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nicoteen ninyo - somethings wrong *cover* (vaegud x sketchmyname)

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Lyrics:

[hook]
I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

[verse1]
fuckin' hell
Im not well
Trusted you
And then I fell

So afraid
I'm awake
Friends' like who?
Cause ya'll so fake

I might break
Then remake
Save my heart
From all the ache

Got my blade
I might fade
3 more lines
I wish you stayed


I'm so fed, no longer full
On every lie that you pull
Strings from above I'm their fool
Mastermind drowned in the pool 


[hook]
I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

[verse2]
You hate the way I numb my pain
I've hung myself inside your brain
An ornament for severing
The insecurities I'll bring

Bestow upon me gifts in vein
I'd follow you into the rain
But now you've gone and I'm insane
And you're the reason I'm to blame

It's suffocating not knowing where you lie
Awake I'm waiting for all to be made right
It's hard to believe me when I say that I'm alright
I live every day but I don't feel like I'm alive


[hook]
I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

Health Issues (prod. Bartes)

Prod. Airavata 

Mixed/Mastered by Neon Dion & Wethher 

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Heal Your Scars (Ft. Wethher) (Prod. AIRAVATA)

at least i tried

co prod @hellahaunted

lyrics:

we all know life can be a bitch
i lost my friend that’s how it is
i lost my girl then bought a whip
i thought I’d heal i never did

i still smoke strong and cry allot
i miss my ex it’s hard to stop
i miss her touch the way she walk
i miss those early morning talks

I miss the coffee in the morning
and those bright green eyes
i gave you everything i had
well at least i tried

and i don’t ever feel myself unless you’re by my side
i gave you everything i had before you cut all ties

i was focused on the music
you were tryin not to lose it
i was tryin not to lose you
but the bass slaps and the queues rip

like damn nates really goin in
like damn nates really poppin off
like new fit like every week
match primitive with the polo socks (awe yea)

grape jays in my jansport
got mad stamps in my passport
gon drop sum you won’t ask for
i smoke big gas in my back porch

we all know life can be a bitch
i lost my friend that’s how it is
i lost my girl then bought a whip
i thought I’d heal i never did

i still smoke strong and cry allot
i miss my ex it’s hard to stop
i miss her touch the way she walk
i miss those early morning talks

I miss the coffee in the morning
and those bright green eyes
i gave you everything i had
well at least i tried

and i don’t ever feel myself unless you’re by my side
i gave you everything i had before you cut all ties

you need a song you can rock to
ill give you somethin to scream
our generation’s so fucked up
nobody knows what to think

and i been thinkin on the days when
everything was what it seems
way before i felt grown up
or even knew what that means

we all know life can be a bitch
i lost my friend that’s how it is
i lost my girl then bought a whip
i thought I’d heal i never did

i still smoke strong and cry allot
i miss my ex it’s hard to stop
i miss her touch the way she walk
i miss those early morning talks

I miss the coffee in the morning
and those bright green eyes
i gave you everything i had
well at least i tried

and i don’t ever feel myself unless you’re by my side
i gave you everything i had before you cut all ties

ALIT

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lyrics:

beat hits like 007
im sneakin in the shadows just to do it like i said it
im really really shallow and i push it till i get it
im fuckin w nobody cuz i need it to be selfish

omg i know we get it
suppressin all my ammo just to not get it detected
they put me on the case
plain clothes like a detective
im pullin from identical, the same old fuckin presence

somethin missin
i gotta keep on lookin
the same well leakin and its gettin lower in it
same old business and im never gon leave it
i know you can feel it, my whole spirit gets uplifted

i ascend until my heart stops
even then i keep on risin like the heat does
this shit funny till its not, then its "then what?"
i got energy in mind, watch me bend some

beat hits like 007
im sneakin in the shadows just to do it like i said it
im really really shallow and i push it till i get it
im fuckin w nobody cuz i need it to be selfish  

energy in mind
got my soul inside
levitating eyes 
watch me grow until im breakin out the sides
and im watchin over planet with the evil eye
all the stars up in the sky couldnt even try
careful how you fuckin w the guy, or with me or mine
i could never lie, its not in me to be hidden or comply
its you and i

beat hits like 007
im sneakin in the shadows just to do it like i said it
im really really shallow and i push it till i get it
im fuckin w nobody cuz i need it to be selfish

EVIL EYE (prod. Chxse Bank)

With the legend himself @vito2300 ! Thank you for listening <3

prod/mix/master by @farhantnvr !!!

