lie again
You will let me peak inside again
Oh, Where do I go
No direction in my heart nor in my soul 
Oh, Where do I stay
I feel like I'm not meant to fit in any place
So I run away, run away from all my problems
It's okay as long as I get ahead of them
Am I ahead of them?
Do you even want to know the reason that I cry
Everynight I look inside myself I wanna die
I wanna cry again
But Inside
I don't feell like I'm alive
Maybe something's wrong inside this little soul of mine

Where Do I Go (Prod. Ghoul beats)

lemon tree (prod. bytheswitch)

Produced by dead spyro

U NEED TO BE RIGHT HERE CUS UR A PART OF US </33333333

Lyrics:

[Intro]
im calling u again, you never pick up
i guess u can't, ur putting on some makeup
im lying on the floor, can you catch a bus
u need to be right here cus ur a part of us

[Chorus]
im calling u again, you never pick up
i guess u can't, ur putting on some makeup
im lying on the floor, can you catch a bus
u need to be right here cus ur a part of us
and i cant last a single day without u
baby can't u see that i adore u
everything just starts with a touch
it's just another day, i just wanna get fucked up

[Bridge]
can we go outside, i just need a bottle for tonight
make that 20 bottles i'm alright, can u pls be by my side (x2)

[Verse]
im twisting every word u say to me
e-e-e
thats cus ur not the first one hating me
e-e-e
and honestly, 
ur the right girl for me
they don't see it, 
but we're meant to be
we're meant to be
i adore u, and i want u
ur my only one
i swear i wanna hold u
and if u ask again
why i came so late
i didn't know you
i swear i didn't know you

[Chorus]
im calling u again, you never pick up
i guess u can't, ur putting on some makeup
im lying on the floor, can you catch a bus
u need to be right here cus ur a part of us
and i cant last a single day without u
baby can't u see that i adore u
everything just starts with a touch
it's just another day, i just wanna get fucked up

[Outro]
im calling u again, you never pick up
i guess u can't, ur putting on some makeup
im lying on the floor, can you catch a bus
u need to be right here cus ur a part of us

Biteki びてき

i adore u (prod. dead spyro)

pressure ft sendflowrs

Prod - Kado
https://soundcloud.com/kadowav

Losing it 

Better Off In The Ground - Kado

lyrics:

when i hear the wind blowing thru the leaves
celestial
crystalline
the night that i met you i'd call bittersweet
what did you want 
and what did you need?

i'm reaching for the surface
i'm drowning in the starlight
like it's everything i wanted
like it's everything i wanted
i don't care what you did
i want to let you back in
like you're everything i wanted
because you're everything i wanted

and i used to think you'd save my soul
but the older i get the farther it goes
and i used to think you'd know my pain
but by the look on your face
i feel like i'm a mistake

(chorus)

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everything i wanted

Produced by @metlast

She said what's the matter? why you upset?
I said its nothing at all, its all in your head. 
I don't wanna say something I might regret.  
Just like that, she packed her bags got up and she left. 

Relationship in taters, 
Guess I didn't even matter,
Guess I'm crying over you again. 

Relationship in taters, 
Guess I didn't even matter,
Guess I'm crying over you again. 

Oh all the words that I wish I said, 
She's gone left without a kiss on my head. 
Laying on our bedroom floor, 
Crying at that picture of us that I adore. 

Sad now, 
Always sad now, 
Thinking about life how, 
I cant get where I want.

She said what's the matter? why you upset?
I said its nothing at all, its all in your head. 
I don't wanna say something I might regret.  
Just like that, she packed her bags got up and she left 

Relationship in taters, 
Guess I didn't even matter,
Guess I'm crying over you again. 

Relationship in taters, 
Guess I didn't even matter,
Guess I'm crying over you again. 

Oh all the words that I wish I said, 
She's gone left without a kiss on my head. 
Laying on our bedroom floor, 
Crying at that picture of us that I adore. 

Sad now, 
Always sad now, 
Thinking about life how, 
I cant get where I want.

what's the matter? [metlast]

silhouettes weeping (prod. wykn studio)

Your Birthday

BROKEN HUMAN BEING

single from Strange Death. Enjoy ♥️ prod. @stillvanishing


Cage me in, ok I may just never leave 
3 day binge, this is like day 70 
brain won’t quit, it inflicts pain regularly 
Drain like wrists, it’s a switch blade severing 
Baby it’s unsettling
In the dark, least the stars look heavenly 
We’re so far apart from everything 
Have you thought about that Evelyn?
Send me a text when the sex gets boring
I don’t think about my x no more 
Left on read, I press ignore 
Out my head, protect, restore. 
Yes of course 
Come to the crib impress me more 
Fuck everything I said before 
Way too deep in the red leaf Forrest 
I see signs I’m pressing forward 
There’s no time to let me mourn 


Said you feel so pretty with my hands around your throat 
Things I been forgetting still gonna dance around my skull 
Lights inside the city, let a tree fall when I go 
I could use your pity, can you sweet talk to my soul  
Stuck in deep thought, here I go 
This my default MIO

You're So Pretty

YOU'RE SO PRETTY (prod. eadith)

[verse 1]

she got a gift and a curse,
but she making it worst,
ion know how i fuck with it.

i put some bands in her purse,
tryna show her the worth,
but my shawty make me work for it.



[verse 2]

please don't call me back,
make me feel like so alone,
put a crack in my phone,
i was home on my own.
shawty break yo back,
i'm so high off the clone,
while i rock in my zone,
cos my shawty she gon ride for it.



[verse 1]

she got a gift and a curse,
but she making it worst,
ion know how i fuck with it.

i put some bands in her purse,
tryna show her the worth,
but my shawty make me work for it.



[verse 1]

she got a gift and a curse,
but she making it worst,
ion know how i fuck with it.

i put some bands in her purse,
tryna show her the worth,
but my shawty make me work for it.



[verse 2]

please don't call me back,
make me feel like so alone,
put a crack in my phone,
i was home on my own.
shawty break yo back,
i'm so high off the clone,
while i rock in my zone,
cos my shawty she gon ride for it.



[verse 2]

please don't call me back,
make me feel like so alone,
put a crack in my phone,
i was home on my own.
shawty break yo back,
i'm so high off the clone,
while i rock in my zone,
cos my shawty she gon ride for it.

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clone (prod. capsctrl)

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