Dubz in the Chat

Intro)
Borderline insanity what the hell is happening the world is love or hate devotional or a deep burning hate 
What is happening to me 
I cant stop whats happening to me
I cant feel a thing I feel nothing but something crawl deep down inside me its crawling it screaming it trashing at the 
Frantic efforts to avoid abandonment 
Patterns of behavior unstable intense extremes of idealization devaluation 
Black White 
(Verse 1)
Panicking just woke upset I hate myself
Identity disturbance body Dysphoria 
Gender Dysphoria Female trapped in a male living life in a silent mental hell
Dead self image 
I'm so ugly no one could love me not even myself I just turned my flesh into art work just to move the pain out of my brain
My sense of self is emptiness I want feel loved to feel that I could trust people again tried to buried it all deep inside my head but its splitting open I'm lashing out I scream and cry fucking crash out just to clean it up before the next morning feeling so
impulsive addicted to self harm self damaging relationships 
Spending money like it nothing 
Sex with anyone who said they loved me
Just to be used up and abandoned before I wake in the morning
Substance abuse
Reckless driving 
Binge eating 
Starvation I must eat something 
But I just feel sick think of it swallowing all the bullshit
anorexia hot me so quick
Razor blades stuffed animals stained red wrapped me up in white bandages 
(Chorus)
What wrong with me 
It must be BPD 
It Must be BPD
BpD
It to extreme the emotional turmoil is rotting My self image my sense of self is empty its vacant who am I what am I who was I was i anything 
They say you have
Borderline Personality Disorder 
(Verse 2)
Suicidal day dreams fighting at school got bullied my whole childhood jist because I was different 
Behaviors gestures threats self mutilation
What a disturbing horrorshow when rip out your stitches 
Insomnia Dysphoria 
Irritability 
Anxiety 
Intense 
Chronic feelings of emptiness 
Inappropriate 
Intense 
Internal Anger
Must keep control 
Why do I always feel alone in a ropm full of loved ones
Stress related paranoia ideation 
Are people plotting against 
Does everybody hate me
I hate me I never wanted to be alive living like this
(Chorus)
What wrong with me 
It must be BPD 
It Must be BPD
BpD

BPD 3

This is my mix for @discoveryproject that aired on @Insomniac radio. It is filled with some of my favorite artists as well as some vibrvnt originals, remixes and a few unreleased. Happy Thanksgiving to you and your family. I Hope you enjoy it!

Tracklist:

Vibrvnt – On My Knees (Flip)
Zeds Dead – Collapse (Vibrvnt Flip)
Julia Wolf – In My Room (Twopercent Flip)
Luis The Gild– Slow Down Love (Ocean Remix)
Nitti Gritti & Shndo– Guest List (Original Mix)
Russ – What They Want (SCHMUX Flip)
Tape B & Subtronics – Gas Pedal
RL Grime– Scylla (Original Mix)
G Jones – In Your Head (Flozone Flip)
Rated R – RIDE (Original Mix)
Saka x FLY – Chatter (ft. Snowy)
Deadmau5– Ghost ’n’ Stuff (Blurrd Vzn Flip)
Megan Thee Stallion – Thot Shit (Vibrvnt Flip)
Azassin – Yeah Glo! (Remix)
Saka x FLY – Baby Keem Flip
Sosus – Are You That Somebody
Skrillex– Push (Ugly Lungs Flip)
Baby Keem – Vent (Phrva Flip)
Peekaboo & LYNY – Like That (Tape B Remix)
Billie Eilish – Lunch (Phrva Flip)
MadeinTYO ft. A$AP Ferg – Ned Flanders (rSUN Flip)
Evalution & Oddly Eazy – Again (Original Mix)
Echosmith– Cool Kids (Twopercent Flip)
Cardi B – Enough (Zentik Flip)
Aliyah’s Interlude – It Girl (YDG Remix)

The Plot In You – Feel Nothing (Neotek Flip)
GRiZ – Lowrider / War (Flip) + Gucci Mane ft. Migos – I Get The Bag
Skrillex – Wild for the Night ( Vibrvnt Flip)
Scrufizzer & TroyBoi – Keep It Moving (Original Mix)
Effin – Daydreamin’
Ellie Goulding – Starry Eyed (Vibrvnt Remix)
RL Grime– Core (Original Mix)
Coolio – Gangsta’s Paradise (Machaki Remix)
Raheeda– My Bubble Gum (Sonorous Flip)
Knock2 – Murdah (ISOxo Remix)
Viperactive – Snakebite (Original Mix)
C&S x Bou – Baddadan (Flozone Flip)
T pain– Buy U A Drank (Lighthouse Flip)
Big Sean – Dance (A$$) (Levity x Justin Jay Remix)
Vibrvnt – Want Me Back
Vibrvnt – I’m The Truth
NGHTMRE x Crankdat x Duke Deuce – TYPE SH*T (Original Mix)
Vibrvnt – Smoke
Vibrvnt – Loud
Diplo, Nina Sky & TroyBoi – Afterhours
Vibrvnt – Find A Way (ID)
Lyny– Jump Bros!
Vibrvnt & ProbCause – Bounce (ID)

Vibrvnt -Insomniac Radio:  Projections #075

The Giving Mix Vol. 3

“ARE YOU READY?”

Artwork by: Kurtz Media

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ARE YOU READY?

New to production, I hope y’all like it 🤞

Juicy J Whole Thang feat. Wiz Khalifa (Jelbo Flip)

This one was pure flow from start to finish. Mocha and I linked up and the idea practically wrote itself. Effortless energy, locked-in creativity, and a vibe that felt bigger than both of us.

Infinite Aura blends funky grooves, futuristic bass, and that cosmic shimmer that pushes a dancefloor into full lift-off. It’s already shaking rooms across the country and we couldn’t be more proud of what this track became.

Turn it up, let it wash over you, and tap into the aura. 💫🌀

🔊 AG
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AG & Mocha - Infinite Aura

'Whiplash' EP available everywhere Tuesday 12/2

Purchase / Stream / Download - sym.ffm.to/whiplash

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Whiplash EP

Whiplash

Gardella feat. Seth David - Whiplash

FREE DOWNLOAD: https://hypeddit.com/trippingsax/sailawolnationtrippingsaxremixdownload

This one’s been cooking for the past few weeks hyped to finally share it with you all, hope you enjoy!!

Sick lil’ sax solo at the end if you make it that far...   
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AWOLNATION - SAIL (TrippingSax Remix)

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Effin x Tape B - Ups and Downs (Jason Leech Remix)

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Gorillaz- Clint Eastwood {Star Monster Flip}

Playing keys to the beats I love 🎹⚡️

Watch the remixes performed live on any of my socials @jasonleeechmusic or my Jason Leech Youtube channel 🖤

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Effin x Tape B - Ups and Downs (Jason Leech Remix)

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