Second Story

Black Hair

the boy upstairs - black hair (prod. ross gossage & nash)

Let me know what you think of the song, this is one of my favorite songs I've recorded !! https://soundcloud.com/julytheginny
[Chorus]
This the type of thing I want forever 
I don't want it to change, like the weather 
Love the way you make it feel all better 
Walls in my head closing I feel it 
This the type of thing I want forever 
I don't want it to change, like the weather 
Love the way you make it feel all better 
Walls in my head closing I feel it 

[Verse 1: the boy upstairs]
Leave it all on the line
Imma need another night 
To see if I could get things right 
It doesn't always feel right 
But you make me feel alright 
I need to put my mind to rest 
Promise that everythings perfect with me 
I wanna solve all my problems 
Really I'm the problem 
Like I got a death warrant 
But I’m still showing up proper
Now I’m ready for the public 
I’m off my rocker 

[Chorus: the boy upstairs]
This the type of thing I want forever 
I don't want it to change, like the weather 
Love the way you make it feel all better 
Walls in my head closing I feel it 
This the type of thing I want forever 
I don't want it to change, like the weather 
Love the way you make it feel all better 
Walls in my head closing I feel it 

[Verse 2: July]
I’m tryna take my time 
Walls in my head
Please don’t break me
I wish we could one day, you would save me 
But at this rate I’m thinking maybe
I need to pick it up 
I figured one of these hoe’s 
Would make me feel summer love
But now these summers are blizzard 
And I can't give enough  
And I ripped all of the pictures 
That I had took of us 
By now you're probably missing all of the shit we was 
Wished I had noticed 
You always took me for granted 
And I think I couldn't manage
Another heartbreak, or damage 

[Chorus: the boy upstairs]
This the type of thing I want forever 
I don't want it to change, like the weather 
Love the way you make it feel all better 
Walls in my head closing I feel it 
This the type of thing I want forever 
I don't want it to change, like the weather 
Love the way you make it feel all better 
Walls in my head closing I feel it

Weather

Weather (feat. July)

Reason

LYRICS 

[INTRO]
Uhhhhh, ehh, I don’t want you to say this first 
Turn to dust but I can’t change what I said 
We might fall and turn to dust but I can’t change what I said

[VERSE 1]
I’ve been tied up, pile up, it’s hard for me to care 
Where were you cause now I’m smiling, I’m better on up here 
Got my eyes shut I must want to disappear
All those bygones, ride em,  no problems to severe 
Think it’s all about you but, you’re the one that cares 
If you didn’t like him so much then why do you compare 
I’ve made my life harder, cause i’m just never there 
I can’t mess up anymore, well triple dog dare

[CHORUS]
I’ve been running, I’ve been bleeding, think I’m tired of freaking out 
Steady wishing, steady chasing, wishing I had figured out 
All you do is cause me pain, I don’t think I need to take vows 
Always bugging I’m not rushing, I don’t think I need a spouse
(x2)

[VERSE 2]
I think I rushed my life, I’m already dead to you, I got it all to lose
I put my trust on ice, you always test me to 
It all comes back to you, so I’ll forget you to, oh 
I think i changed to much, not in the way you knew 
Now all my bills are blue, and I see in a hue 
(Wait can you wait up) 
There’s always a problem and I think you know the reason 
(Think I walked into a wall, I don’t know how i didn’t see it)

[CHORUS]
I’ve been running, I’ve been bleeding, think I’m tired of freaking out 
Steady wishing, steady chasing, wishing I had figured out 
All you do is cause me pain, I don’t think I need to take vows 
always bugging i’m not rushing, I don’t think I need a spouse
(x2)

Spouse

M.I.A. FAIRYTALE

compromise

Finna put the spotify link/linktree here once it goes up !!
(Chorus)
Ha, speak with no filter I could say a lot
I turn these feelings right into a song, ha
Rap and I sing, Mexican Malone (they gone say “WOW”) 
Had a bad day that was to long, that was to foul 
Smelling the karma, getting congested 
Ugh, I kept it in don't get it twisted 
Get out my swamp, me and Shrek both been invested 
Yeah,hey ha hey hey ha hey yuh yuh hey yuh ah
Smelling the karma, getting congested 
Ugh, I kept it in don't get it twisted 

