what it would take to listen to this for the first time again

3 years on and still probably the best song ever

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original: https://soundcloud.com/bitbird/former-hero-foxgloves

former hero - foxgloves (remix)

stream everywhere: https://mdrn.art/ofam

piano by @NinthParallel

2021 @ModernArt
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IelRrEom3kw

Only For A Moment

stream the album:
https://mdrn.art/ihtsc

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https://jaronsteele.bandcamp.com/

\__*
2022 @ModernArt

Do you remember yesterday?

safe with me

6/8 + 217.5
4/4 + 140

hbd mum thanks for everything <3

you know i'm just not about it
you tell me i'm not around it
i couldn't be 
i couldn't be
i couldn't be 

but you're safe with me
while the sea turns a royal
hoping we fall asleep 
just hoping we fall asleep

you're safe with me
keep holding my hand for a while
it's starting to rain
what's our luck?
oh these pieces are playing our part
don't you see that it's not gonna stop
maybe it's just a part of the way
a part of the way

don't you know
how hard i tried
to fall in line
and stay inside
this empty place 
why'd you follow me?
why'd you follow me?
was it all for me?


you're safe with me
keep holding my hand for a while
it's starting to rain
what's our luck?
oh these pieces are playing our part
don't you hear that it's not gonna stop
maybe it's just a part of the way
a part of the way

you're safe with me
keep holding my hand for a while
it's starting to rain
what's our luck?
oh these pieces are playing our part
don't you hear that it's not gonna stop
maybe it's just a part of the way
a part of the way

safe with me

excuse the vocals and lyrics it was my first time when i made this song

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+with you+
the sky is so bright
and the air is running thin
and i cannot breathe
what if it's all a dream

it doesn't matter where
it doesn't matter when
if it's with you
I'm down to go down through

with you

JUMP IN JUST ONCE ARE YOU SCARED? @jedwill1999

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ONCE (feat. Jedwill)

Don't Look Down (dobi Remix)

San Holo Ft. Lizzy Land - Don't Look Down (dobi Remix)

"i have all the problems i need right here !"

(featuring @bhproducer & @singin-in-the-rain)

written and produced by self discovery, bh & stormkloud
mixed and mastered by self discovery

// lyrics

[bh]
i'm feeling like i'm spinning right back uh
i'm sorry if i'm losing my track but
i'm escaping all these places
i am mentally trapped in my head and it's killing me
everybody knows where i'm at uh
oversharing, that's my bad
i hope that i don't fall behind the race
i'm going at my pace i'm going at my pace

there's a place that's not too far from here
it's been chewing at my gums
it's been ironing my brain out
now i'm missing half my folds
there's a better place i wanna be
on the list that's on my phone
send a letter back to you when i get home

[self discovery]
put me out
in those same old states
it's been too long
i'll spend one more day
to cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me
carve my jaw on unassuming
trials and tribulations
could be mild if i were stationary
minding the gaps like stepping stones
cause why should i have to go the extra mile

[stormkloud]
how do i fix myself and
how do i call for help
i'm scared
all familiar but i feel it
i know this has to quit
so how do i pump the brakes
yeah we could just sit and wait
right here
so i wonder if there's time for me
to stop and realize
it's not really something i can change
and i'm sick of wasting all my range
when new places get old
and old faces i told
to watch out for greatness
oh, how bold !
i think i'm better off
sticking to what i know

[self discovery]
there's a place that's not too far from here
it's been chewing at my gums
it's been ironing my brain out
now i'm missing half my folds
there's a better place i wanna be
on the list that's on my phone
send a letter back to you when i get home
but i'm scared i'll be the last one left
to share my story
i'll bite my tongue
it's for the lore
should i be wary
of whom i've shared my side
prepared to be the last one left
in purgatory
i'll hold my tongue
it's for my story
it's fair to say that
guilt has been my guide !

put me out
in those same old states
it's been too long
i'll spend one more day
to cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me
carve my jaw on unassuming
trials and tribulations
could be mild if i were stationary
minding the gaps like stepping stones
cause why should i have to go the extra mile

spawnpoint ! (feat. bh & StormKloud)

we’re on our way this time

stream:
https://mdrn.art/butterfly

how i made butterfly:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gWi4Cf8ELOs

artwork by riza

lyrics:
Feeling like, getting high
Get me high, butterfly
Butterfly, butterfly
Butterfly, butterfly
We're on our way this time, we're on our way this time
We're on our way this time, we're on our way this time
(You)
I stumbled into this collapsed reality
Dominoes fall, butterfly, I've been given wings
Guided by our conscious frequency
Wavelength, I'm in everything, I see everything
I see (you)
369, uhh, never gonna die
Check the time, 555, uhh
I see every light, I'm awake now
Used to spend my day all the same, now I change now
Every path I make breaks the same now
(You)
Open door, I know I'm close
(You)
I feel brand new, when I'm close to you
You make me new
You are making me new
(You are)
You make me new
You are making me new
(Making me new!)
You make me new
You are making me new
(You are)
I see everything, I see everything, I see every
I see everything, I see everything, I see every
(Open your eyes)
Feeling like, getting high
Get me high, butterfly
Butterfly, butterfly
Butterfly, butterfly
We're on our way this time, we're on our way this time
We're on our way this time, we're on our way this time
Feeling like, getting high
Get me high, butterfly
Butterfly, butterfly
Butterfly, butterfly
We're on our way this time, we're on our way this time
We're on our way this time, we're on our way this time
(You)
(You)

BUTTERFLY

with https://soundcloud.com/hanirl :)

then I sit down

put away my cellphone

do it for my health

then I'm gonna tell nobody 

the way I've felt

tell tales

tell everybody that I'm doing well

I'm not

okay, still sitting down

open up my laptop

can't talk now

is what I tell my friends 

because I'm writing about 

everything, every thought,

every scene, every now

and then

I write about how

my thoughts pull me down

why are they so loud?

Why are they so mean?

Fierce and hostile, I fear I've lost sight 

Cause years of my life

I'd feel the gaslights

Kept wasting my time,

my friends would ask why

my tears won't pass now

I block it all out

just shut myself down

It's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

it's so much more than what I wrote

So you read what I wrote from

most of the week where I hoped for

nobody to pose if I'm honest about

what's on my mental

I won't pretend to

act like I don't dread 

the palpable potential

that I will only end up

like what I've tried to end but

if I tried and I failed

would you probably feel

like I've fallen to my own virtues

this isn't a goodbye, it's far from that

I don't want you to worry, time won't hurt you

it's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

it's so much more than what I wrote

Only For A Moment

jaron

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