my biggest insecurity

run it! + plec0, ashe (coticker)

gay anthem with @rosecliffe /// prod by @negative_creeper

cringy ass lyrics:
[coticker]
meet up with ur bitch again!
leave that lipstick on my face
shake that shit (yeah) make some sense
i drive off in my new benz
big ass pockets, too much bands
own this shit, don't pay no rent ($$$)
fuck them drugs, time go to waste (dont do drugs theyre fucking wack)
i can't see ur ugly face

( haa, haa )
that bitch wanna take a pic
bitch! (SNAP! SNAP!)
that pic was blurry as shit
crush that iphone, that shit wack
samsung gang i keep a stack (yea android better bitch)
distracted, can't work right now (i cant work im too distracted)
shoutout quinn, my only one (inspiration fr)

[ashe]
so overwhelmed I can't fucking trust
left me to die im the only one
don't you try to talk to me my veins be filled w mercury
take me home let's fuck then we can fall right back

I can see why you hate that 
never changed at all man 
you been right bout everything
fuck I take it all back 

can't you pretend to love me
can't you fall right back in my arms

i love the feeling when I'm sick, ur a bitch and I'm a prick
im the best and they're the worst, criminal but never searched
and I could handwrite letters the detective wouldn't find us
why not run away and we can do what Bonnie, Clyde, does

ratio + ashe (negative.creeper)

prod me

[lyrics]
its been hard to get up
i cant fucking fight it
i think that im losing
but i dont care about it

thats a cap now
because i care so much
gettin my life back on track im makin progress go far

i am not sure who i am
my teeth crush the pills again
i swear i dont feel a thing
but what difference does it make

i might fucking overdose
hide the drugs inside my clothes
i dont do that shit no more
im not fucking sure why though

something inside me has changed
when my teeth gripped in your skin
and i cant let go of them
swear your eyes , they got me chained

and i feel the best i've felt
but now everything's harder
and i dont blame you for it
because i can blame myself

its been hard to get up
i cant fucking fight it
i think that im losing
but i dont care about it

thats a cap now
because i care so much
gettin my life back on track im makin progress go far

and this song may not be the best but i dont fuckin mind it
writin whatever sits in my mind i just gotta fight it

hope you love me till the end
without you i'd be the worst
would say "without you i'm not myself"
but i dont even know myself

cope

prod me

[egotistical lyrics:]
its so easy to fuck it up again
put the needles in my brain
overthinking everyday
swear i just cannot be sane

really wanna tear out my eyes
stressed again i cannot lie
i feel like another god
im above im not gon' die

seen it all, seen it all
i know that you've seen it all
talk to me and show me doors

i dont need that many friends
vision tall i see the snakes
circle small and thats okay
i hate it when they all fake


i just really wanna tear it out
gotta make a phonecall now
say how damn pretty you are
swear i cant just say it once

rockstar crusher

i am literally guts from berserk, he is literally 1:1 just like me i swear

i just made this song because i really like berserk its such a good manga
(the animes sucks though)(the movies are pretty fuckin good though<3)

lyrics:
dragonslayer on my side
i can never sleep at night

dont know who you are 
i dont really fuckin mind

hatred in my soul
and you know i let it out

finna swing my sword
wont stop till i die 

ahh,ohhohhh,,,
got a curse in my veins, got a scar in my eye
 if u really wanna fight, make it quick, no time
nother body drop dead, straight onto next one

(got the prettiest eyes
prettier than ive ever seen
i dont wanna wake up
feelin like you are my dream)

guts is literally me (coticker)

another self prod, shoutout tenflower for mad inspiration
shoutout medieval times and the witcher
shoutout bewitch i love you4ever
AND SHOUTOUT BOZUBRAIN FOR THE AMAZING ARTWORK!!! check his shit
out on newgrounds<333333333

lyrics:
run in the field and it snows, 3:
frost on my armor i'm gone;
days passin right through the smoke,,..
dirt on my face, lock the door {{{

im comin' thru >:3 X_X
zweihander in check and im passin' it to-
you.
blood on my shoes~
hole your face and im piercing it through o()xxxx[{::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::>.

