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80 proof inside my veins yeah
always drinking cause I miss you 
how am I ever gonna see you 
Only see you in my dreams 
Love broken right at the seam 

I’ll Reach for you 

it’s never the right time 
I always feel so blind 

always run away 
cause I don’t know what to do 
facing down my fears 
Of living my life without you 

don’t think I’ll be okay 
I only wanna be with you 
I swear I’ll find a way 
I’ll light the flame for our breakthrough 
distance keeps coming between us 
so distant 
but we’ll fight for our love 

Seasons change 
and our love went cold 
sing to you like i'm post malone 
never wanted you to be alone 
FaceTime every single call 

Wake up in the middle of the night and you’re not there 
Wish I can hold you through the dark when you get scared 
Alcohol is on my mind 
drink and drive to you tonight

prod. @hellahaunted / @jolst

miss u. (prod. Caves x Jolst)

mixed by @foreignhype
mastered by @GRIMYBOI
artwork by https://instagram.com/nikko_xx?igshid=15xfx5lycuvad

AVAILABLE EVERYWHERE: https://songwhip.com/emoflytrap/letsnevergetolder-3

✨💓letsnevergetolder...💓✨ feat. YungJZAisDead (prod. northeast lights x recyclexbin)

pot boy summer 
with Ashleigh Hartley
Check out our band as well on Spotify And Apple Music : Star Theory

Lyrics:
Said you don’t wanna see me
So i’m walking home alone
I’ll skip through the park
Get mud on my shoes
Just like I’m young
I shouldn’t have to feel this
And I shouldn’t have to try
To make you something 
I thought I really needed tonight
Don’t you ever want 
To feel something that you haven’t got
This sunset fairytale love
Don’t seem like it ever was
This sunset fairytale love
Don’t seem like it ever was
Said you don’t wanna see me
So i’m walking home alone
I’ll skip through the park
Get mud on my shoes
Just like I’m young
I shouldn’t have to feel this
And I shouldn’t have to try
To make you something 
I thought I really needed tonight
You wanna drive on the highway
Because anything is better than hanging at my place
I’m scratching the surface of
Redirecting thoughts
But you say you’ve been here before 
Don’t you ever want 
To feel something that you haven’t got
This sunset fairytale love
Don’t seem like it ever was
This sunset fairytale love
Don’t seem like it ever was
Said you don’t wanna see me
So i’m walking home alone
I’ll skip through the park
Get mud on my shoes
Just like I’m young
I shouldn’t have to feel this
And I shouldn’t have to try
To make you something 
I thought I really needed tonight
Don’t you ever want 
To feel something that you haven’t got
This sunset fairytale love
Don’t seem like it ever was

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pot boy summer w/ ashleigh hartley (prod. by Toon)

original song is if I die young by the band perry. When I was a child, I was rlly depressed. Grew up in a broken home. this song most definitely helped me thru those times when I was so young. I owe them. enjoy.

if i die young

this times gonna b different
maybe i pushed it too far 
something about what i said over dinner
maybe i pushed her too far

cuz somethings gotta change baby
something's gotta give
i've been focused on my name lately
you been on some shit
when i start to see it comin 
i start changin what i give 
w some major distance
ion wanna wait till u end it

so when you decide to leave
can we do it at ur place? 
or maybe facetime me
i'm not sure if i can see ur face 
so is text prolly better?
something i can just erase 
no dealing with ur pity tears 
just me w my pain

all i wants the white  picket fence
n some kids that i can spoil w some  time alone
all u wants that white sugared scent 
n the clout of bein known at the clubs that u roam


this is is 4th time we've been here
yellin over the same ole shit
u can't seem to control ur behavior
like a brat havin a coked out fit

cuz somethings gotta change baby
something's gotta give
i've been focused on my name lately
you been on some shit
when i start to see it comin 
i start changin what i give 
w some major distance
ion wanna wait till u end it

so when you decide to leave
can we do it at ur place? 
or maybe facetime me
i'm not sure if i can see ur face 
so is text prolly better?
something i can just erase 
no dealing with ur pity tears 
just me w my pain

all i wants the white  picket fence
n some kids that i can spoil w some  time alone
all u wants that white sugared scent 
n the clout of bein known at the clubs that u roam

decide 2 leave (prod. yungspoiler)

@northshoremusic 
@soulfadexo
@strivemusicau

Different Paths w/ soulfade, The North Shore & strivesad.

the warmth of your sheets

ft https://soundcloud.com/hoeplessboy 
prod https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCV8-64sUPJNAWOvfDrak4SQ
cover art https://www.instagram.com/iamyxngaj/

8 missed calls w/hoepless (prod. aspect)

Featuring @sendflowrs
Produced by @hellahaunted & @sainttomorrow
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Logo by Dead & Detached

