Lyrics:

I'll get through this. 
i knew from the first place that you're not meant for me?
Is it my fault that you can't stand the things i do?
When all i do is think of you

I pushed everything away that's blocking our way home
I pulled you, saved you, and put you back together from pieces

Drowning myself into the deep ocean of memories
Will I get through all these lonely nights?
Because i don't know how to say goodbye to somebody i could never say hello to

A perfect ending is what we needed
Where's my goodbye?
A perfect ending is what we needed
Where's my goodbye?
A perfect ending is what we needed
Here's yours, where's mine? 

Drowning myself into the deep ocean of memories
Will i get through all these lonely nights?
Because i don't know how to say goodbye to somebody i could never say hello to

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Ocean

demo 2019/2020

it took me two near death experiences
wasn't exactly suicidal, but they were pretty serious

they say that i'm an Aquarius,
"that's why you're quite delirious".
charged with a misdemeanour,
sung the song of a bad dreamer.

gilbey's, burned trees
blurry visions at the very least
you say, i'm very
self-aware and a narcissist 

oh i'm bad at keeping friends
but so are you, so are you
 
it took me two near death experiences
still glad it didn’t go viral and now seem hilarious

they say that i’m an Aquarius
thought i was quite mysterious 
am not much of a believer,
sing the song of a bad dreamer

whiskey, burned trees
blurry visions at the very least
they say, i'm very
self-aware and a narcissist

oh i'm bad at keeping friends
but so are you, so are you

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a cover of adelaide sky by adhitia sofyan, enjoi :}

adelaide sky (originally by adhitia sofyan)

It's a song about how the sun seems to rise faster every time you're surrounded with the people you love and how it feels to be slightly detached from reality.

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Lyrics.

Betrayed by The Sun

I see you cut your hair again.
Have you told anybody about it.
Do you think it's safe now.
Is it safe for me to say that i’m out of the loop, 
I'm out of touch, i'm out of things to say. 
I'll let you walk away. 

We talk so quietly. 
The way that you walk, so mysteriously. 
Let’s get our hearts beat faster tonight.  

We'll stay here if you want to. 
Never ever look back dear.
I’ll think of ways to get to you.
Just to get you back here, back here.

It’s too late to say goodbye.
Never ever look back dear.
And when the sun is coming up,
I’ll close my eyes and dream of you.

We were betrayed by the sun.
And I love the way how you pronounce rewind. 
And how the look on your face is a constant reminder that i'm actually dreaming. 

Remember when you told me that you love the smell of my car.
And it’s harder when I fear,
I’d paint your skies grey.

We talk so quietly. 
The way that you walk, so mysteriously. 
Let’s get our hearts beat faster oh tonight.  

We'll stay here if you want to. 
Never ever look back dear.
I’ll think of ways to get to you.
Just to get you back here, back here.

It’s too late to say goodbye.
Never ever look back dear.
And when the sun is coming up,
I’ll close my eyes and dream of you.



Betrayed By The Sun

Njoi.

Vocals & Instruments: Janitra Satriani
Drums: MIDI Instrument
Video: Janitra Satriani
Mixing & Mastering: Janitra Satriani

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UGH! (An Acoustic Cover of The 1975)

"Dream Cinema" (Original Track)

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Lyrics:

Why’d you only kiss me,
in places where nobody can see?
Wholeheartedly,
In this pillows sea.

So we’re back again
In these white sheets we pretend,
Oh, subconsciously.
Set me free.

She’s a scripted disaster
No lines, no in betweens
Fabricated, fake blood—it’s a goddamn travesty 

Well we’re nothing but ghosts to her
She said, “whatever pleases the audience”
Oh what a shame, what a shame, love
All she wants is just a game of
“Who’s the fairest of them all”
Well she’s.. too in love with alcohol

Sorry maybe I’m out of line,
But still, what a shame, what a shame love

Because you’re a dream, oh dream cinema
A clever scheme of a smooth criminal
Everybody cheers for the despicable
Because you’re a dream, oh dream cinema

“Stop and breathe normally, love. Not out of those leaves"
The needle points at 3 and you're not with me

No strings attached, all the scenes gone
Polar, chemicals overflow
Oh what a shame, what a shame, love
When we rarely interact, love

