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I love you all! please go check out Lux and Guardin!!
@lux_45
@guardinmusic

LYRICS-

Yung van:
Call me back I need you right now
On the ground as the rain pours down
Where'd you go when i needed you 
Where'd you go when I needed you
Call me back as the rain pours down
On the ground I need you right now 
Where'd you go when I needed you
Where'd you go when I needed you 
I called you but I can't speak
But I can hear you breathing
I'm wide awake cause I can't sleep
and I can only think of you

guardin:
think too much, i'm so lost, where my head go?
 trippin' now, blankin' out to the echo
all i fears finally here, movin' mad slow 
pacing now, trace your frown when i let go 
falling back into the depths of my own mind
 i'd be lying to you baby if i said that i was fine 
i've been rearranging furniture & finding stuff inside 
like the crystals in my pockets that you probably left behind 
i don't wanna be without you 
baby i am not okay without you

FOLLOW MY MAN LUX!!!

you were my best friend w/ guardin (Prod. Lux45)

prod. @notmorgn

she make me feel alive i thought i died inside 
why do i feel fine everything seems right
she a ghost girl sending shivers down my spine
i only get to see her in the night time

I dont plan to stay so imma go
you've been down this road you know it never gets old 
and we should fuck the pain away till our hearts cold 
till we have no feelings cus we are growing old

you dont plan to stay then you should go
i've been down this road no it never gets old 
and we should fuck the pain away till our hearts cold 
till we have no feelings cus we are growing old

but sometimes life's like that
i don't wanna type back
if im forced to fight back
i'll just a flight back to home
back to the rain to the green and the cold
maybe i've just been home sick
but my home ain't shit
and my brain is a waste
fill it with a full clip
maybe i've just been home sick
but my home ain't shit
and my brain is a waste
fill it with a full clip

she make me feel alive i thought i died inside 
why do i feel fine everything seems right
she a ghost girl sending shivers down my spine
i only get to see her in the night time

I dont plan to stay so imma go
you've been down this road you know it never gets old 
and we should fuck the pain away till our hearts cold 
till we have no feelings cus we are growing old

you dont plan to stay then you should go
i've been down this road no it never gets old 
and we should fuck the pain away till our hearts cold 
till we have no feelings cus we are growing old

i thought i died inside

a mess, inside a body of a man

featuring my friend @guardinmusic

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

lyrics: https://genius.com/thebreathingbackwards-what-i-am-lyrics

blackheartemoji

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what i am (ft. guardin)

Heres a song off my upcoming EP called Heartbreak & Bad Habits
hope you fuck with it
Kuzu Mellow: @kuzumellow
draffish: @draffish
art: @oddyssi

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Heartbreak ft. Kuzu Mellow (prod. draffish)

ＨＯＷ　ＤＩＤ　ＷＥ　
ＤＥＳＴＲＯＹ　ＥＡＣＨ　ＯＴＨＥＲ？

//私たちは病気です//

tysm to @jvbeats666 for creating this beauty with me
go show him some luv 

lyrics
--------
whiskey pour another cup
nothing like the feeling of getting so fucked up
off the last lost breath of a lover that you once
had but she ran with a man much better than yourself
i think i need help
i think i can touch the sky & grip orion's belt
taking off my vans full of sand and some shells
heaven ain't the place for me but i can hear the bells

they say that an angel is self defined 
so when i describe
the girl that lost her mind
the sky will probably cry
but the rain won't mind
if you cry too
feel alive when the sky makes the clouds move
raindrops fall but i fall harder 
light reflects off the water in the harbor
i don't care to compare what i'm told
to what i believe cause i'm still all alone


i've been tryna get back home
but i don't know which road
to take before i can awake from this nightmare
i'm cold
all alone
got the wind straight blowin' in my face i can feel it in my bones
if i smoke
will the clouds lift my body from this place cause i don't feel at home

what's a home without a lover
what's a road without another
how did we destroy each other
how did we destroy each other

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all alone (prod. jay vee)

"𝕥𝕣𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕘𝕠𝕖𝕤 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕝𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕚𝕥𝕤 𝕘𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕨𝕚𝕟𝕕"
NOW AVAILABLE ON ALL MAJOR STREAMING PLATFORMS!
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/snapshot-single/1474839178
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and many more!
__________________________________________________________
Lyrics:

[chorus]
see you walking by tonight, make me wanna take a snapshot (snapshot)
i honestly cannot resist
when you got your body moving like this
 but i always stay by my lonely
they ain't my friends ain't my homies
trust goes with lust and its gone like the wind
changing the tides and we talking again?