(Bridge)
Mario Chalmers, you get assisted 
Balling just like I was Richardon, I’m just to fly a bird, Chris Anderson 
I got the bars, up on my bulletin so there really no comparison 

(Chorus)
Ha, speak with no filter I could say a lot( I could x3)
I turn these feelings right into a song,(Into a song) ha 
Rap and I sing, Mexican Malone (they gone say “WOW”)  
Had a bad day that was to long, that was to foul 
Smelling the karma, getting congested 
Ugh, I kept it in don't get it twisted 
Get out my swamp, me and Shrek both been invested 
Yeah,hey ha hey hey ha hey yuh yuh hey yuh ah

(Aye It’s a brand new day yuh, I do the extra, It’s a brand new day yuh)

Ugh, It’s a sweet life and I give it a taste (ugh), shoes looking dusty I call it locane 
Had to go step on a different location, making big moves so I gotta stay patient 
Fumbled around in the county, want all the moneys I count it (count, count)
Ride the beat like a lil tractor, I swear I’m feeling so dandy (yee haw)
Flow so uncanny, no basic 
I got the beat and I bass it (aye,boom)
I been to clean with this murder, uh, leaving no traces (To clean)
I’m feeling lucky, yeah, got all aces 
You don't get the picture,(click, click) you can't even trace it
Had to come back with the cleanest, stealing the show on a misdemeanor
White iverson on my lab coat, mix da beaker den im hitting a c note
Kill yo body, then I’m hitting an emote, came with the gang and never catch a rino 
My pockets fat they came with a big bloat
Get big on em how? Just like a dino 
(Chorus)
Ha, speak with no filter I could say a lot( I could say a lot x2)
I turn these feelings right into a song,(Into a song) ha 
Rap and I sing, Mexican Malone (they gone say “WOW”)  
Had a bad day that was to long, that was to foul 
Smelling the karma, getting congested 
Down at the park, know that I’m missing
Get out my swamp, me and Shrek both been invested (ha) 
Yeah,hey ha hey hey ha hey yuh yuh hey yuh ah( ooh-o-o yuh)
(lots of heys, yuhs, and ah’s lol)

MEXICAN MALONE

LYRICS-
Came in on day one
I ain't had no one
Dreaming of a two tone
You know with a round cut
Swaying with my day ones
Already know what's up
Bark like a dog, so I feel like I'm Caleb

Displaced my ceiling, so I'm feeling really ruthless (Oh yeah)
Why they sleeping on me, I'm so sorry you got roofied (Yeah they tired)
So much ice on me, I'ma need a cooler (I'm to cool)
They hating on my dream, I feel like they be krueger
You don't match my energy and you is not my dog (Not my dog)
I don't answer to nobody unless you is God (That's on God)
Yeah for real, lot of people step out of my life but trying to keep a tab
Lot of these boys talking out they (Woo), they prolly full of cap
But I know all that, they be stepping up, I'm on full attack (Yeah)
What I shoulda said, is that I be stepping with the clip and mag (Boom boom, yeah)
Coming with a MAC-11, a nine, and a ten
Twist and pop the top off, like deodorant (Yeah)
That ain't even really your girl, she a hollaback (Yeah she is)
Money why I'm using a belt, can't hold up my pants (I can't)
Everyday I'm switching it up, I don't know a plan (Woo)
Wake up eating bangers and mash, and do my money dance (Woo)
It's not the same no more at all
Got the ball rolling it's a wave I know (Shoot)
That's your mans, why you stab him in the back?
I could never do that though, cause my team I represent
All the time that I spent, all the times that I left
It would have all been the same, even if I had (Stayed)
(On a whole new planet, that's how much that I changed)
Whole new sauce, let it pop like a vein
Deal with so much I feel like plunger, got my angel above us
We all going through something, but for me it's just gone make me stronger
It gone make me stronger
My demons I slaughter
I'ma jump up past the gate like I ain't got a border
One day they love me (Yeah)
Next day it's cold shoulder (Who?)
Hopefully I understand when I'm a bit older (Yeah, yeah)
Been bipolar (Since when?)
Since day one
She prolly over in the streets causing mayhem (So what)
It's one thing or it's the other (One thing)
But I face it with my brothers, aye (Face it)
And I go in like a soldier
Way I've been jugging it, I just feel like Motorola
Crumbling, falling, they was just looking like granola
Steve Austin, I'm colder (Yeah)
Get the weight off of my shoulder (Woo)
Get him out my way, put him under like a coaster
I'm trusting all my boys stick with me through the nonsense
Concepts, I see everything right through my lens (My lens)
Exhausting, I be trying who really my friends (Hype me up, my friends)
Hype me up, I'm just really trying keep composure
Get on top, with the plan I'm about to take over (Over)
(Day one you my one and my only)

