Name: i'd rather u die instead/the real me prod. alt boi by jayda
Duration: 3 min 4 s
Description: leave it all come find me you’re the only one that’s like me

Frander x SlimReaper x topic x whoisgregjones - No Free Clout (Prod By Whokilledcj)

I KINDA LIKE THE PAIN THAT I FEEL
Original Release Date: August 22nd, 2025

So, I write another verse (Hah)
Don't turn to the real me, that shit just like a curse (Yeah-yeah)
It's like I'm stuck behind some glass (What)
I ain't feel emotion, this life been moving fast (Hah-hah-hah)
I need some medication to numb my pain (Numb my pain)
I need that shit that's running through my veins (Through my veins)
It's switching days but it all feels the same (Feels the same)
So, if I'm wasting life then who's to blame? (Blame, blame)

Yeah, I kinda like the pain that I feel, yeah
If I'm going off, just tell me, "Get real"
I ain't feel like myself in a minute
No, baby, just tell me you feel it
Yeah, I kinda like the pain that I feel, yeah
If I'm going off, just tell me, "Get real"
I ain't feel like myself in a minute
No, baby, just tell me you feel it

If I die tomorrow, I make nobody proud, fuck them all
Abandoned by my fans, no one's around (What-what)
They surrounded me like crows (Fuck)
Tryna pick my heart apart and tell me I ain't worth shit
I'm worthless, Devil up on my phone but I ain't heard shit
Praying up on these thoughts, yeah, no wonder why I'm nervous (Yeah-yeah)
Another new prescription, just tryna cure the hurting (Ay)
Writing down these thoughts, asking, "Why do I deserve it?"

(Life of a G, PTSD, living in the H-double-O-D)
(Life of a G, PTSD, living in the H- in the H- D)
(Life of a G, PTSD, living in the H-double-O-D)
(Life of a G, PTSD, living in the H- in the H- D)

Yeah, I kinda like the pain that I feel, yeah
If I'm going off, just tell me, "Get real"
I ain't feel like myself in a minute
No, baby, just tell me you feel it
Yeah, I kinda like the pain that I feel, yeah
If I'm going off, just tell me, "Get real"
I ain't feel like myself in a minute
No, baby, just tell me you feel it

NOCLUE
www.iamnoclue.com
twitter.com/iiamnoclue
tiktok.com/@iamnoclue
youtube.com/@iAmNoClue
instagram.com/iiamnoclue/
https://open.spotify.com/artist/2kgOrCaMfDnP4QZ7U2ZNFR

JETTSETT
twitter.com/_JettSett
tiktok.com/@_jettsett
youtube.com/@JettSettMusic
instagram.com/jett_sett_/
open.spotify.com/artist/0TtR6IhEkuRWnmSRIYDkYE

51/50

I Can't Feel Anything

NoClue - I Can't Feel Anything (Prod. JettSett)

yea i kiss her while i hold her, imma hold her tight
took everything you told me, imma do it right
stayed off that weed for like a week now im relapsing
and yea i look around the whole world collapsing
and now u texting me im callin like what happened
you wasnt fucking wimme tell i got them racks in
this girl so fine yea she got an accent
she say she listen to katai yea she tapped in
he say he want my bitch took him on a ride
them 223s hit him in between the eyes
bitch think im dumb i read in between the lines
bitch want me gone im like hoe fall in line
and when i take my ____ yea i let the blood spill
yea im not high enough imma pop another pill
yea my heart tucked away yea ill never heal
live my life on the edge yea free will
x2

free will 2 +kirani +ssaeyxng

Cookies And Cigarettes

Cold Soul Club -
@llogansux
@https://soundcloud.com/arcadialane
@sloppyoxyscum

Lyrics
(Sloppy Oxy Scum)

Cold soul club
Bouta go and hit a dub.
Come n say what's sup.
I just wanna feel your touch.

Dead boys tatted up.
Depression got me hella fucked.
Always keep dat pain tucked.
I Wish we woulda never rushed.

Ready to die young.
Booted up n blackend lungs.
Im Done holding my tongue.
A serpent searching for the one.

Ready for my lonely noose.
A somber letdown to the youth.
I have nothing left to lose.
A Simple devastating truth.

(Arcadia lane)

think I found the love and compassion 
apathy drowns out the passion
think this is hell on earth
you don’t even know your worth
always so insecure
but I loved you at your worst

faded passion seems to be the latest fashion
think it’s time we cash in
instead of living like this
you’re gunna miss me

Think I fucked up my mental tryin not to be so sentimental
My past still haunts me and I’m so sorry
Do you remember that night in December?
when you put it all out to dry?
I couldn’t change your mind

Broken hearted, I left you there
Broken hearted, I’ve been gasping for air.

(Llogansux)

I feel like I've fucked up the last five years
I feel so alone and I'm feeling the tears
build in my eyes and I'm so full of fears
I feel like an old machine with failing gears
I wanna feel young again - I wanna have friends
nothing heals the pain - nothing here mends
I feel disconnected like someone who pretends
I don't belong here, you know how this ends
I wanna feel alive - we've run out of time
I fucked up my life and I'm ready to die
I wanna feel alive but we've run out of time
I fucked up my life and I'm ready to die

Cold Soul Club ~ Haunter [Prod. TOTHEGOOD]

https://soundcloud.com/bedhead2001

lyrics:
life roll by slow 
They never liked me but 
I never liked home 
I never laid low 
Never needed that tension needed that rope 
But I’m Headed for gold 
all of that shit man I had to let go 
keep my head up whole life neck deep in the motherfuckin snow 
But I made it melt 
My light blink right when I’m making health 
When making wealth 
inside my heart like 
blood and all that breaking felt 
Now I mould that
Cold bath 
hop out that heat 
To the towpath 
Ride by on bike til the moment 
That my life and the hurt what I grow past

forte w/ bedhead

leave it all come find me you’re the only one that’s like me

i'd rather u die instead/the real me prod. alt boi

it can never be enough
cup after cup and 
blunt after blunt
it always comes back yeah 
month after month
week after week
it fuckin cuts me up
baby I been feelin weak
depressed lil’ fvuk 
buy another gram 
just to smoke it all up yeah
to end it is my plan 
baby ion give a fuck yeah
Ima test my luck
put out a couple songs and make a couple bucks 
I hate all you mother fuckers you dull minded fucks 
please get the fuck away from me
drugs make the pain go away from me
but it always comes back yeah
it always comes back yeah

please
leave me 
alone
just forget about me 
I'm too faded keep forgetting what is around me
I do not belong here nah this world ain't for me 
I'm too faded can't feel my head down to my feet
walk into the party and your girls all on me
walk into the party now the drugs all in me

depressed lil' fvuk (prod. jrblocks)

ditch.
like my recent instagram post and i’ll drop
the music video > https://instagram.com/p/CF7maM1BC8O/

ditch

DITCH [PROD. SOBERNAP]

ART BY @LAKOOZI
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PROD. CONTAINER
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THE END IS NEAR...

i'd rather u die instead/the real me prod. alt boi

jayda

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