'jazz' 2 +@whyhaze

fuck it this was the original cover art i always wanted i'll switch it if artist finds it n dms me

stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/redhorse1/exhausting-feat-whyhaze

social: https://www.instagram.com/redhxrse/

was sick when i made dis, voice was nicer n deeper n sexier ngl
also didn't have a mic stand
had to hold dat shit w my bare hands fr

s/o villagers @juneedog @1spoder @oroahh n goblin @spaade 4 sayin hey in the trumpet solo

v:
restrained emotion 
but i slowly let it out
my life is a travesty 
they just wanna keep me down
get someone to murder me 
cant bear to do it myself
i'm longing for ur touch
longing for the thought of us (redhorse pro producer tag omg)
let my mind bleed all over these walls
crying in the cubicle for way too damn long
the evil grows n it's so pervasive
can’t justify it this time maybe i'm rly goin crazy

c:
a-a-all these bitches
all these hoes
so exhausting
keeping low
never once have i ever thought of killing myself
b-but damn does it sound better than a life in this hell
all these bitches
all these hoes
so exhausting
keeping low
never once have i ever thought of killing myself
but DAMN does it sound better than a life in this hell

 waiiiiiiiiiiiii hayyyyyyyyyze (s/o 00)

@whyhaze verse:
all these bitches all these hoes
hit my phone, but i don't respond 
cuz i still think you're the one
tell me if i'm right or i'm wrong
if i'm mistaken 
then who am i talking abt in these songs
c'mon baby just grab my hand
lets escape together to another land
the only one in my mind is you, and you deserve that
baby, you make me feel cool
you lift all my curses!

c:
all these bitches
all these hoes
so exhausting
keeping low
never once have i ever thought of killing myself
b-but damn does it sound better than a life in this hell
all these bitches
all these hoes
so exhausting
keeping low
never once have i ever thought of killing myself
but DAMN does it sound better than a life in this hell!!!

quick tritone substitution-ish turnaround, then an absolutely exquisite midi muted trumpet solo

@whyhaze returns in the outro

exhausting

stream the mf song

half the people that i know don't even know me

prod me and @assperrr
this is only the start..

inspos for song:
brakence - nervosa2
rouri404, vaeo - driving with my eyes closed

[lyrics]
*hook*
there isn't time for this why do you wanna stop
wake up like everyday just so you feel more lost
we've gained a lot from this but was it worth the cost
don't leave it now in the end it is all you've got

*bridge*
like what's the bigger picture shit i'm folding
half the people that i know
don't even know me
the issue is inside but i am this close
from exploding
but i am not that worried
cuz i jus know where i'm going

*verse 2*
i'm going
i can't ever just decide shit
it's all good
i'm just taking all my time with
the silence
i'm fighting myself the violence
can never be defeated
I hide and think where the time went?

honestly i don't know why i keep on saying
that i needa slow down
mind is very scattered
issues pile up my flow now
i'm so fucking sick there's not a point to get out
all i've got is this take off my
headphones and there's no sound

where do i go now?
i just wanna get out
cause honestly i'm wasting my time
when will i find out?
the bigger picture i wanna drive towards the top
it feels like i am at the bottom
but wait for my next drop

*hook*
there isn't time for this why do you wanna stop
wake up like everyday just so you feel more lost
we've gained a lot from this but was it worth the cost
don't leave it now in the end it is all you've got

*bridge*
like what's the bigger picture shit i'm folding
half the people that i know
don't even know me
the issue is inside but i am this close
from exploding
but i am not that worried
cuz i jus know where i'm going

3/18/2022

spotfiy !

all you've got (jauntsen x asperr)

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/3Nescp4k1WRHAmmhfu7PmY?si=bea23cbf50284441

mixed and mastered by kurtis
s/o @indi_tky + @faygoprince
(prod. slicky)
222

Lryics:
I aint been loved in a minute 
I miss your touch but I hate you now
Feel too fucked up but I love it
I dont wanna stay so now im runnin

