"Solus," is my fourth published album under Jay3R. I am extremely grateful to have so many other skillful artists backing me and making my vision for this project come to fruition. I've been all over the place this year, and this album is deeply personal as always. I feel as if there is something for everyone in here. Tell me what you think, and expect much more of this quality.

Solus

Chère. Ft. BGB London & Headw0und (prod.remidyl)

Where did you go?
love
https://soundcloud.com/deafzuku
https://soundcloud.com/user-499685640

I noticed you [prod. Jsquared]

Beautiful beat friend man JJ
https://soundcloud.com/jsquared_iv

lyrics: 

 Gon relapse
Driving fast 
Doing laps around yo head
Don’t give a shit what you said
Going ninety till I’m dead, 
Fading fast
Not gonna last
Dead asleep in my bed
Make a bet
All in my head
Lover is dead

Love the pain that I make
Love the pain that I make
Love the pain that I make 
Love the pain that I make 

Thought I was supposed to be getting better
But im just getting worse
Feelings in the shredder 

Gone with the wind 
And my feelings in the north yuh
I just wanna snort yuh
I just wanna snort yuh 

I don’t wanna snort coke I just wanna snort hope
Call me a bear, because I don’t wanna be poked 

The clock is ticking I can feel it going away 
Prepare to decay
Called so many names
Feeling so gay
What about all the things that I just wanted to say 
Where are my friends 
I don’t have friends 
Its all gonna end 
The ones through the screen 
Im hearing their screams
(Scream) 

Gon relapse
Driving fast 
Doing laps around yo head
Don’t give a shit what you said
Going ninety till I’m dead, 
Fading fast
Not gonna last
Dead asleep in my bed
Make a bet
All in my head
Lover is dead

Fading fast
Not gonna last
Dead asleep in my bed
Make a bet
All in my head
Lover is dead

Headlights coming up on the horizon 
I cant see em well but I feel like colliding 
I feel like I am flying.

Ninety [Prod. jj]

Produced and written by me.
Lyrics. 

I got stuck between two places
Demons witches bills and angels
All that switches when you famous
Baby got me running races
Round my head around my head
In my bed in my bed
Love my death love my death
Yuh mess with the new vibe
Billy driving on a bike
Head in the sky, yuh high as a kite
Men tell me might
I'm like shit bet all right
I'm like shit bet let's fight
Baby got me stricken and tight
Stuck here baby with my life
Stuck in limbo gonna die
She stuck gonna be my wife
She stuck gonna be my wife
We gonna die tonight
No getting out

No getting out
No getting out yuh
Dead not alive

Poor mister highway
He's thinking about the end
He had enough of his terrible life
Say goodbye

Yuh get me up my momma's crying
Get me up my baby's dying
Get me up my daddy's dying
Get me up I know your lying
Know your lying
You can not look at me in my eyes
Look at me in my eye
Yuh look at me in my
My
My
Eye
Eye
Eye
Eyes
Eyes
You you you cry cry cry cry
Baby you don't wanna wanna die yuh
Baby you don't you don't wanna wanna
Die yuh

My Wedding In Limbo [prod. Jay3R]

Lyrics-

Yeah I told myself I’d do a little better
Better yeah
Yeah I told myself I’d do a little better
A sweater,

Man I feel the same
I tried it every day 
And I’m just going insane 
And baby watch the rain 
Fall down on me
Love me
I took a moment 
To get ready
But hell I’m here
hell I’m here
At least I’m here
hell I’m here
At least I’m here

Tryna do better for myself
But I get stuck on the shelf like an elf yuh
Tryna do better for myself
But I can’t get outta my hell yuh
Won’t happen again
We did it last night I lied yuh
Won’t happen again
But shit I’m in my feelings all right
I’ll make an exception this time 
exception this time 
I can’t keep my word
A hypocrite for sure
I can’t keep my word
A hypocrite for sure
A hypocrite for sure


Can’t decide if everybody love or hate me
Can’t make up my mind if it’s the bottle or the K
Got me feeling this way
Say she wanna take a break
Because I make her wanna break things
But if we take a break
You know you’ll break me
I can take another to the face
I can take another to the face
Anything to get me out of this place
I’m suffocating in my awkward
Why are we dating if I’m awkward
I ain’t wanna take another but she offered
I ain’t wanna take another ohh
I ain’t wanna take another cause it’s awkward
I ain’t wanna take another

(Back to Jay3R)

I’m stuck maybe it’s my flesh
And all the other guys getting head 
Maybe I should just jack off in my bed
Maybe I should just check my breath yuh
Just check my breath yuh

Just wanna start 
I’ve lost all ambition 
A flame in your heart
I just wanna set a flame in your heart
Cause I don’t wanna set the world on fire

