I never wanted to cry
So just say goodbye
Yea here you are sitting next to me
Sweet melody I get relief
When you sing to me
And I know that we
Were meant to be
But I can't repeat my history's
All caught up in lies
So don't act surprised
So here you are getting close to me 
Sweet melody I can't retreat
I give into thee
And as long as we tread carefully
We might just keep this mystery alive
I only wanted to fly
I've been sanctified 
Yea but here we go with your blasphemy
Sweet melody 
I can finally see what you mean to me
And it's always been so challenging
But I finally see this bittersweet
Denial
I never wanted to die
I've walked through the fire
Yea but here it's already known to me
Sweet melody
I can die in my sleep, or just rule as king
It's a lonely thing to know everything
So just mind your p's and your q's to speak
Keep quite
And watch for the signs yea
So here we go with your hide and seek
Sweet melody
You might be weak
So comforting
And as long as we make memories
We might believe in the symphony
of life

Sweet Mel0dy

No matter what it takes to be
No matter how much time we spend
No it's only make believe
The final truth is lied to rest
And we can only take a peak
What we assume may lie ahead
But if you don't embrace the need
You see it's all inside your head
I don't wanna be in your society
It's always something else
That takes a part of me
Tough luck
Black Dove 
Rearrange The outcome
Bright lights
Fast cars
Hurricane
Yea you're a super star
We can only play for keeps
Consume a thousand trends
And you hope that they believe
Take a look inside yourself
The age of grace proceeds
Every whisper finds a bend
They say we may decrease
But I'm just not interested
I don't wanna be in your society
It's always something else 
that takes a part of me
Just days upon release
Through the fires of hell
The same mistake as me
But I wish not take you there
Waves of disbelief
It's way beyond repair 
You came to state your piece
But it's just that no one cares

Black Dove

Sifting through cares
I wish not to wallow
Lifting the flairs 
So the gifted can follow
What's in a memory
Bipass the symmetry
Take off the role man
I'll lend you my hand
Searching for feelings
Finding the meaning
It's feast or famine
Lift up your hands and sing
Better angels in my mind
Letting go and left behind
What we know and what we find
How we grow and how we climb
I only borrow
Repent tomorrow
Pain leads to sorrow
I'm in the front row
Asking forgiveness 
None of your business
Cross off your mischief
on your next wish list
Searching for feelings
Finding the meaning
It's feast or famine
Lift up your hands and sing
Better Angels in my mind
Letting go and left behind
What we know and what we find
How we grow and how we climb
Yea it's all my fault it's all my fault
Only know what I've been taught
Altercations and torn up claws
Life is nothing like how you thought

Better Angels

It's plain to see
You're hurting me
And I can not see
You can call it how you see
You can call it blasphemy
But in all reality
Really is no easy street
Are we slaves or are we free
Are we sold equality
All these answers that we seek
In the synchronicity 
Some time ago became aware
Of the things around me
I'm letting go I'm in the air
But these chains surround me
Is this reality
Everybody laughs at me
Cuz I do things differently 
But I'm laughing back you see
Cuz you're all the same to me
Are we trained by TV screens
Is it as bad as it seems
Is there more than we can see
In the synchronicity 
Some time ago became aware
of the things around me
I'm letting go I'm in the air
But these chains surround me
Is this reality
It's plain to see
You're hurting me
And I can not see

Synchronicity

You're waging war against me
You're up shits creek with no paddle
I'm waging war against myself
Another up hill battle
You're cool with being led to slaughter
Like the other cattle
You think you're moving forward
But you're really chasing shadows
So you cringe when you are faced with a catastrophe
You've got a pair of eyes and they are choosing not to see
I'm just another body with a soul and a mind
You're realizing that your soul is very hard to find
Ooh Right On
You're spinning story after story
And your web is strong
I got your venom in a jar as ink while writing song
The beginning is closer than the end ever was
But time it waits for no man
Catch me as I catch a buzz
Ooh right on
The saga continues 
The jukebox is fed
Another quarter makes you hungry
Now we're breaking bread
The stars and sky's above me
I wish they'd been before
The rain is falling on me
And now I want it more
A broken heart is ugly
It's like a hunger pain
So don't pretend you love me
It's not a fucking game
And nothing is the same
Since you walked out the door
I gave you everything
But you just wanted more
Can't keep up like I
I need sincerity
Your hearts a black abyss
And now it's clear to me
So take your time my darling
I need a cigarette
You look like you're starving
I see your silhouette 
So don't pretend you're sorry
I feel no sympathy
Another loaded story
Is what you say to me
Don't want your charity
I'm reaching clarity
Another rotten apple
Falls from he apple tree
Ooh Right on

