im broken too....

prod. michael harrison and sample from @heylog - next to u 

you texted me 
i'm not sure what to say
i’ll respond in a week
maybe 2, maybe 3

not who i have been
honestly exhausted 
pills help me focus
haven’t you noticed 

i haven’t been myself 
and honestly i’m hurting
taking different things
cuz i swear that i’m a burden

i feel so alone 
take a pill or maybe smoke
yeah, i shouldn’t be on the rode 
but you know i gotta go home

slur my words when i talk to people 
gotten to the point everybody think it’s normal
feelings get hard to jump like a hurdle
i don’t feel great can you meet me in the middle

you make it so hard to live
NO YOU DON’T
i feel like i’m in hell

YOU TEXTED ME
I'M NOT SURE WHAT TO SAY
I’LL RESPOND IN A WEEK
MAYBE 2, MAYBE 3

i’m crying, i’m broken

FINE, I DUNNO HOW TO FACE IT
DOING EVERYTHING THAT I CAN BUT IT’S FADING
FUNNY, I BEEN DOING THIS FOR TWO YEARS AND I’M HURTING STILL
I THOUGHT THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO HELP ME, SO THAT I CAN HEAL

see, i been struggling mentally 
scared to talk to anybody 
but i been self-medicating 
hoping that it won’t kill me

cuz when i dropped dry i’s i thought that i was gonna die
writing on the bathroom floor while i looked up at the sky
throwing up all of the food that i just had just ate last night
then i thought to myself is it okay if i actually cry
cuz it felt so selfish when i did it i don’t wanna lie

ive been lying (michael harrison)

Blizzy prod. Shinju

Set in stone w/ SteL! + Siem spark! Lyrics below
Mastered by vails 
Follow stel:
https://on.soundcloud.com/9dUHAvFCYRT32oWh9

(Vails)
It’s so cold in my room
But all the heating is on 
nobody to talk too
Yet I’m scrolling my phone 
24/7 
Liking IG pics
Seeing my friends all high 
Cus they’re in love and it’s
So hard, cus I know I had this once before
The last one, so toxic I don’t want no more

I dont think I got over my first love
Cus nothings met that standard I once loved
Alcohol is really set in stone 
Think my Bloodline and bones made from Smirnoff gold  and I 

(Hook)
I’m so scared in the inside
I got problems with my self and I would never tell a soul about it
Feel afraid just to realise
That in the end there ain’t no body for me when it comes down to it uh
Yes Dying has crossed my mind
In fact I dreamt about suicide last night
Taking snow will ease the pain 
Escape this reality don’t think I can be tamed no

When I meet my untimely end
You’ll see a bunch of fake friends
Post a memory of years ago
Like you weren’t there this time you know

(SteL!)
You know you weren’t there the last time 
You went too far and i crossed the line
Imma go cause it gets so hard to think about

And i know that I can’t get you off my mind
Not the truth when i told you I’m doin fine 
I fold and i switch my composure the moment you notice I’m stuck in my head decomposing

(Vails)
I dont think I got over my first love
Cus nothings met that standard I once loved
Alcohol is really set in stone 
Think my Bloodline and bones made from Smirnoff gold  and I 

(Hook)
I’m so scared in the inside
I got problems with my self and I would never tell a soul about it
Feel afraid just to realise
That in the end there ain’t no body for me when it comes down to it uh
Yes Dying has crossed my mind
In fact I dreamt about suicide last night
Taking snow will ease the pain 
Escape this reality don’t think I can be tamed no

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3. set in stone (feat. SteL!)

prod. @whos-that-clown

lyrics:

got my name in they mouth
give em lockjaw
gotta get em gone cut em out
on the choppin block
thinking bout the guap
i ain't even rockin carhartt
but i got that work on me
for the long haul

yeah i got some dirt in my lungs
why i cough hard
smoked ur whole stash
then i smash the fuckin jar apart
touching hella cash 
yeah its racks for the wockhardt pint yeah
every time i spaz i don't talk that nice
and i went to hell and back as i walk on ice
just to kill another track i can not flop twice
and i went to hell and back as i walk on ice
just to kill another track i can not flop twice

got a ticket for my swag 
like i lost my rights to flex
off the white i aint tired yet
no i cant do right im a liar at best

bag habits (prod. the sound clown)

Production by the sound clown and splashgvng
<3 vails x clown !!!