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


and ive been smoking too much like every day
since fifteen think it's rotting my brain

i got my windows closed but i still hear the rain

i don't like myself anymore

think i've changed

and while you sit there drunk on the side of the pave

do you ever think about those times in the cage

with your friends in the sun oh those times they have changed

now i'm sitting on my own thinking of life on a stage


thinkin of life on a stage

these days i'm alone 

take 3 blunts to the face

spend my days blazed just thinking of life in the states

shoutout jj
i'm tryna record everyday


i think i'm going straight to hell for those two years

if you didnt know im sad you must be new here

cliche dyed hair
i'm a loser

forever screaming on my own at a computer


i'm a loser and I know it
got it tatted on my sleeve just to show how much i own it
stay glued to my computer
writing sad songs and playing first-person shooters


watch me self-destruct

catch me yelling "nerf this"
while i'm rolling up another blunt


i used to do this for fun

now i do this on account of all of my bad luck

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled

i don't even know what i'm fighting for



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Loser w/ sendflowrs (Prod. caves & Saint Tomorrow)

https://soundcloud.com/rainingonroses

lyrics:
so what i didn’t show up last night 
was so drunk i threw up and got in a fight 
you left and sure i guess that bites 
but i’m young and i know ima be alright 

so what i didn’t show up last night 
was so drunk i threw up and got in a fight 
you left and sure i guess that bites 
but i’m young and i know ima be alright

loves complicated 
i know you’ve waited for too long 
i wanna say it 
just don’t wanna come on to strong 

it’s like everytime you come around 
you find a way to break new ground 
i sing my pain out so loud 
now all these walls are coming down 

coming down 

so what i didn’t show up last night 
was so drunk i threw up and got in a fight 
you left and sure i guess that bites 
but i’m young and i know ima be alright 

so what i didn’t show up last night 
was so drunk i threw up and got in a fight 
you left and sure i guess that bites 
but i’m young and i know ima be alright

i know that im gonna be alright 
cause i’m so done with all the stupid fights 
i dont always do what’s right 
i feel like shit so i get high 

all the bullshit was killing me 
when your love was all that i really need 
i don’t know how you couldn’t see 
me and you was meant to be 

so what i didn’t show up last night 
was so drunk i threw up and got in a fight 
you left and sure i guess that bites 
but i’m young and i know ima be alright 

so what i didn’t show up last night 
was so drunk i threw up and got in a fight 
you left and sure i guess that bites 
but i’m young and i know ima be alright

So What!

RainingOnRoses - So What!

prod. by: https://soundcloud.com/recyclexbin

lyrics:
daylight shining through the windows
i sigh under the night sky
when i'm below
our time
where did all of it go?
and i sigh 
under any sky that i'm below
that i'm below

below (recyclebin)

Remaster of the original on my Angelboy album. Felt like this one didn't get enough attention! Decided to play around with it n reupload <3

See me, double groupie on me.
3 Piece, (I) come through TVs, 3D.
and I don't think that they gon ever feel me..
Romeo, fuck the world, ima give them another 3 PIECE

*romeo*

ORBITS ft. romeo (three piece re-mix)

Prod. @sorrow_bringer
😔🖤

Lyrics:
I fuck up everything in my life
Staring down at that knife
It made me wanna think twice
Made me wanna get blind 

Bad bitch in my eyes
Said she love me yeah right
Said she love me through lies
Blade all on me, cant cry

Blood on me
I cant see, i been bleeding
Yeah
I cant sleep, every night lose my feelings
Yeah
I dont know who i really am
I dont know if i really can


I try anyway
Down a dark path everyday

Fuck what they say
Everybody got smthn to say
Everybody got smthn that they crave
Everybody think they know the pain
I dont think ill ever be the same

I wont ever be enough no
U used to be the only one whoa
I feel it all getting numb slow
Everything i fuck it up
I always fuck it up oh

I fuck up everything in my life
Staring down at that knife
It made me wanna think twice
Made me wanna get blind 

Bad bitch in my eyes
Said she love me yeah right
Said she love me through lies
Blade all on me, cant cry

BLADE ALL ON ME CAN'T CRY (Prod. Sorrowbringer)

Running Round [poloboy 81]

Produced by IceTea

Lyrics

Baby I don't wanna feel at all
I don't like the pain inside my body anymore
But without it I wouldn't be here, not at all
So drown me in gas and then watch me engulf

Light it up, light it up, light it up now
Not enough, I don't really give a fuck now
Heart crushed, I'm stuck, I'm so low now
When I die, I know I'ma go down

*auditory agony*

Down bad, yeah that's how I am
But I been in my bag, I don't plan on getting out
I don't understand what this life is all about
20 years no love, I don't think I need it now

So back the fuck up, you can't save me
Fill the cup up, it's gone make me
Act the fuck up, I'm not crazy
"Ken I fucking hate you", we the same because I hate me too

Look at what you made me do
If somebody care then I don't know who
Know it isn't fair what you put me through
I'm too busy in despair, s t f u

*auditory agony*

Baby I don't wanna feel at all
I don't like the pain inside my body anymore
But without it I wouldn't be here, not at all
So drown me in gas and then watch me engulf

Light it up, light it up, light it up now
Not enough, I don't really give a fuck now
Heart crushed, I'm stuck, I'm so low now
When I die, I know I'ma go down

Down bad, yeah that's how I am
But I been in my bag, I don't plan on getting out
I don't understand what this life is all about
20 years no love, I don't think I need it now

So back the fuck up, you can't save me
Fill the cup up, it's gone make me
Act the fuck up, I'm not crazy
"Ken I fucking hate you", we the same because I hate me too

KIFHY!

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shinigami x 93feetofsmoke - sick of everything

prod. mix, + master @prodvincent art by @prodvincent

@ashbybby @ashbybby @ashbybby

really bitch? 
like are u serious?
hard to self reflect, 
idk where the mirror is.
diamond plated armor when im in the villages
living out this death sentence, period!
life is pointless, and the pain is really limitless
wipe 3x
nose on my handkerchief 
sinking lower than the oxy of an anchored ship

life is pointless

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life is pointless ft. ashby

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