Right On

This one was done with my homey and talented mofo Kristen Young on vocals.
Lyrics:
The rule of man
The mental case
The wicked land lost out in cyber space
And here we are 
Right in your face
We're worlds apart
No need to conversate
Theres nothing left
The walls are down
From east to west
North to south
My body aches
I'm forced and bound
My final breath, yea I can hear it now
I'm on time but in the wrong place
Reap what you sow
This is your lucky day
I don't mind what people say
Through the grapevine
I know the games you play
Pleasure blinds but scars stay
Seen through the eyes of someone else today
But second hand is such a waste
We're moving on, I guess the times have changed
An open book, a turning page
A crooked smile, the end of days
The greater good, it carries weight
The race for time, the prophesy
Don't sigh, no don't say
Every silver line has a touch of grey
I don't like to make the same mistakes
The heart can love, but hearts break
What you give, is what you get
Cuz as above, below reflects
Mistakes were made but that was yesterday
Sunrise before sunset
Everything is always just a matter of time
But we don't know what it takes
Below the sky lies a stellar ride
But you've been sold the great divide
Your second man has jumped the ship
On cruise control we've got no time for this
The cards you hold, the ace of spades
The winding road, razor blades
I'm growing cold I can taste the rain
Which once was shall be again
All right Okay
As you see the light the shadows fade
You're so blind you're so today
The world goes on with or without your say
Once you've lived, you've learned regret
The path you chose, but you've seen nothing yet
The bed you made, the cage you kept
Wide awake but now it's time you slept
The easy way is always just a matter of time

Unspoken Potentcy

We don't look for answers no more
Preaching folklore gave you what you hoped for
Don't I know, what you'd give
Lord I know, how you live
Lights conducting
Shadows corrupting
Stand for something
Beg for nothing yea
Don't I know what you'd give
Lord I know How you live
Trust I will
Nights last call’s
Against the wall
Your life is sad
You're breaking bad once more
Don't I know what you give
Lord I know how you live
Trust I will

Trust I Will

You been chasing the vibe but it keeps slipping away
And you're hoping for life but you die every day
Yeah I know
You know
You must keep up the show
You take away the pain
Above
Below
The Breaks
Guard yourself
Haunting guilt
Be my guest
They say you're living a lie
But isn't everyone else
They say you'll only survive 
If you forgive yourself
Yea I know
You know
You can't keep up this show
You made the same mistake 
And lost control
Start the drill
Be the best
Chills and thrills
Feed my flesh
Yea you been chasing them lies
So they'll come true some day
And that it's no big surprise
Is what you always say
You made the same mistake
Ten times in a row
You take away the pain
Above 
And below
The breaks
Earn your keep
And take the rest
Turn your cheek 
Be guest
All you need
Is to be the best
Plant your seeds
And feed my flesh

The Breaks

Should I care what you think
I don’t know
Seems like such a waste of time
If you’re scared that we’ll sink
You can always press rewind
I have everything I could ever want
So precarious I don’t care to flaunt
Take anything you could want from me
I’ll still have everything I could ever need
As the merry goes round and round again
Unaware 
On the brink
Say a toast for those who fell behind
Speak a prayer
Raise your drinks
You can’t close an open mind
I have everything I could ever want
Turn me down or or turn me all the way up
Take everything you could want from me
I still have everything I could ever need
As the merry goes round and round again
I have everything I could ever want
And don’t worry me cuz I’m on the run
Take anything you want from me
I still have everything I’ll ever need
As the merry goes around you’ll see
You have everything that you’ll ever need
As you carry yourself around the bend
And keep going until we reach the end
As the merry goes around again

The Merry Goes Round

Making music is my passion. All feedback is welcome. 
I write, produce, and perform all tracks. I usually write a rhythm with my guitar, then I come up with a drum beat to go with it. I record drum and guitar tracks first. Then I write a bass line for it. Sometimes I’ll add some synth. Sometimes not. Then finally, I write some lyrics and record. I have several songs I’ve completed, and some that aren’t done, or that I stopped recording because I don’t like it anymore, or I just lose interest in it. Sometimes I leave a song alone for a long period of time, and come back to it later on. I’m still trying to find the perfect program to record in, and garage band is what I’ve been using lately. I’m also going to start making videos for the songs that people like the most, and will be posting them eventually.

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