I've Lost All Ambition (feat. BLOODCAT) [prod. jj]

MUSIC VIDEO - https://youtu.be/ySx_yPNzyAY

[Mixed by @jsquared-156188141]
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Lyrics:

You think you can crawl back in don’t touch me
Fuck out of my face my hatred lovely 
Pop a pill I can't do this shit I’m so lazy
Huffing hard my visions fading getting hazy 
You think you can crawl back in don’t touch me
Fuck outta of my face my hatred lovely 
Pop a pill I can't do this shit I’m so lazy
Huffing hard my visions fading getting hazy 

Oh you talk to God 
Tell God i'll hit him back up 
When I’m ready to talk
Cause I don’t know how he deals
With all you prideful ignorant fucks 
I’m up your down, by bad this round
It's on me on me 
This round
It's on me on me 
This round

Let's hit up the store 
I just got paid and I’m bored
See a face I don’t care for
I feel unreal this my lore 
Ego is my drug, a whore
Waisting time every day 
Every day I don’t care, I’m happy 
Aww 

What’s happening

You think you can crawl back in don’t touch me
Fuck out of my face my hatred lovely 
Pop a pill I can't do this shit I’m so lazy
Huffing hard my visions fading getting hazy 
You think you can crawl back in don’t touch me
Fuck out of my face my hatred lovely 
Pop a pill I can't do this shit I’m so lazy
Huffing hard my visions fading getting hazy 

I can’t move forward 
I can’t move forward 
I can’t move forward 
Cut my pride out 
Cut my pride out 
Cut my pride out 
Cut my pride out 
Cut my 

You think you can crawl back in don’t touch me
Fuck out of my face my hatred lovely 
Pop a pill I can't do this shit I’m so lazy
Huffing hard my visions fading getting hazy

Crawl In [Prod. Jay3R]

MUSIC VIDEO - https://youtu.be/VfHeGAL3gPI?si=mzla8IFM4zUMNHac

[Produced by @monaaathakid]
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Lyrics: 

Baby put me on
Baby put me on
You are stuck in my stomach
You are lodged inside my mind
I pop pills so I can sleep
I cut my eyes out so i can dream 
Blood comes out my ears they ring
Cause all the hell you do is scream
You are stuck in my stomach
You are lodged inside my mind

Baby put me on
Baby put me on
My encephalon 
Go and put me on

You are stuck in my stomach
You are lodged inside my mind
I pop pills so I can sleep
I cut my eyes out so i can dream 
Blood comes out my ears they ring
Cause all the hell you do is scream
You are stuck in my stomach
You are lodged inside my mind
You are stuck in my stomach
You are lodged inside my mind
I pop pills so I can sleep
I cut my eyes out so i can dream 
Blood comes out my ears they ring
Cause all the hell you do is scream
You are stuck in my stomach
You are lodged inside my mind

Encephalon [prod. Monaa]

•Prod• jj 

Lyrics•

Slow down get in touch,
I can’t feel my head and such
Breathe in till I’ve filled my lungs 
Organs black I’ve had enough 
This cant last I’m sorry dear 
Bones been broken hold you near 
Much more pretty when you fear
Things are ending it’s so clear
Slow down get in touch
I can’t feel my head and such
Breathe in till I’ve filled my lungs 
Organs black oh this shit sucks
This can’t last I’m sorry dear 
Bones been broken hold you near 
Much more pretty when you fear
Sit back and sip ever clear 

I’m faded I’m fading oh I’m faded 
Im faded Im faded I’m fading out
Out out out put me in the grass
I can’t hold onto what’s next 

I cant go back
I wanna throw up
I wanna throw up
I can’t I can’t I can’t I can’t 
I can’t be the man I want to be 
I can’t I can’t I can’t I can’t I can’t I can’t  

Slow down get in touch,
I can’t feel my head and such
Breathe in till I’ve filled my lungs 
Organs black I’ve had enough 
This cant last I’m sorry dear 
Bones been broken hold you near 
Much more pretty when you fear
Things are ending it’s so clear
Slow down get in touch
I can’t feel my head and such
Breathe in till I’ve filled my lungs 
Organs black oh this shit sucks
This can’t last I’m sorry dear 
Bones been broken hold you near 
Much more pretty when you fear
Sit back and sip ever clear

Organs [prod. jj]

• !NEW ALBUM COMING SOON! STAY TUNED IF YOU LIKE THIS •
Prod. Crystal Castles
Mixed by @jj11305iv
Lyrics: 

