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MADE4ME

[Verse 1]
Huh
Forced to yearn and desire
Living in lack and inspired by mire
My opinion matters like ash in a fire
My ire wired to my side
Tell me my thinking implores
What my eyes see
Why be authentic?
Can't even be afraid for a minute
It's offensive
Is it realistic, or ripe for derision?
Lately I been thinking bout contentment
I place intention in my daily living
And let wisdom filter my experiences
I really been tryna get it right
In its time, it'll be mine, be sublime
Bring me life
In my mind's eye, see the vision
Equilibrium give me stability
In stepping freely through revisions
Giving me remission of sins

[Chorus]
Living in my head
Inside, I watch my steps
I heard what you said
I'm trying to find what's next
I'm scared to doubt and it fills me with dread
I can't let you treat me like I have no head
I hope I can live out the good that I've read
In my head
In my steps

[Verse 2]
Am I really faking?
Hm, hm, hm, (sometimes I think I am)
I'n wrote my pages
Of contemplations, across my stages
Yuh, yuh (always performing)
I'n spent my days wavering
And savoring my pain
Turning yays into nays
Plagiaring ways of the days prior
Paying attention to things I shouldn't
I make my endeavor to be better
Better than yesterday, I meditate
On better ways to extricate
Myself to a better place
Place faith where it's meant to lay
Tell myself everything is gon' be okay
Grateful for the better days
I don't really expect them to stay the same
But I pray that I'll be okay
Whatever happen, and whatever change

[Verse 3]
See whatever you touch in this life
It can turn to vapor
That's why I don't idolize chasing paper
If delulu gets you through
Your day to day
Then hey that's great
My hope is still finding its way
Listening back to my words
I can hear myself giving up
Cause I'm tired
I'm trying to get up
Get off my back and just sit up
I don't see a silver lining
But I think that's fine
Cause everything doesn't have one
I practice acceptance, and struggle to live in contentment
I see my behavior's offensive
But staying the same is so tempting
Huh
Trying to be humble and listen
But seeing the message is twisted
Enlisting my mental to give in and
Get what the person is saying
They act like I don't even have a perspective
I'm always a stone's throw from tweaking out
I'm tryna give up control and see it out
I'm tryna make sure I don't repeat
The same old mistakes
I see'em, tryna beat'em out
I'm tryna see if I really matter now
I want me and Yah to sit and have it out
There's more I could say right now
But three minutes the longest
I think yall will stay around

[Chorus]
Living in my head
Inside, I watch my steps
I heard what you said
I'm trying to find what's next
I'm scared to doubt and it fills me with dread
I can't let you treat me like I have no head
I hope I can live out the good that I've read
In my head
In my steps

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