But you wont bat an eye
I know I made you cry
Im in this pain tonight
And now im so fucking high

I been writing feelings down in a book
I burning pages that I ripped
Im takin pills off the hook
(yeah-ah-ah)

Stuck in this mindset
Digest everything my mind gets
I been watching how you move
You pick him know that im best

Tight chest disect
Everything you said back
Girl I know youre fucking lying 
I can hear it in your dialect

Girl whatchu said to me
Youre talking blasphemy
Im watching centipedes 
Crawl over everything
(yeah-yuh)

shh

Girl I can hear in how you talk
I wish that I was him 
(awww)

fuck

I still remember whatchu said

Cause you were everything I wanted without love
Im so sick and tired girl I know I was never enough
Im slowly drowning put a 40 in my cup
Mixin vodka with my sprite im still drunk when I wake up

But you wont bat an eye
I know I made you cry
Im in this pain tonight
And now im so fucking high

I been writing feelings down in a book
I burning pages that I ripped
Im takin pills off the hook
(yeah-ah-ah)
2x

centipedes

prod. @simonpopdiva
mastered by @weial

lyrics:
@weial
i fuck it up again & again
it's like they're my only friends 
i'm talkin bout all these drugs
i take em straight to the head
ik u lie lie lie
but u say u regret
i hope u die die die
cuz of all that u said
ur keeping me up at night
don't think i've slept in days
i'm mixing codiene with sprite
look at the mess u made
left me onmyown again
i think im saying too much
but bitch idgaf
i'm running straight from ur "love"

@fvtl
please just save me from this wreckage
i just hope you get the message
i just don't know how to say this
passing notes I hope you take this
count the days in my head
days in my head
never felt like this before
count the days in my head
days in my head
never felt like this before

@aftrrs
im not saying that i hate u but i hate the way i love u
fucked up everything in my life all my happiness came from u
i know we cant go back but in my mind i still think of u
my mind is going off track u really hit me with that 1 2
we dont talk anymore but text me and i’ll reply right back
im crawling on the floor taking pills to stay on track
and shoutout to my bruddas they the reason i pick up my slack
maybe one day me and u can talk again forget about the past

@oviyan
all the things you say hurt me so so bad
i'm just one bad day from calling it wraps
but you're the only person i really have
so what the fuck am i supposed to do when you don't answer my snaps
it really feels like you don't even care
the times you say you love me, they're so rare
yea i'm speaking from my heart, and i'm talking with pain
yea i fucked things up, just another day

@weial
i fuck it up again & again
it's like they're my only friends 
i'm talkin bout all these drugs
i take em straight to the head
ik u lie lie lie
but u say u regret
i hope u die die die
cuz of all that u said
ur keeping me up at night
don't think i've slept in days
i'm mixing codiene with sprite
look at the mess u made
left me onmyown again
i think im saying too much
but bitch idgaf
i'm running straight from ur "love"

spotify

@hovis
produced by me and @9aevi

(vil)
it all started with a fall
when i heard that snap
i immediately turn my back to you, and there
you were
lying face down
i could see a faint frown forming, oh my god
tell me that i’m dreaming
i can’t fold seams in
and it got me feeling nauseous, i’m relaying all my options
(don't know what to do)

(hovis)
i knew that everything we did was gonna fall through
you think you're different then you're making a fool
cause everything i fucking did was for you
but you don't care at all and it's true
i tried to tell you how these things were gon be
but i think maybe it was all in a dream
you tried to tell me that these things were ok
but it's all falling down right at the seams

(vil)
and i’d rather break my bones with you
maybe play with sticks and stones then too
until the night ends (x2)
just grant my wish 
and my word is yours
i’m not asking you to try, but if you want to
lets find time to be together
and let our bodies take a blow-

and you might tell me this or that
no feeling, stab me in my back
blood leaking, body on the mat
i scream and cry for peace
and my brain is so exhausted, really think i lost it