Woke up to a phone call,
Lying in my dirty sheets
Scrolling on my phone seconds
Vulgar shit all on my feed
Woke up to a phone call 
Never found the words to speak
Dial tone, I’m prone to preach
Pastors kid, I’ve never reached  
Woke up to a phone call 
Friend lying in the hall 
Blood all in the tiles
Bad news, as my stomach falls
Another victim calls
His father text me at the crack of dawn 
Jayden, can we stop this son?
Jayden, can we stop this son?
Woke up to a phone call,
Lying in my dirty sheets
Scrolling on my phone seconds
Vulgar shit all on my feed
Woke up to a phone call 
Never found the words to speak
Dial tone, I’m prone to preach
Pastors kid, I’ve never reached  

If you’re gonna keep bothering me
I’ll keep my self asleep
So you can cry alone 
If you’re gonna keep bothering me
I’ll keep my self asleep
I wish this was a dream

Woke up to a phone call
Lying in my dirty sheets
Scrolling on my phone seconds
Vulgar shit all on my feed
Woke up to a phone call 
Never found the words to speak
Dial tone, I’m prone to preach
Pastors kid, I’ve never reached

Sheets [prod. crystal castles]

Prod/mix • @jj11305iv 

Lyrics•

Damn I just got shot
Blood is on my hands 
Man got hella drugs 
I ain’t got no plans 
Damn I just got shot
Blood is on my hands 
Man got hella drugs 
I ain’t got no plans 

Plug got a fucking attitude shut up
You really gettin on my nerves blud 
Lexapro the only thing in my cup 
You really making feel nervous 
Four bars and I got no service  
Kinda paranoid these pills ain’t working 
Cops on me cause I’m lurking 
I swear it wasn’t me I’m certain 
Y’all clowns better put me in the circus 
On god Idk if your worth it
Cause I could be doing ten different things 
You are so extra, you grab and you cling
My fit is all black, my watch match my rings
My pride is controlling me keeping me mean
Hide the murder weapon keep my suit clean


Y’all ain’t grounded like me y’all are on the surface 
My outcome isn’t likely, that dog in me like courage 
Underground is nightly, I’m bending all my words bitch 
I’ve been up on my own thing, people don’t have to like me
People don’t have to like me
People don’t have to like me

Damn I just got shoved
Blood is on my hands 
Man got hella drugs 
I ain’t got no plans 
Damn I just got shoved
Blood is on my hands 
Man got hella drugs 
I ain’t got no plans 

I distribute like my names Tuco
These drugs in my veins they feel to cold
This bitch in my lap she won’t let go
Went to hard and I dropped my goals
Blood spilling out need to plug my holes
Slice her open like she got ten toes
And use them hoes to plug my holes
And give me some rope and I hang my clothes 

Damn I just got shot
Blood is on my hands 
Man got hella drugs 
I ain’t got no plans 
Damn I just got shot
Blood is on my hands 
Man got hella drugs 
I ain’t got no plans

Blud [prod. JJ]

Music video:
Produced and mixed. jj  

Lyrics:
Oh Amygdala, oh Amygdala
Have mercy on the poor bastard

Insight, I take it out of my
Head, remove my eyes 
Aligned in my brain
Don’t need to see rain
I’m in so much pain
Ascend call my name 
I’m free 
I’m free
I'm free 
I'm free 
I can see 
I can see
Everything 

I feel like imma forget 
I got bodies in my shed 
This burning in my chest 
I hate you, now I relent 
You didn’t, think I’d forget 
I know the things that you said 
It won’t get past me 
I know what your thinking 
I bleed what you’re drinking 
My body is in-debt
I treat it like shit
Forget what I sent
Irrelevant bitch 
Forget all the friends 
That left you for dead 
You’re better than them
I'm better than you 
Everything’s true 
The way that I move 
Omnipotent I rule 
Don’t step to me fool 
I’ll get in your head 
Your bitch in my bed 
We planned out what’s next 

I’m free
I’m free
I’m free
I'm free
I can see
I can see
Everything

Amy [prod. jj]

Music video: https://youtu.be/hC9fgYWDkpU?si=t9m5vquPSpSmsa5T
Prod. iMpuriest
Mix. Monaa

Lyrics:
About our lives 
Everything that’s happened so far 
The last scene would just be us standing right here
Just you and me 

I know it was real enough
Why can’t I trust
My perception of all the time
With you in my car
Minds in the stars 
Me and you will go far
I know it was real enough 
Exponentially large 
The love in my heart
For the time that we carved 
All the talks in the park 
I wish I could get back to that

Don’t know when I need to stop 
My bad for not turning it off 
You get caught up with everything wrong
I’m caught up with the choices I clocked 
Cause I’m bad at keeping things going
All my flaws are apparent and it's showing
I wish nothing upon all of you 
I’m trying to keep my cool 

I know it was real 
Don’t lie
It’s cool, it's alright 
I know it was real 
Don’t lie
It’s cool, it's alright

Real Enough [prod. iMpuriest]

Prod. Jay3R
Mix. jj

Lyrics:

So why’d you have to happen?
You dead beat son, I’m not laughing
I tried my best, to keep up with it
I might as well, it’s pointless to quit
So why’d you have to happen?
So why’d you have to happen?

