5th demo track and the 5th "song" I have ever recorded.

Stoner Droner(Demo05)

Believe(Demo06)

Demo Track 09 - Please listen with Headphones

Doubt(Demo09)

Wheels That Roll(Demo08)

Demo number 10, best with headphones. Wait for the ending or at least skip to middle and listen from there.

lyrics
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all the fractured thoughts that never mend
please forgive me
because ah I cannot forgive myself

I will break when I need to bend
oh please remember me
because ah I have forgotten how

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how it was within
do you want it to end
cause I need to know

am I complete
I wanna repeat
what it feels like now

oh call my name
my only friend
because we need to go

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every day will dawn and it will end
oh please believe in me
because I dont believe myself

oh this wheel it will always spin
oh please come with me
because I cannot stop it now

oh the memories we rescind
oh please remember me
because I am forgotten now

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I wanna feel the light
shining so bright 
like it did that day

flying at this height
it feels so right
like I found a way

oh my friend 
I want it to end
but the dreams won't stop

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into the depths oh I descend
please forgive  me
because Im not going to redeem myself


and all the promises we rescind
please   come with me
cause ah I cannot stop it now

oh the wheel that has ceased to spin
please remember me
because its starting to roll right now
 
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oh the prison in me
well I'm holding it in
let the reasons out

all I can stand
I want it to end 
where the lights gone now 

oh take my hand
my only friend
because I'd like to go

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all there is now
bury me
below that tide
we have crossed
going crazy well never fucking bow down

oh the feelin of coming down from that overwhelming high I found
this last moment
we feel high
don't bow before him no
never gonna die

This Last Moment(Demo10)

This is my 11th Demo song.

Lyrics--
all there's ever been bound to the wind
hurts my mind, one more time and here we go
it's carved in stone but no one really knows 
who can wear that crown, down where the vermin dwell
but all that matters to him, is it worth it now, let's weigh things out 
worn out life with me, no it's, it's not enough he's bailing now
oh, all my life, I barely know, who I am now
out on the barren seas, could find out how
oh, I can't move the mountains now
don't bend those begging knees, cause
I'm in love with pain, oh is, is that a feeling of failing now
woken up by dreams, was it worth it now, let's weigh things out
oh, one more time to pay me please, a fair amount
how to bow to this pagan god?
no time to make amends cause I'm out of bounds
no time ever cut open wide in me
was it worth enough to weigh these now 
no time left to eat, oh we could have always wait it out
oh, no one here that really knows, just say it loud 
what you deem to be the fair amount
don't bother with alibis, just wake up now
define waking 
and all that is found
justa, another prayer that's failing now
more torn reality
would it? what part of the barrel he's scraping now 
oh, over now the feeling to believe it now
nobody I ever know can map it out
don't bother to bury these til we get out
no I haven't been
no I never been, furtha willing to explain it now
it just came to him, ohh no
he didn't have to work it out.

Worth

guess what I found?
waking up in another life

one in which we we can, belong


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......now it's gone.....
mountains fall...time flows on

weeee  are more than that. that moment we had. what have we all lost?
so come on


Im all right
broken but I can't be stopped

wondering if this is worth it all


guess what I found?
waking up on the other side

a secret place where we belong


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well its gone
I can feel it
all alone

if Weeee had never met
id probably know
id feel that somethings wrong
so come on! 

am I alive?
I can't sleep another night
what can we dream when we're gone?

why do we strive?
oh I'd love to feel your light

broken but just keeps going on

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and now its gone
what can we believe at all? 
no trace it's gone will we ever really know
have we been here at all?

Gone

This is the 13th Demo song. Kind of sloppy and needs work, was going to drop it but decided to finish it.

Lyrics
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truth is over my shoulder
laughing there at me
death is getting bolder
plain for you to see
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all we could never own
forgot everything that I was shown
i have not ever known
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tumbling down the mountain at speed
flowing to the sea
moving round and round
as you wanted them to be 

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this conversations getting colder
knowing where it leads
watch when we get older
we'll brag about misdeeds
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found spaces Ive never seen
do you know what I mean
I have not ever been

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truth is Im in love with a ghost...ghost that I can see

holding on to anything.... wanting to be free

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the sun is way down low
no time left for them to grow
these seeds that we wont sow
no place where we can go

Truth Is(Demo13)

14th Demo song. Probably best with headphones.
Lyrics-
dreamin down at work that day I looked out on the street

I got a feeling that I just cant hide

I feel millions of miles away 

hope I see, hope I see you there

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Long time to feign this doubt, i got on my knees

I got a feeling that I just won't die

I got plenty of time today

oh we, we can feel it now

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coasting by on a lie and  a memory

we got murdered this time and I cant find

no one in harms way

clearly, clearly somethings gone!

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Locked away! feels like more then a million lives

you gotta feel it every, every night without

all the dreams that i once bragged about

throwing my heart away

into the wheel that we have spun

it's working down and twirling now 

I got more then I can take please let go

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found my way today but it's hard to see

i got a feeling that I just cant fight

i feel millions of miles away

we can, we come bursting out

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bound to take that round about  finally free

and i'm seeing right now there's no light

not blinding me today 

I can, I can see it now

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beating down but struggling to get on my feet

I want a feeling that I just can't find

I got plenty of heart that I can do without

I don't need, I don't need it now



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when I'm feeling down she put her head on my knees

i got a feeling my heart is breaking now without 

giving it all away

I believe, I believe it now 

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awww too many times Ive been feeling run down to bury it now without

feeling in harms way

I don't need, I don't need it now

long time since the mother birthed them, throwing my heart away

throwing my heart away

I dont need, I dont need it now.

Away

80% of the sounds are from a Commodore 64 SID chip

Lyrics
Everyones coming around here again

And we're dreaming all this now

walk on these lines

 never ever bend

as complete back where we start   

walkin onwards 

->

one is stumbling along as the wheel spins round and round

walking now they realize how

what have I landed up in

I, I couldn't always see this well

all the love I give... to these lonely lives that we are bound
                          


all the love I spend, comes back to me once death is found
                      
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I come alive again

 I want to throw these arms wide..walk in the light

but it's up to my chin... shit, by the hour ... woke from these lies

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aww right now burst into the light, I can feel life



all that I've  been...wont be long til it dies
I can't tell you why 
oh it was never said
but saw it deep in your smile.. deep in those eyes

mmm and I hope this time
that I, I'll be there for you
this love of mine.  please come back for me

Walking - (Demo 15)

Hobbyist musician with a guitar and a computer just trying to put some songs together.

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