(hovis)
you did it all again
i wanna send it end
you really fucking up the mood and fucking up the plans
i wanna see your fuckin words fizzle out in sand
and i just wanna get you outta here don't play a hand
nah

sticks & stones w/ hovis

first drop in a while, and it's something pretty different! hope you've all been well :)

produced, mixed, and mastered by me
vocals by me and @lessthanfriends (literally the goat)

picture taken by my brother @raanchu

lyrics:

me:
I'm sorry
for all that I've done
I know it means nothing
now that you're gone
if there was a way bring you back
I'd do it in a heartbeat
if it costs me my life
you'd be fine without me

I wish I could go back in time
to undo what I've done, start at square one
you stepped on the butterfly
I look at you stunned, and start to run
I see your reflection but I'm in a house of mirrors
thought that I caught you but you always disappear
I cant stop thinking, my thoughts drowning in the fear
of all the nights where I'll cry 'til I'm out of tears
life just flies right by us
why do they get taken from us
try so hard to keep them with us
savor the time you have
life just flies right by us
why do they get taken from us
try so hard to keep them with us
savor the time you have

@lessthanfriends:
tell him you love him and tell him you care
even though, even though you'll never be there
you're breaking his heart and it hurts so bad
I know 'cause I experienced it all firsthand
and all the time we spent
it all comes to an end, so
tell him you love him and tell him you care
even though, even though you'll never be there
you're breaking his heart and it hurts so bad
I know 'cause I experienced it all firsthand
and all the time we spent
it all comes to an end, so

me:
life just flies right by us
why do they get taken from us
try so hard to keep them with us
savor the time you have
life just flies right by us
why do they get taken from us
try so hard to keep them with us
savor the time you have

buy on bandcamp :)

butterfly [ft. lessthanfriends]

pretty different! had fun making this, was super tired tho and it kinda sounds like it lol

everything by me

lyrics:
I'm going down with the ship
under the water where by body belongs
I see myself in you
watching my skin turn blue

cry me an ocean of tears and I'll drown in it
losing myself to the fear and I'll go down with it
looking out over the pier what a beautiful place

never thought that I'd end up here
seems my heart likes keeping me scared
i can't help but think about it
the way we left things was so fucked, no way around it
I just need a reason
I can't be there for you
waking me up with birds and stars
winter's so cold but it warms my heart, my heart
never thought that I'd end up here
seems my heart likes keeping me scared
i can't help but think about it
the way we left things was so fucked, no way around it
I just need a reason
I can't be there for you
waking me up with birds and stars
winter's so cold but warms my heart, my heart

if everything stopped now
while falling from the benjamin I'd
hold time in my hands, but like sand,
it'll slip right through my fingers again

oh lord take my soul
as I touch the delaware
save me, please save me

never thought that I'd end up here
seems my heart likes keeping me scared
i can't help but think about
the way we left things was so fucked, no way around it
I just need a reason
I can't be there for you
waking me up with birds and stars
winter's so cold but it warms my heart, my heart
never thought that I'd end up here
seems my heart likes keeping me scared
i cant help but think about it
the way we left things was so fucked, no way around it
I just need a reason
I can't be there for you
waking me up with birds and stars
winter's so cold but it warms my heart, my heart

oh lord take my soul
as I touch the delaware
save me

delaware

pronounced sha-ma 
everything by me 
ig @szamaaaaa
happy anniversary mom n dad 

*me talking to my dog*

if i cut my hands off you’d still expect me to play 
i wish for just one fucking second you’d get off my case
but i don’t have the strength to tell you off 
and i don’t have the heart to give it up :(
but i don’t have the stats to show it off
i’ll take my fucking head and blow it off

i don’t know
why i’m still here
the sounds too loud 
it hurts my ears 
i’m a payload brimming with toxins and anger 
man down enemy spotted in danger
aim up hitting the target like a ranger 
halo sit on my head so disgraceful 