If the films good why would I turn it off?
It’s all gonna end but it was worth the watch
Every hour time ticking, hit it, love to cough
I got 50 other lessons I might have forgot
I'm grateful for your presence
I hope you can comprehend this
If you make it through this track-list
I deeply appreciate it

Decisions are in the air
I cut off all of my hair
It’s this burden I’m set to bear

Intro [prod. Jay3R]

Prod. jj

Lyrics:

Wake up, go to sleep, gotta take my medicine
Stay up, can not sleep, be inside my head again
Wake up, go to sleep gotta take my medicine
Stay up, do not breathe, be inside my head again
I do not put in the work
I can not say this enough
She left me dead in the dust
Crippling pain lack of touch
Wake up, go to sleep, gotta take my medicine
Stay up, can not sleep, be inside my head again
Wake up, go to sleep, gotta take my medicine
Stay up, do not breathe, lying through my teeth again
I do not put in the work
I can not say this enough
She left me dead in the dust
Pitiful really, I’m fucked, I’m fucked

I feel miserable
I am replaceable
I do not understand
how the hell do I make plans
I put my shit to rest
Just so i can impress
My friends they like me less
Loyalties up to test
They in my walls to see me fall
I do these drugs so I can stall
My mental entropy’s appalled
Your mom and me we been involved
I’m sorry man she’s been on call
I hate myself don’t worry
I’ll be this way till thirty
How do I stop this hurting

Give me something to put me to sleep
Because I can’t with these dreams
She keeps on visiting me
Give me something to put me to sleep
I puke cause I drink
She keeps on visiting me
But it’s not her

Wake up, go to sleep, gotta take my medicine
Stay up, can not sleep, be inside my head again
Wake up, go to sleep gotta take my medicine
Stay up, do not breathe, be inside my head again
I do not put in the work
I can not say this enough
She left me dead in the dust
Crippling pain lack of touch
Wake up, go to sleep, gotta take my medicine
Stay up, can not sleep, be inside my head again
Wake up, go to sleep, gotta take my medicine
Stay up, do not breathe, lying through my teeth again
I do not put in the work
I can not say this enough
She left me dead in the dust
Pitiful really, I’m fucked, I’m fucked

Pitiful Really [prod. jj]

Prod + Mix / Monaa

Lyrics:
(I just want to let you know
That I’m borderline suicidal
And I’m going mentally fucking insane
And you’re over here not answering my texts
I hope you’re fucking proud of yourself
You fat faggot
Love you!)

Jumping in a new phase yeah
I got on that blood stain yeah
You don’t want to switch up
When everybody else does
Jumping in a new phase yeah
I got on that blood stain yeah
You don’t ever pull the plug
That’s what everybody else does
Hard for me to keep the weight yeah
Dropped a song, they said I ate
You don’t want to switch up
When everybody else does
Jumping in a new phase yeah
I got on that blood stain yeah
You don’t wanna switch up
When everybody else does

I got homies on the inside
Friends on the outside
Bitches that I rock with
People that I talk to
I don’t want to lose who
Been with me the longest
The longest
Hayden’s got his head on straight
He cures the fake
Corey’s been a little late
She cry’s a lot
She met me in the parking lot
I could not, prosper with out her
I’m sipping on that seltzer
I’m tweaking like I’m skinny Pete
With out the heat
The cops they only notice me
I make a scene
Will my soul follow me
I guess we gotta see
My friends are so cool
I hate the fact
They always bother me

Jumping in a new phase yeah
I got on that blood stain yeah
You don’t want to switch up
When everybody else does
Jumping in a new phase yeah
I got on that blood stain yeah
You don’t ever pull the plug
That’s what everybody else does
Hard for me to keep the weight yeah
Dropped a song, they said I ate
You don’t want switch up
When everybody else does

Prod + mix. Cody

Lyrics:

Every single time I’m right
You disagree it makes me high
I can’t go to sleep at night
I’m not sleeping I’m resting my eyes
This what I get off to
Get you mad, I see right through
Interior reflects everything I do
I can’t fake it, my pride is true

Every single time I sit down to work on a project
Something life altering happens guess I get the concept
Never run out of material I’m always on it
Getting a little sick of bray telling me to lock in

