I feel like I'm meant to be alone for a while
It's like everytime I'm with people I waste their time
Look at my eyes and don't ask me if I'm fine
It's only in front of the dead that I can cry

 thought I would be rich by now but I'm just faded
I realize I hate my life when I'm not jaded
Four years ago I thought that now I would be famous
I'm just not broke anymore but I still fake it

 thought I would be rich by now but I'm just faded
I realize I hate my life when I'm not jaded
Four years ago I thought that now I would be famous
I'm just not broke anymore but I still fake it

I'm paranoid I think that my friends don't like me
Just so it wouldn't break my heart if they really hate me
parents broke up I was 2 since then I've been broken
The doctors say the traumas and the stress cause my problems

I've been working on myself just to lose my friends
What's the point of all of this I did it to meet them
I hit rock bottom I didn't know that I could still dig
Will I be alive to see myself make it big ?

I wanna cut myself
Where's my fuckin blade
I wanna end my life
Please can you keep it away

I could see my blood on the floor
The picture is vivid
I'm only half white but I'm fucking livid
It's so fucking hard to take it easy
Ruining my life is my way of sinning

 thought I would be rich by now but I'm just faded
I realize I hate my life when I'm not jaded
Four years ago I thought that now I would be famous
I'm just not broke anymore but I still fake it

 thought I would be rich by now but I'm just faded
I realize I hate my life when I'm not jaded
Four years ago I thought that now I would be famous
I'm just not broke anymore but I still fake it

Four Years Ago (metlast x noria)

Ancient (Feat. Doveboy)

Visions w/ JAYD3D!, Doveboy & Flux

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Visions

JAYD3D! x DOVEBOY x FLUX - VISIONS

A Little Glorified (Prod. Naïko)

Skinny Rascals (Prod. Cornell)

Red Wizxrd - POST APOCALYTPIC (PROD. BY SAPFIR BEATS)

i hope u enjoyed<3

lyrics:

Riding on this asteroid belt 
You said things’d be better 
But time has never told 
Blinded in my own mind 
I closed my eyes
So now theres hell in sight 
I mean theres home in sight 
Im losing time 
While wasting time 
Then complain i dont have any time 
Its a cycle that im lost in
Troffing my own thoughts 
While im coughing up black 
Soot has filled these fleshy lungs 
I pray one day to be hung 
So i finally cant be judged 
Theres no love 
To a monster 
Whos heartless 
But has a bigger heart 
Then anyone apart 
Of the monsters 
You call humans 

I could paint a picture 
Spell it out 
Write it down 
Dont forget it 
D i f f e r e n t 
Doesnt mean i need to bleed 
Just means you need to open your eyes 
And fucking see

space walking (prod by. hero x ctr1s)

u look tired, is everything okay?
𝕝𝕠𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪𝕠𝕟𝕖,
(lyrics)
had enough,
this isnt fun anymore
you dont talk to me at all
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had enough
youre leaving more
words dont last
im feeling horrible

repeating words
all ive ever heard
its in my veins
never doing great

i find myself
drifting to the end
of all ive ever known
lonely is a word when used to describe my home
but love is such a waste when they are not the one
and im easy to replace, lets face the facts im nothing special
this game of life, is just an unbeatable level
i always think about whats called "have i lost you?"
well i have,
we'll never get it back again

back again
ive lost you
and now youre gone
gone
i miss you
i am nothing,
i never was

made 11/16/22

Ephemeral

kin with my demons. ft doveboy (prod by. aldahir beats x doveboy)

I can't atone for the stuff that I did <3

OLD ME (Prod. mylovealoneagain)

inside this hell [+ grayskies]

Vocalist @ Pink Tooth
Writer @AllMusicMondays
Co Owner of Feel Alive Media

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Debut Album Outstanding Gentleman Out Now

Everything Comes Back In Time EP Out Now

Ancient (Feat. Doveboy)

JAYD3D!

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