fight for the city with no name!!!`11!
army on me, kill it slowly ;_;
i love the pain, feelin lovely </3
armor on me and its golden~~<><>

im gon' kill em all'';[]'][;
got them runes on me and they magical (ꗞ U ꗞ)━☆ﾟ.*・｡ﾟ
cast a spell, im a god and im physical '_'
imma eat your heart like a cannibal </3cc

city with no name

mv: https://youtu.be/T-uGtZLWd3E
selfprod
i'm very ill 08-02-2023

lyrics:
i dont really
wanna feel
i dont really
 wanna feel
i cant see
when i bleed
and i blush
when you see

aaaaaaaaaaaahhh
on my feet
i can barely fucking stand
can you tell me what you see
smokin weed, all i fuckin see is green
i cant stand up cuz im weak

he wanna fuck with me
last day, he wanna fuck with me
i lose my mind and he fuckin grabbin me
i lose my pride, and he fuckin killing me

you're my ezekiel for life
never gonna lose you now
you're my ezekiel on god
if he dare's to face me

aaaaaaaaaaaahhh
on my feet
i can barely fucking stand
can you tell me what you see
smokin weed, all i fuckin see is green
i cant stand up cuz im weak

he wanna fuck with me
last day, he wanna fuck with me
i lose my mind and he fuckin grabbin me
i lose my pride, and he fuckin killing me

i just ate someone (it's my coping mechanism)

magecore selfprod for the ep featuring plec0
i kinda hate this because my part sucks
@plec0s did great though

maged up w/ plec0

match found

selfprod btw i am the beatmaker
shoutout bewitch, im feeling sick mentally and physically
i stay maged up though casting the spells thru sigils they help me get by
---------------------------------------------------------------
lyrics: (they kinda dont make sense thats on purpose im tired asf)

walk it off
got stabbed in my chest, gotta walk it off
ctckr, the sherlock, what is love?

like im rockin round my friends, ion feel no love yeah
got the green up in my veins, got the pack on me

im gon walk it off, got a strong heart, got a strong soul yeah
walked enough, so i take it out, now im bleeding out yeah

what did i do, guess nothing will explain that shit
all that you do, think nothing of me when you do it

ive had enough, lil bitch ive had enough yeah x4

stab me through my heartx6

walk it off (prod. coticker)

lyrics:

[coticker]
i dont smoke a lot
I BEEN GREENED UP ALL DAY
yea im doin fine
WITHOUT YOU IT FEELS LONELY
i lost all my pride
GOING CRAZY IS LOVELY
i lost all my time
DOING NOTHING IMPORTANT

and i think you look lovely
i make mistakes all the time blame is on me
c t c, k r, im rotten
i can't sleep, im getting nightmares too often

knew you hate me from the start
i dont blame you
scratch my face i rip it off
so i can see through
what the fuck you mean when you be sayin all that shit dude
im real fuckin tired of the shit you put me through

[ashe]
yeah! all the shit you put me through
I'm so tired of the shit you put me through
and I know that you're lying what you said too
fuck all this, I can't get thru2u

and I think you look lovely
I tried to recover but it's roughly
two years from now when I'll be happy again
fuck this I'd rather stay with my friends

yeah, and that's always the way that it is
feel like I got scammed right outta the rip
mysterious being appear and they bring
me right to my grave in spring

[coticker]
and i think you look lovely
i make mistakes all the time blame is on me
c t c, k r, im rotten
i can't sleep, im getting nightmares too often

knew you hate me from the start
i dont blame you
scratch my face i rip it off
so i can see through
what the fuck you mean when you be sayin all that shit dude
im real fuckin tired of the shit you put me through

you w/ ashe [p. nighttiger]

produced, mixed and mastered by coticker
shoutout bewitch
im still playing around with new sounds, welcome to wizardwave, the mixture of glitch-hop, dark dubstep and ambient

lyrics:
i cannot see, i cannot see 
3am, it's dark lowkey
i see demons, feel the breeze
stay locked in and throw the key

i cannot see its so dim, huh
the birds outside dont sing
the hunger inside me's a killer
im so weak, can't sleep 

what do you mean when you say that i just cannot be free
open ur eyes and see
ive got blood on me

3:00AM

produced, mixed and mastered by coticker
##WIZARDWAVE ##DUNGEONCORE

lyrics:
dont have many feelings
but im feelin, yea im feelin alright
locked up in my room, i see the moon
and it is shining so bright

i hear yelling, screamin, under my bed
and im terrified
nobody is ready
even if they know they gonna die

stupid lil fool, rly wanna fight
i can barely see, bleeding in the night light
put ya fist up, if u wanna die right
tear your eyes out, now u lost sight
coticker a beast, yea im gonna bite