I’m on it stop watching I back off
I’m out of fucks
Purged, I throw up

Is it wrong for me to be this way?
I have my faith, but I no longer pray
It’s difficult, I have to put an end
No Longer Human,
I do not view them
Hooks in my skin
All of my sin
I’m burning again
It’s hard to depend
Only on him
All of my sin
It’s burning again
It’s burning again

Every single time I’m right
You disagree it makes me high
I can’t go to sleep at night
I’m not sleeping I’m resting my eyes
This what I get off to
Get you mad, I see right through
Interior reflects everything I do
I can’t fake it, my pride is true

Everybody wanna kill me rip my guts out
Stick their fingers in my brain till I pass out
Bitch you don’t know her you don’t know me
Please close your damn mouth
I don’t really care what God told you
I’m something different now
Rip my arms off outta spite on Ah-Myg-Dolla, right
JJ speaks to me right now, and tells me I’ve been outta line?
Shut up pussy, keep making beats Yung Calvo
I gotta write
Just 12 more songs, I promise, I’m honest, I need this tonight

I’m on it stop watching I back off
I’m out of fucks
Purged, I throw up
I’m on it stop watching I back off
I’m out of fucks
Purged, I throw up

High [prod. Cody]

Prod. jj

Lyrics:

That's how much he loved you
I wanted you to know that you were loved
Because I wasn't
You have to trust me

Repeat what you went through
Put trust in me you're supposed to
You got no one else to run to
Hold on long till it's hurts you

I try to not be your burden
Late nights when I lay here, it’s hurting
I’ll watch with a false start
I tear myself apart
I try to not be your burden

2 years and I stand here
With nothing anymore to gain
Recluse, decline till I can hang
With all the others I sustain

I try to not be your burden
Late nights when I lay here, it’s hurting
I’ll watch with a false start
I tear myself apart
I try to not be your burden

And you think this is right?
For him I mean
Have you ever looked into the eyes
Of someone you love who's dying
It's not something that leaves you

Burden [prod. jj]

Prod + Mix. jj
Music Video: https://youtu.be/W100ZsN1FyY?si=nqLX064fEfSB8u31
Lyrics:
Hold me baby I don’t wanna crash
They still looking at me funny please stop doing that
When I start making this money they gon move like that
I’m just tryna find out where the monster juice is at
When I circle back
They gonna call it trash
So hold me back
Hold me baby I don’t wanna crash
I could never bring myself to drop something that ass
I’m just better then you bitches
Come shoot me about it

This the fit I wanna die in
This the fit I wanna die in
This the fit I wanna die in
This the fit I wanna die in
This the fit I wanna die in
This the fit I wanna die in
This the fit I wanna die in
This the fit I wanna die in

You know I keep that shit on
If my fit is hard what’s wrong?
I rather stay alone withdrawn
I can’t deal with y’all I’m gone
Rob my corpse and get your self a little something
I’d prefer to keep the fashion while I’m slumping
Take off the brands the shoes you copped, and you got nothing
Me and JJ make the music you are bumping

This the fit I want to die in
This the fit I wanna die in
This the fit I wanna die in
This the fit I wanna die in
This the fit I wanna die in
This the fit I wanna die in
This the fit I wanna die in
This the fit I wanna die in

Fit I Wanna Die In (feat. yungcalvo) [prod. jj]

Prod. jj

Lyrics:

(He's self-destructive and disturbed
Just like his father
Look at who he has to look up to
And you're drunk again aren't you?
Shut up Maggy
Shut up)

You gotta help me out
Cause I don’t want them around
I feel like I might be
Some type of way i see
things that no-one speaks on
I got veins that leak
I feel like I cant speak
There’s blood all in my sheets
My throats swelling up
And I got codeine in my cup
There’s worms in my head
I fear, I might be dead
I freak the fuck out
I cant do drugs I doubt
Everyone looking around
The hell did I do wrong
Gimme a minute ill be strong
Can I sober up I wanna puke
Flies swarm through me, I’m the duke
I piss at pressure washer speed
I wish my cum would come at ease
I got like 80 different things
I could be doing right now
Instead I’m trippin on my self
I really despise this me

Light it, let me smoke it to it’s core
Pick my body off the floor
When I’m sober I’ll do more
My lungs feel sore
Imma paraplegic whore
Cut me off i’ll hate myself
In the morning
Better yet let me act foolish
I’m performing
Don’t get too talkative, not interested
You’re boring
Gave you many warnings
Catastrophes alluring
This shit straight disgusting
It’s hard I got nothing
I pull up to the function
Act straight now I’m bluffing

I’m disgusted I don’t wanna fall to far
I’m disgusting, everyone’s ashamed i call

I really despise this me

Duke of Flies [prod. jj]