[bridge]
thought you better than that
oh, got you wetter than that
choicing him over me thats in the past

[verse 1]
stuck in my mind its like you are a drug
you are perfection, why you acting smug
you're in denial but my love's proof for ya
what can i do for ya to like me back?
I crack
these thoughts i unpack
im stuck in the loop im a stupid mess
all of these thoughts in my head cause stress

[bridge]
why can't i go?
im all alone
I must find home
it aint with your bones

[chorus]
see you walking by tonight, make me wanna take a snapshot (snapshot)
i honestly cannot resist
when you got your body moving like this
 but i always stay by my lonely
they ain't my friends ain't my homies
trust goes with lust and its gone like the wind
changing the tides and we talking again?
x2 (2nd time slowed)

snapshot [prod. Ryini]

[Prod. Lil Biscuit]
My Links:
https://www.instagram.com/6obbyy
https://www.twitter.com/6obby
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1MQM8vc3NvLx1lWofNMxED
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCVdH8jhyxte2FuTF44727Ww
https://itunes.apple.com/us/artist/6obby/1248495170

lyrics:
lost in every thought
i just cannot escape from me
lately I hate being sober
i need space so i can breathe 
say i’m fine but i know I’m not
giving what I got but it’s not enough
feel the stress when i wake up  
only good at fucking up

at fucking up, i’m a fuck up

under pressure lately i been going through it
unexpected outcomes hit me like a bullet
aye, what makes me happy? i don’t even know
stay at home because i cant relate to anyone
aye, the people ‘round me got me cautious 
i gotta make it, no other option

no other option, no other choice x4

late at night getting faded
i been contemplating
bout the things i’m facing
pain from lost relations
saying words you can’t take back
why you do this to me
when i wouldn’t do it back
getting mad i need to relax
I been working on these tracks
Make a milli for the fam
tryna be a better man
just know I been taking every chance
and all those who support me
 ima show you why i’m next, forreal though
live fast got 90 on the dash
lost love is all that I have
(yeah) 
making moves but i’m so silent,
cant have my heart, cause you’ll never find it
(yeah)
and i been speeding like a time-lapse,
labels hit me with the contracts I say fuck that 
(yeah)
feeling down i gotta bounce back 
making moves i’m steady working cause i can’t lack

all these feelings stuck inside i can’t reveal
fuck a label, i don’t even need a deal
on my own, so please don’t hit my cell
i can do this, and i’ll do it by myself 

i’ll do it by myself
i don’t need no help x2

lost in every thought
i just cannot escape from me
lately I hate being sober
i need space so i can breathe 
say i’m fine but i know I’m not
giving what I got but it’s not enough
feel the stress when i wake up  
only good at fucking up

when it rains it pours [prod. lil biscuit]

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SCREAM

Shinin [Alternate Version] (prod. SAISI )

problem

Problems (feat. Pain & bitty)(prod. RUSHER)

Cold Play (prod. Jakkyboi)

theres nothing for me here anymore

MUSIC VIDEO
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z-dtqU97i4E

prod @darrenkmusic
swingsets out now

OFFICIAL VIDEO

anymore (prod. lokel)

thank you for everything <3
i hope you enjoy this is much as i do

lyrics:

if the sun didn't rise, i'd still be right by your side
and if you're feelin less lonely then baby i'm doin fine
if the moon never glowed, i'd still be right here to hold you
how many times have i told you, i love you, i love you

don't follow me i'm hard to read, i scare most people away from me
i hurt most people so can't you see, there's no way you're meant for me

i'm really glad i had it wrong cause, most people use me for the commas
i'm tired of the drama, i'm not one to talk no shit, i keep it honest

so to keep it 150 i'm feelin drained, 
the only reason that i sing is cause of pain,
deep inflicted traumas that been pent up in my brain, 
how i found some happiness with her i feel okay

will it last, does it matter
if I'm smiling will it keep me from disaster
destructive thoughts have had a history with patterns
all I care about is her, I'm glad I have her

if the sun didn't rise, i'd still be right by your side
and if you're feelin less lonely then baby i'm doin fine
if the moon never glowed, i'd still be right here to hold you
how many times have i told you, i love you, i love you

if the sun didn't rise, i'd still be right by your side
and if you're feelin less lonely then baby i'm doin fine
if the moon never glowed, i'd still be right here to hold you
how many times have i told you, i love you, i love you

downpour

ily (prod. lee)

I want to get better but I don't know what the fuck to do...