3:10 AM

produced, mixed and mastered by coticker
##DOWNWITHTHEDUNGEON  ##40MINUTESTILLDEATH

lyrics:
let your stress rest, it destroys your head
i stopped breathing, feeling like i'm dead
i'm telling you it's not as scary as you think
put my blood inside the vessel then i drink

hide from my eyesight, it might just kill ya
tick tack, tick tack, onomatopeia
watching my time fly by like a dream
when you hear me say goodbye just know i don't mean that

I DON'T MEAN THAT, I DON'T MEAN THAT
I DON'T MEAN THAT, I DON'T MEAN THAT
I DON'T MEAN THAT, I DON'T MEAN THAT
I DON'T MEAN THAT, I DON'T MEAN THAT

you're far away from me now
i have never felt so free, wow

got that gold inside my sword
ancient magic bitch, i glow
i won't stand another row 
of stupid people tryna flow

3:20 AM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Bw_cxpztgM
produced, mixed and mastered by coticker
##COTICKERHOURS ##MAGEDUP

lyrics:
im feeling sick
that's the only thing i feel
i let him in
eat my soul so painfully
the sacrifice
my heart will never heal
i watch you cry
cos i dont know empathy

yea im bleeding out but im feeling okay
got that shit on my knees, got that shit on my hands
cuz you stabbed me so deep and it won't go away
so fucking traumatised yea its funny as hell

what do you want from me, why you such a let-down?
how far can you run, put that to the test now
i hate everyone, in this stupid fuckin town
if you lie then come out, i dont need no doubts
burn your skin off and you know it's just the start
i don't fuck around i'm maged up you know how
how- how- how- how- how-

3:30 AM (music video in description)

produced, mixed and mastered by coticker :^)

lyrics:

paranoia, thoughts are going crazy, cannot tame
all the blood stains on my floor, i feel insane
i believe in magic so you know i've got the flame
i'm ready to kill myself, i'll never be the same

stuck up in my head
stuck up in my head
stuck up in my head
stuck up in my head

crying at the party and they playing my song
crazy how you lost yourself, and then you tell me im wrong
working everyday, fucking bleeding 'till i'm gone
crazy how you hate me cos i wanna live long

watchu gonna do when it comes home to you?
no lights, dark room and you have no clue
watchu gonna do when it comes home to you?
no lights, dark room and you have no clue

stuck up in my head again
stuck up in my head again
oh im losing friends again
this shit happens everyday

stuck up in my head again
stuck up in my head again
oh im losing friends again
this shit happens everyday

stuck up in my head again
stuck up in my head again
oh im losing friends again
this shit happens everyday

stuck up in my head again
stuck up in my head again
wake up and i feel the same

3:40 AM

mixed, mastered, produced by coticker

lyrics:
use me as a sacrifice
shining in the dead of night
my brain need pesticides
to get rid of my thoughts

walk in that bitch-
walk in that-
walk in that bitch with a 40 mag
stackin that cash thats a hefty bag
chill in my castle im feelin right

sword in my hand, im the only one here, 
 if u still tryna fuck, send a posterboy
ahh ahh

walk in that bitch like im walkin thru philly
couple of witches and they tryna feel me
phasin thru walls cos i got magic in me
uh uh, im being serious

mage in my free time, im full-time insane
20 more minutes im losing my brain
actually 10 cos i fucked up again
feelin so sleepy im goin to sen

3:50 AM

produced, mixed and mastered by coticker
featuring the gorgeous and talented demondog7

lyrics:

[coticker]
she said to call her phone, imma call right back
she a hoe and she know i like that
demon dog spit on my track
keep the money in the back, uh
smoking weed till i pass out
back track to the way that i thought
about you and all your drugs

[ddog]

no emotion face is stone
even though i feel alone
bitterness gon break yo bones
matter of fact go through yo heart
make your system fall apart
darken every single spark
put yo ass in the past
put yo ass in the dark
break into your house at night with a blunt object
gon scramble up yo brains
straight to your mf head splats on the roof
it look like paint
takin 10 oxys at once 
i dont give a fuck bout my life feelin drained
put you in a fire as hot as the sun
im under the luna enjoyin yo pain

[coticker]


sadly is true, but, you dont mean a thing
guess im a bitch cos i dont care a lot
summertime, yea it got you that fling
see ya soon cos i've gotta rot
sang my song like nanana~
shoot my shot like tatata~
heard you got a new boyfriend
well ive got to kill him now

[ddog]

i hate to be myself no i dont like to 
the sun is comin up another night in my room
500 fuckin days awake not my fault i dont mean to 
hope im ascendin soon or else the hate will consume