Fabricated lines, make believe
He stood there in disbelief, saying
“What a shame, what a shame love
Living a lie when the lights off

Because you’re a dream, oh dream cinema
A clever scheme of a smooth criminal
Everybody cheers for the despicable
Because you’re a dream, oh dream cinema

“Stop and breathe normally, love. Not out of those leaves"
The needle points at 3 and you're not with me

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Song by Janitra Satriani
Additional Bass by Najmi Ismail
Mixed and Mastered by Janitra Satriani

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Dream Cinema - Single

Dream Cinema

lyrics:

we go in lonely dreams
so we’re oceans away
where everything feels okay
guess we can call this a holiday
we go in lonely dreams
so we’re oceans away

I can see the sadness in her eyes
seen it--the same as my mother’s, they’re cold as december
we talk in stares--brief as it may seem
but i hear them, her silent screams
overjoyed because of no reason
you’re inconsistent love like the season
here in jakarta where we don’t see each other
invisible— you don’t need to bother

we go in lonely dreams
so we’re oceans away
where everything feels okay
guess we can call this a holiday
feelings are too honest to be said out loud
we go in lonely dreams
so we’re oceans away

maybe I don’t want to say it
or even having to admit it 
we were both raised by single moms
but lucky you, you have your dearly older brother
to ask for advice and guidance too,
i am the son of two guns in love
brainless hearts, with a heartless son

we go in lonely dreams
so we’re oceans away
where everything feels okay
guess we can call this a holiday
feelings are too honest to be said out loud
we go in lonely dreams
so we’re oceans away

scared to be alone,
someday this will be gone, darling
you’ll learn to love again

"maybe I don’t wanna be in this no more",
maybe someday you will see for sure
for sure, for sure
you’ll learn to love again

we go in lonely dreams
so we’re oceans away
where everything feels okay
guess we can call this a holiday
feelings are too honest to be said out loud
we go in lonely dreams
so we’re oceans away

Daughters

lyrics:

dancing along to a phone in a mug, blue
four walls--muted telly, dreams of de ja vu
in this lonely hotel room
violet, local wine perfume

I know you're thinking about it again
“if she were here, I'd destroy her"
well you guys ended up just friends, no?
more violet, might back to how things were

dancing along to a phone in a mug, blue
four walls--muted telly, dreams of de ja vu
in this lonely hotel room
violet, local wine perfume

“stop hoping on the stars
because they are not aligned”

roses are red, violets are blue 
the night's dead and so are you
lovers burn red but violet too
you cried in bed and It's 5 past 2 

dancing along to a phone in a mug, blue
four walls--muted telly, dreams of de ja vu
in this lonely hotel room
violet, local wine perfume
oh, violet

dead end dreams
your silent screams
can hardly walk in a straight line, dear
it’s 3 am and we’re going blind
violet, oh violet

dancing along to a phone in a mug, blue
four walls--muted telly, dreams of de ja vu
in this lonely hotel room
violet, local wine perfume

Violet

happy birthday to me, so.. here's something--enjoy x

Me by Janitra Satriani

i can see it in your eyes,
“you just wanna go don’t you, no?”
now i just sound so pathetic
is it me or are you just not that empathetic? 
“well i just make things even worse didn’t i?”
well i have a history of,
running from all good things in life

#pre-chorus
it’s the way that i talk,
or my critique on the things that you love
it’s may be the way i walk,
or we should just never talk, babe

#chorus
everybody that i love
they left me babe
and I watched
as they go
they let me go
or did i let them go
I don’t know

some days i question my own mental health
they say “boy oh just breathe
take a hit of the spliff.
or take a walk to the park 
or the beach”
*sigh*
“well i just make things even worse didn’t i?”
well i have a history of,
running from all good things in life

#pre-chorus
it’s the way that i talk,
or my critique on the things that you love
it’s may be the way i walk,
or this shit just will never work babe

#chorus
everybody that i love
they left me babe
and I watched
as they go
oh they let me go
or did i let them go
I don’t know

waste (originally by brockhampton)

Hi! I'm back with another cover of one of my fav songs of all time.
Made a full band version of it and put a little of my own twist in it.
Recorded all the instruments by myself in my bedroom, except for drums, they're samples.

I hope you guys enjoy it as much as i do playing music. 
Have a good day. :)

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