Came in on day one
I ain't had no one
Dreaming of a two tone
You know with a round cut
Swaying with my day ones
Already know what's up
Bark like a dog, so I feel like I'm Caleb

DAY 1

LYRICS-
Yeah (Ooh-o-o-o)
Oh yeah (Ooh-o-o-o)
Yeah (Ooh-o-o-o)
Yeah (Ooh-o-o-o)

Why you been wasting your day?
Is you afraid of mistakes?, Uh yeah
I just be upping the stakes
I'ma be up in the states, uh yeah
They ask a question to me
I feel like Bobby Boucher, huh what?
Don't even know what you say
I just went came a long way, huh yeah
Came a long way, yuh
What momma say, yuh?
Came a long way, yuh
What momma say, yuh?
Came a long way
What momma say, yuh?
Came a long way

Yuh, uh, we is not cool and I'm really unbothered (Cool)
I found a rose turn it into a blossom (Cool)
Whippin the water, I get you a coffee
Yeah, better wake up (Yeah)
Getting it done, a whole bunch up in this month
Say what you want I am the one (Yessirski)
Oblongata, going full throttle
That's the brand, that's the motto
Coulda went far, but we almost crash
Hundred on the dash
I ain't had no plans
Take it to the past
Me is not your mans (No)
See you later alligator (Yeah yeah yeah)
See you later alligator

Why you been wasting your day?
Is you afraid of mistakes?, Uh yeah
I just be upping the stakes
I'ma be up in the states, uh yeah
They ask a question to me
I feel like Bobby Boucher, huh what?
Don't even know what you say
I just went came a long way, huh yeah (Let's go)
Came a long way (Let's go, way)
What momma say, yuh?
Came a long way, yuh (Way)
What momma say, yuh? (Let's go)
Came a long way (Let's go)
What momma say, yuh? (Let's go)
Came a long way, yuh (My momma say)
Why you been wasting your day?
Is you afraid of mistakes?, Uh yeah
I just be upping the stakes
I'mma be up in the states, uh yeah
They ask a question to me
I feel like Bobby Boucher, huh what?
Don't even know what you say
I just went came a long way, huh yeah
Came a long way, yuh
What momma say, yuh?
Came a long way, yuh
What momma say, yuh?
Came a long way
What momma say, yuh?
Came a long way

BOBBY BOUCHER

LYRICS-
Hey, hey, hey (Ahooo-ooah)
Hah ha ha ha (Ahooo-ooah), ha ha ha ha (Hey)
Hey-y

Iron on me like I'm Tony, uh
Silver on me like I'm Rhodey, uh
Holding it down for my woadie, uh
But you could never control me, uh
My mi-i-i-ind gets dark and wild
My mi-i-i-ind keeps running wild
Hey, hey, can you hear me now?
Can you hear me now?
Do you feel me now?
Hey, hey, can you hear me now?
Can you hear me now?
Can you hear me ou-ou-out?