[coticker]
she said to call her phone, imma call right back
she a hoe and she know i like that
demon dog spit on my track
keep the money in the back, uh
smoking weed till i pass out
back track to the way that i thought
about you and all your drugs

[ddog]

no emotion face is stone
even though i feel alone
bitterness gon break yo bones
matter of fact go through yo heart
make your system fall apart
darken every single spark
put yo ass in the past
put yo ass in the dark

hate (ft. demondog7)

the outro, again made fully by coticker;l;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

4.00 AM

produced, mixed and mastered by coticker
#STRESSNEVERLEAVE #NEWARTNEWART

mv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zUD_nsvh4dM

STRESS [music video in description]

produced, mixed and mastered by coticker. 

𓆏

,,the C-3.3H8T3 Constellation ✾✾✾//

✾ starwatching ✾

produced, mixed and mastered by coticker ;;;///!!@#

lyrics:

think im losing my fucking mind :c
grab my head and peek inside o_O
blood stains my crop top hide >///>
maybe i should fucking die 

20 milly for a fit yeah
all these diamonds dont mean shit yeah
stayin alive is hard as shit yeah
money can't buy everything yeah

stupid bitch im onto you-u-u
in the union avenue-ue-ue
heard you hate me is that true?-ue?-ue?
heard that you found someone new-ew-ew

20 milly for a fit yeah
all these diamonds dont mean shit yeah
stayin alive is hard as shit yeah
money can't buy everything yeah
20 milly for a fit yeah
all these diamonds dont mean shit yeah
stayin alive is hard as shit yeah
money can't buy everything yeah

william afton did nothing wrong

produced, mixed and mastered by coticker
doing whatever. internetelectricity wires alphabet, mind in scrabbles takeover

lyrics:
im like jevil, can do anything
crazy how u suck at everything!!!
(yappin)
see u soon, i'm "wildin
ciggies in my pocket
goin 2 my tower
i just need some bloodshed............

(i might've lost it! x999)

i could nvr trust u
one two, one two
i am faceless, don't look at me when you want you
i would never want you! i wld nvr wnt u.........

wutvrr>; im,,,! faceLess//

produced mixed and mastered by coticker
unfinished demo version, ST--PDIO/.// crash...,,, crashed!```
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lyrics: 

she dont want me, she dont want me
ion even care about it
i swear i dont care about this
i lost the only thing i cared about

YOU WANT ME TO CARE, SHIT
IM GOOD AT TAKING CARE OF SHIT
CRAZY HOW YOU TREAT ME LIKE SHIT
FALLING APART AND SHIT ha
CUT MY BODY FOR THE SAKE OF IT
YEA IM CRYING FOR THE SAKE OF IT
GOTTA LET IT ALL OUT yea
I CANNOT CRY FOR A BITCH

crazy how u treat me like shit, ha
crazy how u treat me like shit, ha
crazy u treat me like shit, hoe
crazy u treat me like shit, ha

l0st.. ALL_thecare//in +the'' wurld!`

produced, mixed, mastered, written and performed by coticker himself
the god amongst depression (> u <)
---------------------------------

tricked by bliss
dopamine in my lungs
finally killed my thoughts
suffocating for a month
yea... im ..blind as fuck
watchu wanna talk about? lets smoke it out, i rolled a jo-..0-.-.3....3.3..

tricked by bliss
i needed a kiss from u
is it 2 much now?
 this void is something new
but ill always make it through
with or without you
i dont wanna see you
i dont even need your love
i dont need ur love
i dont need it all
all u did for me means nothing when you left me lone
yea u fucked it up, yea u fucked it up-.;.........

]]bLindedd' by_ b:Liss%!

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O_v3Vn-b97Q

produced, mixed, mastered, written and performed and killed by coticker
dead constellation ✾

something in my eye (music video in description)

back from vacay. ready to cook up sum projects. have fun with music again. experiment. in the comfort of my galaxy.

hear that bitch wanna fuck on me
i dont want u 2 fuck on me
im workin on a masterpiece

..its weird to me
2 years of love and we moved on like nothing happened
stupid boy think out loud, nothing happened
hidin my face like idk what happened/..

produced, mixed, mastered by your's truly. (coticker)

have some fun, that's when the universe loves you.
love the universe, that's when you have some fun.

who needs lyrics anyway? thank you venice, thank you my little constellations<5

venice

produced, mixed, mastered, shot and killed by coticker

so thankful for people listening, love making music for myself and for the little internet constellations, shine bright my little stars!!! <333

a dream wish i'd forget

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