Available on the following and more!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2ShEMgpHn13OMYfXH5uM50
iTunes: https://music.apple.com/us/album/white-flags-single/1538212935

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VITO
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Art by Anthonette Bueno

Lyrics:
How come I don’t feel that bad?
I swear to god I will never go back
Lights cameras and all that action
I’m trying hard not lose my traction
He’s got your wrist leading you out
There’s nothing I coulda told myself 
We let it go without a fight 
But what conversation could make it right?

There’s white flags in the air have mercy 
Getting close to the edge I’m hurting 
I don’t want this and I’m still learning 
It could work baby I’m determined

Stay, stay, stay if you want to stay 
Or leave me here in the pouring rain
Hate, hate, hate if you want to hate
But I’m too caught up with the city in my gaze
Might go MIA
Don’t want to hear them speak my name
And you’re all the same 
I’ll light the match, watch it go all up in flames
He’s got your wrist leading you out
I can’t save you, I can’t save myself 
We let it go without a fight
But give me a chance I could make it right

There’s white flags in the air have mercy 
Getting close to the edge I’m hurting 
I don’t want this and I’m still learning 
It could work baby I’m determined

Stream

I'm Geist x VITO - White Flags (Prod. TNVR)

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Foolish

Featured Artist: https://soundcloud.com/itsyungvan

Prod/Mix/Master: Me

Lyrics:

She called me the other night
Says crying that shes fucking up her life
Says that she doesnt know what she wanna do
I said "girl, Im here for u"

Fast forward, 2 years, now we strangers
She found another one, he be lifting weights yea
Deleted number, thats what I am
I aint even mad, but she could explain

But still, I was never mad tho
I felt like I should but I didnt really care so
I lived my life, like she didnt exist
She may hit me up but I never miss

So yea, lets go even further
One night, phone rings but there is no name, oh
I dont even know if I wanna pick it up
3am, rejected, go back to bed

She broke my soul
She had it all
Left me with none
Feelings, now she dont even hit my phone
x4

You callled me drunk last night
told me that you’re thinking about leaving him
I guess he seems alright
but I don’t really see what you see in him
Left me for some no name who peaked in higschool 
playing home games
but now you text me acting so lame always talking bout the old days
Playing on my heart strings like a, ukalale 
only want me when you’re lonely cause you never text me daily
The only thing I fear is that you’ll leave me all allone again
Do you really mean it whhen you say you want to try again?
All my friends are telling me you’re bad for me but I don’t care
what’s the point of all the memories, if you’re not here

She broke my soul
She had it all
Left me with none
Feelings, now she dont even hit my phone
x2

Spotify/iTunes

She Don't Even Hit My Phone (feat. Yung Van)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
deeply in fate
u could heal my pain
before we dont break
ill love u till the end
dear anjed
i need to say something
id fall in love again
i wish u the best

deeply in fate
u could heal my pain
before we done break
ill love u to the end
hey anjed
this is important
ill love  once again
ill be here to the end

u recalling what u said?
you was talking behind my back
i deleted everything
i cleared out all the messages
he was like a brother
i hate him for doing that
deep down it still hurts
but ill b over it
dear anjed i lost
dont know if i can get u back
now since weve matured
maybe try again
i can take us places
am i overthinking
ur in another book
while im flippin through these pages
hey anjed im sorry
i got to get this off my chest
we been together twice so we have learned from our past
its like ur a stranger
i get to know u once again
could never function right she got me short im losing breath
dear anjed this is me
giving u my heart
theres nothing to be afraid of ill keep in my arms
i havent gone to sleep
cause im thinking of u in the dark
join me in this journey i believe three times a charm

deeply in fate
u could heal my pain
before we done break
ill love u to the end
hey anjed
this is important
ill love  once again
ill be here to the end

dear anjed i want
u
like really bad
hope this isnt dumb
i hope that youll be glad
hey anjed hello
u
it got me sad
years have gone by
patience really met
here we are again..

spotify

dear anjed

mirror w/ dion dugas (acoustic)