Cause all my life like this, I tried to pretend
I ain't getting over this, I ain't get over this
I dug my last grave, hope you feel the same
Cause you coming with me
Yeah she come with me, huh
I try to pretend like it's all gone work out, for me-e-e
Only thing that working out been me, yeah big gains
Cold blooded, feel like I'm Rick James

Iron on me like I'm Tony, uh (Yeah)
Silver on me like I'm Rhodey, uh (Uh)
Holding it down for my woadie, uh (Uh huh)
But you could never control me, uh (Uh)
My mi-i-i-ind (Ah), gets dark and wild
My mi-i-i-ind (Yeah), keeps running wild (Mmm)
Hey, hey, can you hear me now? (Hey)
Can you hear me now? (Hey)
Do you feel me now?
Hey, hey, can you hear me now?
Can you hear me now? (Now)
Can you hear me ou-ou-out?

We too different, we too far apart, yeah
I ain't even drive but I put it in park
She knew all of that from the start, yeah
Gentleman try and send the first text
Yeah, I could have saved a couple seconds (Uh huh)
Post like demon, and get all my bedrest (Uh huh)
Wouldn't recommend cause I know how all that ends (Woo)
It all ends ba-a-d
Uh, now I'm just laughing cause I get the last laugh
(I'm glad, I'm glad, I'm glad, I'm glad)
Like, ha ha ha ha, ha ha ha ha
To much of a good thing all in excess
(You made my decision so easy, you made my decision so easy)
Ha ha ha ha, ha ha ha ha, ah ha ha ha

HEAR ME NOW

LYRICS-
Never would have thought that it went like this (Went like this)
There ain't no pretending that I ain't like this (Ain't like this)
When you do this all by yourself, good and bad I mix I never tell (I never tell)
Act like I don't tell (Really don't tell)
All I want is like fifty bands, hundred racks I'm about to double it
Fifty bands, hundred racks I'm about to double it
I'm about to double it
I'm about to …
When you leave out the door, what you mean anymore?, I don't know what you want Yeah
Who you gonna be yeah? (Who you gonna be yeah?)
And afterall, I wish that you would call (Wish that you would call)

Nah, said that you would make it up can you? (Can you?)
This a little problem not a breakthrough (Payback)
I'll be on my way, yeah pretty soon
Yeah I'll be out the way yeah making room, bunch of memories and they fade too (They Gone)
Tryna always play like I'm laid back, red flags in my face right in plain view

Never would have thought that it end like this (End like this)
There ain't no pretending that I ain't like this (Ain't like this)
When you do this all by yourself, good and bad I mix I never tell (I never tell)
Act like I don't tell (Act like I don't tell)
All I want is like fifty bands, hundred racks I'm about to double it
Fifty bands, hundred racks I'm about to double it (Fifty)
I'm about to double it (Fifty)
I'm about to …
When you leave out the door, what you mean anymore?, I don't know what you want Yeah
Who you gonna be yeah? (Who you gonna be yeah?)
And afterall, I wish it would have worked (I wish it would have worked)

AIN'T LIKE THIS

LYRICS-
Don't know what you heard, yeah I'm in my zone
I cannot care bout what you think, some I probably wouldn't breathe about
Heart on my sleeve, nah probably put the sleeve around
Swear you need me now I don't wanna let you down
There's a difference tween only thing I think about, yeah
And only need you when I'm down, yeah
And that's something I think about, yeah
Catch me thinking out loud yeah (She crazy)

Everytime I listen, look what I've given
One the biggest problems starting something you can't finish
Already know what you did, I don't know if you meant it (Did)
Really tried to open up, I tore down the hinges (Rip)
I said I forgot, yeah I didn't
I still going up yeah, I defy physics
I swear it's my own drive that I be killing (I can't go back)
Only real concern about my bread (Mine)
Probably taking something out of context (Why?)
Probably writing something to me all caps
Probably misconstruing some of my texts

Don't know what you heard, yeah I'm in my zone
I cannot care bout what you think, some I probably wouldn't breathe about
Heart on my sleeve, nah probably put the sleeve around
Swear you need me now I don't wanna let you down
There's a difference tween only thing I think about, yeah
And only need you when I'm down, yeah
And that's something I think about, yeah
Catch me thinking out loud yeah

