Everything is Bright, Nothing is Dark

Sometimes it feels like Im bad at livin (so I)
I do the best with the bad Im given (Full of)
Full of best intentions and bad decisions (Just a)
Im just a product of Bebe’s Kids and Bad Religion
Thats where I got my life lessons, no father, no sweat man
guess its hard to forget that I harbor resentment 
Not as hard as acceptin estranged fathers repentance 
Somebody get this baby boy a pack of tissues 
Its time for me to get rid of all the daddy issues
The tired story that I always seem to gladly misuse 
When I say sorry but its feeling like a shabby excuse
For My horror stories I could never say to my mamas face
mistakes I make, or the hearts I break, or the drugs I take
Cant fill the place left a vacant space in my brothers wake
Maybe someday forgiveness waits just gotta find a way to

Cant believe what I just read in News Week 
Says hear they were teaching us Newspeak
The proof speaks for itself each time that the news leak
When they watch your every move the only secrets on loose leaf
Lies of the government exposed like a nudes leak
A sign that a change is coming like loose teeth
But if its nothing to you sheep, wouldn’t want you to lose sleep
Cause still I see no changes 
Cant nobody get a little peace 
Still war on the streets, still war in the middle east
Say they abolished slavery
But if we work hard for shit pay we all look like some slaves to me
Can it end the homophobia and rape culture
Rap still has my people looking like some hate mongers
Aint to late uh uh, we can still be great partner
learn from our mistakes, try to relate 
and you know we gotta

Livin life it aint easy and love hurts 
But, For whats worth I heard
The absence of god will bring you comfort 
And if not just smoke until your lungs hurt
Its absurd that death can take a friend from me
Thats why I hold on to every moment that we spend you see
And vow to never let someone thats a friend to me become my fuckin enemy
Memories, they may be 
Beautiful and yet
Whats too painful to remember 
We can’t choose to forget 
The it is,   way we were, way well never be again
If I don’t believe in heaven will I never see my friend
Then somebody find a reverend Id be happy to pretend
Should I just focus on finding happiness within 
Or the people that depend on my happiness with them
Let your legacy for ever be my strength to reach the end 


Jaron Millan