Generational Curses (Prod. Dercept)

.illuminate. [prod. s0ftskelet0ns x yunny goldz]

Lyrics & performance by me
Produced by @prodjayysoul
Mixed and mastered by Chris Martsolf (@prodcmarty)
Watch my Music Video for Fly Away: https://youtu.be/gSSnpztjeao?si=lzrksZV1KHcQyTBQ
Listen on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6L8M0eHHcXzsf2V38bgWLE?si=551d8a70589f47b0

Lyrics: 

I'm really not so good with love
Uncomfortable and overwhelmed
I always make excuses for just leaving
And what I don't want you to see
My deepest insecurities
The fears I dream about when I am sleeping

And it comes on again at 2 a.m.
I wake up from a lucid dream
I'm breathin out and breathin in
I gotta find my peace again
(fly away... fly away... )

FLYYYYYYYY AWAYYYYYYYYY
(I'm sorry)

I wish I could just sit with you
And let myself be see-through
But you might run if I give you the full view
I wanna give you my heart
Want you to see the broken parts
For you to tell me that I'm still what you want

But it comes on again at 2 a.m.
I know it's time to leave again
Before you even get the chance 
I gotta find my peace again
(fly away....fly away...)
I'm sorry :(
Please forgive me

Fly Away

.i cant feel.

i know its distorted in some parts - i like it that way
prod @yunnygoldz
lyrics
Back from the skylines baby blue
Baby waste my time, whats new
Back n forth all night, how we move
Bedsheets no light, gripping onto you

Clocked out, drive home, think about what's waiting for me
I dont wanna make assumptions but i know what id want it to be
And you could call me crazy,
Yeah cause im crazy for you
Clocked out, drive home, think about what's waiting for me
I dont wanna make assumptions but i know what id want it to be
And you could call me crazy,
Yeah cause im crazy for you

Cut the ribbon and tie back
Beautiful mascara to ur eyelash
Hear me out i dont wanna get side tracked
Living In this generation love seems to die fast

Highlight my flaws and dissect my dna
I might be wrong, but go ahead anyways

Played my soul, dress what you desire
Dice roll, snake eyes landing dire
Burn my passion light me in the fire
Truth may hurt atleast u know im not a lier

Back from the sky lines baby blue
Baby waste my time, whats new
Back n forth all night, how we move
Bedsheets no light, gripping onto you

Clocked out, drive home, think about what's waiting for me
I dont wanna make assumptions but i know what id want it to be
And you could call me crazy,
Yeah cause im crazy for you
Clocked out, drive home, think about what's waiting for me
I dont wanna make assumptions but i know what id want it to be
And you could call me crazy,
Yeah cause im crazy for you


crazy4u [prod. yunny goldz]

.to the wind.

Produced, mixed and mastered by DZO DIGITAL

[Lizzie]
Send it back, return it, I don't want it anymore
It looked good on the shelf, but now I have buyer's remorse
Your love came with a defect
I'll box it up, I'll find a stamp, print out the label
Won't hold my breath, but hoping soon that I'll be able
To return to sender

And it goes like this...
You had me 
wrapped around your finger
Easily 
We're heading to the future
And it seemed
Like we were living in a dream
Love unique
Like nothing you or I had 
Ever seen
Your angel number tattooed 
On my knee
What a memory

[DZO} 
Angel tat on your sleeve
I rep 333
I'm back like a memory
Sign for your package please
You got me stuck in a dream
I woke up, it was actually me
Maybe in another life
I could still be free
Swear your love got me trippin
I'm on that overnight shippin
What if I just came through?
You ain't gotta be so rude
Why you gotta leave so soon?
DZO on the beat, so smooth
I'm bouta make a move
I got a message to send to you

[Lizzie]
Send it back, return it, I don't want it anymore
It looked good on the shelf, but now I have buyer's remorse
Your love came with a defect
I'll box it up, I'll find a stamp, print out the label
Won't hold my breath, but hoping soon that I'll be able
To return to sender

Return to Sender (ft. DZO DIGITAL)

.DM for the wav, stop ripping beats or imma tag the shit out of them, thanks.

.i need some fucking space.