Everything I did, yeah I did it for the town (Town)
If you are my dawg, why you bringing hoes around? (Round)
I just want a mill, yeah you know what I'm about (I'm about)
You know what I did yeah, you know what I route, uh
Brought a hundred mill just went off the top (On top)
They didn't wanna talk, tell me what it's about, uh
I just wanna chase a hundred mill till I'm dead (Bow)
If they wanna talk, they gone have to tell the feds
Only thing I thinking bout is still you (Still you)
Only thing I thinking bout is ruining you (Yeah you)
Cause you the only thing I got left (Yeah), what am I gone do if that lay me to rest? (I don't know)

Don't know what you heard, yeah I'm in my zone (Yeah yeah yeah)
I cannot care bout what you think, some I probably wouldn't breathe about (Yeah yeah yeah)
Heart on my sleeve, nah probably put the sleeve around
Swear you need me now I don't wanna let you down (Down)
There's a difference tween only thing I think about (Bout), yeah
And only need you when I'm down (When I'm down), yeah
And that's something I think about, yeah
Catch me thinking out loud yeah
Don't know what you heard, yeah I'm in my zone (Whatchu hear?)
I cannot care bout what you think, some I probably wouldn't breathe about
Heart on my sleeve, nah probably put the sleeve around
Swear you need me now I don't wanna let you down (Let you down)
There's a difference tween only thing I think about (Think about), yeah
And only need you when I'm down, yeah no
And that's something I think about, yeah yeah
Catch me thinking out loud yeah
Loud yeah
Whooo, whooo, yea-ah
Whooo, aye aye aye, yea-ah

DNT KNO

DNT KNO (FT. LstNvrFnd)

LYRICS-
Damaging, but I know I'll run back (Run back)
And I know its so sad to see (Sad)
So sad to see (Oh-ohh-oh)
Damaging, but I know I'll run back (I know I know)
And I know its so sad to see (Sad)
So sad to see (Oh-ohh-oh)

Maybe it's just cause I'm stuck in my ways (Yeah)
And up in my panic room, that's where I stay (Yeah)
Like a dirty car, put all of my problems to the side
It's the early part where I'm just trying to survive
You hijack my heart so I feel like it's my bad
When my day goes bad put it up on the nightstand
I don't see remorse in your eyes (I don't see remorse in your eyes)
And it's so bad for me (For me)
And it's so bad for me (It's so, oh-ohh-oh)

Damaging, but I know I'll run back
And I know its so sad to see (So sad)
So sad to see (Oh-ohh-oh)
Damaging, but I know I'll run back
And I know its so sad to see (So sad)
So sad to see (Oh-ohh-oh)

I got a little to in my feels
I got a little to in my thoughts
Sometimes it's hard for me not to get scared
So I send a message to you through a song (Ahh)
I got a little to in my feels
I got a little to in my thoughts
Sometimes it's hard for me not to get scared
So I send a message to you through a song (Song)
I ain't gonna lie but it ain't the same no more
And I just play the game for you
I ain't gonna lie but it ain't the same no more
And I just play the game for you

Damaging, but I know I'll run back
And I know its so sad to see (Sad)
So sad to see (Oh-ohh-oh)
Damaging, but I know I'll run back
And I know its so sad to see (Sad)
So sad to see (Oh-ohh-oh)

Damaging and I know I'll run back (I know I know)
And I know it's so sad to see
Sad to see me like this and I know I
Went and put you through all of this (Put you through all of this)

RUN BACK

LYRICS-
Mmm yeah, uh-u-u-uh yeah, uh-u-u-uh yeah

I've been MIA tryna find me
Past keep reminding, tell when your lying
Look in my eyes yeah
Don't come and find me (Don't find me)
Don't come and find me (Don't find me)
I've been MIA tryna find me (Find me)
Past keep reminding, tell when your lying
Look in my eyes yeah (Look in my eyes)
Don't come and find me (Don't find me)
Don't come and find me (Don't find me)

Uh, it's too late you already gone, going to sleep when I'm seeing the sun
All that stuff in the back of my mind, worried bout making it work (I do)
Hate when I try and I make it all worse (I do), wish I'd go back but I cannot reverse
Take it all back cause I know that it hurt, never ever would have put you first

MIA tryna find me (I am)
Past keep reminding (Oh yeah), tell when your lying (Oh yeah)
Look in my eyes yeah (Ooh-ooh)
Don't come and find me (Ooh-ooh, don't find me)
Don't come and find me (Don't, don't find me)