Silent footsteps in your bathrobes
I felt your presence when I hit the rocks 
Justification for this actions we took
Never seemed to help your plot 
A murderer mystery but you were the main part 
felt your last breathe down my neck and crawled up,  all my body, oh my skin hurts 

Five fingers out the water 
Felt like a lamb sent  to the slaughter 
This was someone’s fucking daughter 
And you let her go 
Sure I made contact with him
The killer was amongst the worst of us
We had sinned. Life begins
Hers had only just begun 

So young yet so naive that she could trust us 
Well only you had the awful brains out just to trump us 
What’s really worse is it the guilt of knowing what you’ve done
Cus we all witnessed this catastrophe, you drowned her fun 
She was the love of my life.
Every single moment we shared just felt so right 

Five fingers out the water 
Felt like a lamb sent  to the slaughter 
This was someone’s fucking daughter 
And you let her go 
Sure I made contact with him
The killer was amongst the worst of us
We had sinned. Life begins
Hers had only just begun 

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12. murder mystery

why don’t u stay? (p. niche)

This project was 99% created due to cocaine!!!!!!

No Keeps Monty Xon reedsnovember*+

Aching (feat. zbee)

On the night
너가 없이
나는 살 수 있나

난 고민해 이 밤에
많은 돈으로 널 살 수 있나

내 머릿속에 round & round
모든게 round & round

나는 살 수 있나 
너를 살 수 있나

smoking dreams
with some noise
수많은 기억들이 맴돌아 in my head

lot of pain
지금도
조금 오래되었던 생각들을
더 멈출 수 없는 내가 

확실히 너무 멀리 왔었나봐
아니 걸음이 빨라졌나봐
사실 너무 겁이났었나
다시 돌아갈 곳은 없나봐

혼자 남겨진 상처를 이젠 지울래
아직 밝은 하늘을 보고 날 위로해

한 단계 두 단계 멀어질수록 답답해
네 물음에 답해도 모르는 척해도 차피 
It ain’t stoppin’

I’m stupid 
난 이런 짓 못하지 더는
안 기다려주겠지 너는
언제쯤 될까 난 어른
이래도 못 고치는 버릇

On the night
너가 없이
나는 살 수 있나

난 고민해 이 밤에
많은 돈으로 널 살 수 있나

내 머릿속에 round & round
모든게 round & round

나는 살 수 있나 
너를 살 수 있나

이 모든 게 다 돈이라면 이걸로 너를 살 수 있겠지 
흘러버린 시간들을 다시 주워 담아 갈 수 있겠지 
찢어지고 다시 무뎌졌던 날 알아볼 수 있겠지 
생각보다 많이 길어졌던 고민 끝에 볼 수 있겠지 

내 문제의 정답은 없어 
아쉬웠던 순간은 없고
어리기만한 맘을 덮어 
이제 갈게 나 한 장을 넘어 

술을 마셔 버려 이제 절어 
기능 못해 머리가 
맞다 믿던 것도 시간 때문에 
하나둘씩 다 변해가

널 가져 한 손에 
꽉 쥐고 완성했지 난 
시간이 못 본 체 해도 
달려갈게 나는 계속 

너가 없이 나는 살 수 있나 
아님 갈 수 있나 네게 닿을 수 있나 

On the night
너가 없이
나는 살 수 있나

난 고민해 이 밤에
많은 돈으로 널 살 수 있나

내 머릿속에 round & round
모든게 round & round

나는 살 수 있나 
너를 살 수 있나

Lyrics by 시우, 모세
Mixed by 시우
Mastered by SewoN
prod. sogimura
Artwork by yerimitchi

Aching (feat. zbee)

The Real Jr

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