I dont have anything to hold on to anymore but i dont know why i still think about certain misbelieves i just dont think i can handle this anymore i dont know what im talking about but thx bc i wouldve torn myself to pieces if it werent for ur music

Im havi vng an allergic reaction but im so choked up on this song IDK which is which?!?!??!!

does anybody else hear the groan sample start here

stream!!!

gloves

ft. @v3n0m-xd, @naexi, @minervaamusic, @1juni2, @ivuo2, @river112

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da reprod : https://on.soundcloud.com/Sw9bp (fixed the link sry guys)

fromtheheart - losin' it (user-177606669 cover)

wild onez

Written September 2021
Stream on Spotify, Apple Music & All Platforms: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/elxnce/late-night-recovery
Stems: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1R2jbljMBDrwpVmBw78ks7pejCwg-0I2Y?usp=sharing
Download via Bandcamp: https://elxnce.bandcamp.com/track/late-night-recovery

lyrics:
I realized who I'm talking to
it's not me or you
you don't care about me as much as I care about you

It's the pain in my stomach it's the way you kinda love it 
when I hate you
it's the flickering lights it's the chills down my spine
I can't live without you
and I can't do this anymore and all my guards are on the floor
I think I'm losing my mind but that's still better than waking up

Stream

Late Night Recovery

Avaliable on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5f8wXeQdrJBWStxqVC26KD?si=adcccc72fb194708

me on the guitar


[Verse 1]
You'll say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

youll draw art for him and he'll like it
and i'll take the hint while im crying
i guess its a sin this shit im typing
though im feeling pissed i should 
keep these feelings to myself

[Bridge]
wasnt smart
for me to invest my health
into someone
i dont really want

[Chorus]
am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

[Verse 2]
ull say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

[Beat change]
You give me the
backhand of your love
you take me for granted
theres no trust
feeling all my senses
go to shit
now im lost, nothings there
I'm stuck with this

[Chorus]
am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

[End]
ull say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

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Petty

NOTES: very long personal song about schizophrenia and transgenderism

produced by me
with samples from holidaykiss, synthesized through openai jukebox
written by me
mixed/mastered by me

lyrics:
i saw the eyes of god in the moon
they looked at me and right past you
so you didn't catch his eye
and you still claim that it wasn't real
i saw the blood of god in the dunes
the craters give off platinum fumes
from a wound so deep i'd die
and you still claim that it wasn't real

its all plastic
you dont seem to care
this isnt lasting
it breaks, it bends, it tears

(very large instrumental buildup)

I TRIED TO UPHOLD THE TRADITION I SWEAR
YOU THINK YOU HAVE IT HARD? THIS IS MY LOAD TO BEAR
THERES NOTHING FOR TRAITORS
THERES NOTHING FOR ME
ASHAMED OF THE PARASITIC STRANDS I MUST WEAR
THEYRE TAKEN TO BLADE BUT THEY JUST DONT SEEM TO CARE
THERES NOTHING FOR TRAITORS
THERES NOTHING FOR ME

there is nothing

s/o to @ivuo2 for adding extra vox

i guess thats the peak of odry larsen as a solo project 
i wont drop songs on platforms anymore i guess so and im probably just go drop stuff on my soundcloud page that i have on my hdd when i feel so
i feel like i've took that page too serious
need to take my time and decide in what direction im going 
dont get surprised if i post some random expiremental shit here tho

out on platforms this sunday

lights out

Written & Produced by Jane Remover
Mixed by Kayla Reagan
Mastered by Hector Vega

Royal Blue Walls

cinnamon breath

I moved a way and slept with a rotten taste
He lied when he said I was worth it, all
I'm afraid
I only changed myself because you're nodding to the original
And if I saw what he sees, No lover of mine cuts deep into a clean face
Now he's just like me, delusional

I said I'm not in love, I said I'm not in love, I said I'm not in love
Please don't hurt me, please don't hurt me, please don't hurt me
Do you feel young again when you're on top of me?
I can't be taken if I give it away

I chop myself up, and shut myself out, until my body shuts itself down

I pour the boiling water on my hand
I still feel enough to touch myself
And even then, I don't feel like doing it anymore
I shoved enough food in my mouth
And I can mutter out the words, "I don't think I can do it anymore"

Contingency Song

Jane Remover

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