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All made on my little laptop. this is my proudest tune besties. demo for now but SOMEDAY i will have the money for an orchestra. if u wanna help me feel free to send tips to paypal /izzycenedese ♥️♥️♥️♥️

Reprise

hehe for all u high school couples out there breaking up ! this is unfinished but i liked the way my voice sounded

lyrics:
don't call me beautiful
i know you're gonna call her that

recycled compliments
it's sad but it's just a fact

thinking about how he will fuck other girls
as we drive to the beach

you've always been good at seeing the facts
so i know it won't hurt when you leave

Deadline

lol my ex will never find this!

lyrics:
interstate 280
my baby
we've been fighting bout how i don't feel good

it's how i've been lately
my mind has gone crazy 
and im not sure if theres much i can do

but you take your hands off your wheel
and we're back at the start

in the car 
counting stars
i wish that it had stayed that way

in the dark 
my hand on your heart
for a second i could breathe again

getting hard in the tesla

lol dropping all my sad drafts lately!

lyrics:
If I had a funeral
For all of my flaws
They’d just come back to haunt me, and riddled with guilt
I’d never move on

I put my phone on airplane mode
Just to see who will text
What a delight to turn on my phone
And feel more alone

14 missed calls and painful empty promises
You told me you’d try and then you left my side
And now i have nowhere to go

Funeral

We'll Never Have Sex (cover)

A little voice note of a song I wrote called "American Cannibal" :)
Thanks for listening!

American Cannibal (Voice Note Version)

crow

lyrics


"I think we could still be great"

 VERSE 1

U say u miss me 
But i think u dont
Words can be so cheap
So plz prove me wrong

I know ur busy
You’ve been in ur zone
But plz make time for me
Wish u would come home

And sorry i’m nosy
I just have to know
Now that ur alone
Are u ever alone?

Ur all i had left,
And now everyone’s gone
And now all i’m left with is
This fucking song


HOOK 1

Do u miss me like u say u do?
Am i the only boy u say it to?
Do u miss me the way i miss u?
Am i the only boy ur lying to?


"I’m sorry baby"
"Are u actually?"


VERSE 2

Said u can’t remember 
All of our good times
Cause all u recall are all the 
Times i lied

But dont worry bout that
I’ll just hit rewind
To try & remind u 
Bout when u were mine

Starbucks date
For our first date
We went to the tunnels
Just to get aquaint

Makeout hill
The very next day
Ur kisses were softer than 
I could explain

So i brought u home
Back to my bedroom
And we put on some spy kids
Just to mask our moans

And i cant complain
U were fucking great
And that was all only 
In the first few days


HOOK 2

Do u miss me like u say u do?
Am i the only boy u say it to?
Do u miss me the way i miss u?
Am i the only boy ur lying to?

Oh, i hope, oh oh, i hope,
U know i’m missing u
Oh, i hope, oh oh, i hope,
U fucking miss me too


VERSE 3

Fast forward a couple months
Now we’re overly in love
And i wouldn’t give it up
For anyone

Watched the sky on new years eve
Omg 2020
Now we’re stuck in quarantine
But it’s still fun

6 months passed in such a breeze
Monthly anniversaries 
We were so cute i could scream
But now we’re done

Got chipotle every week
But that didn’t seem healthy
So we switched to acai
& ihop brunch


HOOK 3

Do u miss me like u say u do?
Am i the only boy u say it to?
Do u miss me the way i miss u?
Am i the only boy ur lying to?

I hope, oh oh, i hope,
U know i’m missing u
Oh, i hope, oh oh, i hope,
U fucking miss me too


VERSE 4

We just hit our one year
Everything’s still great
Got us a hotel so we
Could celebrate

U got me a chess board
Then everything changed
Now we’re screaming at each other
Bout the game

Then we started screaming 
Bout everything
I swear at some point 
We just loved arguing

We’ve been through so much
Yet i still feel the same
The same way i felt
On that first starbucks date


"Do u really think we could last?"
"I really do"


HOOK 4

Could u miss me like u say u do?
am i the only boy u say it to?
Could u miss me the way i miss u?
Am i the only boy ur lying to?
Oh, i hope, oh oh, i hope,
U know i’m missing u
Oh, i hope, oh oh, i hope,
U fucking miss me too


OUTRO

I’m always missing & loving u
Sometimes it feels like its all i do
Cause i’m addicted to girls like u
The type that make me hate myself too

sad brad - do u miss me like u say u do?

About feeling obsessive and desperate. unfinished

Lyrics: 
I tell myself to put it down
The bright blue light allures me now
I sit in bed, heart stays awake
I gorge the messages, well done mistake

I'm harming myself, every tap of the phone
I'm obsessive again, sharp pain in my bones
Impatiently life the top of the box
No control left so I'll never stop

I've got selective hearing, friends think I'm a clown
They call me Pandora because I let myself down

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january