LYRICS

(Going up)

Yeah,

This the type of shit you read about,
the type of shit other "real men" leaving out,
like they worried to speak it out,
but bend over the sink about,

Call up my baby and tell her I'm coming home late again,
serve yourself a lone plate again,
she probably wondering what state I'm in,
as soon as I made it in,

Holy fuck I'm exhausted,
I've run out of space in one bedroom apartments,
I'm going crazy might have lost it,
they calling Spidey, he go notify the Daily Prophet,

She say "Where you been you do this often",
never text me, call me,
swear you treat me like I'm in the coffin,
then treat our problems like a leaky faucet,
fix it later,

I'm not tryna be an instigator,
I just wish you'd be a man and close the distance,
it's been growing greater,
no communication like a hopeless waiter,

Always writing like a publicist,
meanwhile, probably fuckin some other bitch,
I can survive if you want me to leave,
but holding me down makes it harder to breathe,

Whoa

I told her "baby, it's not what you think",
I feel confined in these fucking restraints,
I can't confide in you nothing these days,
I'm scared to lose you with all these complaints,

All these emotions get stuck in my brain,
cause since infancy I've been a fucking mistake,
I'm no dramatic, you know that,
I'm sorry my phone is off girl, I'm just ducking the bank,

Plus I've been needing a break,
through IG and FB just needed to think,
delete and erase,
news feeds nowadays,
never knowing what's true and what's fake,

Damn,

I'll just be working on me,
not worried about anyone else,
rolling these trees and making this paper like paper mills,
hope I ain't losing myself,

Yeah,

Ain't no winning when I'm going up against you,
(going up)
going up against you, 
(going up)
going up against you,

Ain't no winning when I'm going up against you,
(going up)
going up against you,
(going up)
going up against you,

Hits so different girl I'm going numb without you,
(going numb)
going numb without you,
(going numb)
going numb without you,

As always,
Ain't no winning when I'm going up against you,
going up against you,
going up against you,
(going up)





delete/erase

Promise

Things Change

I do not claim this instrumental as my own.

.waistband (solo)

Life's A Journey, Not A Race (original)

The Recipe - feat. Kid Wreck

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