Uh, now you stay closed off, don't want no phone call
You really changed up, like I don't know y'all
Yeah, it is what it is
Whatever situation you in, don't let it get under your skin

MIA tryna find me
Past keep reminding, tell when your lying
Look in my eyes yeah (Oh yeah)
Don't come and find me (Oh yeah, don't find me)
Don't come and find me (Oh yeah, don't find me)
Don't come and find me (Don't find me, oh yeah)

FIND ME

/NEW YEAR... NEW STYLES. New singles coming ;) In the meantime go stream my EP on ALL PLATFORMS/

CASH

Yeah, yeah uh where you wanna take this I say we go anywhere
Racing on a spaceship take it right to Nebula 
When I feel like this I’m not even close to regular 
This is not a spaceship I've been feeling colorblind
Where you wanna take this I say we go anywhere 
Racing on a spaceship take it right to Nebula 
When I feel like this I’m not even close to regular 
Racing on a spaceship I've been feeling colorblind

Uh yeah huh oh yeah 
I could drop the dot and
Look like I don't miss (I don’t miss)
In the meanwhile, it was something I don’t miss (I don’t miss)
I just got a 7 I’m not talking my ole miss
Uh uh uh 
Keep on going up
Boutta blow up like a C4 (Boom boom)
I’ve been plugged in
Entering into the screen door (Ah yeah)
I’ve been locked in
You can’t even make a key for 
Hit that little pose
Look like something up in Igor (Hunchback)
Man I’m not even playing about nothing at this point
Everything too real (Too real)
Man I’m too legit to quit
This is too real (Oh yeah)
This is too real (Oh yeah)
This is too real 
Said it’s too real (Oh yeah)

Where you wanna take this I say we go anywhere (Ooh)
Racing on a spaceship take it right to nebula (Nebula)
When I feel like this I’m not even close to regular (Regular)
This is not a spaceship I've been feeling colorblind
Where you wanna take this I say we go anywhere 
Racing on a spaceship take it right to Nebula 
When I feel like this I’m not even close to regular (Yeah)
This is not a spaceship I've been feeling colorblind (Colorblind)
Where you wanna take this I say we go anywhere (Anywhere)
This is not a spaceship, take it right to nebula (Nebula)
When I feel like this I’m not even close to regular 
Racing on a spaceship I've been feeling colorblind 


Babygirl I make this music I’m not a rapper (I’m not)
Told me that I make her laugh like Adam Sandler (Oh yeah)
No waterboy (Oh yeah)
But I stay on point 
Cause you know I’m on
I could read your thoughts like a Ouija board (Yeah)
Regretting should have gave me more (Yeah)
Imma make it quick like a youtube short
I feel like cort, feel it in my core
I ball up on the court
I’m in the mix
I don’t really care bout how I feel
Imma still show out lit 
Nothing getting past us
Cause he showing me
Treat you like a pastor
And Jehovah him
Show up to your doorstep
They ain’t let us in
On the other hand, I got my boys I hope and pray they win
Money, lethal weapon, with my words I pull up finish him
Jump stop on these boys I don’t even feel like no pivoting
I was born today my life is looking like it’s infinite

Ooh and it sounded like a symphony-y
And it sounded like a symphony-y
And it sounded like a symphony

nebula

trippin

SPOTIFY soon!
I gave up just tell ‘em me what it is you want 
I see it now that I gave too much 
For way too long 
Rain all in your face and since I’m meeting you halfway
I thought it better than okay if your poured water in my grave 

Let’s put aside everything that I just said
I’m the type to hold it in and still wish you all the best
But it’s 
But it’s all lost
I’ve been
I’ve been trying to hold my head up
Don’t know what to say I can’t say enough
Whatever you on got me stuck
Calling you, I’m calling your bluff
Don’t what to say but I’m done 

Isn’t it so obvious, karma hates me cause we always fight
Brand new street same old signs
Won’t look back, wasting my time
Wasted, I know we talk about changing 
Looking for a light but like everything’s shaded 
Heard it from my guy you was acting all shady so I 