way too demanding 
i can’t fucking stand it!
take one pass out then everybody vanish
take 5 break a leg break into a panic 
stop tryna relate to me you’d never understand it 
you couldn’t comprehend it no no you could never get it
you take my life into your hands then ask how i’m affected 
ask a different question 
how have you been holding up?
not what i expected 
i might have to dead it 
you really threw a wrench in my plans 
you put a metaphorical gun in my hand
another 4 years ‘fore i’m falling again 
and another lifetime ‘fore i know what it meant 

i’ve been known to disappoint
but you knew that
i can’t even seem to find my voice
i guess that i don’t have a choice
but i knew that
so i might as well just go for it
fuck this
and all the rest of that dumb shit
work me so hard now i can’t even function crown with no king all flash no substance 
no motivation waste time in abundance 

i’ll drown in the lake and get burned by a matchstick 
i’ve got no sense of hate but i hate how you’re acting 
i fell on my face and now everyone’s laughing 
make my choice get upset and then wonder what happened 
i’ll fail anyway i can’t even fight back
name one fucking quality i probably lack it 
and i can’t work i’m too distracted!
tired of these people talking down man i had it!!!

if i cut my hands off you’d still expect me to play 
i wish for just one fucking second you’d get off my case
and when it’s all said and done i still really have no clue
who to blame for it all i don’t know what i should do 
and when i’m homeless with a needle in my arm 
i really hope that you move on 
and forget that you’re the one that made me lose.

survivorsguilt

I already went, now its your turn

you scream so loud that you cough it all up
unnatural red as you throw it all up
i told you that cigarettes make your tongue shrivel up
dont know how much longer ill go i feel my legs giving up

dont downplay me
dont you feel any remorse?
your crying on your bedroom floor
ever been vulnerable before?
think im crazy
didnt you break your closet door?
woodchips sink in through your pores
splinters eating at your core

just for you ill stay up til my eyes go red
ill hold on hanging by your thread
ill skip my train to stay with you instead
ill leave my brain and then ill look half dead
ill stay up til my eyes go red
ill hold on hanging by your thread
ill skip my train to stay with you instead
ill leave my brain to lay with you in bed
dont downplay me
dont you feel any remorse?
your crying on your bedroom floor
ever been vulnerable before?
think im crazy
didnt you break your closet door?
woodchips sink in through your pores
splinters eating at your core

Your hamartia (The scissor rabbit)

i miss my grandma

when u said
that i'd see
you again
didn't think
that it'd be
this long
but i hope
you look down
on me
with a smile
you can see
just how much
ive grown

but i hope
that you're proud
of me
and you smile
once you've seen
just how much
i've grown

smile

listen: https://songwhip.com/babebee/222
prod. Babebee
feat. @anem0s' guitar <3

02 ✱˚𓈒 "222" prod. Babebee & anem0s' guitar
mix/master Babebee
off of my album "mind over matter"

lyrics:

i could count up the days
you let me down now i'm afraid
i picked up cigarettes
and never did my clothes again
when i made up my mind to stay,
i questioned me cos i remember words you said

(you got) a hothead
and a closed mind
gotta open up
you won't lose time
a hothead
and a closed mind
don't you bottle up
or you'll lose time

one missed call and you fell back
shouldn't of let me do that
you're running out options,
yet i'm the second
knocking on my door,
you're already checked in
i gave up my time for your fucking mind
(i gave up my time for your fucking mind)

a hothead
and a closed mind
gotta open up
you won't lose time
a hothead
and a closed mind
don't you bottle up
or you'll lose time

i see right through you
lost myself in two's

a hothead
and a closed mind
gotta open up
you won't lose time
a hothead
and a closed mind
don't you bottle up
or you'll lose time

Your hamartia (The scissor rabbit)

jahn

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