when I woke up I was feeling fine
I had something that was on my mind

I feel the start of a dramatic scene
had a feeling there was something that you wanted to say to me

when I looked into your eyes
I could see you could tell that what I'd say would be no surprise

we always knew it would end this way
but when I look at you it makes me hard for me to say

that I'm gonna leave you one day

where am I gonna live after today
what are you gonna do when I say
crucial's critical anyway
that you look at it when I say

I know it's hard to believe
that child that we did both conceive
Owww!!!
you don't read books or magazines
but you're causing a traumatic scene
and I'm gonna leave you one day, one day, one day, one day, one day

look at me with your brown eyes mean
something that you've never seen
that I'm gonna leave you one day
always leave me wanting more
like I've told you once before
I am gonna leave you one day, one day, one day, one day, one day

look at the sky when the sun is set
we had good times I can't forget
that argument we had last night
it doesn't matter who's wrong or right
Owww!!!

JasperThayer.com

One Day

There was a time that I had lied to you
There was something I said that wasn't true
I wish that I could say more carefully
I will tell you and still you will ask me
You will ask me

'Cause you don't know if what I say is the truth or if I'm lyin'
It's hard to believe when you feel like you've heard it before
You feel it's o.k. as long as it's only you you're defyin'
So defy yourself and find out later what you defied for

It was the time a called you on the phone
And said I didn't love you anymore
And when I spoke you listened silently
I will tell you and still you will ask me
You will ask me

By the time that I hung up the phone that night I was cryin'
Remember the time that you told me that you loved me more
The things that I say I know it feels like I'm fuelin' a fire
But I'm incomplete like a page in a book that was torn

I wish there was a way for me to say
That I think about you everyday
And I'll wait here for you patiently
I will tell you and still you will ask me
You will ask me

Purchase Song

A Page That Was Torn

I believe that nothing was meant to never last
Reminiscense is reality when present is past
To an old man sitting on his porch alongside a congested street
I believe that we were all sent here for a cause
I believe in fate and believe in miracles
I believe the things I believe are things I once believed
I believe that someone else is hiding in me
But when I look into the mirror all that I see is me
It makes me feel I'm silly and I'm probably just imagining things
I look in the mirror and all I see is you
You believe in me and I believe in you too
I believe the things I believe are things I once believed

What am I gonna do
When I'm lookin' at you
When there was one there's two
No more
When I look at you you're not the one I knew
Everything's black and blue
No more
Things that are old are new
Something I know I knew
If I hadn't lied to you
No more
Then what I say is true
You're not the one I knew
When there was one there's two
No more

I believe that nothing was meant to never last
Reminiscense is reality when present is past
To an old man sitting on his porch alongside a congested street
I believe that we were all sent here for a cause
I believe in fate and believe in miracles
I believe the things I believe are things I once believed

What am I gonna do
When I'm lookin' at you
When there was one there's two
No more
When I look at you you're not the one I knew
Everything's black and blue
No more
Things that are old are new
Something I know I knew
If I hadn't lied to you
No more
Then what I say is true
You're not the one I knew
When there was one there's two
No more

When the moon is bright
And it's cold
And the wind it blows over your shoulder
That's when it'll be told

When the wolves cry out
Then you'll know
That this desolate form of addiction
Doesn't show where we'll go

I believe in something
I believe in you

I believe

look tough seems alright
when you've been up all night
and you think something might
of happened to me

I'm there with a stare
acting like I care
but inside I'm thinking:
"we're going nowhere"

wake up in a dream
things aren't what they seem
and you think somehow
this seems ordinary

when your life is getting deader
and your blood is getting redder
then you'll know that no one else will ever
see the likings of you

they won't know what to do

look around I thought I seen you
one night when the moon was all bright
and the scene seemed just right
'cause the gleam in your eye it was you

in the background of a complex, uninhabited dream
a place where no one can hear you scream
and it seemed o.k. to say that it was ordinary
it was ordinary

I'm a deer in the headlights and I just don't know what to do

A Deer In The Headlights

Never enough

Bitch you know you'll never stop
You fuckin' know it's never enough

Never Enough

no this isn't the place I remembered
no this isn't the face that I knew

they've charged the first degree
don't remember what you've seen
just remember don't say anything
'til you've said something to me
this is the last time that I'm gonna
waste my breath on this ok
so just remember, when they ask you,
to be sure that all you say is

no this isn't the place I remembered
no this isn't the face that I knew

personality swings come out late at night
you sure that you're ok
you say that you're alright
this is the last time that I'm gonna
waste my breath on this ok
so just remember, when they ask you,
to be sure that all you say is

no this isn't the place I remembered
no this isn't the face that I knew
I said no this isn't the way that it was supposed to be
no why does this seem to always happen to me

when you're on the witness stand
and you need to testify
just remember that you told me
that you'd be my alibi
this is the last time that I'm gonna
waste my breath on this ok
so just remember, when they ask you,
to be sure that all you say is

Alibi

walking down another cold, dark street
waiting for the dawn
another coffee shop, a blimpie base
a-keep me warm until dawn

the heat from the sewer grate don't warm my bed
the snow ain't cold anymore
feet are so wet from the holes in my shoes
the churches locked all their doors

but I don't care
go and push me away
you can't hurt me anymore
not anymore
not anymore
not anymore

I'll sing your hymns for a cup of soup
so hungry, I don't care
an' how 'bout let me lay down for a little while
in a warm, dry place

or gimme a quarter for the movies all night
I gotta stay awake
afraid of sleepin' and I'm freezin' to death
I gotta keep me awake

Not Anymore

nobody knows him
but I'm sure you've heard about him before

he's the one in five dentist
that doesn't like your toothpaste
he's the corrupt politician
burying nuclear waste
out of his mind

they ride in stretch limos and then they buy SUV's
with their global positioning satellite DVD
they're smoking cigars it's blown in your face
and he's a spreading disease it's all over the place

he's going crazy he's going insane
and then he's going somewhere gonna do it again
out of his mind

nobody knows him
but I'm sure you've heard about him before

he's the guy on the radio that you never see
I think that he could be you,
you know that he could be me
out of my mind

he's jumped on the stage
he's filled with violence and rage
if he was reading a book then he'd be turning a page
cause it's the same thing you've read
and seen and heard once before
and then you hear something else
and then he's there at your door

he's going crazy he's going insane
and then he's going somewhere gonna do it again
out of his mind

nobody knows him
but I'm sure you've heard about him before

he's the one that thinks that all should bow
because he's the master
deploying nuclear bombs
he wants to cause a disaster
out of his mind

begin the end of a species and the result is turmoil
because we're left here to fester to bleed
to rot and to spoil
we have to do something right now before it's too late
there's no time left to argue there is no time to debate.

he's going crazy he's going insane
and then he's going somewhere gonna do it again
out of his mind

Nobody Knows Him

When the moon is bright
And it's cold
And the wind it blows over your shoulder
That's when it'll be told

When the wolves cry out
Then you'll know
That this desolate form of addiction
Doesn't show where we'll go

I believe in something
I believe in you

I Believe (Part 2)

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