Written by: @itsyungvan
Mix/Master: @sinxi
Production: @youngburial
art by: @digitalyams

Lyrics-
I’m standing on this road alone
it’s impossible to feel anything when you don’t know how to cope
No, I don’t want to let you in
If I let you peek inside I’m afraid I’ve let them win 
I’ll never let them win
I’ll never let them win
Oh now I’m wasting my time, wasting my time with you
I don’t know how to tell you but I, don’t wanna be friends with you 
I’m living a lie, I’m living my life in blue 
I want to get better but I, don’t know what the fuck to do
So I write down all my wrongs and I burn them
I’ve done people wrong, yeah I’ve hurt them
That’s why I can’t let you be my friend
I’m afraid that I’ll hurt you again
So I write down all my wrongs and I burn them
I’ve done people wrong, yeah I’ve hurt them
That’s why I can’t let you be my friend
I’m so scared that I’ll hurt you again
I’m embarrassed 
I’m ashamed
I’ll never heal if I never admit that I have this pain x4

how to cope

how to cope (Prod. Fats'e youngburial)

[prød. cøzybøy]

i was trying hard to get her off my mind
cuz i wanna break it off, but it feels like suicide

INTRO
i was the one that you loved
i was the one that you loved

VERSE 1
i was the one that you loved
how could you do this you're breaking my trust
texts on your phone baby what have you done
oh this aint love
oh this aint love yea

CHORUS
oh i've been trying hard to get her off my mind
cuz i wanna break it off but it feels like suicide
oh i've been trying hard to get her off my mind
cuz i wanna make it out alive

VERSE 2
so numb girl i think i'm gonna pass out
can't feel with these wounds in my back now
thought you were the best i could have girl
turns out you were worse than the last girl

after the party outside
you came and pulled me aside
looked in my eyes

kissed on my lips with a sigh
you said you wanted to try
baby you lied

maybe you thought that you tried
but you kept all these secrets inside
how could you hide

how could you fuck up my pride
how could you put me aside
oh

CHORUS
oh i've been trying hard to get her off my mind
cuz i wanna break it off but it feels like suicide
oh i've been trying hard to get her off my mind
cuz i wanna make it out alive

BRIDGE
out alive
out alive oh
touch you right
touch you right oh

live a lie we’re falling all around my room
say goodbye but i know i’ll see you soon

CHORUS
oh i've been trying hard to get her off my mind
cuz i wanna break it off but it feels like suicide
oh i've been trying hard to get her off my mind
cuz i wanna make it out alive

off my mind

They call it falling in love cause you can't fucking stop it...
(This is the last single before I begin to release work from "Past the Stars")
Written by: @itsyungvan x @sinxi
Mix/Master: @sinxi
Production: @prime
art by: @scottysplash

Lyrics-

yung van-
I'd be lying if I said you didn't cross my mind
I'd be lying if I said you didn't cross my mind
you pop up when I'm in class looking at the time
tell me that I'm crazy reminiscing
I forgot everything we were missing

You only love me because you used to
I'd tell you I love you but that is old news
when we split up, I thought I told you
I fell in love, but with the old you X2

Sinxi-
and I fell in love but with the old you
oh I catch your perfume as you pass-through
oh I think of the times that'll pass soon
oh I gave you my heart? I didn't mean to
I've been playing it over a couple  hundred times
yeah, the things I could say and ways to stay dry
yeah, to get you to see that I'm okay this time
but would it be a crime to try again one night

yung van-
You only love me because you used to
I'd tell you I love you but that is old news
when we split up, I thought I told you
I fell in love, but with the old you X2

they call it falling in love cause you can't fucking stop it

they call it falling in love cause you can't fucking stop it

i fell in love, but with the old you

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I fell in love, but with the old you ft. Sinxi (Prod. SteezyPrime)

coproduced by @50Landing and @bwre

now there’s too many people that I have done wrong
and that i owe my thanks to for sticking along with me