Prod + mix. Monaa
Feat. N0CLW

Lyrics:

How the hell am I supposed to know
When copious dopamine
Is my way to cope
Expected to know when and where and what to do
Is it that easy, the things you say are true?
I can’t even manage getting it through to you
Cause all these people stupid and it’s clear as day
I can’t even mutter a single word when I say
Show up just to tell me how I made a mista

Doesn’t matter
I’m indifferent to you
Gets a little easier to know who’s who
Keep it in my pockets
With the pill and the noose
Keep the options open
I got nothing to lose
Doesn’t matter
I’m indifferent to you
Gets a little easier to know who’s who
Keep it in my pockets
With the pill and the noose
Keep the options open
I got nothing to lose

Yeah I’m trying my best
To get you out of my head
And now I’m drowning in pills
To try to get out of bed
Yeah you heard me baby
Yeah you heard me baby
I’m so fucked up in the head
Damn these days lookin hazy
What’s my purpose?
I don’t know
I roll my feelings
Then I smoke
I know I gotta let you go
So I don’t overflow
Goddamn
Trying to figure out who I am
Always posting shit on instagram
But girl I know the real you
The one behind the fucking cam

Forget where I came from
Is it wrong for me to run
Forget my face and every way
I’m different from the rest they say
Forget where I came from
Is it wrong for me to run
Forget my face and every way
I’m different from the rest they say

Doesn’t matter
I’m indifferent to you
Gets a little easier to know who’s who
Keep it in my pockets
With the pill and the noose
Keep the options open
I got nothing to lose
Doesn’t matter
I’m indifferent to you
Gets a little easier to know who’s who
Keep it in my pockets
With the pill and the noose
Keep the options open
I got nothing to lose

Pockets (feat. N0CLW) [prod. Monaa]

Prod + mix. jj
Feat. yungicystar
Lyrics:

My patience is running out
I don’t wanna be with me no more
I’d say I don’t care
But I’d be lying on the floor
Insecure about every little thing that's not within my doors
At a good place right now, wait but I’ll fuck it up I’m sure
Aye Burn it down, burn it all down
Aye spit it out, spit it out, spit it out now
I regret what I just said now
I don’t trust anyone like how
Not studying but I’m so proud
Dumb as rocks no I can’t count
Basic knowledge that I don’t know
Contradicting myself hell no
Trying to reach a new low
I will shiver cause it’s so cold
I can only prove my perception
Bitches lie to me like inception
Life is hard? So is my erection
Imma figure this out, don’t text me
I can't handle petty, don’t touch me
I can handle illness, don’t play me
This shit crazy, won’t get up cause
I’m so fucking lazy
So fucking lazy
Aah

Let me sleep
Let me sleep
Let me sleep

You ain’t
You ain’t
You ain’t
You ain’t
You ain’t
You ain’t
Shit!
All the niggas you failed
And yeah your ego prevails
It don’t make sense (Shit)
You can be better then me
But you can’t better yourself
You’re truly that dense (Shit)
If I can’t help myself
Then I’m not helping them
I don’t need friends (Shit)
And the cycle repeats
I realize do it again
That’s my life now (Shit)
Used to shine so bright
With a light now
Was the loudest in the room
Now you piped down
Guess you realized skill wasn’t with the hype now
Laid in the bed that you made
Won’t sleep at night now

I don’t wanna be with me no more
I know
I wish I could feel something sore
I don’t wanna be with me no more
No more
I just wish I had a say

Truant (feat. yungicystar) [prod. jj]

Produced and mixed by Monaa. 

Lyrics:

What’s under your eyes? 
What’s under your clothes?
What’s under your eyes?
What’s under your clothes?
What’s inside your mind?
How you spend your time
What’s inside your mind 
I’m tryna stay close 

Paint a picture with me at the front end 
I can be a threat when you hand me a pen
I'd rather be sick, throwing up pretend  
Lying out my mouth, when I know it’s time
Things go south when I find your type 
Observing your hair, how I love your kind 
Adhering your stare, wanna crawl inside I

Falling even farther
I cave in harder 
I’m underwater 
My lungs feel heavy 
My stomachs empty
Are you still with me?

Are you who you say you are?
Are you who you say you are?

