happy birthday dorian
made this song on 10/20/2022 

tr:
oo oo yea u fell off
i dont wanna be the one to act all better
bitch, soft jus like a pillow
if u wanna argue w me you get bit off
oh, and i didnt even tell a single soul
r you proud of me or what i pulled 
i got hella dreams n hella soul
will u act this way when we're both old 

shits all fine , independent 
i dont need all that i need a ribbon
ya i just need an award for what i did yea
u dont gotta complement me im ona bitch yaa
and thats all fine, independence
i dont need a house i need a cabin
i need u detecting all my balence
royalty be sippin from the chalice

hsm:
i think she in love she addicted to me
ran off on the plug, i'm a dick to the streets
ooh i love to jugg, that's my number 1 thing
poles up on that boy, make him dance, make him sing
he too sweet, like a rice krispie
fit too clean, you can see, you can see
he too sleep, like a uh, kitty
i think she in love she addicted to me
betty wanna see me out the fit thooooo
betty wanna see me out it i knoooo
wait, i'ma take a flight thooooo
i been high in many different timezones

and the haters talk, they dont mean shit
these mfs funny on some meme shit
i can hit yo betty wit a wrist flick
glock 19, das a big stick
and when she give me top 
its ridiculous, ridiculous
so ridiculous, aaaaaaaahhhhs

soft w heartstopmiami (feardorian)

reuploaded for listening purposes only, will delete if asked @myequalmind @heavenindaclouds

roxas - movie (heavn)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/prodkaito , https://soundcloud.com/rhine1k , and https://soundcloud.com/yxhance 
Recorded 11/6/2022


lyrics:
not again
i jus wanna go pop out wit my friends 
but im dying, im boutta fall right of the edge
quit the cryin i gotta get right back to the bread 
i dont got nobody,, no OG beside me 
nobody advice stuck so my body full of molly 
drain it. drain the water
give me strength my father 
feeling like i might just rest 
gripping this damn revolver 


and them drugs just be callin 
i dont got options i get a lil nauseous
and i dont mean nothing to you at all its 
all in my conscious all in my conscious 

wake up and try to breathe i would damn near do anything 
whats wrong with my head? 
i dont even want the damn fame, the riches, or the diamond chain 
i just wanna be blessed 
(wanna be blessed)


not again
i jus wanna go pop out wit my friends 
but im dying, im boutta fall right of the edge
quit the cryin i gotta get right back to the bread 
i dont got nobody,, no OG beside me 
nobody advice stuck so my body full of molly 
drain it. drain the water
give me strength my father 
feeling like i might just rest 
gripping this damn revolver 


i guess its all just my luck,, never lived near the Clovers
whenever you do come over never talk, just go roll one 
i thinks its all fine, i think we fine im jus falling 
im used to having motion, lately i feel so broken 

dont wanna feel at all, numb it until its over 
feel if i blow my dome then family got one less burden 
i just been feeling cold,, and nobody want me hurting 
raise the flag, yeah alert it. I might just go Bezerk kid


not again
i jus wanna go pop out wit my friends 
but im dying, im boutta fall right of the edge
quit the cryin i gotta get right back to the bread 
i dont got nobody,, no OG beside me 
nobody advice stuck so my body full of molly 
drain it. drain the water
give me strength my father 
feeling like i might just rest 
gripping this damn revolver 


""so im guessing youve never been high before?" - "No, no. My best friend Michael, his dad was a big drinker so he hated all that stuff." - "Well where is Michael tonight?" - "Oh he shot himself last may,, Kinda wish he'd left a note u know what i mean?""

ii might kill myself soon (wishtek + yxhance + rhine)

@Tropes777 + @Heartstopmiami 
rip lil keed

Garden 🖕 ρrod feardorian && elxnce 🔕🔕

Free Us (prod. rhine)

