PHANTASIST

New Vacancy

Killing Time

Murder She Wrote (Miss Tuesday)

Bittersweet

Lyrics

(Hook)
Dying but it feels so good

It’s the killa in the bushes best to keep ya doors locked
Pants fallin off my ass but I’m still runnin from the cops
Cookin up on the Mac just like it was a stovetop
Shit maybe it is, that’s why the flow so hot
Pull up do what I wanna n then I roll out
Think I’m bouta smoke a whole ounce
Roll a pound bouta go to the clouds
Like I’m flying think I’m dyin yeah n i aint comin down

DYING BUT I FEEL GREAT PROD MR. SISCO

melodic soft rock




October slips through the window,
cold air brushing the skin.
Curtains move like restless shadows,
whispers echo within.

[Bridge ]
The leaves keep falling, one by one,
like hours you cannot hold,
and every night stretches further
[Bridge ]
than the day that came before.

[Chorus – mantra-like, layered voices]
Shadows grow longer…
Shadows grow longer…
[Bridge ]
The silence is closer
[Bridge ]
The silence is closer…

[Outro – fading,]
October stands at the doorway,
[Bridge ]
and never lets you in.

October slips through the window.

i love you. 

https://twitter.com/BEXEYSWAN
https://twitter.com/geilliw

all of my life, been floating in feelings of misplacement . . 
always wondered why . . 
I was put on this planet to switch to the others 90% of the . . 
TIME it ticks at least thats what we think . . 
Im the board game in the middle of the fruit section . .
not because some lazy kid put me here . . 
when his mother told him no cause the moneys gettin low . .

but the owner was pullin round a cart of new stock . .
snakes & ladders all packaged bottom to top . . 
he took a short cut on the corner of the isle . . 
the game flew out into an unknown pile . . 

[and now Im here] 

[ladies . . gentlemen . . anyone?] 

why am i surrounded . . 
[do you hear me though? see me though?]
[yeah im so alone . . with all these ghosts] 
x2 

i quit my job . . 
was supposed to be building but more destroying . . 
layers of myself from morning . . yawning .. 
till Im exhausted . . i got away . . 
and i know my dad is kinda disappointed . . 
cause he had a similar dream with music . . 
didnt pursue it . . he looks at me . . 

like i am deluded . . slightly foolish . .
whilst i am telling my words about the universe .. 
he sighs and switches on the tv . . 
and puts his right ankle onto his left knee . .
looking around the corners of the room . . 
he thinking . . SNAP OUT OF IT BEXEY.

why would i wanna be anything but me . .
i would never make anyone ever feel that way . . 
so . . fuck the negativity . . simply i had to get out that place . .
now . . Im . . 
far away in a ghost town . . 
was suicidal for many months yea i lost count . . 
well . . . . didnt but . . why would i try remember?  . . 
when the only thing in my history . . 
is : 'whats the easiest way out?' . . 

rang a suicide line . . [WELL I TRIED] . .
and that voicemail bitch said i have to top my phone up . . 
that was the biggest sign of my life . . 
had to do it by myself with the intense focus . . 

FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE 
FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE 
MAKE YOUR OWN PLANET INSTEAD
MY FRIEND. 

FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE . . 
FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE . . 
FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE . . 
THEY DIDNT EVEN LET ME SPEAK . . 
BUT I THANK THE UNIVERSE . . 
THANK THE UNIVERSE . . 
THANK THE UNIVERSE . . 
SHES GOT ME ETERNALLY . . 

THATS RIGHT. 

BEXEY - Suicide Line Decline [Prod.Willie G]

NEVERMIND FT. COLDHART PROD. WILLIE G

produced by @johnmello
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TOwGjsWrVb0

Insomniac ft. Wavy Jone$ (prod. john mello)*VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

MISS U SPENCE <3
FT https://soundcloud.com/barrenwaste
PROD @GREAF
mixed by @prohibeo

gizmo

Shitt, I still miss my fam and my friends but I swear that most of all I miss my bro lil spence, whip tha Acura out Tha pad smokin Newport cigarettes, I still think think about those times, little stress it was the best, but,

Now I gotta grow up, but I'm still wastin my money on green stuff ta roll up, you can eat my dick, if, ya don't know us, and I still ain't shit but I ain't gunna slow up now


Codiene, high - c, back woods fulla terps, Im without a place to be,

Feels like I'm living in a deam, but I'm missin the feelin of when I had you next to me girl

Naw wait, fuck every stupid bitch that twisted ripped my life ta shits,

that's a pain that Ill never forget,

I'm great, I could lie until I'm rich, if you granted me wish, I wouldn't take that shit cuz

I never fucked with my life, and there aiint a single thing, that could make it all right,

Everyday I'm up all night, with the music in my head, it's the only thing I like,

It's so hard to love me you don't wanna look at me I'm fuckin ugly

Fuck me let me disintegrate,

deep into the soil and deteriorate

barren

before i say a word
please listen close this time
i said this all before 
but Ive really lost my mind
i know you're always worried
my fingers looks so blurry
crossing over to a new world
i love the way you look so lovely 
my self worth is so ugly
i am absolutely nothing

contradicting thoughts
read back on the screen
makes no sense to me
its all a dream
i can’t be thinking these
dreadful thoughts about
you and me

I’m living in a void now
just testing all my patience 
with no one to try and say shit
its just a statement
that I’m making
please no mistaking

deteriorating ft barren (prod. GREAF)

TRACK BY BRENNAN SAVAGE (PRODUCED BY GHOSTEMANE)

@brennansavage @ghostemane

BRENNAN SAVAGE - Tree Camo (prod. GHOSTEMANE)

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Murder She Wrote (Miss Tuesday)

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