think I’m dreaming
this isn’t real
cos you leave in a month
and i’m fiending for something to feel

when you hold me
know you know me down to my core
this is the calm before the storm
you diverted attention/the tension away when i mentioned that someone else gon need you more

now there’s too many people that I have done wrong
and that i owe my thanks to for sticking along with me

and i fell apart in that bed
what we built isn’t me
won’t put it back together again
i can’t take back what i said
i just opened those messages i left on read

cos i took you rosier
i thought we could cope
we got out on the ocean i fell out my boat
and you calmed me back down and you
gave me some hope
but i tossed it away for a seratone

now there’s too many people that I have done wrong
and that i owe my thanks to for sticking along with me

no commitments

i’m going to hell you’re going to heaven
it doesn’t negate our holy connection
and next time i fly too close to the sun I’m not gonna run this shit was for fun

I left home now i’m fucked up
realized how much i loved you
whole goddamn life been a suckup
now I’m just tryna get my luck up
all the pain went when you kissed me
we were ten toes up now i’m six feet down
moved on you don’t need me now
now i gotta figure me out
i gotta figure me out

bitch i’m up next
fuckboy ain’t a threat
put a price on my head
won’t sell my soul for a check
that’s on god that’s on sound
you won’t ever see me round
i’ll be cooking up some shit that’s gonna get me out this town

rosier

happy valentines, here's something special for her, and for y'all too. kinda had to rush it because i messed up but I hope you like it nonetheless. <3

producer link:
https://www.beatstars.com/yunsukk/tracks

lyrics:
you could be my valentine
baby girl won't you be mine
and I could be your wonder
wonder lover boy
if you'd be mine

let me show you love
girl stay in my arms
if hugging ain't enough
sleep it off no harm
promises on promises
and sorries if i hurt u
I know as we grow
that we'll shine
with our time together
always and forever
I say you say who loves more
i did this and you did that 
but whose to say we're keeping score

water wash away the pain
lips are locking in the rain
love it blossoms in the brain
petals falling off your mane

let me show you love
girl stay in my arms
if hugging ain't enough
sleep it off no harm
promises on promises
and sorries if i hurt u
I know as we grow
that we'll shine
with our time together
always and forever
I say you say who loves more
I did this and you did that 
but whose to say we're keeping score

Re:Valentine

Re:Valentine [prod. Kiyoto]

Watch the music video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0eaDeAUvPuk

[Forest]
Fucked up and it's 'cause of you
Made me pour my heart out
but you heart me when
I trusted you
That shit broke my heart in two
Now it's hard to move on
'Cause these people make me
think of you
I'm feeling like a fool
I burned all my bridges tryna
build a bridge to get to you
but then you wouldn't let me thru
You say you didn't even want me to

What if all the time we were all alright?
Then we wouldn't have to fight
every goddamn night
I miss when I use to smile
Now I feel like my life'[s upside down
Death been on my mind
Wish that I could feel alright
Wish I didn't have to cry
Every goddamn night
I might use this knife
I'm tryna close my eyes

Fucked up and it's 'cause of you
Made me pour my heart out
but you heart me when
I trusted you
That shit broke my heart in two
Now it's hard to move on
'Cause these people make me
think of you
I'm feeling like a fool
I burned all my bridges tryna
build a bridge to get to you
but then you wouldn't let me thru
You say you didn't even want me to

[Ashes]
Up late, take a dab
I can't see straight
I'm exhausted from the games
that you play
Want me now I'll do a hundred
on the freeway
And if you want me to leave
that's all you gotta say
Up late I can't sleep I got bad dreams
Close my eyes I see you
and it haunts me
Want me, now you won't stay
you just taunt me
I got a gun I'm not okay
somebody stop me
Yeah she hit me on my motorola
And she told me I should really grow up
Fuck it lil shawty look like baby yoda
so you know Ima treat her like
I don't know her

[Forest]
Fucked up and it's 'cause of you
Made me pour my heart out
but you heart me when
I trusted you
That shit broke my heart in two
Now it's hard to move on
'Cause these people make me
think of you
I'm feeling like a fool
I burned all my bridges tryna
build a bridge to get to you
but then you wouldn't let me thru
You say you didn't even want me to

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fool ft. ashes (prod. yago) [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

too scared to fly

prod. @cxldblxxd
swingsets ep out now

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