.shoutout and love to @pinkcasperr forever. <3333333333

.COAST|LINE. [p!nkcasperr x s0ftskelet0ns]

i really need to fix my sleep schedule 💀🪵
lyrics
woahhhhh woahhhhhh
lookin at ya girl your so pretty kinda wanna marry 
you feel like my soulmate but that’s scary cuz what if you leave and im left barren 
fuck man i might just parish 

dream life cottage in the woods 
really wanna get out this lonely hood 
but i don’t do the things i need to do to get there like i should 

up all night doomscrolling my phone 
oh my god shit i just found some hopecore 
this describes how i feel i should scroll more fuck that lock in misfiit on the ball court

i bring magic to my craft like it’s hogwarts 
she said she like my blue green eyes bulbassur 
i’m never happy even when i get praise 
all my accomplishments feel like a dream haze 
i hate myself but i like being alone 
kinda happy when i see a text from girl on my phone but i don’t expect that 
my mind is hell a demon kickback 
make it out here with homie wraith thought i did that 
i don’t think i really fit in ima mismatch 
i don’t think i really fit in ima misfit
all i really want is some henny and two kisses 
i want real love tho not a misfit mistress

doomscrolling at 4am (diedinoctober)

lyrics

eof:

it’s taken too long to forget your face
it’s taken too long to to get out this place
i didn’t know what to do when you told the truth
said you were leaving me in a day or 2 
oh in day or 2 like fuck you
you didn’t give me anytime now my screws are loose
i mean this fucked over my life but it’s what you had to do
i wanna hate you but i guess that’s what true love will do

it’s what true love will do it’s what true love will do
i packed this blunt with purple hairs and now im feeling blue
blue, baby can you tell me what’s new
cause ever since you left me i’ve been losing my mind
yeah i swear i do this all the fucking time
drop a couple track and then i go ghost online
but i swear i really ain’t that hard to fuckin find
yeah find, i do this all the time

notahero:

no surprise
every night if im getting sleep its cause im fried
remember that one night that had left me traumatized
if i keep on taking these drugs ill feel alright
but if i keep on taking these drugs then imma die
okay so we gotta get violent
crazy how your love feels just like violence
im too geeked with my homies in the jag
amiro rose the fronto leaf up like a flag
i just pray at night that you feel it too
believe me i dont want to walk away from you
frankly i dont know why i keep running right back to you
can we work this out
i know i dont talk a lot
i just dont want to fight
so i guess youre right

brecken:

know you well
send a couple texts and ghost me its alright
its hard to feel you said but that was after we had something nice

but its alright its alright
i swear i seen this a hunnid times
you’ll keep stallin til its too late then it’s never mind
wishy washy you gon trip while ima stay in line
and ion change the topic ik that you changin mine
you said im genuine and genuinely i feel i fell short
stuff i never said somehow makin you run out the door
put away my sword
ill open the gate
thought these castle walls would make it harder to escape
nah nah nah im wrong once again knew id break
& howd it take a day or two for you cuz i been upset
& u been much less
howd you make me feel a way and then u dump me out with the rest
it made me loveless
made me love less

lil booj:

they just wanna know all about you 
once they know enough it’s all let go
they don’t want it any further closing up  

theres no rush yeah to take that final toll 
It’s not my role 
swear that it’s the same doing what I’m told 
take off the rust forming on my soul 
what am I to do with a core so cold 

Got nothing to say about it sure take that time 
come around to the answer when I’m calling that’s my sign 

Little burden never there when you want me 
rolling up king size on the balcony 
you can hear the metal clang when I’m walking 
I think you’d be the last person to cause a scene

eof:

it’s taken too long to forget your face
it’s taken too long to to get out this place
i didn’t know what to do when you told the truth
said you were leaving me in a day or 2 
oh in day or 2 like fuck you
you didn’t give me anytime now my screws are loose
i mean this fucked over my life but it’s what you had to do
i wanna hate you but i guess that’s what true love will do

eof x notahero x brecken x lil booj - in a day or 2 (wstdtime x sorrowbringer)

Vocalist @ Pink Tooth
Writer @AllMusicMondays
Co Owner of Feel Alive Media

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Everything Comes Back In Time EP Out Now

Generational Curses (Prod. Dercept)

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