HATE ME

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don't want no sweet talk
she understand that
i don't trust nobody
not even her (x2)

tired of the fucking lies tired of the fucking tries
if you fucking with me girl say it to my fucking eyes
won't spend another night texting bout our latest fight
used to come through every night but now you're saying shit ain't right
fatalistic every life comes to an end
pessimistic every snitch a fake friend
(i don't trust nobody)

spending all my time alone
never picking up the phone
trapped by all the fears inside
i'm praying to an empty throne
darkness hides inside my head i'm standing on apartment edge
all my demons want me dead see truth in all the words they've said
contemplating with a bullet through the chest
end the pain end the worry end the stress
(i don't trust nobody)

don't want no sweet talk
she wanna know why
i don't trust nobody
not even her (x2)

tired of the fucking lies tired of the fucking tries
if you fucking with me girl say it to my fucking eyes
won't spend another night texting bout our latest fight
used to come through every night but now you're saying shit ain't right
fatalistic every life comes to an end
pessimistic every snitch a fake friend
(i don't trust nobody)

hate it when the sun goes down
cause then my minds the only sound
when it rises up again
don't know if i'll still be around
darkness hides inside my head i'm standing on apartment edge
all my demons want me dead see truth in all the words they've said
contemplating with a bullet through the chest
end the pain end the worry end the stress
(i don't trust nobody)

don't want no sweet talk
she wanna know why
i don't trust nobody
not even her (x2)

sweet talk.

is it too
much to ask for
yeah
can i put my
hands on your skin babe
hands on your skin babe
put my

filled with doubt
can't figure out what this life's about
arguin all night til they're kicking me out cause there's not enough room for another drop out just another turned out
and it's tough to see
back of my thoughts in another taxi
running from myself in another backseat
it never leaves me
my mind's the only prison how am I supposed to break free

while I can't hold a job for a single week
had nineteen like I'm going for a streak
justifying shit sayin it makes me unique when the truth is clear I'll never find what I seek
droppin good girls only cause I get bored
hittin my phone and I'm leaving em ignored
addicted to the feeling of being adored but loneliness the only thing it's pushing me towards

is it too
much to ask for
yeah
can i put my
hands on your skin babe
hands on your skin babe
put my

(if they only knew
the girl with the tattoo
like I do)

come through the back
come through the back
all these other plugs just front that's a fact
looking for a real one to take you out back
shawty come and ride it down you could be my snack

whip to the crib in the night time
fuck three am got the right time
come and feel the vibe that's a right sign
shawty make love til the light shine

waste time
waste space
fuck a bad bitch for the taste
blacked out car getting face 
cause I got no time swerving bitches that you chase

rolling through the city with the top down
hand on my back get you knocked down
pull with the crew when you not 'round
roll through the stars to a nice sound

3 A. M.

fucked up head w a perc or two
sleep in her bed but I dream about you
reach for the pills just to pass the time
even when I go numb swear I still feel you

every day I relive that night
steady faded I can't see right
dance with demons just to pass the time
counting backwards til they end my mind

take three bumps with a line or more
hear twelve pounding outside the door
fuck for thrills just to pass the time
know I'll break her heart cause I can't feel mine

every day I relive that night
steady faded I can't see right
dance with demons just to pass the time
counting backwards til they end my mind

roll on a roof under street light
fuck with a xan just to feel right
drift in the pain got blood in the drain
stay on my own cold heard purple chain

never feeling sober when the sundown
hitting everybody til I might drown
staring through their faces when I'm downtown
novocaine clouds won't come down

fucked up head w a perc or two
sleep in her bed but I dream about you
reach for the pills just to pass the time
even when I go numb swear I still feel you

every day I relive that night
steady faded I can't see right
dance with demons just to pass the time
counting backwards til they end my mind

take three bumps with a line or more
hear twelve pounding outside the door
fuck for thrills just to pass the time
know I'll break her heart cause I can't feel mine

every day I relive that night
steady faded I can't see right
dance with demons just to pass the time
counting backwards til they end my mind

Novocaine Clouds

seventeen pills just to numb the pain
taking these hits like they novocaine
ashes on top of my hoodie stain
stare through her eyes while she pull my chain
fuck on the roof under neon sky
faded and numb til the day we die
she take a bump cut another line
while I just feel my life passing by   

these demons live in my head now
she wanna fuck with the fed now
cigarettes stuck in my breath yuh
come back inside of my bed now

I just be running the KED
running the trap
fuck with the sted yeah
she just be running the bag
loving the strap
fuck with the dead yeah

oxy xan and perc
the only cure that work

keep my mind inside cause I been running from deep in the lies yeah

only find peace in the streets
fuck with the teeth
come on the seat yeah

twenty pills up in the bed
leave it unsaid
bodies turn red yeah

last night 
could never come between us
sometimes dreamers don't wake up
don't wake me I'm not dreaming
don't wake me

Jason Miyagi

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