No enemies (Prod. Frostd, Venexxi)

blessed to see anotha year happy 2024 yall shouout https://soundcloud.com/rhine1k for the production new shi soon

lyrics:

im out the box she fuck wit me 
i turn it up a lil notch to a new degree 
i turn the spot a lil hot when i move the jeans
i jus been focused on plots since 16
i jus hit a lil plot made 15
keep on flexing we get testy 
ion even like to talk, they dont feel me 
around these white hoes, they do ketamine 

everyday get up, i push to a better me
push to a new rack, they like that 
touch a new stack,, i like that 
blowin off fye,, i like dat 
new whip but ima push it to the max
oh this a scat? ion give a fuck im runnin dat
onna benzi jus so i can counteract
mac oil in my lungs im lyin flat


at this point im jus tryna run da racks
lotta shit i dont give a fuck about
watch yo back U might miss yo fuckin bag
these niggas bout raX,, allat
backpack jus fulla pronto 
too much money, too much shit 
the feds would damn near throw a fit 
im damned if i be folding bitcch

im damned if i fold on my bruddas
we tryna run up, den rock some fur
we tryna cop whips N rip out "skrtt" 
she dont want me to win that bitch is cursed .. bitter
and i know dat hurt ,,i know i could never become the first with her
ian even tryna think bout that i jus sit back light up the earth nigga

N im high asf, high asf,,, U kno dat. 
ion need no eyedrops nigga my sunglasses'll prolly hold dat
im with my little baby we gon film it onna fuckin vhs no kodak
i just ran it right up , now im on it 
i just doubled the dose n im floating


I, just wanna be better
we gon tap in ,get to that work in any weather 	
im jus tryna right my wrongs
on my phone, she leave a message 
baby we can do it together 
like bro i need my measures
like bro i need my cheddar

im out the box she fuck wit me 
i turn it up a lil notch to a new degree 
i turn the spot a lil hot when i move the jeans
i jus been focused on plots since 16
i jus hit a lil plot made 15
keep on flexing we get testy 
ion even like to talk, they dont feel me 
around these white hoes, they do ketamine 

everyday get up, i push to a better me
push to a new rack, they like that 
touch a new stack,, i like that 
blowin off fye,, i like dat 
new whip but ima push it to the max
oh this a scat? ion give a fuck im runnin dat
onna benzi jus so i can counteract
mac oil in my lungs im lyin flat

bettr (prod. rhine)

@f3arme @kggn 
You got burned well too bad, i was entertained when i was looking to the past, took away my pride i had to go and get it back, Ask me if im having a hard time yeah just a tad, now its hard to breathe i cant even go and walk around, ive been smoking tree i dont even think abt it now, i been on the brink I cant even think like out of bounds, Swervin in the city swear to god Im fucking up the town, I dont evne think twice abt shit like that, Im in that coupe swerving and its all black, And you know im ontop of this shit No i dont fall flat, and I make sure to do everything right yea its needs to suffice, and Im up in the clouds I feel like im Higher than  kites, And im putting in work I do it all day and all night, And you not with us you should take that as a sign, In the city eating good yeah sippin on wine, I thought i had it but i didnt, Reworking out thinkin bout this shit itll take a damn minute, Movin through all this shit swiftly swear to god get to the finish, If its good now ill be going down i dont even think of feeling

too bad prod feardorian & kuru

They said Deja you the reason.

i havent been eating or sleeping well. i've been struggling tryna talk about this with others. i think i've always had problems with getting shit off my chest, and thats why i do music & post online, but when this happened to me gang, i honestly shut tf down. you meant so much to me and i wish our last interactions with each other weren't so bittersweet. i wish we had a proper goodbye with each other. i been going thru all your music, our music, our video game clips, and smiling with tears in my eyes. ik i keep saying this, but you really were like a little brother to me. i've felt this way about you ever since the start of zero world, yk like back when it was just a tag jane made and we was all just putting it in songs, and not rapping as a collective yet. since i known you, you had nothing but love in your heart, good intentions, and kindness to others. i wish i did a better job as an older friend, to guide you when i had the chance. everybody keep telling me not to blame myself for this shit, but i still feel a lil sick to my stomach knowing there was something i could've done. idk. not important i guess. point is i love you, miss you, and hope you're at peace rn. around a few months ago you sent me an album you were working on called Deja Thorn. it was amazing. you were always mad talented, and this song right here hits me so hard in the chest now that you're gone. i chose to upload this because its my new fav of yours, and you never got a chance to show people what you been working on. (im obviously not monetizing it.) i've listened countless of times for that one lyric... "I always tell myself I'm not, but I'm addicted to these beans." .... i'm truly so sorry deja. i made a few promises to myself after i found out about you. I'm never touching another pill again for you. you was always showing mad love, so i'm gonna continue showing more love for you. and of course i'm gonna continue living for you. i truly hate that this is the lesson i had to learn. please fly high little brother. it'll always snow for you in planet z. LLS 🕊️🗺️

Sammy33 - Told Me (prod. Uglyfriend) 💔💔❄️

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