The white of my eyes is a horse in your room 
Don't act surprised when my guilt's in your womb 
Cycles of lust, black and filthy, leave the tomb
I won’t be content until I've lived inside your shoes 

Falling even farther
I cave in harder 
I’m underwater 
My lungs feel heavy 
My stomachs empty
Are you still?
Falling even farther
I cave in harder 
I’m underwater 
My lungs feel heavy 
My stomachs empty

What's under your eyes 
What's under your clothes 
What's under your eyes
What's under your clothes
What's inside your mind
How you spend your time
What's inside your mind 
I’m tryna stay close

Under [prod. Monaa]

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/6xBRtcrCJWE?si=ySGC5vIvzc80CgkM

Produced and mixed by Monaa:

Hello, I’m glad you noticed me, I’ve been around
Imma awkward type you see, charisma not allowed 
My intention’s are emphatic, quiet, when I’m loud 
Walk up to the plug, and say something like how this sound

Hey
Hi 
Hey
Hi
Hey
Hi
I been payed up 
I’m so lazy out my mind 
Now it’s my life fucked 
I know you may not have time 
But where’s my pay stub?
Hey
Hi
Hey
Hi
Hey
Hi
Agent Cooper with my piece tucked 
I’ll be damned if I don’t fuck these beats up 
All these dreams make me believe 
I’m interlinked with God’s, blud.
Hey 
Hi 
Hey 
Hi
Hey 
Hi
I don’t mind
Hey 
Hi
I don’t mind
Hey 
Hi
I don’t mind 

I’m honest I won’t lie 
I wash my hands three times, I’m trying
Clean all the stains, but the paint ain’t drying 
Bleach all the spots that I could, can’t hide it 
Notoriety growing, I can’t fight it 
Did I want it to happen? I’m undecided 
Man I’m lying keep sucking & don’t bite it 
The glaze that I’m getting makes me excited  

Hey
Hi
Hey 
Hi 
Hey 
Hi
I been payed up 
I’m so lazy out my mind 
Now it’s my life fucked 
I know you may not have time 
But where’s my pay stub?
Hey 
Hi
Hey 
Hi
Hey
Hi
Hey 
Hi
Agent Cooper with my piece tucked 
I’ll be damned if I don’t fuck these beats up 
All these dreams make me believe 
I’m interlinked with God’s blud.

I’ll imitate a god, ego is what I say 
I’m better than you in every fucking way
Try to get what’s mine, I’ll wait another day 
Where’s my credit 
You just said it
Where I'm headed now?
Where I'm headed now?
Where I’m headed now.
Where’s my credit 
You just said it
Bet I’m heading out

Hey 
Hi 
Hey 
Hi
Hey 
Hi
I don’t mind
Hey 
Hi
I don’t mind
Hey 
Hi
I don’t mind

Hey, hi! [prod. Monaa]

Prod. Monaa

Lyrics:

Find me here, at the bottom of this ditch
Bottom of the pit 
Lacerate me
You know I can submit 
You know how this will end 
You won’t break me
I been through all the steps
Too far, can’t wait, what’s next
Lacerate me 
I’ve bet and lost my chips 
I’m drunk off all this shit
I need someone to 
Come and save me 
I’ve fucked it up again 
Repeat and let them in 
Repeat and let them 

I just wanna be myself 
Will it slow, time will tell 
I don’t wanna live this hell
I’m alright life is swell
Tell me that the art will fail
Drawing all my blood from the well
I don’t want to hate myself 
I don’t want to hate myself
Down with my physical health
I weigh less more this time 
Bag a bones I’ll be fine 
Pick a tone I can’t find 
I’m alone all the time 
I’m alright most the time
Bitch wanna pay my bills 
Allocate all these deals 
I’m the one who chase these thrills
Feeling good is what might kill
Take a swig and pop this pill
Anything to make life still
Putting all my time in a skill
Nothing good comes from this field
Wasting all my time haven’t healed 
Picking at my scabs, nothing real 

Nothing real
Fuck what’s important 
Nothing's real to me 
Fuck what’s important
Nothing real to me
Fuck what’s important 
Nothing real to me
Fuck what’s important 
Nothing real to me

Find me here, at the bottom of this ditch
Bottom of the pit 
Lacerate me
You know I can submit 
You know how this will end

Lacerate [prod. Monaa]

Produced and mixed by Monaa
Written and performed by Jay3R

Lyrics: 

I don’t mind when you hit my phone from time to time 
I’ll be blunt there’s no fun in my antics of pity 
I can’t find any vice that fills this pit in me 
All it takes, through my hate, remove you permanently 

If I felt something, anything my heart would be right where it was 
If I felt something anything my thoughts of you would fuck it up
If I learned something anything I heal my cuts just to lose more blood 
If I knew something anything to clear my head I would fill my cup 

I dont I dont 
Get it 
How the fuck 
I ended  up 
Spending 
Everyone’s money time wasted
Repetitions of a question splendid 

I can’t let you
Have my hand 
Fuck why can’t you
Understand 
Wasted my time
Ate my plans 
I’d ask you why
Point still stands
I’m not getting nothing back 
Don’t exchange it, I’ll take cash 