I gave up just tell ‘em me what it is you want 
I see it now that I gave too much 
For way too long 
Rain all in your face and since I’m meeting you halfway
I thought it better than okay if your poured water in my grave
I gave up just tell ‘em me what it is you want 
I see it now that I gave too much 
For way too long 
Rain all in your face and since I’m meeting you halfway
I thought it better than okay if your poured water in my grave

water in my grave

Whoah
Everyday I’m going off the top
I’m doing to much like I really should stop
The last time I seen’t her she giving me top
I kill every song asking when I’m gone drop (x2)

Whoah check the b roll got a lil scene for the edit
Hit the free-stroke probably gotta breathe for a second 
(Whoah whoah)
Promise no one is slowing my roll
This a different, different mode
I’m a whole different person, yeah I know
Ooh, 11:59 boutta be 12:00
Told you got the gas this is no shell
Going from the front and the back like BeReal
Going off the planet, this is too real (Too real)
Flow be getting a lil bigger, JNCO pant on the leg no amiri
I’m to up all my demons they fear me
Leave em in the dirt like Joe no Keery
I had to hang up the phone
I’m being so serious
We is not talking, I think you delirious
Skywalking like I just went …
Skywalking like I just went home (uh yeah)
And I’ve been on top get dome (Yeah)

Whoah
Everyday I’m going off the top
I’m doing to much like I really should stop
The last time I seen’t her she giving me top
I kill every song asking when I’m gone drop (x2)

LYRICS

Hard for me to move on without you here
Contradictory because you don't care
Constantly I’m still thinking about you
I’m still thinking about you

Drowned in a pool
Filled up with kerosene
Bring me a spark
To come enlighten the mood
Both of our hearts are very delicate
Cover mine in paraffin something you’d never do
But you did
Usually I would move on
But talking about where we’d live 
And now the plans we've forgone
I’d wipe your tears with my thumb
The things that I can't forget
But I can’t care enough

Hard for me to move on without you here
Contradictory because you don't care
Constantly I’m still thinking about you
I’m still thinking about you

You’ll mess up and I forgive you
I don’t see any issue
Honestly I deserve it (I deserve it)
Call me up to say you hate me
Over the phone I’m pacing
Make me feel like were dating 
Oh offer my reign to you
It’s my last mistake
Cause I know that you're controlling (Know that you controlling)
When you finally came over
We ain’t finish my movie
I don’t know what to do with things now

Hard for me to move on without you here
Contradictory because you don't care
Constantly I’m still thinking about you
I’m still thinking about you

Your courtesy
Is a double edge sword
Be true to me
I want nothing more
I’m losing it
You’re my last resort

Hard for me to move on without you here (Without you here)
Contradictory because you don't care (You don’t care)
Constantly I’m still thinking about you
I’m still thinking about you
I’m still thinking about you
I’m still thinking about you

Thinking bout u

LYRICS

You prolly feel like you important
Better off as dead
Staying in the morgue (Yeah)
I feel like I made it
Been on second story
But really I’m wanting some more (Yeah)
I just walk in then I walk out
Get the cash up and I cash out 
Put the trust in all in myself
All the bad things going good now 
You prolly feel like you important
Better off as dead
Staying in the morgue (Yeah)
I feel like I made it
Been on second story
But really I’m wanting some more (Yeah)
I just walk in then I walk out
Get the cash up and I cash out 
Put the trust in all in myself
All the bad things going good now

All these people hate
And I lap them
All on me
She was stradling
Imma prolly meet ‘em in my last life
And that mean yeah in the past tense 
And I never do but I’m bragging
Cause I’m too hard and you flacid
They all fake they plastic
Had to add it up and subtract it
Like zoned out in traffic
Never paid attention and I haven't
Making music they think that I’m rapping
At seventeen I made a classic
I’m stuck in the moment
And it’s crazy to think
Haven't even begun so I gotta get busy
Stuck in my head but I see it so clearly
Oh oh oh oh