Nosebleed

im the best you heard around, and when im dead, hear me through the ground
im in my grave, you could hear the sound
of all the souls lost up in the sound

im a dog, take me to the pound
im a ghost, in the lost and found
dont belong, in this stupid town
feeling lost, feeling like i drowned, I'm

hopping on board while we smoke on the boat
been, craving that feeling we lost in the smoke
you, say that im dying that ill be a ghost
im, more than aware cause ive been diagnosed

im depressed, im fucking dead, i hope you shoot me through the head
dont wanna wanna wake up in my bed, smoke till i forgot things you said
and now im only seeing red, i got no future left ahead
i got too scared so i just fled, im on this path now that i tread

im the best you heard around, and when im dead, hear me through the ground
im in my grave, you could hear the sound
of all the souls lost up in the sound

im a dog, take me to the pound
im a ghost, in the lost and found
dont belong, in this stupid town
feeling lost, feeling like i drowned, I'm

going to die
im, saying goodbye
steve, martin could write
my, obit tonight
my, life is a comedy
I, feel like a dramedy
I'm, explaining this homily
I'm, done with this bodily vessel

im the best you heard around, and when im dead, hear me through the ground
im in my grave, you could hear the sound
of all the souls lost up in the sound

im a dog, take me to the pound
im a ghost, in the lost and found
dont belong, in this stupid town
feeling lost, feeling like I drowned, I'm

going to die

Stevemartin

stevemartin

I don't want problems with myself, maybe I need some help,
it's not your fault, I'm unwell, it gets hot down here, it's hell.

pray to the skies, no one ever leaves here,
rather be dead, than face my worst fears,

Watch me fade, watch me drift away, 
and I don't like the pain, it's jus something I face,
I don't like the pain, it's getting hard to face,

Praying to the Skies (part 2)

Black Røses: Every Sunday
https://soundcloud.com/chxrryrxzla

shedding light on hyperpop & loveless collective w/ cherryrizla (S3:E4)

ad a verse to the blank spots!! 

studio ghibli on da pic ya fuckin herd

where'd u go

Lyrics

I might swing fist at all of this
I'm stuck, it's fuck my monument
I'm sick as shit of all of it
I wanna make you feel just how I get

When I'm stuck in the back of my mind
Where no one even looks just to see if it's fine
I feel like a book that ain't got any spine
So when I turn a page, I don't know if it's mine

Love is a drug and I'm fiending
I fucking mean it
Thought she was who I should be with
But that ain't even close to attaining
I don't like this shit, wanna be faded

The fuck is this shit?
I'm not amazing
So fucking pissed
It's fucking amazing
How I could hold all this pain
Until I find the words that can take it away

I'm not a goat, I'm not a legend
I'm nothing special, I'm not eleven
I'm just a ghost, sending a message
This where my head go when I get stressin'

I'm on a road headed to nowhere
Stay out my head, ain't nobody should go there
My body soaked with all the toxic shit
I don't get how anyone could like this

Numbers don't help, I'm stuck in hell
I don't like the shit that I felt
I'm a lost cause, blow my top off
I'm on the edge, think I'ma walk off

I made an album to let go but it ain't work out
I can still feel all the hurt now
I know that I am a mess so no need to point out
All expectations I won't mount

Tell me please, am I really helping?
By talking bout all the pain that I dealt with
I can't see, who I'm affecting
So I appreciate when I get messaged

I'm just a human going through it
I got some thoughts I don't know what to do with
Other than turning it all into music
I don't what I would do if I lose it

This ain't a song, this an attempt
To show myself that I can get a grip if I really try
Because sometimes I feel like
Life ain't worth the time

Thoughts in my mind
That I don't like
I feel like I'm
Running out of time
I can't take another night

endeavor. | Produced by killedmyself

LITERALLY MY LIFE IS
STAYING AWAKE EVERY NIGHT
SUICIDE IS ON MY MIND
LITERALLY MY LIFE IS 
CUTTING WHILE I BLEED TO DEATH
MASTURBATE THEN GO TO BED
LITERALLY MY LIFE IS
LITERALLY MY LIFE IS
OOOWEEE
WHY DO I EVEN TRY?
I JUST WANNA DIE
OOOWEEE
IM ABOUT TO CRY
IM TRAPPED INSIDE MY MIND

LITERALLY MY LIFE IS
A BURDON ON EVERYONE
I JUST STOLE A FUCKING GUN!
LITERALLY MY LIFE IS
LITERALLY MY LIFE IS
DRESSING IN BLACK EVERY DAY
I DONT GOT MUCH ELSE TO SAY 
LITERALLY MY LIFE IS 
OOOWEEE
YOU FUCKING KIDDIN ME?
IM ON THE TV
OOOWEEE
SEARCH PARTY
YOULL NEVER FIND ME!

LITERALLY, MY LIFE!

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