Anything that I get back’s
Been chewed on and puked up
I’m losing my value it’s trashed 
I’ll pass 
Content with delusions I have 

If I felt something, anything my heart would be right where it was 
If I felt something anything my thoughts of you would fuck it up
If I learned something anything I heal my cuts just to lose more blood 
If I knew something anything to clear my head I would fill my cup 

If I felt something, anything my heart would be right where it was 
If I felt something anything my thoughts of you would fuck it up
If I learned something anything I heal my cuts just to lose more blood 
If I knew something anything to clear my head I would fill my cup 

I don’t I don’t 
Get it 
How the fuck 
I ended  up 
Spending 
Everyone’s money time wasted
Repetitions of a question splendid

Garmonbozia [prod. Monaa]

Hang Nail [prod. Jay3R]

Produced and Mixed by Monaa.

Lyrics: 
Watch my body bend cause I can't take it
Delete the text I sent, so you can't say shit
Wake up my mind again, every day been a trip
Rolling my tongue tight, so you can take a hit
Watch my body bend cause I can't take it
Delete the text I sent so you can't say shit
Wake up my mind again, every day been a trip,
Rolling my tongue tight, so you can take a hit

Why do I feel sick when I stare at you

It will always go wrong, I hate cause it's true
Turn my head around and just sit in my puke

I'm done with the petty shit I’m on my own
And that's okay I’m fine with it, I win alone
God grant me the serenity so I can make it home
Cause I'm sick of what you left for me
And I can't take this loan
Skinny's what I’m repping, at the function we will roam
Tweaking hard, my drip majestic, pointy hats like gnomes, while
Everyone is slumped, but we are up, the chemicals
Eat their blood and bones, I like attention, hate my phone

Watch my body bend cause I can't take it
Delete the text I sent, so you can't say shit
Wake up my mind again, every day been a trip
Rolling my tongue tight, so you can take a hit
Watch my body bend cause I can't take it
Delete the text I sent so you can't say shit
Wake up my mind again, every day been a trip,
Rolling my tongue tight, so you can take a hit

Pride Induced Nausea [Monaa Flip]

Produced and mixed by Monaa

Lyrics:
I don’t wanna be another thing that you own
Run me down and steal my soul it’s getting so old 
Infatuated with the way that I sneak by you 
Run your pockets, take your money, what do you know 

Stop, slow down, why you in such a hurry 
Stop, calm down baby, I’m the braun, I’m “The Murray”
Stop, slow down, just woke up it’s still early 
This fox is almost 30
Wanting me bad she so damn thirsty, baby 
Stop, be quiet, sneak up and snatch that wallet 
These pigs are pocket stalin
I got things to do, can you stop it 
Stop, slow down, no stress I got more than plenty 
Stop calm down, knock em out cold, I move like Bently

Switch up on me you’re a rat 
My crew sees where your at 
We get back with the strap
Not just talk we all that 
You pinpoint on our map 
Don’t act like you don’t know 
That you lied on my bros
The receipts all say so 

Go go go 
Go go go
Go go go
Go go go
Go go go

I don’t wanna be another thing that you own
Run me down and steal my soul it’s getting so old 
Infatuated with the way that I sneak by you 
Run your pockets, take your money, what do you know 

Stop, slow down, why you in such a hurry 
Stop, calm down baby, I’m the braun, I’m “The Murray”
Stop, slow down, just woke up it’s still early 
This fox is almost 30
Wanting me bad she so damn thirsty, baby 
Stop, be quiet, sneak up and snatch that wallet 
These pigs are pocket Stalin
I got things to do. Can you stop it 
Stop, slow down, no stress I got more than plenty 
Stop, calm down, knock em out cold, I move like Bentley

Sly [prod. Monaa]

Produced by Jay3R, Cloroxcide and Monaa.
Mixed and mastered by Monaa and Cloroxcide. 

Lyrics: 

And I and I and I and I
Don’t wanna be misused  
And I and I and I and I
Waste all my time too 
And I and I and I and I
Leave when I’m excused
And die and die and die and die 
Leave no regrets, well I have a few

Wear it on my sleeve 
Wear it on my sleeve 
I don’t wanna waste my energy 
Drained so easily 
All of me can
Wear it on my sleeve
Wear it on my sleeve 
I don’t need to front, you all can see
Tricked so easily
Wear it on my 

Leave my mouth for eating and drinking, I’m jaded, I’m jaded
Leave my mouth to breathe in and breathe out, I’m faded, I’m faded 
Leave my mouth for eating and drinking, I’m jaded, I’m jaded
Leave my mouth to breathe in and breathe out, I’m faded, I’m faded

My Mouth [prod. Jay3R + Clo + Monaa]

JAY3R™
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