I Dont Know - Erika

mandy files

mandy - so

kill myself watch the leaves fall down
earth keep on spinning every fucking year round
but it always feels the same so why should i be around
i been making music in the fucking meanwhile
i dont wanna disappoint my mom, but i know i will
i can never think straight fill me up with pills
when i go outside i just pray i get killed
every fucking day its really kill or be killed
i cant even eat but i got my first mill
how i get my first mill when i cant get a meal
scratching at my flesh asking god if im real
i dont even know if god is real
i dont even know if god exists
i dont even know why i do this shit
i dont even know why i suck so bad
making music every year but im still so ass
i dont even know why i stay on earth
every year of my life makes things much worse

sorry mom im a faggot

i wrote this poem about you listen you dont have a choice

A Man Without Love - Engelbert Humperdinck.

met her at a party at the end of the day
and i wrote this song cus im not feeling okay
and i hate bipolar girls jus please go away
you lied on my shoulder i can feel you decay
i wanted you right by my side but you didnt stay 
all them emotions just spewed in my face
and i hate bipolar girls jus please go away
you lied on my shoulder i can feel you decay

[JACKTHERIPPER] - (Prod. by KARLMANN)

[𝖂𝖎𝖈𝕶𝖎𝖉𝕵𝖆𝖒𝖎]