You prolly feel like you important
Better off as dead
Staying in the morgue (Yeah)
I feel like I made it
Been on second story
But really I’m wanting some more (Yeah)
I just walk in then I walk out
Get the cash up and I cash out 
Put the trust in all in myself
All the bad things going good now 
You prolly feel like you important
Better off as dead
Staying in the morgue (Yeah)
I feel like I made it
Been on second story
But really I’m wanting some more (Yeah)
I just walk in then I walk out
Get the cash up and I cash out 
Put the trust in all in myself
All the bad things going good now

Morgue

LYRICS

Know too well that you took me in vain 
I mean it I mean it 
One to my heart and I can't feel my brain 
I’m freezing I’m freezing
Know too well that you took me in vain 
I mean it I mean it 
One to my heart and I can't feel my brain 
I’m freezing I’m freezing

Ohh
I’m watching my back
You don't have to say 
I stay on my toes
Anyday it could change so I gotta do the most
Ain’t worried bout feelings I’m stuck in the zone 
Pixelated baby I’m moving cartoon (Yuh)
Frozen in time like I can’t even move
Don’t even fit in the box
Cause frankly I took out the roof
Take down the roof I take down the continent
Take down the roof I take down the continent
Won’t let ‘em in feel like they bothering ohh
Covered in sauce just like a condiment (Condiment)
She tell me I’m different I’m the anomaly (Ooh)
Take for myself no comradery
Stuck in a loop
I got it like ooh
Tell me the truth
Don’t lie to me
Got nothing to prove I stay in the house
You is not nothing when they not around
Every time I just giving ‘em everything
I change my mind
Every day I’m feeling so colorblind
Everything I’m seeing it black and white
I need to take my own advice
You hate me don’t change your mind

Know too well that you took me in vain 
I mean it I mean it 
One to my heart and I can't feel my brain 
I’m freezing I’m freezing
Know too well that you took me in vain 
I mean it I mean it 
One to my heart and I can't feel my brain 
I’m freezing I’m freezing
One to my heart and I can't feel my brain 
I’m freezing I’m freezing
Know too well that you took me in vain 
I mean it I mean it 
One to my heart and I can't feel my brain 
I’m freezing I’m freezing
Know too well that you took me in vain 
I mean it I mean it

Freezing

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LYRICS-

(Chorus)
I just went and slow dived  off the top
tryna find out what's real and what's not
been saying this  gone last forever I know its a longshot
I just went and slow dived off the top
tryna find out what's real and what's not
been saying this  gone last forever I know its a longshot

(Verse 1)
no promises how it always is 
hit me back all I could say was you stole my line 
told me I'm heading up no incline 
landed on could nine 
dm's wrestle mania I declined
balling something like Jordan 
I want it all in 
keep on with all of that nonsense I know you stalling 
I'll keep ignoring 
kinda like I always do 
problems universe size so I couldn't ever pick or choose 
I can't afford to mess up I don't have time to loose 
trying to being perfect serves me no use 
not good enough I could never fill his shoes
just be myself and mind my ps and qs
people want something I cant be
but I'm trying to so  set me ablaze up the fumes 
never hear me out 
always assuming the worst 
I just feel emersed 
sorrow like an empty thirst 
that I cant satisfy 

(Chorus)
I just went and slow dived off the top
tryna find out what's real and what's not
been saying this  gone last forever I know its a longshot
I just went and slow dived  off the top
tryna find out what's real and what's not
been saying this gone last forever I know its a longshot

(Verse 2)
told me you'd be here forever just not when I'm looking 
I've lost my balance my footing trying to stay up 
when you bringing me down 
I can't open up to anybody I'm to classified 
put the world on my shoulders just to gratify 
I pacify myself just so I could have a smile that I ratified 
walls open up in my mind I could see 
and I'm not the hero type that is made out be 
don't want the talk its just jargon 
 if I'm Coraline whats reality 
I'm living a double life
sew buttons all up in my eyes 
 still rendering the faces in the sky
there not real just in my mind

(Chorus)
I just went and slow dived off the top
tryna find out what's real and what's not
been saying this  gone last forever I know its a longshot
I just went and slow dived  off the top
tryna find out what's real and what's not
been saying this  gone last forever I know its a longshot

longshot

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